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it sadly isits the rule for a lot of guys sadly, world is just a cruel place for most men
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it sadly isits the rule for a lot of guys sadly, world is just a cruel place for most men
This is the problem with more than 90% of this forumGoes to say a lot about you. You can't accept and admit someone might be better than you. Too much of a superiority complex I fear.
choking indians is not a big sacrifice, many people would thank youat least ure 6'1 id choke 1083 indians for that height u little moron
it isthats actually so sad
im poor. my investments rugged, and when they momentarily mooned they then rugged afterwardsGet surgerys
6'1 is average you need to be 6'3 to be considered genetically healthy nowadays.wym also if this guys a true sub 6 doesnt that still make him mtn? also 6.1 and white![]()
It isn't
no experiencing social milestones which most people go through and take for granted. being emotionally and socially underdeveloped. nothing i do will ever make up for this deficiency. its OVER.So what's the sad part?
you are probably gl or have a friendship group. i dont have either. now im so socially and emotionally underdeveloped its very difficult to recover or improve.idk im curios 2? a 6.1ft mtn being virgin is crazy autism when ever i talked with girls i always was either just making up crazy stories of me being a samurai and fighting off 25 ninjas and them laughing or play fighting no way its this difficult once u leave high school?
malicious psychos like ER are truly sad and pathetic men. to blame others for your own social, emotional or genetic failures to pathetic. they are disgusting people and if there is a god, and if reincarnation is real, then i am sure they will be held to account in ways humans cannot comprehend. that is why its always good to be, as a baseline, positive or at least not malicious.just go er on your own squad or some shit
i only have myself to blame. i make this post as an exercise in attention seeking because i have little social contact with anyone but my mother, who is my main point of contact with hope and reality.It's kind of your fault though, isn't it? You let 10 years go by without doing anything different.
Seamaxxxing fool
You are def low IQ
i was waiting for my investments to moon, i planned to get surgery once i made it, and then once i hypothetically ascended i would ask out someone who looks like me (an ordinary white women as i am an ordinary white man, as above so below). however, i never looksmaxxed, because my investments rugged, and now im an oldcel who wasted his life.You had 6 years bro
i realize in retrospect, even if you are not 8psl, you can still get a girlfriend if you are normie with a friendship group. the issue is i never asked a girl out, and i didnt have a social group, money, extreme gl looks or fame to compensate.good stats mentalcel volcel
my wasted potential chokes me up. now im turning into a balding fat subhuman.mogger wizard
yeah, literally im an oldcel now.Over.
my condolences. what are you doing to counteract it?same just 26
i appreciate the understanding comment. i dont think im autistic. maybe i have some learned autism due to lacking social development. this was a very perceptive and accurate comment. thank you. i have some learned helplessness and the sad truth, is im comfortable rotting away my years, otherwise i would have changed.Don't be too hard on yourself. It's highly likely you're legit autistic. You was never going to fit in easily
I'd write my whole life story and prove to you it's possible to turn it around, but I actually don't think it would help you one little bit. You've got to find your own way and build up that hunger inside to change your life until it grows from a whisper you can barely hear to an all-consuming deafening roar in your mind and it's all you can think about. Only then will you start trying absolutely fucking anything to improve your situation
what does that meansyfm unc![]()
copeDnr
But ideal
Life begins at lifelong celibacy
yeahbrutal
i dont think i have autism. in my mind i can read people, understanding social queues and possess a degree of self awareness that genuinely autistic people lack. although when i completed those emotional tests that you have to do for companies (when i was seeking employment), i scored within the bottom 50% for ability to read facial expressions.100% his fault for his autism and all the experiences he went through, which led him to this kinda lifestyle
Couldnt agree more innit
doing things differently and expecting different results is insanityIt's kind of your fault though, isn't it? You let 10 years go by without doing anything different.
I recommend prostitution nglstats: sub6, 6'1 white, loser autistic nerd, bad social skills, clear red light therapy/carotin maxxed skin, vertical orbital dystopia, recessed orbitals, negative orbital vector, 5.75'' non bone pressed micro penis 6.5' bone pressed (fake measurement).
never experience gf, young love, "hanging out" with friends, passion, pride in a skill, direction in life, self esteem etc.
im a loser.
never would i have expected that id be in this position a decade or two ago.
im so disappointed in myself for failing at existence - failing at experience fundamental social milestones that most seem to effortlessly go through.
imagine if ww3 starts and i get conscripted to fight. then i will end up dying on the battlefield, having next experience life.
Geomaxxing
its the rule for a lot of guys sadly, world is just a cruel place for most men
its not a LARP but i did not currently maintain the streak. i conditioned my brain to experience pain when i had sexual invasive thoughts by punching my self lightly in the face. it got to a point that when i saw a women i would shiverSounds like utter larp unless monkmaxxing
And skimming his post, I don't think he is
yeah, it makes me want to weep and also interminably complain on this forum to the dismay of everyone here.One chance at life and u threw it away,airballed it
my biggest life achievement is denying myself sexual gratification. and what did i do with a spare energy? wasted my time watching mr beast videos, shitposting here and reading brainrot conspiracies shit. i lacked the capacity for delayed gratification and so i didnt commit or dedicate myself to a craft like music, dancing, coding, youtube creation etc. let that be a lesson to anyone here.He is indeed a monkmaxxer, way ahead of you. You should take your time and read some of his posts.
its so weird reading these threads. i dont even feel like i wrote them. reading old threads is an exercise in depersonalization. you return to the emotional state that you had when you wrote them but simultaneously feel distant from it. weird.This man is worthy of your time.
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REMINDER: masturbation and sex is degenerate unless its for progeny - Lessons from historical figures and contemporary figures
This shithole, full of frothing, rabid degenerates, is sorely missing redpills from some of history's great. Yes that includes the perceptions of Shakespeare, Freud, Tesla, Tolstoy and Plato standing next to that of Mike Tyson, Miles Davis, Mark Wahlberg, Kayne West, 50cent, and Gracie brothers...looksmax.org
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how long your average nofap steak last?
how long does it last for on avg ,how long can you go go without jerking off mine usually last for two months atleast two weeks at worstlooksmax.org
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are you volcel if you get get 5-10 matches with 3-4psl grills?
i am not attracted to 3-4psl grills. I speak to them to improve my communication skills but do not want to have sex, thus remaining a 25 yo khhv. This 4psl grill asked me out on a date but I declined and said i had commitments. What is the point of having a girl friend if you arent attracted...looksmax.org
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I will be commencing a dopamine fast to ascend. No internet, no music, no fast food, no sugar, no vidya gaems, no shitposting, no day dreaming...
no leaving my house, no speaking, no pillow, no shampoo, no soap, no blankets, sleep on floor boards, no showers, no eye contact, no interacting or petting my dog or cat, ive been on nofap and noporn for years and will maintain this What do i add? i hate myself this is my plan for the the...looksmax.org
its the ultimate realizations that human connection matters most for mental and physical health. this human connection should be attached to some form of pride, skill or passion, so that it does not devolve into hedonism.Sorry
Not believing it when I read a thread as pathetic as this one
No true monkmaxxer cries about being a loser or thinks about "young love"
people should be grateful for what they have. i had a lot of potential and miserably wasted it as a 6'1, health, caucasion male with an average iq. meanwhile i know of a 5'8 indian guy, a 5'9 mulatto and 5'10 HAPA who all had, and still have, fruitful lives full of friendship, young love, passion, hobbies and validation.at least ure 6'1 id choke 1083 indians for that height u little moron
that is true. however, my forum posts on looksmax, lookism, misc and 4chan from 2009 to the present day evidence my discontent with wasting my life. but my discontent wasnt such that i was propelled to change my circumstances.doing things differently and expecting different results is insanity
everything is predetermined
The only thing you can do at this point is wear a mask and go to raids and parties to learn social skills then to join any hobbies for people your age tbh. Could be going to the pub or golf or just plain out gambling . I’m heading to your direction tbh but I have some experience in friend groups and honestly those memories are what’s keeping me alive . If I was your age I would probably take risks even if I end up way worse . Your main issue is your extremely comfortable.it is
im poor. my investments rugged, and when they momentarily mooned they then rugged afterwards
6'1 is average you need to be 6'3 to be considered genetically healthy nowadays.
no experiencing social milestones which most people go through and take for granted. being emotionally and socially underdeveloped. nothing i do will ever make up for this deficiency. its OVER.
you are probably gl or have a friendship group. i dont have either. now im so socially and emotionally underdeveloped its very difficult to recover or improve.
malicious psychos like ER are truly sad and pathetic men. to blame others for your own social, emotional or genetic failures to pathetic. they are disgusting people and if there is a god, and if reincarnation is real, then i am sure they will be held to account in ways humans cannot comprehend. that is why its always good to be, as a baseline, positive or at least not malicious.
also, my life is sad due to missing out on key social experiences, but in the end i can cope with youtube, shitposting, lifting, reading, music etc. its a tolerable life.
i only have myself to blame. i make this post as an exercise in attention seeking because i have little social contact with anyone but my mother, who is my main point of contact with hope and reality.
i was waiting for my investments to moon, i planned to get surgery once i made it, and then once i hypothetically ascended i would ask out someone who looks like me (an ordinary white women as i am an ordinary white man, as above so below). however, i never looksmaxxed, because my investments rugged, and now im an oldcel who wasted his life.
i realize in retrospect, even if you are not 8psl, you can still get a girlfriend if you are normie with a friendship group. the issue is i never asked a girl out, and i didnt have a social group, money, extreme gl looks or fame to compensate.
my wasted potential chokes me up. now im turning into a balding fat subhuman.
yeah, literally im an oldcel now.
my condolences. what are you doing to counteract it?
i appreciate the understanding comment. i dont think im autistic. maybe i have some learned autism due to lacking social development. this was a very perceptive and accurate comment. thank you. i have some learned helplessness and the sad truth, is im comfortable rotting away my years, otherwise i would have changed.
what does that mean
cope
yeah
i dont think i have autism. in my mind i can read people, understanding social queues and possess a degree of self awareness that genuinely autistic people lack. although when i completed those emotional tests that you have to do for companies (when i was seeking employment), i scored within the bottom 50% for ability to read facial expressions.
ive always avoided that because 1. its perceived as morally wrong. 2. any spare money i have had in the past, ive tried to invest, but ultimately lost.I recommend prostitution ngl
that would be scary to do alone, especially when i dont have any self esteem. i this point in life, it would be too hard to lie about my life. because i am fundamentally a failure of a human being, people could see through any attempt socially remodel myself.The only thing you can do at this point is wear a mask and go to raids and parties to learn social skills then to join any hobbies for people your age tbh. Could be going to the pub or golf or just plain out gambling .
you are lucky then. well done.I’m heading to your direction tbh but I have some experience in friend groups and honestly those memories are what’s keeping me alive .
yeah, ive started doing youtube. and im thinking of doing something with my voice because its quite a mellow voice, but as im retarded and dont have any good takes on anything, i am hesitant.If I was your age I would probably take risks even if I end up way worse .
i would say mildly content, is a better way of expressing this present state.Your main issue is your extremely comfortable.
Cooked atp , how bad do you look gangive always avoided that because 1. its perceived as morally wrong. 2. any spare money i have had in the past, ive tried to invest, but ultimately lost.
having said that, if i was a billionaire or ultra wealthy, i would probably get a sugarbaby. the reality of that amount of wealth, in the presence of a girl, seems to cause a state of defacto prostitution, even if its not explicit.


just ropestats: sub6, 6'1 white, loser autistic nerd, bad social skills, clear red light therapy/carotin maxxed skin, vertical orbital dystopia, recessed orbitals, negative orbital vector, 5.75'' non bone pressed micro penis 6.5' bone pressed (fake measurement).
never experience gf, young love, "hanging out" with friends, passion, pride in a skill, direction in life, self esteem etc.
im a loser.
never would i have expected that id be in this position a decade or two ago.
im so disappointed in myself for failing at existence - failing at experience fundamental social milestones that most seem to effortlessly go through.
imagine if ww3 starts and i get conscripted to fight. then i will end up dying on the battlefield, having next experience life.
Same exact situation here, feels like I could’ve wrote this shit except I’m 5’10 and ethnicstats: sub6, 6'1 white, loser autistic nerd, bad social skills, clear red light therapy/carotin maxxed skin, vertical orbital dystopia, recessed orbitals, negative orbital vector, 5.75'' non bone pressed micro penis 6.5' bone pressed (fake measurement).
never experience gf, young love, "hanging out" with friends, passion, pride in a skill, direction in life, self esteem etc.
im a loser.
never would i have expected that id be in this position a decade or two ago.
im so disappointed in myself for failing at existence - failing at experience fundamental social milestones that most seem to effortlessly go through.
imagine if ww3 starts and i get conscripted to fight. then i will end up dying on the battlefield, having next experience life.
Respectfully, someone with normal mental attributes doesn't end up in your situation. You're in denial if you think there's not some kind of major neurodivergence at play here. Remember, these things are on a spectrum and someone can be relatively high functioning in a lot of areas and still have deficits.i appreciate the understanding comment. i dont think im autistic. maybe i have some learned autism due to lacking social development. this was a very perceptive and accurate comment. thank you. i have some learned helplessness and the sad truth, is im comfortable rotting away my years, otherwise i would have changed.
Respectfully, someone with normal mental attributes doesn't end up in your situation.
That is a brutal blackpill. The thing is though, I am introspective and self aware so if there is any autism it isn't flagrantly autistic. But I wonder if I was truly autistic (less self aware) then maybe i wouldn't be in this position as I wouldn't be so self critical.You're in denial if you think there's not some kind of major neurodivergence at play here. Remember, these things are on a spectrum and someone can be relatively high functioning in a lot of areas and still have deficits.
Brutal.Things will only get worse the longer you rot.
yeah but i dont know what to do. although, i know what i shouldnt do which is waste away the hours shitposting.Time to make a change. At this point you've got nothing to lose.
im already balding and i dont want to lose more hair from dht/t, so i will avoid roids.Btw, think about hopping on gear. Some high T behaviour is what you need in your life.
leave this forum or this could be you ^stats: sub6, 6'1 white, loser autistic nerd, bad social skills, clear red light therapy/carotin maxxed skin, vertical orbital dystopia, recessed orbitals, negative orbital vector, 5.75'' non bone pressed micro penis 6.5' bone pressed (fake measurement).
never experience gf, young love, "hanging out" with friends, passion, pride in a skill, direction in life, self esteem etc.
im a loser.
never would i have expected that id be in this position a decade or two ago.
im so disappointed in myself for failing at existence - failing at experience fundamental social milestones that most seem to effortlessly go through.
imagine if ww3 starts and i get conscripted to fight. then i will end up dying on the battlefield, having next experience life.
Imagine being 30 and being this retarded. You have a childish mentality. There are 15 year olds on this forum more wiser than you.it is
im poor. my investments rugged, and when they momentarily mooned they then rugged afterwards
6'1 is average you need to be 6'3 to be considered genetically healthy nowadays.
no experiencing social milestones which most people go through and take for granted. being emotionally and socially underdeveloped. nothing i do will ever make up for this deficiency. its OVER.
you are probably gl or have a friendship group. i dont have either. now im so socially and emotionally underdeveloped its very difficult to recover or improve.
malicious psychos like ER are truly sad and pathetic men. to blame others for your own social, emotional or genetic failures to pathetic. they are disgusting people and if there is a god, and if reincarnation is real, then i am sure they will be held to account in ways humans cannot comprehend. that is why its always good to be, as a baseline, positive or at least not malicious.
also, my life is sad due to missing out on key social experiences, but in the end i can cope with youtube, shitposting, lifting, reading, music etc. its a tolerable life.
i only have myself to blame. i make this post as an exercise in attention seeking because i have little social contact with anyone but my mother, who is my main point of contact with hope and reality.
i was waiting for my investments to moon, i planned to get surgery once i made it, and then once i hypothetically ascended i would ask out someone who looks like me (an ordinary white women as i am an ordinary white man, as above so below). however, i never looksmaxxed, because my investments rugged, and now im an oldcel who wasted his life.
i realize in retrospect, even if you are not 8psl, you can still get a girlfriend if you are normie with a friendship group. the issue is i never asked a girl out, and i didnt have a social group, money, extreme gl looks or fame to compensate.
my wasted potential chokes me up. now im turning into a balding fat subhuman.
yeah, literally im an oldcel now.
my condolences. what are you doing to counteract it?
i appreciate the understanding comment. i dont think im autistic. maybe i have some learned autism due to lacking social development. this was a very perceptive and accurate comment. thank you. i have some learned helplessness and the sad truth, is im comfortable rotting away my years, otherwise i would have changed.
what does that mean
cope
yeah
i dont think i have autism. in my mind i can read people, understanding social queues and possess a degree of self awareness that genuinely autistic people lack. although when i completed those emotional tests that you have to do for companies (when i was seeking employment), i scored within the bottom 50% for ability to read facial expressions.
Are you me? I’m turning into a 30 year old virgin myself soon. I’m actually looking forward to it!stats: sub6, 6'1 white, loser autistic nerd, bad social skills, clear red light therapy/carotin maxxed skin, vertical orbital dystopia, recessed orbitals, negative orbital vector, 5.75'' non bone pressed micro penis 6.5' bone pressed (fake measurement).
never experience gf, young love, "hanging out" with friends, passion, pride in a skill, direction in life, self esteem etc.
im a loser.
never would i have expected that id be in this position a decade or two ago.
im so disappointed in myself for failing at existence - failing at experience fundamental social milestones that most seem to effortlessly go through.
imagine if ww3 starts and i get conscripted to fight. then i will end up dying on the battlefield, having next experience life.
Strange, I didn’t see this back then. I can, however, relate to not expecting you’d end up in this situation from the perspective of your ten year old younger self.@Amnesia @Gengar
And I don't care.stats: sub6, 6'1 white, loser autistic nerd, bad social skills, clear red light therapy/carotin maxxed skin, vertical orbital dystopia, recessed orbitals, negative orbital vector, 5.75'' non bone pressed micro penis 6.5' bone pressed (fake measurement).
never experience gf, young love, "hanging out" with friends, passion, pride in a skill, direction in life, self esteem etc.
im a loser.
never would i have expected that id be in this position a decade or two ago.
im so disappointed in myself for failing at existence - failing at experience fundamental social milestones that most seem to effortlessly go through.
imagine if ww3 starts and i get conscripted to fight. then i will end up dying on the battlefield, having next experience life.
I wonder if he experienced penis shrinkage due to lack of penis oxygenation and nocturnal erections leading to thisI don't know if you are aware but he did 4000 days of nofap.
how am i retarded? you are like a billionaire saying money doesnt matter.Imagine being 30 and being this retarded. You have a childish mentality. There are 15 year olds on this forum more wiser than you.
The IQ pill is really brutal
brutal, gengar. what will our superpowers be sar.Are you me? I’m turning into a 30 year old virgin myself soon. I’m actually looking forward to it!![]()
elaboratevirginity is good
it is what it is, normieAnd I don't care.![]()
no thats degenerate, i want validation that im good enough looks wise.alright bro, go ahead and lose them morals and go find some escort
cope, drinking is a looksmin, and test will turn me into a balding subhuman, whats left of my hair rn is my most attractive trait.order testosterone, take it, go to a club and get drunk and get laid
true, good advice. its worth at least trying. im trying to become an excel monkey at a corporation but my social skills are bad. its hard to pass interviews. i feel like many interviewers can sense im not ntif you ugly get a skill that pays good even if it takes a few months to master or whatever. then use that money for ascension
you got a good couple more decades left so get a skill now and make money
lifes not over till its over, dont be that guy who just gives up then turns 50 and regrets everything
@_MVP_ come collect your manshow am i retarded? you are like a billionaire saying money doesnt matter.
i missed out on a sense of belonging due to relationship deficiencies (romantic and platonic). that bred a fundamental sense of inadequacy.
Yes 36 eggs a day, legit mental illness not just autismThat is a brutal blackpill. The thing is though, I am introspective and self aware so if there is any autism it isn't flagrantly autistic. But I wonder if I was truly autistic (less self aware) then maybe i wouldn't be in this position as I wouldn't be so self critical.
Brutal.
yeah but i dont know what to do. although, i know what i shouldnt do which is waste away the hours shitposting.
im already balding and i dont want to lose more hair from dht/t, so i will avoid roids.
however, i think i will consume carnivore diet and more raw eggs. for the past 6 months ive already been eating a steak for dinner but in the past i consumed 36 eggs a day and GOMAD (gallon of milk a day) and i felt high t and powerful (but ultimately still wiled away the hours, days, years rotting in front of a computer).
anyway, i appreciate the well thought out comments. thank you.
If ur 6’1 and white, its ur own fault. Easy to get a gf or get laid with thatstats: sub6, 6'1 white, loser autistic nerd, bad social skills, clear red light therapy/carotin maxxed skin, vertical orbital dystopia, recessed orbitals, negative orbital vector, 5.75'' non bone pressed micro penis 6.5' bone pressed (fake measurement).
never experience gf, young love, "hanging out" with friends, passion, pride in a skill, direction in life, self esteem etc.
im a loser.
never would i have expected that id be in this position a decade or two ago.
im so disappointed in myself for failing at existence - failing at experience fundamental social milestones that most seem to effortlessly go through.
imagine if ww3 starts and i get conscripted to fight. then i will end up dying on the battlefield, having next experience life.
Sounds like it's all your fault. You safe staying retard.stats: sub6, 6'1 white, loser autistic nerd, bad social skills, clear red light therapy/carotin maxxed skin, vertical orbital dystopia, recessed orbitals, negative orbital vector, 5.75'' non bone pressed micro penis 6.5' bone pressed (fake measurement).
never experience gf, young love, "hanging out" with friends, passion, pride in a skill, direction in life, self esteem etc.
im a loser.
never would i have expected that id be in this position a decade or two ago.
im so disappointed in myself for failing at existence - failing at experience fundamental social milestones that most seem to effortlessly go through.
imagine if ww3 starts and i get conscripted to fight. then i will end up dying on the battlefield, having next experience life.
I am the most good looking 31 yo virgin ever, but I ascended a few years ago as rewriting my brain in the process, I feel safe cause I look 10 y younger than any pear of my age, I just don't feel the point to date until I live alone with a secure job but I had many matches when I was still chopped in transition so I imagine what it could be now, also my standards are high but I go along with themAre you me? I’m turning into a 30 year old virgin myself soon. I’m actually looking forward to it!![]()
Stay strong man for like over half a decade I wanted to be with someone what choice we really got? Gotta enjoy the small things in life I guess.stats: sub6, 6'1 white, loser autistic nerd, bad social skills, clear red light therapy/carotin maxxed skin, vertical orbital dystopia, recessed orbitals, negative orbital vector, 5.75'' non bone pressed micro penis 6.5' bone pressed (fake measurement).
never experience gf, young love, "hanging out" with friends, passion, pride in a skill, direction in life, self esteem etc.
im a loser.
never would i have expected that id be in this position a decade or two ago.
im so disappointed in myself for failing at existence - failing at experience fundamental social milestones that most seem to effortlessly go through.
imagine if ww3 starts and i get conscripted to fight. then i will end up dying on the battlefield, having next experience life.
whats interesting, is i stopped penis hanging completely, and started penis pumping 1 set 20 minutes a day at 5inHg for 3 months (started slow), then 20 x 2 at 5-10inHg everyday for 1 month, and now my bone pressed length is 6.75'' and erect length 6''. im now 5-5.25'' in girth. i now have an average penis size. i think it helped heal whatever injury i had for penis hanging.I wonder if he experienced penis shrinkage due to lack of penis oxygenation and nocturnal erections leading to this
cope, i got insane gains on 36 eggs a day, when i was on it. unfortunately, im a poorcel, so i had to quit. if i get a job, then i will get back on it.Yes 36 eggs a day, legit mental illness not just autism
cope, in most of the west, most europeans/western zoomers at 6'2+, especially if you want a skinny white gf. 6'1 is manlet tier.If ur 6’1 and white, its ur own fault. Easy to get a gf or get laid with that
Cause if u are depressed and don't masturbate or get spontaneous erections as in the night u will experience permanent penis shrinkagewhats interesting, is i stopped penis hanging completely, and started penis pumping 1 set 20 minutes a day at 5inHg for 3 months (started slow), then 20 x 2 at 5-10inHg everyday for 1 month, and now my bone pressed length is 6.75'' and erect length 6''. im now 5-5.25'' in girth. i now have an average penis size. i think it helped heal whatever injury i had for penis hanging.
36 eggs a day is unnecessary as fuckwhats interesting, is i stopped penis hanging completely, and started penis pumping 1 set 20 minutes a day at 5inHg for 3 months (started slow), then 20 x 2 at 5-10inHg everyday for 1 month, and now my bone pressed length is 6.75'' and erect length 6''. im now 5-5.25'' in girth. i now have an average penis size. i think it helped heal whatever injury i had for penis hanging.
cope, i got insane gains on 36 eggs a day, when i was on it. unfortunately, im a poorcel, so i had to quit. if i get a job, then i will get back on it.
you look around 30 yo. dont be one of those deluded boomers who think they look 10 years younger jfl.I am the most good looking 31 yo virgin ever, but I ascended a few years ago as rewriting my brain in the process, I feel safe cause I look 10 y younger than any pear of my age, I just don't feel the point to date until I live alone with a secure job but I had many matches when I was still chopped in transition so I imagine what it could be now, also my standards are high but I go along with them
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i used to cope, thinking i wasnt depressed but i think i am depressed. you cant be a 30 yo virgin in modern western hypersexualized society, without a wife, and not be depressed, at least a bit.Cause if u are depressed and don't masturbate or get spontaneous erections as in the night u will experience permanent penis shrinkage
unless youve done it, you cant knock it. its an insane mood booster. never have i felt so good as when i was consuming 36 eggs a day. same with a gallon of milk a day.36 eggs a day is unnecessary as fuck
Well my dimorphism make me 30 but not my skin quality fat pads and hairline, as women don't like men with low dimorphism anyway, I see this on a daily outside of Tiktokyou look around 30 yo. dont be one of those deluded boomers who think they look 10 years younger jfl.
good job on losing weight though, although you could still debloat more and get a rhino for bulbous tip refinement. never stop improving.
also, its over at 30 yo. you no longer have youthful vitality. also, after 35 yo you begin to noticeably age.
look at amnesia, at 35 yo+ he started rapidly aging. therefore, you should just start dating now, regardless of your lot in life.
i think this year, i will download tinder and try to go on a date for the first time, because i have never actually asked a girl out before. even though i still live with my mother, i will ask a girl out.
i used to cope, thinking i wasnt depressed but i think i am depressed. you cant be a 30 yo virgin in modern western hypersexualized society, without a wife, and not be depressed, at least a bit.
unless youve done it, you cant knock it. its an insane mood booster. never have i felt so good as when i was consuming 36 eggs a day. same with a gallon of milk a day.
yes, you have good skin, better than lots of 30 yo and 20 yos, but you still have wrinkles (forehead, undereye), porous skin, thick beard, high, receding hairline. people can instantly tell you arent 20 yo. im insulting, just being realistic. minimum you look is 25 yo. it will only get worse as you age, so you should start dating and trying to find a wife now.Well my dimorphism make me 30 but not my skin quality fat pads and hairline, as women don't like men with low dimorphism anyway, I see this on a daily outside of Tiktok
I am stuck like u, no income no life, but at least I will live alone in my donated house in some months when it is finishedyes, you have good skin, better than lots of 30 yo and 20 yos, but you still have wrinkles (forehead, undereye), porous skin, thick beard, high, receding hairline. people can instantly tell you arent 20 yo. im insulting, just being realistic. minimum you look is 25 yo. it will only get worse as you age, so you should start dating and trying to find a wife now.
brvtal. cope im going to wageslave and try to get surgeries even as a 30 yo virgin loser.Become a monk at this point you’re not built for modern society
i meant to write im not insulting***yes, you have good skin, better than lots of 30 yo and 20 yos, but you still have wrinkles (forehead, undereye), porous skin, thick beard, high, receding hairline. people can instantly tell you arent 20 yo. im insulting, just being realistic. minimum you look is 25 yo. it will only get worse as you age, so you should start dating and trying to find a wife now.
yes, its brutal. im so disappointed in myself. i thought i would have achieved so much more by this age.I am stuck like u, no income no life, but at least I will live alone in my donated house in some months when it is finished
Don't be too hard on yourself. It's highly likely you're legit autistic. You was never going to fit in easily
I'd write my whole life story and prove to you it's possible to turn it around, but I actually don't think it would help you one little bit. You've got to find your own way and build up that hunger inside to change your life until it grows from a whisper you can barely hear to an all-consuming deafening roar in your mind and it's all you can think about. Only then will you start trying absolutely fucking anything to improve your situation