INTERESTING AND CONFUSING DAY THAT IM STILL TRYING TO WRAP MY HEAD AROUND

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Me, Kid A, and Kid B decided to go to the smoke shop Kid A gave me money to buy a pack of cigarettes. On the way there Kid B told me I really need to quit substances so I decided to pour out the rest of my liquor on the ground and throw the bottle away symbolically showing how I will quit alcohol

Then our plug showed up and we got a lot of marijuana and 2 xanax bars one of which I took right away. It began to hit and I got REALLY fucked up. The odd thing is I had the pack of cigarettes in my hand, and I crushed them all up in front of the 2 kids. I started saying that "something inside me told me to do it" and then I got worried tehy would be mad so I kept asking "are you guys mad I did that" and theyre like nah bro youre just trying to help us quit these substances. The weird thing is I honestly don't care what substances they do, I just did it because like I said something inside me told me to do it since I've been thinking a lot about how Kid B hates us doing nicotine. The truth is I broke those cigarettes up to test them. I just did it as a real life troll but not to be funny, It's honestly just to save myself from smoking not those other kids like I said I don't really care what drugs they do.


Then when my mom finally picked me up she told I need to quit the internet so I gave her my iphone and now the deal is I only get the internet on my phone 1 hour a day (looksmax still works on my pc for some reason). Now I'm really fiending for internet but I think I'll do my homework to see if that pleases my mom. I dont know what I'm gonna do. Those 2 kids are my only friends I dont want to lose them and I'm really lost and confsued about this entire experience and how fucked up I got I dont relaly know my motivations for what I was doing.

The idea is this will force me to go outside and hopefully get a gf or more friends idk aynmore guys.

gonna do my hw rn


tldr: I got fucked up on xanax and crushed my friends pack of cigarettes and justified it by saying "I'm trying to help us quit substances" but really I don't know my motivations

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made it halfway through the first paragraph
 
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You legitimately need medication, son.
 
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Nigga I swear im trying to read this shit Im gonna need a guided walkthrough to understand this.
 
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@Übermogger dont luagh nigger am i a joke to you
 
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bro the point is that I dont understand my own emotions
i wish I could show u how I feel right now
theres something important to it but I dont know what
 
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Nigga im training neck at gym and people laugh at me jfl
jfl but thats cause theyre bluepilled
let them laugh
they wont know the benefits of neck training that i have seen in my own results my neck got much wider and veiny
 
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damn bro 18 and ur mom still micromanages u? OVER
 
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damn bro 18 and ur mom still micromanages u? OVER
its for my own good bro yes she is a micromanager but its because i dont go to school have no job she is really pessimistic about my situation even more than i am
its for my own good because i literally go on the internet all day i need a job and girlfriend and more friendds
 
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Ngl my nigga I’ll read this shit later I’m sleepy af :dafuckfeels:
 
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you got paranoid, i know exactly how you feel, if your mindset is good and think okay i am paranoid everything is okay and just check up with everything everything will be fine
 
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iight I read that shit. Crazy story nigga. Low inhib ass nigga innit :feelsokman:
 
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call me when you have another questions
 
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iight I read that shit. Crazy story nigga. Low inhib ass nigga innit :feelsokman:
Hahah but I crushed up their cigs 4 no reason jfl basically just to test them to see what they’d do
But I guess I’m quitting drugs n alcohol till I graduate lol but damn I’m still on looksmax
 
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Hahah but I crushed up their cigs 4 no reason jfl basically just to test them to see what they’d do
But I guess I’m quitting drugs n alcohol till I graduate lol but damn I’m still on looksmax
Crazy ass nigga, :feelsokman:
I’m a high inhib cuck. No alcohol turned me into a sissy little cuck
 

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