I will be dead a week from now. (Story)

[Mazilias]

Death message ? Its a message before you rope ?

yes! mainly to my family but also friends and so on

 

[Jordan Barrett]

yes! mainly to my family but also friends and so on

Will you make one on Org

 

[thickbitch]

There used to be a place for ugly people in society. But foids ruined it all.

 

[Mr. Squarepants]

yes! mainly to my family but also friends and so on

Man life can change so quickly you never really know you just have to keep living on, it can go so much better or worse so quickly why give up on it

Neber roop! I won't forget you and keep you in my prayers aswell, please think twice about this

 

[shngstaaaa107]

OBO plans to death? What changed things?

If your end all be all is a relationship I think you should reconsider your plans here

 

[India lover 52]

All my life i have been unattractive, when i was younger i was called the guy with the heart problem ( i have a heart problem). It was fun and now when i am 16 i realise shit this prevents me from taking anabolics and shit like this. I am also ND and have a brutal IPD.

When i realised this i bursted out in tears, why did it need to happen to me right what did i do to god to hate me this much? But why am i doing it now and not wait until i turn 18? My parents are not that rich and struggle buying enough food for my bulk, and my packages with "thing" i would use to kms get seized lol.

But omg i was so ragebaited you know i tried getting anxiety meds since i was 14 and they said no and tried to bluepill me like what do they think i will do???

The second i would turn 18 i would get surgeries to maybe experince love, but just now i did realise that even if i got surgeries or not it would still be over.
When i was 11 i realised that looks matter, i was pretty good looking before puberty tbh it was fun then But now in puberty i am a ltn but 6'4. Height is cope btw. I hope that i get another life as a chad lmao.

Am i scared of dying, yes and no, i am scared of roping and shit like that but not dying in cancer and stuff like that "natural shit"

I am not going ER since i am a senstive young man and don't want to hurt people who don't deserve it.

My last night before attempting is looking at the mentalist peak show btw, and also listening to Lana delray.

Tommorow i will make my so called " Death notes or somthing" Like i make a message to every person i want to like my father.

I hope every one off yall have a nice life and forget about this hell... I wish when i was younger i just ignored it instead. I miss hanging out with my old friends they were nice people.

I’ll answer any questions you have if you’d like to ask.

. I never got accepted on .is lol. Ig i never was a incel...

I will try do a overdose.

I’m only making this thread because I want to pretend someone cares about my passing.


The rest of my time alive i will spend with my family or LDARing
Much love guys.

i have heart problems too nigga i have a diagnosed shrunken heart from PE that was severe enough for insurance to cover surgery


still on test eq tren deca gh slin and adrol pre wo + others take some nebivolol nigger and propranolol when doing coke


also your scared to hop on gear because you could die sooner... so your solution is to overdose and try to kill yourself instead. great fucking logic mate


roping because your life is shit is pathetic especially when you haven't even tried blasting yet

 

[Endoplasmic82]

All my life i have been unattractive, when i was younger i was called the guy with the heart problem ( i have a heart problem). It was fun and now when i am 16 i realise shit this prevents me from taking anabolics and shit like this. I am also ND and have a brutal IPD.

When i realised this i bursted out in tears, why did it need to happen to me right what did i do to god to hate me this much? But why am i doing it now and not wait until i turn 18? My parents are not that rich and struggle buying enough food for my bulk, and my packages with "thing" i would use to kms get seized lol.

But omg i was so ragebaited you know i tried getting anxiety meds since i was 14 and they said no and tried to bluepill me like what do they think i will do???

The second i would turn 18 i would get surgeries to maybe experince love, but just now i did realise that even if i got surgeries or not it would still be over.
When i was 11 i realised that looks matter, i was pretty good looking before puberty tbh it was fun then But now in puberty i am a ltn but 6'4. Height is cope btw. I hope that i get another life as a chad lmao.

Am i scared of dying, yes and no, i am scared of roping and shit like that but not dying in cancer and stuff like that "natural shit"

I am not going ER since i am a senstive young man and don't want to hurt people who don't deserve it.

My last night before attempting is looking at the mentalist peak show btw, and also listening to Lana delray.

Tommorow i will make my so called " Death notes or somthing" Like i make a message to every person i want to like my father.

I hope every one off yall have a nice life and forget about this hell... I wish when i was younger i just ignored it instead. I miss hanging out with my old friends they were nice people.

I’ll answer any questions you have if you’d like to ask.

. I never got accepted on .is lol. Ig i never was a incel...

I will try do a overdose.

I’m only making this thread because I want to pretend someone cares about my passing.


The rest of my time alive i will spend with my family or LDARing
Much love guys.

There’s no way you’re actually gonna rope.

Also, if you are serious don’t do it. Speak to someone, don’t give up yet

 

[Mazilias]

There’s no way you’re actually gonna rope.

Also, if you are serious don’t do it. Speak to someone, don’t give up yet

Well i will do a overdose but the most likely thing that will happen is that i will be in a coma for a long time.

 

[Mazilias]

i have heart problems too nigga i have a diagnosed shrunken heart from PE that was severe enough for insurance to cover surgery


still on test eq tren deca gh slin and adrol pre wo + others take some nebivolol nigger and propranolol when doing coke


also your scared to hop on gear because you could die sooner... so your solution is to overdose and try to kill yourself instead. great fucking logic mate


roping because your life is shit is pathetic especially when you haven't even tried blasting yet

yea but i got a pacemaker and shit nga

 

[Mazilias]

i have heart problems too nigga i have a diagnosed shrunken heart from PE that was severe enough for insurance to cover surgery


still on test eq tren deca gh slin and adrol pre wo + others take some nebivolol nigger and propranolol when doing coke


also your scared to hop on gear because you could die sooner... so your solution is to overdose and try to kill yourself instead. great fucking logic mate


roping because your life is shit is pathetic especially when you haven't even tried blasting yet

 

[Endoplasmic82]

Well i will do an overdose but the most likely thing that will happen is that i will be in a coma for a long time.

Overdose on what exactly?

 

[Mazilias]

i have heart problems too nigga i have a diagnosed shrunken heart from PE that was severe enough for insurance to cover surgery


still on test eq tren deca gh slin and adrol pre wo + others take some nebivolol nigger and propranolol when doing coke


also your scared to hop on gear because you could die sooner... so your solution is to overdose and try to kill yourself instead. great fucking logic mate


roping because your life is shit is pathetic especially when you haven't even tried blasting yet

i tried mk and my heart failed lmao

 

[Mazilias]

Overdose on what exactly?

Propovan lmao i will take like 600mg then hopefully die or get in a coma

 

[Endoplasmic82]

Propovan lmao i will take like 600mg then hopefully die or get in a coma

Damn, I mean I will say you shouldn’t kill yourself.

But there have been times where I have wanted to end my own life, so I can sympathise with your own decision making. I would say you should at least wait until you’re 18.

These next two years, live them like you have nothing to lose, and go for everything and anything. If the tide changes, and life is going good to the point where you want to stay alive, then keep living. But if things are still shit then do whatever you want.

View this as a safety net, if anything goes bad then end it, but at least try first.