Might kill myself on call

[MouthBreathingElite]

I get bullied, I'm 5'6, autist, neglected, never had a girlfriend, I need fame, I don't do anything all day, no friends, only talk to people online, failing multiple subjects, no motivation for anything besides useless shit and nothing to look forward to

Worst part here is being 5'6

 

[xzylecrey]

No gf

I know

 

[quan1]

dnr

dude u didnt hit 1.5k posts js to rope, also if ur rlly 6’2 dont let that shit go to waste nigger

but if u are gonna kys atleast do smth cool like jump off the grand canyon, so ur remembered, and if u somehow survive u lowk got aura

 

[xzylecrey]

I get bullied, I'm 5'6, autist, neglected, never had a girlfriend, I need fame, I don't do anything all day, no friends, only talk to people online, failing multiple subjects, no motivation for anything besides useless shit and nothing to look forward to

Never had a gf theres fat black niggers that have girlfriends

Theres people that gain followings eating food its more luck ig but shows that anyone can get fame depends on how you define it

You dont do anything all day? Do anything all night

Only talk to people online? Talk to ai

Failing multiple? Fail one

Nothing to look forward to? Look backwards to

Half problems solved just like that

 

[xzylecrey]

but if u are gonna kys atleast do smth cool like jump off the grand canyon, so ur remembered, and if u somehow survive u lowk got aura

Bro

 

[quan1]

Bro
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what lecrey?

 

[whitecelcoper]

w

Theres people that gain followings eating food

I am not becoming the new nickadoavocado or whatever that fatass nigger was named

 

[whitecelcoper]

also if ur rlly 6’2

No but the nigga who replied to me is, I'm 5'6

 

[quan1]

No but the nigga who replied to me is, I'm 5'6

ohhh misunderstanding

but still 5’6 is still better then me nigger dont kys

 

[whitecelcoper]

ohhh misunderstanding

but still 5’6 is still better then me nigger dont kys

How tall are you nigga

 

[quan1]

How tall are you nigga

it says it right there bhai

 

[whitecelcoper]

it says it right there bhai

5'4 is truly ropefuel bhai I am sorry for you

 

[quan1]

5'4 is truly ropefuel bhai I am sorry for you

i dont get suicidal thoughts thohonestly no idea how

 

[whitecelcoper]

i dont get suicidal thoughts thohonestly no idea how

If I was 5'4 I would've done it already

 

[quan1]

If I was 5'4 I would've done it already

so the 2 inches are saving u at the moment

 

[whitecelcoper]

so the 2 inches are saving u at the moment

Yes, realizing it could've been worse is making me rethink things

 

[quan1]

Yes, realizing it could've been worse is making me rethink things

somebodys life is literally always worse and they havent ropeddont see why you should

 

[whitecelcoper]

somebodys life is literally always worse and they havent ropeddont see why you should

I don't know I just want the attention mostly

 

[quan1]

I don't know I just want the attention mostly

so ur not suicidal

 

[TheAncientMacedonia]

let me rape u
before u go

 

[Deleted member 338956]

let me rape u
before u go

 

[TheAncientMacedonia]

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stop following me
ugly gay loser

 

[Deleted member 338956]

stop following me
ugly gay loser

get off the forum monkeydonian retard

 

[whitecelcoper]

so ur not suicidal

I am but the attention I'll get from it is motivating me because last time I had edits

 

[whitecelcoper]

let me rape u
before u go

I'll allow it

 

[whitecelcoper]

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Cute I'd rape

 

[Deleted member 338956]

Cute I'd rape

its the ugly ethnic faggot retard theancientmacedonia

 

[whitecelcoper]

its the ugly ethnic faggot retard theancientmacedonia

It's ok I will remove his truecel status since I understand his pain

 

[asymmetricalMoid]

I don't have it on my phone

cmon brah

 

[whitecelcoper]

cmon brah

I draw myself cutting girls naked

 

[whitecelcoper]

cmon brah

Also mirin da avi junko deserved it

 

[asymmetricalMoid]

Also mirin da avi junko deserved it

44 days of love

 

[xzylecrey]

I don't know I just want the attention mostly

Crazy mindset ngl you could get that so many other ways

 

[DaveXD]

liar

 

[iblamegenetics-]

Yeah I can send yuo the previous attempt for proof ig

what did u even try with

 

[whitecelcoper]

Crazy mindset ngl you could get that so many other ways

Not really I don't know how to

 

[whitecelcoper]

what did u even try with

Razor blade

 

[iblamegenetics-]

Razor blade

God man fucking brutal ofcourse it didnt work holy dont fucking do it with a razor infact dont even do it

 

[whitecelcoper]

God man fucking brutal ofcourse it didnt work holy dont fucking do it with a razor infact dont even do it

I missed the vein but I'm pretty sure the cut was deep enough I don't know if anyone will join the call now because they know I won't do it unless there are at least 5 people

 

[iblamegenetics-]

I missed the vein but I'm pretty sure the cut was deep enough I don't know if anyone will join the call now because they know I won't do it unless there are at least 5 people

Everyone is scared of the feds thats why usually people live stream it but dont do it if u need a talk im here

 

[whitecelcoper]

Everyone is scared of the feds thats why usually people live stream it but dont do it if u need a talk im here

Why is everyone assuming I don't have the balls to do it

 

[PrettyLights]

wait. i want to watch you do it. do you have like a scheduled time you’re gonna go live or you just gonna make a thread when it happens ?

 

[EvilSatanArseRapist]

dad took my drawing tablet away at my 16 years of age. I thought the grounding was over, but I guess not. I find it pointless to do anything, drawing distracts me a bit

Can i see some of your drawings?

I attempted not more than a week ago on call with a bunch of people and I did go to the hospital for a day and talked to cps. I don't know how I'm not institutionalized, the cut wasn't shallow. I have nothing to look forward to and if I do it's something that would take years and I won't last that long. I barely sleep

I know someone who went through the same shit you described.

They are happy now and have a good life and it turns out there was a lot to look forward to.

I read your thread and all i can tell you is to PLEASE not kill yourself.

 

[whitecelcoper]

wait. i want to watch you do it. do you have like a scheduled time you’re gonna go live or you just gonna make a thread when it happens ?

I'm unsure but I'll schedule a time once they let me out of the hospital because I am going soon and I want to see if they'll fix me

 

[whitecelcoper]

Can i see some of your drawings?

I don't have any on my phone sadly

 

[save europe]

My life is absolute shit. I went back to school because my dad said I skip too much and holy shit I've never been this suicidal. We don't even study things that are actually worth my time. I didn't want to go today and my dad took my drawing tablet away at my 16 years of age. I thought the grounding was over, but I guess not. I find it pointless to do anything, drawing distracts me a bit. I attempted not more than a week ago on call with a bunch of people and I did go to the hospital for a day and talked to cps. I don't know how I'm not institutionalized, the cut wasn't shallow. I have nothing to look forward to and if I do it's something that would take years and I won't last that long. I barely sleep, I'm starting to struggle to form sentences again, it's like my brain is actively eating itself, my thought process is getting worse. I don't know, at least I can get fame off of suicide, at least my friend did. I want to become one of those shock value gifs. Or a meme. I don't really care as long as I'm famous. I want people to miss me and get traumatized from watching me kill myself. I wish I could do it in front of my parents so they can finally give a fuck instead of ignoring everything I do and brushing it off. I'm their child and they don't care about my health. It's fucked up. That doesn't matter I don't know why I'm even venting just tell me if yuo want to be in the call

can i also see pls

r u rlly from bulgaria? why does every bulgarian i know wanna kill themself, must be miserable there

 

[PrettyLights]

I'm unsure but I'll schedule a time once they let me out of the hospital because I am going soon and I want to see if they'll fix me

hospital ? ah you’re young. they’re just gonna diagnose you with sum unspecified bs and shove pills down your esophagus. if you don’t lie about feeling better, then they’ll just keep you there longer. you should just try killing yourself in the hospital and let the whole behavioral health team there take the fall for it

 

[whitecelcoper]

can i also see pls

The attempt? I'll send in about 30 minutes. Bulgaria is miserable yeah, authority here is retarded as fuck. Being above 80 IQ here makes you question who put those people in power

 

[whitecelcoper]

you should just try killing yourself in the hospital and let the whole behavioral health team there take the fall for it

Any methods? If I fail they'll put me in 1to1 for life

 

[PrettyLights]

Any methods? If I fail they'll put me in 1to1 for life

save up your medication (assuming you have daily and nightly meds) and od but thats about it from me. pretty sure there’s another forum for this type of action that specializes more in methods