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I AM SORRY FOR WHAT HAPPENED, BUT A FORUM WITH A BUNCH OF DERANGED ASPIE SHUTINS IS PROBABLY ABOUT THE WORST PLACE YOU CAN GO TO FOR HELP NGL
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we wuz incelsI AM SORRY FOR WHAT HAPPENED, BUT A FORUM WITH A BUNCH OF DERANGED ASPIE SHUTINS IS PROBABLY ABOUT THE WORST PLACE YOU CAN GO TO FOR HELP NGL
Nigga, I'm not making fun of youBased off your other posts I already know your a heartless immature cunt but this is just, wow. Just to let you know you'll burn at some point for the evil things you say today.
It's difficult because the way my family is I think if I tell them one thing, then they are going to ask for more and more. More and more details until it just gets too much and I break.Don't need to tell your family the details. Just that you have had a trauma and you want to change your life for the better and need their support. Force yourself to tell them so that you have someone from the outside to push forward if you end up not being motivated for some time.
Motivation is a big trap. You need external things - like your family to push you forward when you yourself can not. For example tell people that you are going to have therapy sessions on certain dates. Letting people close to you know of your plans will actually make it more likely you will do it as they will come back to ask you about it
Also you must face your trauma. Not sure how this works but if you cant talk about it tell your therapist you have this trauma and want to get rid of it. Also do some research on the internet about methods to get rid of trauma and choose a therapist that uses the ones that are particullarly useful.
Okay you got manipulated easily. Well you know what. That's fucking normal. Children and even adults get manipulated all the time. No need to blame yourself for that. Its part of the human condition. Only the ones that work on their own psyche can take their life into their own hands brother.
Also yeah the guy above is right - you have PTSD probably.
we wuz incels
I know it was probably a mistake but there you go, I just didn't know anywhere else to turn. I tell nobody about this irl.I AM SORRY FOR WHAT HAPPENED, BUT A FORUM WITH A BUNCH OF DERANGED ASPIE SHUTINS IS PROBABLY ABOUT THE WORST PLACE YOU CAN GO TO FOR HELP NGL
You sick piece of crap, how do you sleep at night knowing your so evil and badhearted that you would mock molestation.It's how homosexuals reproduce
Standing meditation or Yoga might be better if you get sleepy. You could also do it before you go to bed. I meditate in the morning sometimes when I'm fully rested. I've also fallen asleep meditating, so I should probably only do it at night or after I wake up.1. its not really a victim mindset I just don't feel like a man, I feel like a used up dirtrag
2. i cut out all bad friends from high school I should try and go gym but tbh i need therapy first
3. I haven't taken drugs in a long time but the alcoholism is severe
4. it's difficult to radiate positive energy when your life is trauma filled nightmare
How do you meditate effectively? I tried and it just made me feel bored/sleepy
It would make you less afraid of physical contact, and less afraid of other men. Basically the more you expose yourself to your fears in a way that is safe, the less scary they become.How would Jujitsu help me? Could you tell me how that would be a positive influence for me
Life really is fucked and horrible. There's no reason. I've been through lots of trauma. Many people have trauma's that they don't talk about, but not all.I know it can get better but i'm stuck thinking why me? why did I have to be the person to go through this?
That 's what you need to tell a therapist instead of thinking about it now. Those guys are experts, they will have a strategy that will make you able to face it over time.It's difficult because the way my family is I think if I tell them one thing, then they are going to ask for more and more. More and more details until it just gets too much and I break.
Yeah youre right about motivation, it's difficult to pick myself up when I'm the one doing it all alone.
Facing the trauma is easier said than done, I'm in anguish just thinking about it, fight or flight mode is activating and I feel like I'm getting out of my grip on life and everything I thought was keeping me up.
I know I shouldn't blame myself I know, it's just, hard.
Defo got CPTSD.
You're calling someone who was molested a "little bitch" wow, how evil are you?
I know it s a really bad cope but the ones who started at the worst, at the literal bottom can also ascend the highest. Many of us - even if we accomplish much will never accomplish as much as you - which is in my eyes true strenght.I know it can get better but i'm stuck thinking why me? why did I have to be the person to go through this?
Exact opposite. You need to fully process it to get over it. If you avoid it, you'll never get over it.Also it's probably best to not overthink it. Like I said find yourself an activity that keeps you focused on something that makes you happy/motivates you
What I mean is that he should not overthink it now. Instead wait and tackle it together with a therapist.Exact opposite. You need to fully process it to get over it. If you avoid it, you'll never get over it.
That's interesting, how long do you meditate for? Like half and hour a day, one hour?Standing meditation or Yoga might be better if you get sleepy. You could also do it before you go to bed. I meditate in the morning sometimes when I'm fully rested. I've also fallen asleep meditating, so I should probably only do it at night or after I wake up.
Personally, I meditate by breathing slow and deep in a cross legged sitting position. Every time my mind wanders I bring my focus back to my breath. This trains your brain to be more calm.
Youtube had many guided meditations if you want to start with those.
It would make you less afraid of physical contact, and less afraid of other men. Basically the more you expose yourself to your fears in a way that is safe, the less scary they become.
Life really is fucked and horrible. There's no reason. I've been through lots of trauma. Many people have trauma's that they don't talk about, but not all.
If he has money he could do it that way. Spending time on his own to process can work as well. Negative experiences just need to be digested by the mind, which takes time. I've seen people that avoid that, and they cope with distractions and constant dopamine, and wind up becoming obese, wasting their time with videos games ect. instead of facing their trauma, sitting with it in silence without distraction for a few hours/days/weeks or however long it takes until their mind has fully processed it and they're filled with confidence and ready to take on the world again.What I mean is that he should not overthink it now. Instead wait and tackle it together with a therapist.
Yeah your right, ignoring the trolls is good.I know it s a really bad cope but the ones who started at the worst, at the literal bottom can also ascend the highest. Many of us - even if we accomplish much will never accomplish as much as you - which is in my eyes true strenght.
also ignore the trolls, not answering them is probably better
again just get professional help if you didnt already get itI already posted this in the wrong topic section so reposting here:
When I was 9 year old this 14 year old boy molested me (I'm male), it lasted for like 3 weeks. I was touched repeatedly, dry-humped and he forced me to make-out with him, he almost had sex with me but I made him go away.
It turned me into a high-inhib cuck and I got bullied many times at school and got racial abuse for being a soft beta (I'm black btw, so was the guy who molested me). Essentially it ruined my whole life. I'm supposed to be this young sexual beast but I am actually afraid of sex, I have sexual anxiety.
If I was not molested I would have some confidence but I have none, I'm literally the most scared guy on the planet and I come from the most low-inhib, confident race. Because of this I have no black friends, I'm even scared of black men because some of them look like the guy who molested me + they bullied me severely over the years.
On top of that I have learning disabilities like Extreme ADHD, Dyspraxia, and potential Autism.
I don't think anyone here has it as bad as me, I'm truly a failure. No friends, mentally ill etc.
Why is life so cruel? Why?
This attention whore nigga types like a female and begging for attention on here. Maybe it’s therapy for him? Getting advice from Indians xD
ScumThat 14 year old made you his bitch
As much as I have time for. For a while I did 10 minutes a day. But lately I only meditate when I'm in emotional pain, and try to meditate until I'm feeling better, or have to do something else.That's interesting, how long do you meditate for? Like half and hour a day, one hour?
Thanks! Good luck. You can PM me any questions if something from youtube doesn't make sense.I'll look it up on youtube but your tips are good.
One thing that could help is imagining something like high fiving some one or fist bump, or maybe hug until the thought of it doesn't bother you anymore. Your mind can get use to it.Yeah I'm definetely afraid of contact with other men, it scares me to infinity, a casual touch can make me go insane.
Not fair at all. I've been trying to be more grateful, and it can be hard. When I get rejected and realize I'm subhuman, I try to be grateful for the challenge. In video games, if you have every cheat on the game becomes boring and no longer fun. But when you struggle, you can enjoy the smaller victories in life so much more... because it's like shit... you overcame all of that to get your success.Why be born then if life is horrible? Why be brought into this earth to suffer? it's not fair really
feelsbadman, but in order to overcome your fears you first need to face themI can't tell my family they'll go insane, how do you tell people about such things like this.
I have been in therapy before but I haven't been in proper therapy since the pandemic, maybe I should go back.
You're right about not getting caught up in the trash though, i'll try not to.
It's difficult to not blame myself when I was manipulated so easily, it's hard to let go. I did try therapy but the thoughts still linger in my brain at times, and they take control of me.
Thought you were sentient but another troll, sigh... you'll get yours at some point for this. Know that.feelsbadman, but in order to overcome your fears you first need to face them
someone abuses you like a dog and made you his fucking bitch, then out of everyone in this entire universe you are looking from incels to heal you from this trauma!! Are you fucking retarded!! Have you lost your fucking mind!!Thought you were sentient but another troll, sigh... you'll get yours at some point for this. Know that.
I am not a dog, you insensitive piece of worthless crapsomeone abuses you like a dog and made you his fucking bitch, then out of everyone in this entire universe you are looking from incels to heal you from this trauma!! Are you fucking retarded!! Have you lost your fucking mind!!
I am not a dog, you insensitive piece of worthless crap
You're evil, that doesnt mean everyone on this site is. I actually got useful advice from this thread.
Where else do you suppose I should get advice from, I need based advice. I know looksmax users aren't going to sugar-coat stuff, saying "it's not that bad" and give me only a shoulder to cry on like someone would if I told them irl, they are going to tell me what I actually need to do. I only need to block out all the scum and then I can get acutal useful advice.
Short of a therapist, an online forum is the best place to discuss this as I know it is confidential, my real face is not on here.
Keep waiting.Cope. You're evil and you'll be burned for your wicked mind.
I am trying to turn to Christ, it is difficult because life is so painful and I feel a range of emotions all day long. Honestly, my belief that there is a God is one of the few things that is keeping me away from ending my life.OP,the best thing you can do is ask christ to help you and guide you away from this opression of sexual abuse derived trauma and also go to therapy(it works if you want it to work).also if homosexual thoughts arise in you because of this,try reperative therapy by joseph nicolosi if you can ever afford it.also Jesus Christ CAN remove all homosexual thoughts in you simply through prayer,thousands have had this happen .
but its best to stop sinning,and if that fails see an exorcist thats protestant as all homosexuality is usually a result of a spirit of homosexuality(demon)that enters thru abuse.
Yes I am,are you jewsandtools from lookism?
I suggest you talk to your parents about it. It might help heal trauma and they might try to catch the culprit.
it seems like this really affected you in a very negative way,and that the enemy is trying to control your life and used that particular guy to try to steer you in a particular direction.I am trying to turn to Christ, it is difficult because life is so painful and I feel a range of emotions all day long. Honestly, my belief that there is a God is one of the few things that is keeping me away from ending my life.
It is also difficult to stop sin, I try to repent but even when I pray sometimes I get bad thoughts, bad memories its hard to concentrate on the prayer but I try.
Would an exorcism really help me? I feel stained by bad spirits at times that wish for me to suffer.
He wanted your little bbcI already posted this in the wrong topic section so reposting here:
When I was 9 year old this 14 year old boy molested me (I'm male), it lasted for like 3 weeks. I was touched repeatedly, dry-humped and he forced me to make-out with him, he almost had sex with me but I made him go away.
It turned me into a high-inhib cuck and I got bullied many times at school and got racial abuse for being a soft beta (I'm black btw, so was the guy who molested me). Essentially it ruined my whole life. I'm supposed to be this young sexual beast but I am actually afraid of sex, I have sexual anxiety.
If I was not molested I would have some confidence but I have none, I'm literally the most scared guy on the planet and I come from the most low-inhib, confident race. Because of this I have no black friends, I'm even scared of black men because some of them look like the guy who molested me + they bullied me severely over the years.
On top of that I have learning disabilities like Extreme ADHD, Dyspraxia, and potential Autism.
I don't think anyone here has it as bad as me, I'm truly a failure. No friends, mentally ill etc.
Why is life so cruel? Why?
Don't laugh at my childhood trauma you sick piece of crapHe wanted your little bbc
All jokes aside there’s a special place in hell for that kid
Nobody’s laughing idiot. I actually sympathise with you and this is how you repay meDon't laugh at my childhood trauma you sick piece of crap
You JFLed at the post you heartless monster, after all the horrible things I described on there. Do you think I'm stupid or something?Nobody’s laughing idiot. I actually sympathise with you and this is how you repay me
I wasn’t laughing at you man I was just JLFing at how over it is, the situation is so bad that it basically never began for youYou JFLed at the post you heartless monster, after all the horrible things I described on there. Do you think I'm stupid or something?
I didn't get raped, you didn't even read the post properly. Typical normie cope response muh "its over" you laughed because you found it funny, accept your a low sentient evil prick like every other troll one here and move on.I wasn’t laughing at you man I was just JLFing at how over it is, the situation is so bad that it basically never began for you
The situation of rape was bad and sad though I sympathise with you brah
JFL to me actually has two meaning, first one is Just fucking lol, and the other one is Just fuck life.I didn't get raped, you didn't even read the post properly. Typical normie cope response muh "its over" you laughed because you found it funny, accept your a low sentient evil prick like every other troll one here and move on.
we wuz KHHV n shietwe wuz incels
nwe wuz KHHV n shiet
FUCK OFF@kjsbdfiusdf why would you do this someone?
My only advice is get on FIN. You don't want to lose your hair on top of all this.I already posted this in the wrong topic section so reposting here:
When I was 9 year old this 14 year old boy molested me (I'm male), it lasted for like 3 weeks. I was touched repeatedly, dry-humped and he forced me to make-out with him, he almost had sex with me but I made him go away.
It turned me into a high-inhib cuck and I got bullied many times at school and got racial abuse for being a soft beta (I'm black btw, so was the guy who molested me). Essentially it ruined my whole life. I'm supposed to be this young sexual beast but I am actually afraid of sex, I have sexual anxiety.
If I was not molested I would have some confidence but I have none, I'm literally the most scared guy on the planet and I come from the most low-inhib, confident race. Because of this I have no black friends, I'm even scared of black men because some of them look like the guy who molested me + they bullied me severely over the years.
On top of that I have learning disabilities like Extreme ADHD, Dyspraxia, and potential Autism.
I don't think anyone here has it as bad as me, I'm truly a failure. No friends, mentally ill etc.
Why is life so cruel? Why?