im nearly a 30 yo virgin

Goes to say a lot about you. You can't accept and admit someone might be better than you. Too much of a superiority complex I fear.
This is the problem with more than 90% of this forum

While someone with the same looks but with a different perspective lives a good life
 
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thats actually so sad
it is
Get surgerys
im poor. my investments rugged, and when they momentarily mooned they then rugged afterwards
wym also if this guys a true sub 6 doesnt that still make him mtn? also 6.1 and white :lul:
6'1 is average you need to be 6'3 to be considered genetically healthy nowadays.
So what's the sad part?
no experiencing social milestones which most people go through and take for granted. being emotionally and socially underdeveloped. nothing i do will ever make up for this deficiency. its OVER.
idk im curios 2? a 6.1ft mtn being virgin is crazy autism when ever i talked with girls i always was either just making up crazy stories of me being a samurai and fighting off 25 ninjas and them laughing or play fighting no way its this difficult once u leave high school?
you are probably gl or have a friendship group. i dont have either. now im so socially and emotionally underdeveloped its very difficult to recover or improve.
just go er on your own squad or some shit
malicious psychos like ER are truly sad and pathetic men. to blame others for your own social, emotional or genetic failures to pathetic. they are disgusting people and if there is a god, and if reincarnation is real, then i am sure they will be held to account in ways humans cannot comprehend. that is why its always good to be, as a baseline, positive or at least not malicious.

also, my life is sad due to missing out on key social experiences, but in the end i can cope with youtube, shitposting, lifting, reading, music etc. its a tolerable life.


It's kind of your fault though, isn't it? You let 10 years go by without doing anything different.
i only have myself to blame. i make this post as an exercise in attention seeking because i have little social contact with anyone but my mother, who is my main point of contact with hope and reality.
Seamaxxxing fool
You are def low IQ
You had 6 years bro
i was waiting for my investments to moon, i planned to get surgery once i made it, and then once i hypothetically ascended i would ask out someone who looks like me (an ordinary white women as i am an ordinary white man, as above so below). however, i never looksmaxxed, because my investments rugged, and now im an oldcel who wasted his life.
good stats mentalcel volcel
i realize in retrospect, even if you are not 8psl, you can still get a girlfriend if you are normie with a friendship group. the issue is i never asked a girl out, and i didnt have a social group, money, extreme gl looks or fame to compensate.
mogger wizard
my wasted potential chokes me up. now im turning into a balding fat subhuman.
yeah, literally im an oldcel now.
same just 26
my condolences. what are you doing to counteract it?
Don't be too hard on yourself. It's highly likely you're legit autistic. You was never going to fit in easily

I'd write my whole life story and prove to you it's possible to turn it around, but I actually don't think it would help you one little bit. You've got to find your own way and build up that hunger inside to change your life until it grows from a whisper you can barely hear to an all-consuming deafening roar in your mind and it's all you can think about. Only then will you start trying absolutely fucking anything to improve your situation
i appreciate the understanding comment. i dont think im autistic. maybe i have some learned autism due to lacking social development. this was a very perceptive and accurate comment. thank you. i have some learned helplessness and the sad truth, is im comfortable rotting away my years, otherwise i would have changed.
what does that mean
Dnr
But ideal
Life begins at lifelong celibacy
cope
yeah
100% his fault for his autism and all the experiences he went through, which led him to this kinda lifestyle

Couldnt agree more innit
i dont think i have autism. in my mind i can read people, understanding social queues and possess a degree of self awareness that genuinely autistic people lack. although when i completed those emotional tests that you have to do for companies (when i was seeking employment), i scored within the bottom 50% for ability to read facial expressions.
 
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villain aah bacstory

PS get some test E on your hands
 
It's kind of your fault though, isn't it? You let 10 years go by without doing anything different.
doing things differently and expecting different results is insanity
everything is predetermined
 
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never experience gf, young love, "hanging out" with friends, passion, pride in a skill, direction in life, self esteem etc.
im a loser.
never would i have expected that id be in this position a decade or two ago.
im so disappointed in myself for failing at existence - failing at experience fundamental social milestones that most seem to effortlessly go through.

imagine if ww3 starts and i get conscripted to fight. then i will end up dying on the battlefield, having next experience life.
I recommend prostitution ngl
 
Geomaxxing

its the rule for a lot of guys sadly, world is just a cruel place for most men

Sounds like utter larp unless monkmaxxing
And skimming his post, I don't think he is
its not a LARP but i did not currently maintain the streak. i conditioned my brain to experience pain when i had sexual invasive thoughts by punching my self lightly in the face. it got to a point that when i saw a women i would shiver
One chance at life and u threw it away,airballed it
yeah, it makes me want to weep and also interminably complain on this forum to the dismay of everyone here.

He is indeed a monkmaxxer, way ahead of you. You should take your time and read some of his posts.
my biggest life achievement is denying myself sexual gratification. and what did i do with a spare energy? wasted my time watching mr beast videos, shitposting here and reading brainrot conspiracies shit. i lacked the capacity for delayed gratification and so i didnt commit or dedicate myself to a craft like music, dancing, coding, youtube creation etc. let that be a lesson to anyone here.
This man is worthy of your time.
its so weird reading these threads. i dont even feel like i wrote them. reading old threads is an exercise in depersonalization. you return to the emotional state that you had when you wrote them but simultaneously feel distant from it. weird.
Sorry
Not believing it when I read a thread as pathetic as this one
No true monkmaxxer cries about being a loser or thinks about "young love"
its the ultimate realizations that human connection matters most for mental and physical health. this human connection should be attached to some form of pride, skill or passion, so that it does not devolve into hedonism.

to deny the importance of human connection, like ultimate intellectual and spiritual mogger copers, like Tesla, Newton or legit Monks in spiritual institutions, is a fundamental detachment from the human spirit and reality. most, if not all, of those who deny the importance of human connection, regret it later in life. if they dont regret it, they are too far gone.

true, sustained happiness, which resembles a semi permanent state of content, rather than "happiness" as a jubilent extreme, comes from a balanced life (friends, family, love, health, skills, patience, innovation, creation, money, mentoring).

at least ure 6'1 id choke 1083 indians for that height u little moron
people should be grateful for what they have. i had a lot of potential and miserably wasted it as a 6'1, health, caucasion male with an average iq. meanwhile i know of a 5'8 indian guy, a 5'9 mulatto and 5'10 HAPA who all had, and still have, fruitful lives full of friendship, young love, passion, hobbies and validation.

the difference is they tried and did not give up, whereas i never tried anything for a sustained amount of time, barring my degree which was a worthless non STEM degree and which i completed largely at home, due to resigning myself to my bedroom. i never asked a girl out. i never continually practiced a hobby that was worthwhile like music, dancing, singing, mma, coding, entrepreneurship. i made no attempt to try and maintain connection to people i met at hs or university. i just wafted in and out of life as a ghostly waif, for nearly 30 years. its a minor tragedy.

doing things differently and expecting different results is insanity
everything is predetermined
that is true. however, my forum posts on looksmax, lookism, misc and 4chan from 2009 to the present day evidence my discontent with wasting my life. but my discontent wasnt such that i was propelled to change my circumstances.

in the end, i seem to be comfortable wasting my life, at least to the extent that i dont change and instead shitpost and philosophize my way into an agonizing state of introspection, for my own, and even others, wry amusement. a pathetic life, but also mildly amusing - in a sardonic way.
 
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it is

im poor. my investments rugged, and when they momentarily mooned they then rugged afterwards

6'1 is average you need to be 6'3 to be considered genetically healthy nowadays.


no experiencing social milestones which most people go through and take for granted. being emotionally and socially underdeveloped. nothing i do will ever make up for this deficiency. its OVER.

you are probably gl or have a friendship group. i dont have either. now im so socially and emotionally underdeveloped its very difficult to recover or improve.

malicious psychos like ER are truly sad and pathetic men. to blame others for your own social, emotional or genetic failures to pathetic. they are disgusting people and if there is a god, and if reincarnation is real, then i am sure they will be held to account in ways humans cannot comprehend. that is why its always good to be, as a baseline, positive or at least not malicious.

also, my life is sad due to missing out on key social experiences, but in the end i can cope with youtube, shitposting, lifting, reading, music etc. its a tolerable life.


i only have myself to blame. i make this post as an exercise in attention seeking because i have little social contact with anyone but my mother, who is my main point of contact with hope and reality.


i was waiting for my investments to moon, i planned to get surgery once i made it, and then once i hypothetically ascended i would ask out someone who looks like me (an ordinary white women as i am an ordinary white man, as above so below). however, i never looksmaxxed, because my investments rugged, and now im an oldcel who wasted his life.

i realize in retrospect, even if you are not 8psl, you can still get a girlfriend if you are normie with a friendship group. the issue is i never asked a girl out, and i didnt have a social group, money, extreme gl looks or fame to compensate.

my wasted potential chokes me up. now im turning into a balding fat subhuman.

yeah, literally im an oldcel now.

my condolences. what are you doing to counteract it?

i appreciate the understanding comment. i dont think im autistic. maybe i have some learned autism due to lacking social development. this was a very perceptive and accurate comment. thank you. i have some learned helplessness and the sad truth, is im comfortable rotting away my years, otherwise i would have changed.

what does that mean

cope

yeah

i dont think i have autism. in my mind i can read people, understanding social queues and possess a degree of self awareness that genuinely autistic people lack. although when i completed those emotional tests that you have to do for companies (when i was seeking employment), i scored within the bottom 50% for ability to read facial expressions.
The only thing you can do at this point is wear a mask and go to raids and parties to learn social skills then to join any hobbies for people your age tbh. Could be going to the pub or golf or just plain out gambling . I’m heading to your direction tbh but I have some experience in friend groups and honestly those memories are what’s keeping me alive . If I was your age I would probably take risks even if I end up way worse . Your main issue is your extremely comfortable.
 
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I recommend prostitution ngl
ive always avoided that because 1. its perceived as morally wrong. 2. any spare money i have had in the past, ive tried to invest, but ultimately lost.
having said that, if i was a billionaire or ultra wealthy, i would probably get a sugarbaby. the reality of that amount of wealth, in the presence of a girl, seems to cause a state of defacto prostitution, even if its not explicit.

The only thing you can do at this point is wear a mask and go to raids and parties to learn social skills then to join any hobbies for people your age tbh. Could be going to the pub or golf or just plain out gambling .
that would be scary to do alone, especially when i dont have any self esteem. i this point in life, it would be too hard to lie about my life. because i am fundamentally a failure of a human being, people could see through any attempt socially remodel myself.
I’m heading to your direction tbh but I have some experience in friend groups and honestly those memories are what’s keeping me alive .
you are lucky then. well done.
If I was your age I would probably take risks even if I end up way worse .
yeah, ive started doing youtube. and im thinking of doing something with my voice because its quite a mellow voice, but as im retarded and dont have any good takes on anything, i am hesitant.
Your main issue is your extremely comfortable.
i would say mildly content, is a better way of expressing this present state.
im content to the extent that i dont or havent changed all these years, but im not so content that i avoid complaining about my life for 2 decades on internet forums like looksmax.
 
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ive always avoided that because 1. its perceived as morally wrong. 2. any spare money i have had in the past, ive tried to invest, but ultimately lost.
having said that, if i was a billionaire or ultra wealthy, i would probably get a sugarbaby. the reality of that amount of wealth, in the presence of a girl, seems to cause a state of defacto prostitution, even if its not explicit.
Cooked atp , how bad do you look gang 💀🙏
 
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never experience gf, young love, "hanging out" with friends, passion, pride in a skill, direction in life, self esteem etc.
im a loser.
never would i have expected that id be in this position a decade or two ago.
im so disappointed in myself for failing at existence - failing at experience fundamental social milestones that most seem to effortlessly go through.

imagine if ww3 starts and i get conscripted to fight. then i will end up dying on the battlefield, having next experience life.
just rope
 
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never experience gf, young love, "hanging out" with friends, passion, pride in a skill, direction in life, self esteem etc.
im a loser.
never would i have expected that id be in this position a decade or two ago.
im so disappointed in myself for failing at existence - failing at experience fundamental social milestones that most seem to effortlessly go through.

imagine if ww3 starts and i get conscripted to fight. then i will end up dying on the battlefield, having next experience life.
Same exact situation here, feels like I could’ve wrote this shit except I’m 5’10 and ethnic :feelswhy: At least my bone pressed is a bit bigger but it’s not like it even matters jfl
 
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i appreciate the understanding comment. i dont think im autistic. maybe i have some learned autism due to lacking social development. this was a very perceptive and accurate comment. thank you. i have some learned helplessness and the sad truth, is im comfortable rotting away my years, otherwise i would have changed.
Respectfully, someone with normal mental attributes doesn't end up in your situation. You're in denial if you think there's not some kind of major neurodivergence at play here. Remember, these things are on a spectrum and someone can be relatively high functioning in a lot of areas and still have deficits.

Things will only get worse the longer you rot. Time to make a change. At this point you've got nothing to lose.

Btw, think about hopping on gear. Some high T behaviour is what you need in your life.
 
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Respectfully, someone with normal mental attributes doesn't end up in your situation.
You're in denial if you think there's not some kind of major neurodivergence at play here. Remember, these things are on a spectrum and someone can be relatively high functioning in a lot of areas and still have deficits.
That is a brutal blackpill. The thing is though, I am introspective and self aware so if there is any autism it isn't flagrantly autistic. But I wonder if I was truly autistic (less self aware) then maybe i wouldn't be in this position as I wouldn't be so self critical.
Things will only get worse the longer you rot.
Brutal.
Time to make a change. At this point you've got nothing to lose.
yeah but i dont know what to do. although, i know what i shouldnt do which is waste away the hours shitposting.
Btw, think about hopping on gear. Some high T behaviour is what you need in your life.
im already balding and i dont want to lose more hair from dht/t, so i will avoid roids.
however, i think i will consume carnivore diet and more raw eggs. for the past 6 months ive already been eating a steak for dinner but in the past i consumed 36 eggs a day and GOMAD (gallon of milk a day) and i felt high t and powerful (but ultimately still wiled away the hours, days, years rotting in front of a computer).
anyway, i appreciate the well thought out comments. thank you.
 
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bump high t autism thread
 
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never experience gf, young love, "hanging out" with friends, passion, pride in a skill, direction in life, self esteem etc.
im a loser.
never would i have expected that id be in this position a decade or two ago.
im so disappointed in myself for failing at existence - failing at experience fundamental social milestones that most seem to effortlessly go through.

imagine if ww3 starts and i get conscripted to fight. then i will end up dying on the battlefield, having next experience life.
leave this forum or this could be you ^
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it is

im poor. my investments rugged, and when they momentarily mooned they then rugged afterwards

6'1 is average you need to be 6'3 to be considered genetically healthy nowadays.


no experiencing social milestones which most people go through and take for granted. being emotionally and socially underdeveloped. nothing i do will ever make up for this deficiency. its OVER.

you are probably gl or have a friendship group. i dont have either. now im so socially and emotionally underdeveloped its very difficult to recover or improve.

malicious psychos like ER are truly sad and pathetic men. to blame others for your own social, emotional or genetic failures to pathetic. they are disgusting people and if there is a god, and if reincarnation is real, then i am sure they will be held to account in ways humans cannot comprehend. that is why its always good to be, as a baseline, positive or at least not malicious.

also, my life is sad due to missing out on key social experiences, but in the end i can cope with youtube, shitposting, lifting, reading, music etc. its a tolerable life.


i only have myself to blame. i make this post as an exercise in attention seeking because i have little social contact with anyone but my mother, who is my main point of contact with hope and reality.


i was waiting for my investments to moon, i planned to get surgery once i made it, and then once i hypothetically ascended i would ask out someone who looks like me (an ordinary white women as i am an ordinary white man, as above so below). however, i never looksmaxxed, because my investments rugged, and now im an oldcel who wasted his life.

i realize in retrospect, even if you are not 8psl, you can still get a girlfriend if you are normie with a friendship group. the issue is i never asked a girl out, and i didnt have a social group, money, extreme gl looks or fame to compensate.

my wasted potential chokes me up. now im turning into a balding fat subhuman.

yeah, literally im an oldcel now.

my condolences. what are you doing to counteract it?

i appreciate the understanding comment. i dont think im autistic. maybe i have some learned autism due to lacking social development. this was a very perceptive and accurate comment. thank you. i have some learned helplessness and the sad truth, is im comfortable rotting away my years, otherwise i would have changed.

what does that mean

cope

yeah

i dont think i have autism. in my mind i can read people, understanding social queues and possess a degree of self awareness that genuinely autistic people lack. although when i completed those emotional tests that you have to do for companies (when i was seeking employment), i scored within the bottom 50% for ability to read facial expressions.
Imagine being 30 and being this retarded. You have a childish mentality. There are 15 year olds on this forum more wiser than you.

The IQ pill is really brutal
 
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never experience gf, young love, "hanging out" with friends, passion, pride in a skill, direction in life, self esteem etc.
im a loser.
never would i have expected that id be in this position a decade or two ago.
im so disappointed in myself for failing at existence - failing at experience fundamental social milestones that most seem to effortlessly go through.

imagine if ww3 starts and i get conscripted to fight. then i will end up dying on the battlefield, having next experience life.
Are you me? I’m turning into a 30 year old virgin myself soon. I’m actually looking forward to it! :Comfy:
 
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@Amnesia @Gengar
Strange, I didn’t see this back then. I can, however, relate to not expecting you’d end up in this situation from the perspective of your ten year old younger self.
 
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virginity is good
 
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never experience gf, young love, "hanging out" with friends, passion, pride in a skill, direction in life, self esteem etc.
im a loser.
never would i have expected that id be in this position a decade or two ago.
im so disappointed in myself for failing at existence - failing at experience fundamental social milestones that most seem to effortlessly go through.

imagine if ww3 starts and i get conscripted to fight. then i will end up dying on the battlefield, having next experience life.
And I don't care. :lul:
 
alright bro, go ahead and lose them morals and go find some escort

order testosterone, take it, go to a club and get drunk and get laid

if you ugly get a skill that pays good even if it takes a few months to master or whatever. then use that money for ascension

you got a good couple more decades left so get a skill now and make money

lifes not over till its over, dont be that guy who just gives up then turns 50 and regrets everything
 
I don't know if you are aware but he did 4000 days of nofap.
I wonder if he experienced penis shrinkage due to lack of penis oxygenation and nocturnal erections leading to this
 
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Imagine being 30 and being this retarded. You have a childish mentality. There are 15 year olds on this forum more wiser than you.

The IQ pill is really brutal
how am i retarded? you are like a billionaire saying money doesnt matter.
i missed out on a sense of belonging due to missing out on developmental social milestones and relationships (romantic and platonic). that bred a fundamental sense of inadequacy.

Are you me? I’m turning into a 30 year old virgin myself soon. I’m actually looking forward to it! :Comfy:
brutal, gengar. what will our superpowers be sar.
virginity is good
elaborate
And I don't care. :lul:
it is what it is, normie
alright bro, go ahead and lose them morals and go find some escort
no thats degenerate, i want validation that im good enough looks wise.
order testosterone, take it, go to a club and get drunk and get laid
cope, drinking is a looksmin, and test will turn me into a balding subhuman, whats left of my hair rn is my most attractive trait.
if you ugly get a skill that pays good even if it takes a few months to master or whatever. then use that money for ascension
you got a good couple more decades left so get a skill now and make money
lifes not over till its over, dont be that guy who just gives up then turns 50 and regrets everything
true, good advice. its worth at least trying. im trying to become an excel monkey at a corporation but my social skills are bad. its hard to pass interviews. i feel like many interviewers can sense im not nt
 
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how am i retarded? you are like a billionaire saying money doesnt matter.
i missed out on a sense of belonging due to relationship deficiencies (romantic and platonic). that bred a fundamental sense of inadequacy.
@_MVP_ come collect your mans
 
That is a brutal blackpill. The thing is though, I am introspective and self aware so if there is any autism it isn't flagrantly autistic. But I wonder if I was truly autistic (less self aware) then maybe i wouldn't be in this position as I wouldn't be so self critical.

Brutal.

yeah but i dont know what to do. although, i know what i shouldnt do which is waste away the hours shitposting.

im already balding and i dont want to lose more hair from dht/t, so i will avoid roids.
however, i think i will consume carnivore diet and more raw eggs. for the past 6 months ive already been eating a steak for dinner but in the past i consumed 36 eggs a day and GOMAD (gallon of milk a day) and i felt high t and powerful (but ultimately still wiled away the hours, days, years rotting in front of a computer).
anyway, i appreciate the well thought out comments. thank you.
Yes 36 eggs a day, legit mental illness not just autism
 
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never experience gf, young love, "hanging out" with friends, passion, pride in a skill, direction in life, self esteem etc.
im a loser.
never would i have expected that id be in this position a decade or two ago.
im so disappointed in myself for failing at existence - failing at experience fundamental social milestones that most seem to effortlessly go through.

imagine if ww3 starts and i get conscripted to fight. then i will end up dying on the battlefield, having next experience life.
If ur 6’1 and white, its ur own fault. Easy to get a gf or get laid with that
 
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never experience gf, young love, "hanging out" with friends, passion, pride in a skill, direction in life, self esteem etc.
im a loser.
never would i have expected that id be in this position a decade or two ago.
im so disappointed in myself for failing at existence - failing at experience fundamental social milestones that most seem to effortlessly go through.

imagine if ww3 starts and i get conscripted to fight. then i will end up dying on the battlefield, having next experience life.
Sounds like it's all your fault. You safe staying retard.
 
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Are you me? I’m turning into a 30 year old virgin myself soon. I’m actually looking forward to it! :Comfy:
I am the most good looking 31 yo virgin ever, but I ascended a few years ago as rewriting my brain in the process, I feel safe cause I look 10 y younger than any pear of my age, I just don't feel the point to date until I live alone with a secure job but I had many matches when I was still chopped in transition so I imagine what it could be now, also my standards are high but I go along with them

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I still can't process the change

Subhuman
 
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never experience gf, young love, "hanging out" with friends, passion, pride in a skill, direction in life, self esteem etc.
im a loser.
never would i have expected that id be in this position a decade or two ago.
im so disappointed in myself for failing at existence - failing at experience fundamental social milestones that most seem to effortlessly go through.

imagine if ww3 starts and i get conscripted to fight. then i will end up dying on the battlefield, having next experience life.
Stay strong man for like over half a decade I wanted to be with someone what choice we really got? Gotta enjoy the small things in life I guess.
 
I wonder if he experienced penis shrinkage due to lack of penis oxygenation and nocturnal erections leading to this
whats interesting, is i stopped penis hanging completely, and started penis pumping 1 set 20 minutes a day at 5inHg for 3 months (started slow), then 20 x 2 at 5-10inHg everyday for 1 month, and now my bone pressed length is 6.75'' and erect length 6''. im now 5-5.25'' in girth. i now have an average penis size. i think it helped heal whatever injury i had for penis hanging.
Yes 36 eggs a day, legit mental illness not just autism
cope, i got insane gains on 36 eggs a day, when i was on it. unfortunately, im a poorcel, so i had to quit. if i get a job, then i will get back on it.
If ur 6’1 and white, its ur own fault. Easy to get a gf or get laid with that
cope, in most of the west, most europeans/western zoomers at 6'2+, especially if you want a skinny white gf. 6'1 is manlet tier.
 
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whats interesting, is i stopped penis hanging completely, and started penis pumping 1 set 20 minutes a day at 5inHg for 3 months (started slow), then 20 x 2 at 5-10inHg everyday for 1 month, and now my bone pressed length is 6.75'' and erect length 6''. im now 5-5.25'' in girth. i now have an average penis size. i think it helped heal whatever injury i had for penis hanging.
Cause if u are depressed and don't masturbate or get spontaneous erections as in the night u will experience permanent penis shrinkage
 
whats interesting, is i stopped penis hanging completely, and started penis pumping 1 set 20 minutes a day at 5inHg for 3 months (started slow), then 20 x 2 at 5-10inHg everyday for 1 month, and now my bone pressed length is 6.75'' and erect length 6''. im now 5-5.25'' in girth. i now have an average penis size. i think it helped heal whatever injury i had for penis hanging.

cope, i got insane gains on 36 eggs a day, when i was on it. unfortunately, im a poorcel, so i had to quit. if i get a job, then i will get back on it.
36 eggs a day is unnecessary as fuck
 
I am the most good looking 31 yo virgin ever, but I ascended a few years ago as rewriting my brain in the process, I feel safe cause I look 10 y younger than any pear of my age, I just don't feel the point to date until I live alone with a secure job but I had many matches when I was still chopped in transition so I imagine what it could be now, also my standards are high but I go along with them

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you look around 30 yo. dont be one of those deluded boomers who think they look 10 years younger jfl.

good job on losing weight though, although you could still debloat more and get a rhino for bulbous tip refinement. never stop improving.

also, its over at 30 yo. you no longer have youthful vitality. also, after 35 yo you begin to noticeably age.

look at amnesia, at 35 yo+ he started rapidly aging. therefore, you should just start dating now, regardless of your lot in life.

i think this year, i will download tinder and try to go on a date for the first time, because i have never actually asked a girl out before. even though i still live with my mother, i will ask a girl out.

Cause if u are depressed and don't masturbate or get spontaneous erections as in the night u will experience permanent penis shrinkage
i used to cope, thinking i wasnt depressed but i think i am depressed. you cant be a 30 yo virgin in modern western hypersexualized society, without a wife, and not be depressed, at least a bit.
36 eggs a day is unnecessary as fuck
unless youve done it, you cant knock it. its an insane mood booster. never have i felt so good as when i was consuming 36 eggs a day. same with a gallon of milk a day.
 
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you look around 30 yo. dont be one of those deluded boomers who think they look 10 years younger jfl.

good job on losing weight though, although you could still debloat more and get a rhino for bulbous tip refinement. never stop improving.

also, its over at 30 yo. you no longer have youthful vitality. also, after 35 yo you begin to noticeably age.

look at amnesia, at 35 yo+ he started rapidly aging. therefore, you should just start dating now, regardless of your lot in life.

i think this year, i will download tinder and try to go on a date for the first time, because i have never actually asked a girl out before. even though i still live with my mother, i will ask a girl out.

i used to cope, thinking i wasnt depressed but i think i am depressed. you cant be a 30 yo virgin in modern western hypersexualized society, without a wife, and not be depressed, at least a bit.

unless youve done it, you cant knock it. its an insane mood booster. never have i felt so good as when i was consuming 36 eggs a day. same with a gallon of milk a day.
Well my dimorphism make me 30 but not my skin quality fat pads and hairline, as women don't like men with low dimorphism anyway, I see this on a daily outside of Tiktok
 
Well my dimorphism make me 30 but not my skin quality fat pads and hairline, as women don't like men with low dimorphism anyway, I see this on a daily outside of Tiktok
yes, you have good skin, better than lots of 30 yo and 20 yos, but you still have wrinkles (forehead, undereye), porous skin, thick beard, high, receding hairline. people can instantly tell you arent 20 yo. im insulting, just being realistic. minimum you look is 25 yo. it will only get worse as you age, so you should start dating and trying to find a wife now.
 
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Become a monk at this point you’re not built for modern society
 
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yes, you have good skin, better than lots of 30 yo and 20 yos, but you still have wrinkles (forehead, undereye), porous skin, thick beard, high, receding hairline. people can instantly tell you arent 20 yo. im insulting, just being realistic. minimum you look is 25 yo. it will only get worse as you age, so you should start dating and trying to find a wife now.
I am stuck like u, no income no life, but at least I will live alone in my donated house in some months when it is finished
 
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based virgin. stay pure.
 
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Become a monk at this point you’re not built for modern society
brvtal. cope im going to wageslave and try to get surgeries even as a 30 yo virgin loser.
yes, you have good skin, better than lots of 30 yo and 20 yos, but you still have wrinkles (forehead, undereye), porous skin, thick beard, high, receding hairline. people can instantly tell you arent 20 yo. im insulting, just being realistic. minimum you look is 25 yo. it will only get worse as you age, so you should start dating and trying to find a wife now.
i meant to write im not insulting***
I am stuck like u, no income no life, but at least I will live alone in my donated house in some months when it is finished
yes, its brutal. im so disappointed in myself. i thought i would have achieved so much more by this age.
i think i might cope by either doing youtube (low risk, high reward) or doing a phd (low risk, medium reward).
im a failure so i may as well do an outlier career aspiration like youtube, streaming or phd. maybe you can consider the same if you are in the same position as a 30 yo virgin.
relying on looksmaxxing at this age to "ascend" is futile for the most part, especially past the age of 35 yo.
need to cope with lifemaxxing, studymaxxing, careermaxxing, socialskills maxxing, normiemaxxing, youtubemaxxing etc, unironically.
 
Don't be too hard on yourself. It's highly likely you're legit autistic. You was never going to fit in easily

I'd write my whole life story and prove to you it's possible to turn it around, but I actually don't think it would help you one little bit. You've got to find your own way and build up that hunger inside to change your life until it grows from a whisper you can barely hear to an all-consuming deafening roar in your mind and it's all you can think about. Only then will you start trying absolutely fucking anything to improve your situation

What you mentioned there is what I'm going through right now. Great post. In your 20s, it's so easy to fall into a rut that can go on for years, where you just can't find that motivation to change your life. Life just drifts by and you stay in this depressed state.

I would've still been depressed and lonely if it wasn't for starting a new job, then catching severe oneitis for this chick there, who turns out had a boyfriend. It kinda got the ball rolling for me to build some momentum, I've already made progress in quite a few areas.
 

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