I will never fuck a hot halloween slut at a party

[aBetterMii]

The fact that chad has sole exclusive access to all the halloween slut stacies is honestly so beyond brutal. It really is a completely different world for them. We live on the dark matter side while they live in observable light matter side

 

[poopoohead]

The fact that chad has sole exclusive access to all the halloween slut stacies is honestly so beyond brutal. It really is a completely different world for them. We live on the dark matter side while they live in observable light matter side

i'm too non nt to even go to a Halloween party

 

[Deleted member 12002]

Well quit crying and go for a Christmas or Thanksgiving sl*t instead.

 

[Deleted member 12002]

i'm too non nt to even go to a Halloween party

What if I kidnapped you and forced you to go to a Halloween party? Forced you under duress to engage with other party goers? Forced you to laugh at their jokes and tell ones of your own?

 

[Wiqfi]

The fact that chad has sole exclusive access to all the halloween slut stacies is honestly so beyond brutal. It really is a completely different world for them. We live on the dark matter side while they live in observable light matter side

 

[Danish_Retard]

The fact that chad has sole exclusive access to all the halloween slut stacies is honestly so beyond brutal. It really is a completely different world for them. We live on the dark matter side while they live in observable light matter side

It really is weird how many experiences just seem to automatically exclude us, you have to hide everything about yourself for weeks to months just to get an invite to something like that. Cold war spy shit man, NT's hate us.

Well quit crying and go for a Christmas or Thanksgiving sl*t instead.

 

[poopoohead]

What if I kidnapped you and forced you to go to a Halloween party? Forced you under duress to engage with other party goers? Forced you to laugh at their jokes and tell ones of your own?

i would get a fat cortisol spike

 

[poopoohead]

It really is weird how many experiences just seem to automatically exclude us, you have to hide everything about yourself for weeks to months just to get an invite to something like that. Cold war spy shit man, NT's hate us.

i don't get invited to places because im low status because of not giving a fuck about talking with people

 

[Deleted member 12002]

i would get a fat cortisol spike

My intention would be for your adrenaline to completely override the cortisol. The fear for your life would take precedence. You'd be the life of the party.

 

[poopoohead]

My intention would be for your adrenaline to completely override the cortisol. The fear for your life would take precedence. You'd be the life of the party.

my brain is just not used to people talking about me and stuff as I have had a pretty decent inferiority complex ever since i was kid so i just automatically assume people think im weird. this kind of led me to developing into the person i am today who just has zero interest in talking with people and on top of that i get a shit ton of anxiety.

 

[Deleted member 12002]

my brain is just not used to people talking about me and stuff as I have had a pretty decent inferiority complex ever since i was kid so i just automatically assume people think im weird. this kind of led me to developing into the person i am today who just has zero interest in talking with people and on top of that i get a shit ton of anxiety.

Maybe developing a cynical interest in people would help.

 

[Danish_Retard]

i don't get invited to places because im low status because of not giving a fuck about talking with people

Why don't you give a fuck tho? Been beaten so many times that the existence of a proverbial social hand is enough for you never to try? Never succeeded because of impairments like autism or ugliness?
Do you think that not trying is what's holding you back? Scared to find out if that is true?

You can change or hide impairments, and eventually fake yourself into being socially successful, (relatively). But really, you gotta ask yourself if it would actually make you happy.

 

[poopoohead]

Maybe developing a cynical interest in people would help.

i can only imagine what my life would be life if it were good. it is what it is

 

[Gonthar]

The fact that chad has sole exclusive access to all the halloween slut stacies is honestly so beyond brutal. It really is a completely different world for them. We live on the dark matter side while they live in observable light matter side

Just hire an escort, take her to a Halloween party in a nightclub and bang her there, in the bathroom or in your car after the party is over.

 

[Deleted member 12002]

i can only imagine what my life would be life if it were good. it is what it is

First of all you should stop imagining anything. Cast out all imaginations. You are you and the truth that is yours nobody else can have. There are good things in your life and some things could be better. Improve little things here and there and move at your own pace.

 

[poopoohead]

Why don't you give a fuck tho? Been beaten so many times that the existence of a proverbial social hand is enough for you never to try? Never succeeded because of impairments like autism or ugliness?
Do you think that not trying is what's holding you back? Scared to find out if that is true?

You can change or hide impairments, and eventually fake yourself into being socially successful, (relatively). But really, you gotta ask yourself if it would actually make you happy.

listen i just don't really feel like talking with people because i automatically assume they are higher than me and that they think im weird. i always felt that i have to be super nice to people just so they can like me and i would even hold back in competitions with the fear of them of them disliking me and losing a friend and receiving criticism.

 

[aBetterMii]

Q

Just hire an escort, take her to a Halloween party in a nightclub and bang her there, in the bathroom or in your car after the party is over.

I will NEVER pay for pussy

 

[tallnegga]

Even if you got to fuck them. Penis ain’t big enough to stretch that roast beef

 

[House Lannister]

Yakhi it’s over

 

[poopoohead]

First of all you should stop imagining anything. Cast out all imaginations. You are you and the truth that is yours nobody else can have. There are good things in your life and some things could be better. Improve little things here and there and move at your own pace.

i do often find myself daydreaming with music and having time fly past me very fast. then the realization that im wasting my life hits me and then i go cope with some cheap dopamine and then this cycle repeats.

 

[aBetterMii]

Even if you got to fuck them. Penis ain’t big enough to stretch that roast beef

Why would i care about some ONS plessure? Its for me

 

[poopoohead]

Why would i care about some ONS plessure? Its for me

based response.

 

[dreamcake1mo]

Blocked.

Grow the fuck up. If you really want to sin like this just put a mask on your ugly ass face and go find a college party or something.

God just killed 100 japs yesterday night for celebrating this shit. I get your point, but this example is terrible.

 

[tallnegga]

Why would i care about some ONS plessure? Its for me

Actually good response tbh. No comeback

 

[Danish_Retard]

listen i just don't really feel like talking with people because i automatically assume they are higher than me and that they think im weird. i always felt that i have to be super nice to people just so they can like me and i would even hold back in competitions with the fear of them of them disliking me and losing a friend and receiving criticism.

Well with this kind of mental illness you'll need professional help, no amount of self help books will solve this. Well perhaps you could solve it alone with dissociatives but that really is no elegant solution.

But perhaps, try to think of it like this. It is not that other people are "higher" or "lower", whatever those subjective measurements mean, it's simply that you are different from them. Their perception of your "worth" is irrelevant and has no effect on your identity. They are not higher than you, and their rejection does not mean that you are "worth" less, only that you are not compatible.

 

[dreamcake1mo]

Why don't you give a fuck tho? Been beaten so many times that the existence of a proverbial social hand is enough for you never to try? Never succeeded because of impairments like autism or ugliness?
Do you think that not trying is what's holding you back? Scared to find out if that is true?

You can change or hide impairments, and eventually fake yourself into being socially successful, (relatively). But really, you gotta ask yourself if it would actually make you happy.

Tbh most people already know that it wont make them happy. Going insane because the conflict between what we feel like we need(usually others reinforcing their beliefs and needs on to us) and to what we know with our instinct of being we dont need.

Reality is that shitty Halloween party wont do jackshaft to OPs happiness, and that's why hes not committed on going.
If he really valued all of the social norm shit then he would actually be participating and doing it.
Even if he was getting validation by stacy, or having people come up to him and shit, that wont remove his experience so far and his general mood and thought process because of it.

Its just Ops reasoning and lack of awareness to this fact. Most people are not benefiting from hearing this idiotic rhetoric, on how some normie is getting hugs and kisses from some roastie playing dress up like a child. Why should we be forced to feel sad about this?

 

[Deleted member 19157]

very low t guy

 

[poopoohead]

Well with this kind of mental illness you'll need professional help, no amount of self help books will solve this. Well perhaps you could solve it alone with dissociatives but that really is no elegant solution.

But perhaps, try to think of it like this. It is not that other people are "higher" or "lower", whatever those subjective measurements mean, it's simply that you are different from them. Their perception of your "worth" is irrelevant and has no effect on your identity. They are not higher than you, and their rejection does not mean that you are "worth" less, only that you are not compatible.

i never really saw it as a mental illness but rather a conditioning I have set in my brain from a young age. perhaps I could improve myself with more social experience and stepping out of my general comfort zone which i set to myself. I understand what your trying to say about how someone's value is subjective and simply you may not be compatible with people but sometimes I the empty feeling of talking with nobody that you are compatible with in school or something can be really daunting feeling. i do still somewhat believe everyone can be at least acquaintances but the compatibility factor limits them from going further as people can discuss simple things no matter what they believe.

 

[dreamcake1mo]

Well with this kind of mental illness you'll need professional help, no amount of self help books will solve this. Well perhaps you could solve it alone with dissociatives but that really is no elegant solution.

But perhaps, try to think of it like this. It is not that other people are "higher" or "lower", whatever those subjective measurements mean, it's simply that you are different from them. Their perception of your "worth" is irrelevant and has no effect on your identity. They are not higher than you, and their rejection does not mean that you are "worth" less, only that you are not compatible.

Crazy i was thinking about this yesterday night.

Like how when you listen to drug dealing rappers and celebrity stars music, they'd sort of make you feel like shit and put you into a competitive spirit where you feel as if you need to match up or be better than them.

Then i realized its like how a bad person does not apply to the rules of a good person, and how it doesn't work when a good person applies their rules to a bad person.

This applied to many aspects of my life. Like how certain behaviors can be seen as lame - like a lack of social popularity/ extroverted behaviors, to other people who reinforce extrovert beliefs. But, If their ways are not righteous or perfect either, then its like a bad guy telling a good guy what he should not do. The bad person can call the good person unrighteous or be seen as unrighteous for not aligning with the bad guys belief, but so what? The good guy is not subjugated to the bad guys beliefs nor is the bad guy right for attempting to do so. And the good guy is good because he does what is good.

So maybe its a identity issue Op is having. Like i said, its easy to do things like dress up and go party, especially on a day like this. But the question is if Op even wants to do it, or if hes externally tempted to think this is what he wants.

 

[SubSigma]

Crazy i was thinking about this yesterday night.

Like how when you listen to drug dealing rappers and celebrity stars music, they'd sort of make you feel like shit and put you into a competitive spirit where you feel as if you need to match up or be better than them.

Then i realized its like how a bad person does not apply to the rules of a good person, and how it doesn't work when a good person applies their rules to a bad person.

This applied to many aspects of my life. Like how certain behaviors can be seen as lame - like a lack of social popularity/ extroverted behaviors, to other people who reinforce extroverted beliefs. If their ways are not righteous, then its like a bad guy telling a good guy what he should not do. Its like we would simply not apply to each other. And as a consciousness, its best to not take away from ourself to apply to them, if they wouldn't take from themselves and apply to us.

Cope. Dark triadmaxxers mog

 

[SubSigma]

Its over for sub 8 psl nibbas

 

[Danish_Retard]

Tbh most people already know that it wont make them happy. Going insane because the conflict between what we feel like we need(usually others reinforcing their beliefs and needs on to us) and to what we know with our instinct of being we dont need.

Reality is that shitty Halloween party wont do jackshaft to OPs happiness, and that's why hes not committed on going.
If he really valued all of the social norm shit then he would actually be participating and doing it.
Even if he was getting validation by stacy, or having people come up to him and shit, that wont remove his experience so far and his general mood and thought process because of it.

Its just Ops reasoning and lack of awareness to this fact. Most people are not benefiting from hearing this idiotic rhetoric, on how some normie is getting hugs and kisses from some roastie playing dress up like a child. Why should we be forced to feel sad about this?

Yes, very well put. Many people can't discern between what they want and what they've been conditioned to want. If you're not neurotypical, what society says you should want is almost never actually in accordance with what you want.

If I there to be an armchair psychologist it seems OP wants the self-esteem boost of knowing he could get what others desire, not actually going crazy with some 70 IQ discount whores at a Halloween party. Or perhaps just to avoid the suffering of not being able to do that, the perceived "rejection".

Also, if you genuinely enjoy partying you will so naturally glide into that niche and easily find those people. If you can bring the energy and desire to do crazy shit it will take you like 2 parties to find your people max.

Crazy i was thinking about this yesterday night.

Like how when you listen to drug dealing rappers and celebrity stars music, they'd sort of make you feel like shit and put you into a competitive spirit where you feel as if you need to match up or be better than them.

Then i realized its like how a bad person does not apply to the rules of a good person, and how it doesn't work when a good person applies their rules to a bad person.

This applied to many aspects of my life. Like how certain behaviors can be seen as lame - like a lack of social popularity/ extroverted behaviors, to other people who reinforce extrovert beliefs. But, If their ways are not righteous or perfect either, then its like a bad guy telling a good guy what he should not do. The bad person can call the good person unrighteous or be seen as unrighteous for not aligning with the bad guys belief, but so what? The good guy is not subjugated to the bad guys beliefs nor is the bad guy right for attempting to do so. And the good guy is good because he does what is good.

So maybe its a identity issue Op is having. Like i said, its easy to do things like dress up and go party, especially on a day like this. But the question is if Op even wants to do it, or if hes externally tempted to think this is what he wants.

You're one of the most conscious people on this forum. I definitely agree with this, you cannot base your self-worth on what others value, it's beyond retarded to do that. To add to this I'd also say that it's stupid to tie your self-worth to anything you cannot control, it's like saying you're a bad person because you did not win the lottery, it makes no sense.

As you say, you should simply do what you feel is good, honestly, I think cognitive models for good or righteous are useless too, they can be wrong, while by simply feeling what is good and bad will always show you what you feel.

i never really saw it as a mental illness but rather a conditioning I have set in my brain from a young age. perhaps I could improve myself with more social experience and stepping out of my general comfort zone which i set to myself

You have an inferiority complex and anxiety of talking to people. That is literally 2 diagnosable mental illnesses' right there. They're temporary, you shouldn't fear the "label", it's useful while you fall under it. It might have arisen from conditioning, and exposure therapy will certainly be a part of the solution but don't think that will actually solve your problems, at best it will be a bandaid, you still need to solve the deeper problems.

I understand what your trying to say about how someone's value is subjective and simply you may not be compatible with people but sometimes I the empty feeling of talking with nobody that you are compatible with in school or something can be really daunting feeling. i do still somewhat believe everyone can be at least acquaintances but the compatibility factor limits them from going further as people can discuss simple things no matter what they believe.

Yes, I agree. What little social anxiety I still feel is usually pretty equal to the consequences, but I still get anxious from thinking of the possibility of getting into that dark, lightless, inescapable loneliness, I have aspergers, so from a baseline I can only be truly compatible with ~1/300.

I don't view that as abnormal, if you were truly friendless in 99,9% of our evolutionary history you'd be a dead man walking. It's like fearing putting your hand in the fire.

I can understand modifying your personality in that case, to avoid the fire, even though it will give no true connections, I did it social moment for years, but all it brought me was pain in the end, you never actually escape the fire that way, at best you minimize the heat a bit.

Just make sure that if you feel anxiety from rejection, it's not because the rejection means anything to you, but rather that you fear the fire.

 

[Gonthar]

Q

I will NEVER pay for pussy

Everyone pays one way or another, even Chads...

 

[Deleted member 12002]

i do often find myself daydreaming with music and having time fly past me very fast. then the realization that im wasting my life hits me and then i go cope with some cheap dopamine and then this cycle repeats.

Wasting your life? I'd be willing to bet your priorities aren't yet developed enough for you to be good judge of that. I'm sure you're learning enough things on your own for the time being.

 

[Deleted member 19766]

my brain is just not used to people talking about me and stuff as I have had a pretty decent inferiority complex ever since i was kid so i just automatically assume people think im weird. this kind of led me to developing into the person i am today who just has zero interest in talking with people and on top of that i get a shit ton of anxiety.

So relatable, I myself have the same complex and don't even feel worthy of interaction until I am fully looksmaxxed tbh
Over for us abused dogs

 

[Deleted member 19766]

The fact that chad has sole exclusive access to all the halloween slut stacies is honestly so beyond brutal. It really is a completely different world for them. We live on the dark matter side while they live in observable light matter side

My instagram keeps getting barraged with stacies from my school dresses in the hottest halloween costumes ever, meanwhile nearly all the guys there are "mid" asf. You're right OP. BRUTAL NT PILL!

 

[aBetterMii]

My instagram keeps getting barraged with stacies from my school dresses in the hottest halloween costumes ever, meanwhile nearly all the guys there are "mid" asf. You're right OP. BRUTAL NT PILL!

Cope. Looks = NT

 

[incel194012940]

OP is far from a chad but good looking enough to slay a Halloween slut

if you haven’t seen looks like slightly above average white dude in a college campus

the brutal thing, as others pointed out is his mental condition, which isn’t something you can magically fix with a surgery

 

[aBetterMii]

OP is far from a chad but good looking enough to slay a Halloween slut

if you haven’t seen looks like slightly above average white dude in a college campus

the brutal thing, as others pointed out is his mental condition, which isn’t something you can magically fix with a surgery

Cope, im LTN

 

[poopoohead]

abused dog

abused dog syndrome

 

[Deleted member 19766]

Cope. Looks = NT

Not true tbh, non-NT HTN = NT MTN tbh, non-NT downgrades you

 

[aBetterMii]

Not true tbh, non-NT HTN = NT MTN tbh, non-NT downgrades you

So im subhuman

 

[incel194012940]

Yes, very well put. Many people can't discern between what they want and what they've been conditioned to want. If you're not neurotypical, what society says you should want is almost never actually in accordance with what you want.

You're one of the most conscious people on this forum. I definitely agree with this, you cannot base your self-worth on what others value, it's beyond retarded to do that. To add to this I'd also say that it's stupid to tie your self-worth to anything you cannot control, it's like saying you're a bad person because you did not win the lottery, it makes no sense.

As you say, you should simply do what you feel is good, honestly, I think cognitive models for good or righteous are useless too, they can be wrong, while by simply feeling what is good and bad will always show you what you feel.

flaw I see with thinker types: caring about what is “stupid” or “moral”, mental constructs that only matter while thinking, and therefore only to introverted thinkers that are at least a little non NT.

people judge themselves off others perceptions, or at least something immutable about themselves because its intuitive and they often are winning.

I see only people who are losing (including the old) who start on the arrogant idea that through some sort of pure reason or though process (not you tbh) they can think themselves into a winner who has what they want

 

[Eren]

It really is weird how many experiences just seem to automatically exclude us, you have to hide everything about yourself for weeks to months just to get an invite to something like that. Cold war spy shit man, NT's hate us.

i went to 2 halloween parties and tonight will be my third, this is actually quite simple to make out with cute witch girls if you are smart with your approach, being NT / cool / funny being the major components
Meet them at the bar, talk and meet them later at the club. The logistics must be favorable however (in my case the club is 5 meters away from the bar)/
as long as you are not deformed of course

 

[Deprived]

I came back from a halloween party an hour ago. Got bricked up from looking at half naked whores in angel, devil, fairy, etc. costumes.
I also saw a girl vampire maid costume (vanitas no carte cosplay maybe) but she was blockheaded ltb so my fantasy wasn't fulfilled.

Friend I went with has an early class tmrw so I left early with him cuz I didn't wanna be alone

 

[Deprived]

I also saw a girl vampire maid costume (vanitas no carte cosplay maybe) but she was blockheaded ltb so my fantasy wasn't fulfilled.

I feel like most girls who watch anime are ugly ngl

 

[aBetterMii]

i went to 2 halloween parties and tonight will be my third, this is actually quite simple to make out with cute witch girls if you are smart with your approach, being NT / cool / funny being the major components
Meet them at the bar, talk and meet them later at the club. The logistics must be favorable however (in my case the club is 5 meters away from the bar)/
as long as you are not deformed of course

Im LTN so i would get arrested for trying to approach girls in slutty costumes

 

[Allandro]

The fact that chad has sole exclusive access to all the halloween slut stacies is honestly so beyond brutal. It really is a completely different world for them. We live on the dark matter side while they live in observable light matter side

Just go, don't think about it, just go to some random Halloween party

 

[aBetterMii]

Just go, don't think about it, just go to some random Halloween party

Im not invited

 

[Allandro]

Im not invited

Go to clubs, pay the ticket damn