I need SERIOUS help (pls help me i wanna rope)

[Deleted member 12165]

im lost. im in last year of HS and i dont know what to do with my life.
before HS i used to be the genius kid, got 1st in an national test etc (no joke)
them i got severely bullied in school and lost all interest in a form of fitting in. and now im fucked, didnt paid attention to any class on the last 2 years, dont know shit about what i should know. i dont know if i can get into a college in the end of this year.
i dont like any jobs, i dont have any hobbies except surfing the web like a braindead monkey. i dont enjoy studying anymore.
i dont enjoy games, i cant help myself much less other people. i wanna rope so badly but i cant do it cause of my parents
living doesnt bring me happiness in many years. being awake is a constant pain between the present and what im gonna do tomorrow.
HELLP HELP ANY ADVICE

 

[MansNotHot]

Slowly build up to new better habits

 

[warpsociety]

Honestly OP with the level of self awareness you have I suspect you know exactly what you should do

 

[Deleted member 12165]

Honestly OP with the level of self awareness you have I suspect you know exactly what you should do

yeah i should force myself to slowly change but the mental pain it causes me is beyond comprehension
im like a baby in its moms womb, suddenly a hand tries to push him out of it. he desperately tries to hold and escape.
this is me and my confort zone. but im alone in life, no such huge hand will pull me out of it. im afraid i will turn out just like my brother, snorting cocaine and killling myself

 

[eduardkoopman]

rope a dope

 

[Deleted member 5818]

me + u both bro

 

[Deleted member 7173]

Get into a social circle, if you can. It's really the only way out of a depression, I've found.

 

[Deleted member 11053]

If you rope its going to be worse

 

[Jeanfrom2001]

im lost. im in last year of HS and i dont know what to do with my life.
before HS i used to be the genius kid, got 1st in an national test etc (no joke)
them i got severely bullied in school and lost all interest in a form of fitting in. and now im fucked, didnt paid attention to any class on the last 2 years, dont know shit about what i should know. i dont know if i can get into a college in the end of this year.
i dont like any jobs, i dont have any hobbies except surfing the web like a braindead monkey. i dont enjoy studying anymore.
i dont enjoy games, i cant help myself much less other people. i wanna rope so badly but i cant do it cause of my parents
living doesnt bring me happiness in many years. being awake is a constant pain between the present and what im gonna do tomorrow.
HELLP HELP ANY ADVICEY

im lost. im in last year of HS and i dont know what to do with my life.
before HS i used to be the genius kid, got 1st in an national test etc (no joke)
them i got severely bullied in school and lost all interest in a form of fitting in. and now im fucked, didnt paid attention to any class on the last 2 years, dont know shit about what i should know. i dont know if i can get into a college in the end of this year.
i dont like any jobs, i dont have any hobbies except surfing the web like a braindead monkey. i dont enjoy studying anymore.
i dont enjoy games, i cant help myself much less other people. i wanna rope so badly but i cant do it cause of my parents
living doesnt bring me happiness in many years. being awake is a constant pain between the present and what im gonna do tomorrow.
HELLP HELP ANY ADVICE

Get into a social circle, if you can. It's really the only way out of a depression, I've found.

Don't kill yourself, you should know better about asking on a forum like this some of the people here will just troll you, because they themselves are losers. It seems the reason you are depressed and find noting enjoyable because you are constantly getting bullied. You should either practice stoiscm or go see a therapist to get over the trauma. And as far as school goes, you should speak to the teachers at the subjects you're failing at and try and find out when is the next homework or test and what you missed, since we live in modern times a simple YouTube video will help you catch up on said lesson. If you fail school (Which I hope you don't) you should get a job or ask your parents for money so you can study for your GED it's just as good as a HS diploma, It should take you 5 months to study for the GED,meaning it's going to take some self discipline to do this if you gain 175-200 points on each subject you will be able to qualify for a college/University. You mentioned being attracted to the web and surfing all the time, you should learn how to program (Freecodecamp.org) since you a computer freak, this skill will come as a natural to you. And if you do plan to go college and choose a programming course, you should try build up a programming portfolio (Get part-time remote developing programming jobs, work for free, participate at code competitive events etc).

 

[Deleted member 12165]

Don't kill yourself, you should know better about asking on a forum like this some of the people here will just troll you, because they themselves are losers. It seems the reason you are depressed and find noting enjoyable because you are constantly getting bullied. You should either practice stoiscm or go see a therapist to get over the trauma. And as far as school goes, you should speak to the teachers at the subjects you're failing at and try and find out when is the next homework or test and what you missed, since we live in modern times a simple YouTube video will help you catch up on said lesson. If you fail school (Which I hope you don't) you should get a job or ask your parents for money so you can study for your GED it's just as good as a HS diploma, It should take you 5 months to study for the GED,meaning it's going to take some self discipline to do this if you gain 175-200 points on each subject you will be able to qualify for a college/University. You mentioned being attracted to the web and surfing all the time, you should learn how to program (Freecodecamp.org) since you a computer freak, this skill will come as a natural to you. And if you do plan to go college and choose a programming course, you should try build up a programming portfolio (Get part-time remote developing programming jobs, work for free, participate at code competitive events etc).

thanks very much bro, such good advice shouldnt be free lol. im glad u took ur time to help me. this is actually so good

 

[Jeanfrom2001]

im lost. im in last year of HS and i dont know what to do with my life.
before HS i used to be the genius kid, got 1st in an national test etc (no joke)
them i got severely bullied in school and lost all interest in a form of fitting in. and now im fucked, didnt paid attention to any class on the last 2 years, dont know shit about what i should know. i dont know if i can get into a college in the end of this year.
i dont like any jobs, i dont have any hobbies except surfing the web like a braindead monkey. i dont enjoy studying anymore.
i dont enjoy games, i cant help myself much less other people. i wanna rope so badly but i cant do it cause of my parents
living doesnt bring me happiness in many years. being awake is a constant pain between the present and what im gonna do tomorrow.
HELLP HELP AN

thanks very much bro, such good advice shouldnt be free lol. im glad u took ur time to help me. this is actually so good

Also, if you can get 175-200 score you get 200 credit for your college/University.

 

[Deleted member 10413]

All suicide is is a tool people use to get out of a bad situation. If you reach a point in life where the problems you have are no longer solvable then suicide is your answer.

 

[Deleted member 11167]

I'm lost. I'm in my last year of HS and I don't know what to do with my life.
before HS I used to be the genius kid, got 1st in a national test, etc (no joke)
I got severely bullied in school and lost all interest in a form of fitting in. and now I'm fucked, didn't attend any class in the last 2 years, don't know shit about what I should know. I don't know if I can get into a college at the end of this year.
I don'tttttttt have any hobbies except surfing the web like a braindead monkey. I don't enjoy studying anymore.
I don't enjoy games, I can't help myself much less other people. I wanna rope so badly but I can't do it cause of my parents
living doesn't bring me happiness in many years. being awake is a constant pain between the present and what I'm gonna do tomorrow.
HELLP HELP ANY ADVICE

Well sorry to break it to you but there are no easy solutions to your current situation.

Firstly you have to get to the root of the problem that root may be the trauma you experienced or maybe you cannot see your possible options to escape your circumstances etc.

Secondly, Clear your mind the best you can. You won't be able to make rational decisions with your mind overloaded with all the shit you got in your life right now so try to organize it. Take a couple of days to relax the best you can don't go browsing the internet don't go late to sleep don't go smoking cigarettes or drink alcohol(assuming that you do)


Thirdly take your time. Fixing yourself
you won't change your life overnight you should take small steps and progress to big steps to make any progress at all.

And lastly don't go fixing all of your problems at once take one at a time so you don't get disorganized.

 

[Deleted member 10989]

im lost. im in last year of HS and i dont know what to do with my life.
before HS i used to be the genius kid, got 1st in an national test etc (no joke)
them i got severely bullied in school and lost all interest in a form of fitting in. and now im fucked, didnt paid attention to any class on the last 2 years, dont know shit about what i should know. i dont know if i can get into a college in the end of this year.
i dont like any jobs, i dont have any hobbies except surfing the web like a braindead monkey. i dont enjoy studying anymore.
i dont enjoy games, i cant help myself much less other people. i wanna rope so badly but i cant do it cause of my parents
living doesnt bring me happiness in many years. being awake is a constant pain between the present and what im gonna do tomorrow.
HELLP HELP ANY ADVICE

yeah i should force myself to slowly change but the mental pain it causes me is beyond comprehension
im like a baby in its moms womb, suddenly a hand tries to push him out of it. he desperately tries to hold and escape.
this is me and my confort zone. but im alone in life, no such huge hand will pull me out of it. im afraid i will turn out just like my brother, snorting cocaine and killling myself

I am in a similar situation as you, it's all about the neurotransmitters bro, stop fapping and watching porn, every notification that I get from this forum gives me huge dopamine surges. I too feel depressed and if you check out my thread called "I have become a prisoner of my own mind", you will see how similar we are.

I reach NoFap Day 14 like once an year but when I do, I walk like a fucking pimp, low inhib maxxed, pimpmaxxed. It's almost as if the NoFap timeline unravels a new personality in me every few days.

So try and lower the sensitivity of your neurotransmitters, get some sunlight too, it produces serotonin if you ain't used to spending time in the sun.

 

[GucciMvne]

I am in a similar situation as you, it's all about the neurotransmitters bro, stop fapping and watching porn, every notification that I get from this forum gives me huge dopamine surges. I too feel depressed and if you check out my thread called "I have become a prisoner of my own mind", you will see how similar we are.

I reach NoFap Day 14 like once an year but when I do, I walk like a fucking pimp, low inhib maxxed, pimpmaxxed. It's almost as if the NoFap timeline unravels a new personality in me every few days.

So try and lower the sensitivity of your neurotransmitters, get some sunlight too, it produces serotonin if you ain't used to spending time in the sun.

"just nofap bro!" really?

 

[Deleted member 10989]

"just nofap bro!" really?

Yeah that's not what I meant, I meant that once neurotransmitters become normal then it will be way easier for anyone to start breaking bad habits, although doing Nofap in itself is breaking a bad habit but then he will be able to focus on productive things that will help him ascend like sticking to his looksmaxxing routine/working out and his memory/focus/concentration will also improve

 

[Deleted member 5081]

yeah i should force myself to slowly change but the mental pain it causes me is beyond comprehension
im like a baby in its moms womb, suddenly a hand tries to push him out of it. he desperately tries to hold and escape.
this is me and my confort zone. but im alone in life, no such huge hand will pull me out of it. im afraid i will turn out just like my brother, snorting cocaine and killling myself

To eliminate or reduce mental pain, you could, as basic as it may sound, go outside for a run. It's a great form of mental relief and you could do it everyday and gets you psychologially more fit too. Your mind will clear and good thoughts and ideas will come to you, but make sure to remember them because your mood will go back after a few hours when you go home.

 

[Pietrosiek]

Why rope when you are gonna die anyway. Life is to short to give a fuck. Do you have any passion?

 

[quakociaptockh]

Become a freelancer. It's not a task for 1 day, but it will give you freedom.

Very smart people are disliked in general and that might be the reason you were bullied. The theory says that people like those who are strong and benevolent. Being very high IQ is perceived as strong but malevolent. You are a threat to them, they know it and try to kill you because otherwise you'll outcompete them.
Learn how to look friendly. It's about appearance first, not the actual intentions. Introvertism doesn't help. Learn to organize some social activities, like gaming, sports, acting I dunno.

Even if you are qualified for the job, you will be exploited by your boss at best, and bullied at worst. Work for yourself, not for your boss. Become a freelancer in a field where it is possible (software, arts). When looking for a job, think about the money first. Don't look for jobs where you can "grow", or jobs that you "like". Go for the highest paying jobs and learn to tolerate stress and win.

The male/female SMV ratio improves as we age, so you will even find a foid after a while. (The only thing you won't have is spontaneous teenager love.) Never betabux however, as foids don't appreciate it and she will move to someone better when she drains you from resources.

 

[eduardkoopman]

Become a freelancer. It's not a task for 1 day, but it will give you freedom.

Very smart people are disliked in general and that might be the reason you were bullied. The theory says that people like those who are strong and benevolent. Being very high IQ is perceived as strong but malevolent. You are a threat to them, they know it and try to kill you because otherwise you'll outcompete them.
Learn how to look friendly. It's about appearance first, not the actual intentions. Introvertism doesn't help. Learn to organize some social activities, like gaming, sports, acting I dunno.

Even if you are qualified for the job, you will be exploited by your boss at best, and bullied at worst. Work for yourself, not for your boss. Become a freelancer in a field where it is possible (software, arts). When looking for a job, think about the money first. Don't look for jobs where you can "grow", or jobs that you "like". Go for the highest paying jobs and learn to tolerate stress and win.

The male/female SMV ratio improves as we age, so you will even find a foid after a while. (The only thing you won't have is spontaneous teenager love.) Never betabux however, as foids don't appreciate it and she will move to someone better when she drains you from resources.

legit.

also.

 

[Jeanfrom2001]

All suicide is is a tool people use to get out of a bad situation. If you reach a point in life where the problems you have are no longer solvable then suicide is your answer.

If he does rope the problems are still there, people will think of him as the ''loser'' who died because he was too weak to deal with it. Do you think he wants to leave a legacy to his parents thinking he was weak? If he does overcome it he will be known as the dude who overcame the odds and did sum with himself. Not only that, he would probably be happy doing what he loves doing and not giving a fuck, he also gets a chance to make himself and his parents proud.

 

[Deleted member 10413]

If he does rope the problems are still there

It won't matter to him because he would be dead

people will think of him as the ''loser'' who died because he was too weak to deal with it. Do you think he wants to leave a legacy to his parents thinking he was weak?

He won't care what people will think of him because again he will be dead

I think its important to remember that when you die nothing matters to you anymore. Also I would usually only advise roping if the problems you are suffering from are either impossible to solve or close to impossible for you to solve (blindness, cancer, massive debt, bad genetics ect.).

 

[Deleted member 12165]

Why rope when you are gonna die anyway. Life is to short to give a fuck. Do you have any passion?

not anymore, i had a real passion for gaming but my dad threatened me with not paying anithing for me anymore if i didnt stop.
i also used to love drawing, and even studying, and i was great at both, but today it seens that i cant do any of the 2 without going crazy.
so no, i have no passions in life

 

[Mouthbreath]

inject testosterone srs

 

[Deleted member 12165]

inject testosterone srs

it can seen that im a low t fag but this is just my style, ive checked my t levels before and they are really fucking high, anytime i workout i get huge fast, im on no fap, all hair in my body grow insanely fast. idk if more T would help

 

[Mouthbreath]

it can seen that im a low t fag but this is just my style, ive checked my t levels before and they are really fucking high, anytime i workout i get huge fast, im on no fap, all hair in my body grow insanely fast. idk if more T would help

I think you're exaggerating a lot now.

 

[Deleted member 12002]

im lost. im in last year of HS and i dont know what to do with my life.
before HS i used to be the genius kid, got 1st in an national test etc (no joke)
them i got severely bullied in school and lost all interest in a form of fitting in. and now im fucked, didnt paid attention to any class on the last 2 years, dont know shit about what i should know. i dont know if i can get into a college in the end of this year.
i dont like any jobs, i dont have any hobbies except surfing the web like a braindead monkey. i dont enjoy studying anymore.
i dont enjoy games, i cant help myself much less other people. i wanna rope so badly but i cant do it cause of my parents
living doesnt bring me happiness in many years. being awake is a constant pain between the present and what im gonna do tomorrow.
HELLP HELP ANY ADVICE

Life isn't about studying and games. It's good that you love your parents. A lot of people in the same position as you can't honestly say they have parents that they love.

Don't worry about whether or not you can get into a good college.

You're at one of the most difficult parts of your life. It'll get easier after you get through it.

If you don't rope there will probably be a time down the road where you'll be glad you're still around.

 

[Deleted member 12165]

I think you're exaggerating a lot now.

no cap my t levels are twice of a normie

 

[Mr.cope]

if you did shit in the other years just do good this year
colleges know that kids get mental issues and they think about things like that when looking through applications

 

[Deleted member 6939]

im lost. im in last year of HS and i dont know what to do with my life.
before HS i used to be the genius kid, got 1st in an national test etc (no joke)
them i got severely bullied in school and lost all interest in a form of fitting in. and now im fucked, didnt paid attention to any class on the last 2 years, dont know shit about what i should know. i dont know if i can get into a college in the end of this year.
i dont like any jobs, i dont have any hobbies except surfing the web like a braindead monkey. i dont enjoy studying anymore.
i dont enjoy games, i cant help myself much less other people. i wanna rope so badly but i cant do it cause of my parents
living doesnt bring me happiness in many years. being awake is a constant pain between the present and what im gonna do tomorrow.
HELLP HELP ANY ADVICE

DM me I can help you

 

[pizza]

cute suicidal brazilian

 

[pizza]

inject testosterone srs

trenbolone

 

[Pietrosiek]

not anymore, i had a real passion for gaming but my dad threatened me with not paying anithing for me anymore if i didnt stop.
i also used to love drawing, and even studying, and i was great at both, but today it seens that i cant do any of the 2 without going crazy.
so no, i have no passions in life

Its bad, but you need to find something you love. Fuck school, many people whk did shjt in school became succesfull in what they wanted to achive. Remember you have one life, enjly what you have, enjky the moment and never give up if you want to do somethjng. And do something just becouse you wsnt it, not becouse parents want you to do something or abyone else.

 

[Bewusst]

Learn to deal with it. Life isn‘t all about happiness, which is usually short-lived anyway

 

[Villain]

You are at the 4th stage. Hold on, List down things that you wanna achieve or get and make a plan to get those.

 

[Deleted member 5001]

nihilism and stoicism is key. I was in the same position as you and wanted to kill myself for a full year but then i started to dont give a fuck anymore cuz i was depressed and just tried to having fun in life and enjoy the small things