silencio
2026 i'm coming
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After all these years, I quit playing football. I was 5, when my dad took me to my first training, and I have been going there 5 times every week. (I'm 16 now)
I don't remember not going to training after school, it was a rule like 1+1=2. So much teams I played for, so much matches, trainings, missed lunches, bad grades, players, missed parties. It was literally like school for me, I did not miss a day, it was not a question if I'm going to the training. And now all the injuries, wins, goals, good matches, bad matches, beingleftoutoftheteams… Now it's all just a memory.
I feel like a big chunk of me is gone missing. A void left in my soul. This was literally half of my life, and I'm throwing it away. Why you could ask? For fucking looksmaxing (mostly).
I need time to do all the looksmaxes, to gather the info I need to ascend, and this made that basically impossible for me. I never been to a party outside of lame ass new year parties. I didn't drink, I haven't made friends outside of school and training.
I know I made the right decision, but it still feels wrong.
After all these years, I quit playing football. I was 5, when my dad took me to my first training, and I have been going there 5 times every week. (I'm 16 now)
I don't remember not going to training after school, it was a rule like 1+1=2. So much teams I played for, so much matches, trainings, missed lunches, bad grades, players, missed parties. It was literally like school for me, I did not miss a day, it was not a question if I'm going to the training. And now all the injuries, wins, goals, good matches, bad matches, beingleftoutoftheteams… Now it's all just a memory.
I feel like a big chunk of me is gone missing. A void left in my soul. This was literally half of my life, and I'm throwing it away. Why you could ask? For fucking looksmaxing (mostly).
I need time to do all the looksmaxes, to gather the info I need to ascend, and this made that basically impossible for me. I never been to a party outside of lame ass new year parties. I didn't drink, I haven't made friends outside of school and training.
I know I made the right decision, but it still feels wrong.