I've developed an incurable eye condition that's making me look like absolute shit

[Turtle]

If I had any reason to doubt that the universe is trying to get me to kill myself all that doubt is gone, I've developed fucking blepharitis in my left eye and now my are eyelids crusty, swollen red af and oozing puss 24/7, they've also become like wrinkly too, and this is only on my left eye (which I have ptosis too) so it makes me face look even more fucking asymmetrical, I just look fucking diseased now and I'm getting really disgusted and frightened looks from everyone I walk past, and this shit HAS NO CURE, and it's chronic, it can be managed but it's never going to go away and I have to wash my fucking eyelids every day now apparently

I fucking hate this life, I can't believe an eyelid condition might be the thing to finally push me over the edge

 

[Lawton88]

If I had any reason to doubt that the universe is trying to get me to kill myself all that doubt is gone, I've developed fucking blepharitis in my left eye and now my are eyelids crusty, swollen red af and oozing puss 24/7, they've also become like wrinkly too, and this is only on my left eye (which I have ptosis too) so it makes me face look even more fucking asymmetrical, I just look fucking diseased now and I'm getting really disgusted and frightened looks from everyone I walk past, and this shit HAS NO CURE, and it's chronic, it can be managed but it's never going to go away and I have to wash my fucking eyelids every day now apparently

I fucking hate this life, I can't believe an eyelid condition might be the thing to finally push me over the edge

DMSO will probably get rid of it.

 

[repulse]

No joke, I really might atp

it’s not bad at all

 

[lurking truecel]

Damn over