Pride
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The One
A couple months back I thought I had found the one. The girl i would be with for the rest of my life. I was obssesed with her for over year before I ever spoke to her. Turned out she wasnt (made a thread about this) and it broke my heart so bad for a good week. It was never the same and neither was I. But this, this hurts so much harder. This new girl i know she finds me attractive but over the last couple months she no longer gave me iois and i was to nervous to ever go up and talk to her. Turns out she got back with her bf shes been on and off with since early 2022 (literally just became 2 years for them).
I did not understand why she was so distant, she literally clearly had the most obvious crush on me back in November she got red and started stuttering when talking to me for a group activity I am so serious. Now she literally walks by me without looking my way and even let the doors at my schools entrance close on my face without even looking back once. Shes so loyal its insane but it makes this hurt 10x more cuz ik if i had her i would have ZERO worries about cheating. Shes innocent, pure and loyal. The last of her kind AND LIEK A DUMB IDIOT NOT LEARNING FROM MY MISTAKES OF THE PAST DIDS NOT ACT ON THESE CLEAR CHOOSING SIGNALAS. Im done genuinley i do not think i will have a family or kids i refuse to settle with a non virgin and have her be the mother of my kids.
Losing the LOML again,
Pride
The One
A couple months back I thought I had found the one. The girl i would be with for the rest of my life. I was obssesed with her for over year before I ever spoke to her. Turned out she wasnt (made a thread about this) and it broke my heart so bad for a good week. It was never the same and neither was I. But this, this hurts so much harder. This new girl i know she finds me attractive but over the last couple months she no longer gave me iois and i was to nervous to ever go up and talk to her. Turns out she got back with her bf shes been on and off with since early 2022 (literally just became 2 years for them).
I did not understand why she was so distant, she literally clearly had the most obvious crush on me back in November she got red and started stuttering when talking to me for a group activity I am so serious. Now she literally walks by me without looking my way and even let the doors at my schools entrance close on my face without even looking back once. Shes so loyal its insane but it makes this hurt 10x more cuz ik if i had her i would have ZERO worries about cheating. Shes innocent, pure and loyal. The last of her kind AND LIEK A DUMB IDIOT NOT LEARNING FROM MY MISTAKES OF THE PAST DIDS NOT ACT ON THESE CLEAR CHOOSING SIGNALAS. Im done genuinley i do not think i will have a family or kids i refuse to settle with a non virgin and have her be the mother of my kids.
Losing the LOML again,
Pride
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