VHD
I don't avoid women, but I do deny them my essence
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A psychiatrist and therapist said they considered me having autism, but they ended up not diagnosing me with it because of how easily I socialize and make friends nowadays. But it made me wonder if I'm not just extremely good at ""masking"" due to utilizing my high autistic iq for emotional / social intelligence, instead of utilizing it for maths or whatever other high functioning autists use it for.
I was a loner until recently, now I am highly extroverted and NT, with a ton of friends and girls giving me IOIs.
But when I talk to these people, I am always putting on a face. I fake almost all of my laughter and emotion.
I pretend to be interested in their day-to-day lives, I pretend to empathize with them, when in reality I do not care or feel anything for them.
I was a loner until recently, now I am highly extroverted and NT, with a ton of friends and girls giving me IOIs.
But when I talk to these people, I am always putting on a face. I fake almost all of my laughter and emotion.
I pretend to be interested in their day-to-day lives, I pretend to empathize with them, when in reality I do not care or feel anything for them.