I’m about to go insane again

[Jesus_ist_König]

Hop the best bhaiyaa

thanks dude

 

[nathan V]

I unblocked offtopic again, I think that this was a bad decision but I wanted to reach out to ppl.

It feels like as if smth is building up and about to explode. I took my meds and saw a weir change today. Anyways I can everything go south soon.

What 17k posts does to a mf..

 

[yyk117]

no dude i dont know why but im currently getting sad for no reason, not sad but anxious i dont know im not scared of smth but im frustrated about smth i dont know

bro you're saying you are having thoughts of harming yourself but also your having thoughts of not harming yourself. its better to just go to sleep its like 10 in germany so its not even early.

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

bro you're saying you are having thoughts of harming yourself but also your having thoughts of not harming yourself. its better to just go to sleep its like 10 in germany so its not even early.

dooood i took my meds bye bye

 

[Jesus_ist_König]

bro you're saying you are having thoughts of harming yourself but also your having thoughts of not harming yourself. its better to just go to sleep its like 10 in germany so its not even early.

Hey

I thought about it. I understand it now completely it all makes sense. Good is giving me these feeling’s. These feelings that make me sad or anxious and these feelings that I don’t understand. Nobody will understand those feelings. They are only meant to do damage and harm but not to fix. No psychologist or professional can fix them. The only one that can fix a problem that no one can fix is the creator of the problem. In other words, God is giving me these unpleasant feelings that no one can understand so that I come to the point of realization where i am right more to start to seek him. He wants to build me: that I stop reaching out to others for help and that I start to suffer and through that suffering a stronger version of me gets build and he wants me to only seek him for help and rely on no one else.



I think that’s the whole point. On top of that again this is God. Why? Cuz again the atheist will call that I exactly, b4 the day I get a new psychologist that I hoped will solve all my problems, come to the realization that I don’t need her and only God. I don’t think that this is again and again a coincidence.