I'm done

[MukasaClone]

To make It short, I'm done. I don't know why I ever used this site to begin with. further destroying my mental is not worth it. came across some good advice/tip, but trying to "ascend" is not even on my mind anymore. not that I wouldn't want to, but It's no longer an urge. an obsession. everything is just grey. I don't know what I'm going to do now. now, obviously no one wants it to be over but how will you know when it's truly over? this isn't a suicide note, just me facing reality. I can't go backwards, only forward. this is not me being white-pilled but to be honest, idk where I lie at the moment. not even sure I'm depressed but it doesn't matter. not sure if I'll ever post here again. An occasional lurk, maybe. So..

Farwell,

Z

 

[59H390]

 

[Acquiescence]

C u tomorrow

 

[Deleted member 128232]

With time you realize that all this looksmax shit ain't really all that important for life and then you monkmax for true happiness. That's how it was for me anyways, after that point this place just becomes fun.