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I remember when I wa about 6 or 7, my cousin would make me and my other cousin (same age) hide behind the couch after school to suck her tits. She was 14 at the time and she would do this for as long as we were there. Every time we came to her house she’d make us suck her tits . We almost got caught one time, all of us were on her bed hiding under her blanket just sucking on her tits then her mom came in and asked what we were all doing there.
Till this day I can’t tell if it was a dream or not but I know it wasn’t (I like to believe it was) we never talk about it and I’m even scared to. Did this incident affect me? Is this one of the reasons why I crave attention and sex so badly because I was forced into sexual things as a child?
I never told anyone about this other incident with the same cousin (the one that’s the same age as me) almost a year ago we were at a family party and we were playing hide and seek with the kids. I hid in the closet and she came in the closet with me, I already had a bad feeling about everything because she kept trying to take my shirt off earlier. She started touching my dick but made it seem like it was an “accident” because the closet was small or some shit. It definitely wasn’t an accident because I moved spots and she followed me and kept trying to touch it again. I ran upstairs to the room filled with people because I felt uncomfortable. The last time I went to her house I stayed there for almost a week, she tried putting her ass near my dick and I kept walking away. I was changing once and she came in so suddenly and tried taking my towel off and she hid under my sheets and it looked like she was touching herself. Why am I surrounded with such horrible people I can’t even tell anyone about any of this because why would I?Even if I did no one would believe me.
Till this day I can’t tell if it was a dream or not but I know it wasn’t (I like to believe it was) we never talk about it and I’m even scared to. Did this incident affect me? Is this one of the reasons why I crave attention and sex so badly because I was forced into sexual things as a child?
I never told anyone about this other incident with the same cousin (the one that’s the same age as me) almost a year ago we were at a family party and we were playing hide and seek with the kids. I hid in the closet and she came in the closet with me, I already had a bad feeling about everything because she kept trying to take my shirt off earlier. She started touching my dick but made it seem like it was an “accident” because the closet was small or some shit. It definitely wasn’t an accident because I moved spots and she followed me and kept trying to touch it again. I ran upstairs to the room filled with people because I felt uncomfortable. The last time I went to her house I stayed there for almost a week, she tried putting her ass near my dick and I kept walking away. I was changing once and she came in so suddenly and tried taking my towel off and she hid under my sheets and it looked like she was touching herself. Why am I surrounded with such horrible people I can’t even tell anyone about any of this because why would I?Even if I did no one would believe me.