I’m so fucking sick of my shitty life

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It honestly is embarrassing the results i’ve gotten. At early 18 years old I literally have taken Tren, Test, Superdrol, Winstrol just too look the fucking same. Along with eating 1k cals before 400mg dnp burn for like a week and a half straight and I still look basically the fucking same. I’ve gotten 2 sessions of filler in the last 2 weeks as a Highschooler and still I look the fucking same after swelling essentially. I’m genuinely such a fucking loser.
 
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Nigga forgot to hit the “save changes” button

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@Node @Petsmart
 
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I don’t get it
You did all those methods but forget to save them like in a game how u can customize ur avatar but forget to save changes so it looks the same
 
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life will get better, wishing best for u.

i know ur feeling down right now and dont believe in a positive plot but everyone gets it some day,
some just give up early and rope.

you will fall asleep in her arms one day and be happy:Comfy:
 
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It honestly is embarrassing the results i’ve gotten. At early 18 years old I literally have taken Tren, Test, Superdrol, Winstrol just too look the fucking same. Along with eating 1k cals before 400mg dnp burn for like a week and a half straight and I still look basically the fucking same. I’ve gotten 2 sessions of filler in the last 2 weeks as a Highschooler and still I look the fucking same after swelling essentially. I’m genuinely such a fucking loser.
Don’t blame yourself bro just try to cope with it or just start wageslaving leaving so u could hardmaxx in the future
 
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Don’t blame yourself bro just try to cope with it or just start wageslaving leaving so u could hardmaxx in the future
Next week i’m doing a third session then doing DIY botox and fillers on my own. If that doesn’t ascend me might as well get out the publix bag
 
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You should keep progress pictures if you don't already
 
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Next week i’m doing a third session then doing DIY botox and fillers on my own. If that doesn’t ascend me might as well get out the publix bag
If it doesn’t work just find happiness through other methods as long as ur lmtn it doesnf matter
 
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What do you feel like doing right now
 
It honestly is embarrassing the results i’ve gotten. At early 18 years old I literally have taken Tren, Test, Superdrol, Winstrol just too look the fucking same. Along with eating 1k cals before 400mg dnp burn for like a week and a half straight and I still look basically the fucking same. I’ve gotten 2 sessions of filler in the last 2 weeks as a Highschooler and still I look the fucking same after swelling essentially. I’m genuinely such a fucking loser.
Looksmaxxing is an scam anyway
If your base is bad it's hard to become attractive
 
You should keep progress pictures if you don't already
I do, look like shit still
If it doesn’t work just find happiness through other methods as long as ur lmtn it doesnf matter
I’m mtn but it’s nowhere near enough. I can’t find other methods of happiness this isn’t about being happy it’s just something I need to do and i’ve been this way about looks since I was a child
 
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i experienced the same loner life loop. i got trapped by literally any ropefuel back then, the 2021-2022 slideshows drained me, the lookism shit, the teenagers around me being happy.
i was alone sitting at home with khhv status. i had sick thoughts of myself and what id do for looking better. all i did was envy, i always had my hood on and hid my face below it for 4 years straight. now that i started Ascending and finally did something in my fucking life i actually have so much great experiences.
to be honest with you right now im struggling a little again because my relationship broke apart.

but its still never over. i managed to recover with subhuman looks and a diagnosed deep schizo depression. i never had therapy.
i always denied it, didnt go to it. i had problems with the law because of my denial of everything.

now i can say tho im much more happier than before, and you will be too if you continue long enough. the insecurity never goes away, but you can cover them up for others to not notice them.

never LDAR brother u got this :feelsautistic:
 
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i experienced the same loner life loop. i got trapped by literally any ropefuel back then, the 2021-2022 slideshows drained me, the lookism shit, the teenagers around me being happy.
i was alone sitting at home with khhv status. i had sick thoughts of myself and what id do for looking better. all i did was envy, i always had my hood on and hid my face below it for 4 years straight. now that i started Ascending and finally did something in my fucking life i actually have so much great experiences.
to be honest with you right now im struggling a little again because my relationship broke apart.

but its still never over. i managed to recover with subhuman looks and a diagnosed deep schizo depression. i never had therapy.
i always denied it, didnt go to it. i had problems with the law because of my denial of everything.

now i can say tho im much more happier than before, and you will be too if you continue long enough. the insecurity never goes away, but you can cover them up for others to not notice them.

never LDAR brother u got this :feelsautistic:
Well i’m not subhuman i’m just genetically capped at a solid mtn but it’s still ridiculously hard to even tap lhtn without surgery bc every boost would have to be outside genetics.

I plan on getting infra implant lateral cantho a midface implant and maybe uue fat graft all in one next summer i’ll be able to afford it but i haven’t even mentioned it to my parents and i’d have to come back to college the next year and everyone would know.

My bitchass parents are also christian so you’ll know how this will go but nobody is going to stop me when I have the money Idc if it rips our relationship to fucking shreds
 
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Well i’m not subhuman i’m just genetically capped at a solid mtn but it’s still ridiculously hard to even tap lhtn without surgery bc every boost would have to be outside genetics.

I plan on getting infra implant lateral cantho a midface implant and maybe uue fat graft all in one next summer i’ll be able to afford it but i haven’t even mentioned it to my parents and i’d have to come back to college the next year and everyone would know.

My bitchass parents are also christian so you’ll know how this will go but nobody is going to stop me when I have the money Idc if it rips our relationship to fucking shreds
damn. mtn isnt as bad as u think tho u probably got game and have had several relationships or girls near u.
about the surgery, only consider them if ur fully grown and maxed ur potential.. u probably know more about
surgery than me because i only plan on getting a hair transplant & rhino + its like crazy expensive for me.. germany
charges 8k for a hair transplant alone 😢

that parent topic i think u should just be honest. catch a seat with them or your father and tell them that you are deeply
insecure about your looks and u want to get things done. honesty is always the best
 
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