im tired of isolating myself but my looks

[greycrusader]

i can't with the disgusted look on people's faces when i try to talk to them, i hate the way my lips look when i talk. im in a foreign country, its my first year in university, i don't know a single person in the university, i don't like talking because i hate my voice, my face, i feel bad for them because they have to see me, when absolutely need to talk i try to make it as short and simple as possible, i don't know what's gonna happen to me if i keep living like this. deep inside im scared that i might die without ever being loved and cherished but i don't wanna do anything about it because how does anyone expect me to force a girl to waste her time with me when she can be with someone good looking, intelligent and so on. Ugly or not any girl deserves to experience love by some confident sure of himself guy, not someone like me who has low self-esteem, insecure and ugly. I genuinely don't see how it would be fair, whenever i see a girl i instantly reject myself in my mind because i want them to be someone they like, not someone they were forced to like, but i wanna be loved too, i guess i just wait until the impossible happens and some girl becomes interested in me, which might intrigue me or whatever and be excited but like in the only few relationships I've been in, eventually insecurity catches up to me and i pull myself away from them. I had a pet that died last year april 21st, since then i realized how much i needed love, i was healthy, muscular and clear minded when i had my pet, i didn't realize how much loved i felt because of my pet until he was gone. i really have nothing left to lose, I've been distracting myself ever since because i couldn't handle the grief

 

[carti lover]

i can't with the disgusted look on people's faces when i try to talk to them, i hate the way my lips look when i talk. im in a foreign country, its my first year in university, i don't know a single person in the university, i don't like talking because i hate my voice, my face, i feel bad for them because they have to see me, when absolutely need to talk i try to make it as short and simple as possible, i don't know what's gonna happen to me if i keep living like this. deep inside im scared that i might die without ever being loved and cherished but i don't wanna do anything about it because how does anyone expect me to force a girl to waste her time with me when she can be with someone good looking, intelligent and so on. Ugly or not any girl deserves to experience love by some confident sure of himself guy, not someone like me who has low self-esteem, insecure and ugly. I genuinely don't see how it would be fair, whenever i see a girl i instantly reject myself in my mind because i want them to be someone they like, not someone they were forced to like, but i wanna be loved too, i guess i just wait until the impossible happens and some girl becomes interested in me, which might intrigue me or whatever and be excited but like in the only few relationships I've been in, eventually insecurity catches up to me and i pull myself away from them. I had a pet that died last year april 21st, since then i realized how much i needed love, i was healthy, muscular and clear minded when i had my pet, i didn't realize how much loved i felt because of my pet until he was gone. i really have nothing left to lose, I've been distracting myself ever since because i couldn't handle

you can go up up up

 

[erickdoox]

DNR

 

[chrisisthenewclav]

confidence max
act like your adamlite and trust me some women are into that
i have experienced first hand how significantly less attractive and short guys(for eg, sub5 indian 5'5) in my social circle get more women than me (6'2 HMTN)
all cuz hes confident and talks a lot

 

[greycrusader]

confidence max
act like your adamlite and trust me some women are into that
i have experienced first hand how significantly less attractive and short guys(for eg, sub5 indian 5'5) in my social circle get more women than me (6'2 HMTN)
all cuz hes confident and talks a lot

i can't "just" act confident, i don't mean can't as in its not acceptable or it should be natural bullshit, i mean i can't just act confident when im not, i literally hunch when i see girls because i don't wanna be seen

 

[chrisisthenewclav]

i can't "just" act confident, i don't mean can't as in its not acceptable or it should be natural bullshit, i mean i can't just act confident when im not, i literally hunch when i see girls because i don't wanna be seen

gotcu
what do you want? do u want to be seen and loved or do u want to remain alone
rep me btw

 

[greycrusader]

gotcu
what do you want? do u want to be seen and loved or do u want to remain alone
rep me btw

i just need to improve my looks s bit to a point where i feel confident enough, but in this thread i just had to vent because it was built up thoughts, don't have any one to talk to so i figured people vent here often so i just vented here, and what does rep men, reply? repost? im new here i don't understand the abbreviations

 

[Szpont]

i can't with the disgusted look on people's faces when i try to talk to them, i hate the way my lips look when i talk. im in a foreign country, its my first year in university, i don't know a single person in the university, i don't like talking because i hate my voice, my face, i feel bad for them because they have to see me, when absolutely need to talk i try to make it as short and simple as possible, i don't know what's gonna happen to me if i keep living like this. deep inside im scared that i might die without ever being loved and cherished but i don't wanna do anything about it because how does anyone expect me to force a girl to waste her time with me when she can be with someone good looking, intelligent and so on. Ugly or not any girl deserves to experience love by some confident sure of himself guy, not someone like me who has low self-esteem, insecure and ugly. I genuinely don't see how it would be fair, whenever i see a girl i instantly reject myself in my mind because i want them to be someone they like, not someone they were forced to like, but i wanna be loved too, i guess i just wait until the impossible happens and some girl becomes interested in me, which might intrigue me or whatever and be excited but like in the only few relationships I've been in, eventually insecurity catches up to me and i pull myself away from them. I had a pet that died last year april 21st, since then i realized how much i needed love, i was healthy, muscular and clear minded when i had my pet, i didn't realize how much loved i felt because of my pet until he was gone. i really have nothing left to lose, I've been distracting myself ever since because i couldn't handle the grief

dnr

 

[chrisisthenewclav]

i just need to improve my looks s bit to a point where i feel confident enough, but in this thread i just had to vent because it was built up thoughts, don't have any one to talk to so i figured people vent here often so i just vented here, and what does rep men, reply? repost? im new here i don't understand the abbreviations

rep means that thumbs up emoji put it on all my replies

i understand man, having no one to talk to really fucked up escpecially if ur a ND incel like me
i always found showering(sometimes screaming in the showe) watching a good show like breaking bad or you, cooking or listening to hype music helps

but nothing beats human contact. having another person listen to you and actually care, thats something even money cant buy.
i hit the gym 6 times a week for 3 hours, i spend hours on this forum, hours practicing the guitar, talking to people, eating just to hit my macros regardless of the taste, just for love

i beilive 90% of ppl on this forum are touch deprived and cope using BP. includes me

rep me goys

 

[fuk my chungus life]

i just need to improve my looks s bit to a point where i feel confident enough, but in this thread i just had to vent because it was built up thoughts, don't have any one to talk to so i figured people vent here often so i just vented here, and what does rep men, reply? repost? im new here i don't understand the abbreviations

real. man i feel everything u said but how out of 10 facially are you ? are ur failios fixable if yes dont give a shit for now, i would say im average looking and pretty insecure too i hide too when i see girls but i see some sub 5s happy and shit even having girlfriend's
and im like is it really cuz of my looks the anwser is... kinda because even psl gods get rejected like o pry, the thing is girls want to date better looking guys who woulnt want to date an attractive person but is i see plenty of ugly dudes in a relationship. so now its not only about how can i look better for girl its about our own self acceptance dont hyperfocus too much ascend and forget

 

[greycrusader]

real. man i feel everything u said but how out of 10 facially are you ? are ur failios fixable if yes dont give a shit for now, i would say im average looking and pretty insecure too i hide too when i see girls but i see some sub 5s happy and shit even having girlfriend's
and im like is it really cuz of my looks the anwser is... kinda because even psl gods get rejected like o pry, the thing is girls want to date better looking guys who woulnt want to date an attractive person but is i see plenty of ugly dudes in a relationship. so now its not only about how can i look better for girl its about our own self acceptance dont hyperfocus too much ascend and forget

im not sure im new here i don't know much about looks stuff, i might post my face here soon i dont have any authentic picture of myself right now, and well i know its not just about looks, thing is i don't have any personality too, I've been isolated for too long, im not good at anything, i have no life whatsoever, hard to get a girl be interested in you in this situation, and looks make it worse because i can't be confident about myself if i don't look good

 

[fuk my chungus life]

im not sure im new here i don't know much about looks stuff, i might post my face here soon i dont have any authentic picture of myself right now, and well i know its not just about looks, thing is i don't have any personality too, I've been isolated for too long, im not good at anything, i have no life whatsoever, hard to get a girl be interested in you in this situation, and looks make it worse because i can't be confident about myself if i don't look good

Same dude, I’m pretty introverted and isolated. The thing is, I’m new too, but I’ve been doing my research, and I know what makes a face attractive and what my flaws are. That’s the key—find your flaws and try to fix them. like look at this dude this is edited btw

-He needs bigonial implants for the jaw corners
-lip fillers,
-chin implant
-lower blepharoplasty for the under eyes, canthoplasty for the cantalt tilt
-a rhinoplasty for the nose
- and a tan he can also use eye lashes serum,

the point is most of this is exagerated he prolly wouldnt need a rhino or lip fillers but if ur really motivated and really want to ascend you can you just gotta know ur failos and fix them simples really

 

[Mogger-gorilla]

i can't with the disgusted look on people's faces when i try to talk to them, i hate the way my lips look when i talk. im in a foreign country, its my first year in university, i don't know a single person in the university, i don't like talking because i hate my voice, my face, i feel bad for them because they have to see me, when absolutely need to talk i try to make it as short and simple as possible, i don't know what's gonna happen to me if i keep living like this. deep inside im scared that i might die without ever being loved and cherished but i don't wanna do anything about it because how does anyone expect me to force a girl to waste her time with me when she can be with someone good looking, intelligent and so on. Ugly or not any girl deserves to experience love by some confident sure of himself guy, not someone like me who has low self-esteem, insecure and ugly. I genuinely don't see how it would be fair, whenever i see a girl i instantly reject myself in my mind because i want them to be someone they like, not someone they were forced to like, but i wanna be loved too, i guess i just wait until the impossible happens and some girl becomes interested in me, which might intrigue me or whatever and be excited but like in the only few relationships I've been in, eventually insecurity catches up to me and i pull myself away from them. I had a pet that died last year april 21st, since then i realized how much i needed love, i was healthy, muscular and clear minded when i had my pet, i didn't realize how much loved i felt because of my pet until he was gone. i really have nothing left to lose, I've been distracting myself ever since because i couldn't handle the grief

Dnr but hardmaxx or it's over

 

[greycrusader]

Same dude, I’m pretty introverted and isolated. The thing is, I’m new too, but I’ve been doing my research, and I know what makes a face attractive and what my flaws are. That’s the key—find your flaws and try to fix them. like look at this dude this is edited btw View attachment 4812487View attachment 4812494
-He needs bigonial implants for the jaw corners
-lip fillers,
-chin implant
-lower blepharoplasty for the under eyes, canthoplasty for the cantalt tilt
-a rhinoplasty for the nose
- and a tan he can also use eye lashes serum,

the point is most of this is exagerated he prolly wouldnt need a rhino or lip fillers but if ur really motivated and really want to ascend you can you just gotta know ur failos and fix them simples really

yeah I'll post my face soon and then I'll see

 

[fuk my chungus life]

yeah I'll post my face soon and then I'll see

 

[chadtushar]

i can't with the disgusted look on people's faces when i try to talk to them, i hate the way my lips look when i talk. im in a foreign country, its my first year in university, i don't know a single person in the university, i don't like talking because i hate my voice, my face, i feel bad for them because they have to see me, when absolutely need to talk i try to make it as short and simple as possible, i don't know what's gonna happen to me if i keep living like this. deep inside im scared that i might die without ever being loved and cherished but i don't wanna do anything about it because how does anyone expect me to force a girl to waste her time with me when she can be with someone good looking, intelligent and so on. Ugly or not any girl deserves to experience love by some confident sure of himself guy, not someone like me who has low self-esteem, insecure and ugly. I genuinely don't see how it would be fair, whenever i see a girl i instantly reject myself in my mind because i want them to be someone they like, not someone they were forced to like, but i wanna be loved too, i guess i just wait until the impossible happens and some girl becomes interested in me, which might intrigue me or whatever and be excited but like in the only few relationships I've been in, eventually insecurity catches up to me and i pull myself away from them. I had a pet that died last year april 21st, since then i realized how much i needed love, i was healthy, muscular and clear minded when i had my pet, i didn't realize how much loved i felt because of my pet until he was gone. i really have nothing left to lose, I've been distracting myself ever since because i couldn't handle the grief

 

[849ta]

i can't with the disgusted look on people's faces when i try to talk to them, i hate the way my lips look when i talk. im in a foreign country, its my first year in university, i don't know a single person in the university, i don't like talking because i hate my voice, my face, i feel bad for them because they have to see me, when absolutely need to talk i try to make it as short and simple as possible, i don't know what's gonna happen to me if i keep living like this. deep inside im scared that i might die without ever being loved and cherished but i don't wanna do anything about it because how does anyone expect me to force a girl to waste her time with me when she can be with someone good looking, intelligent and so on. Ugly or not any girl deserves to experience love by some confident sure of himself guy, not someone like me who has low self-esteem, insecure and ugly. I genuinely don't see how it would be fair, whenever i see a girl i instantly reject myself in my mind because i want them to be someone they like, not someone they were forced to like, but i wanna be loved too, i guess i just wait until the impossible happens and some girl becomes interested in me, which might intrigue me or whatever and be excited but like in the only few relationships I've been in, eventually insecurity catches up to me and i pull myself away from them. I had a pet that died last year april 21st, since then i realized how much i needed love, i was healthy, muscular and clear minded when i had my pet, i didn't realize how much loved i felt because of my pet until he was gone. i really have nothing left to lose, I've been distracting myself ever since because i couldn't handle the grief

rope