Might kill myself on call

I will be the next CLaviuclar
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xzylecrey said:
Never had a gf theres fat black niggers that have girlfriends

Theres people that gain followings eating food its more luck ig but shows that anyone can get fame depends on how you define it

You dont do anything all day? Do anything all night

Only talk to people online? Talk to ai

Failing multiple? Fail one

Nothing to look forward to? Look backwards to

Half problems solved just like that
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There are fat fucks slaying like crazy but we have to become Abercrombie and fitch models and dish out money on top of that man fuck all of this
 
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whitecelcoper said:
My life is absolute shit. I went back to school because my dad said I skip too much and holy shit I've never been this suicidal. We don't even study things that are actually worth my time. I didn't want to go today and my dad took my drawing tablet away at my 16 years of age. I thought the grounding was over, but I guess not. I find it pointless to do anything, drawing distracts me a bit. I attempted not more than a week ago on call with a bunch of people and I did go to the hospital for a day and talked to cps. I don't know how I'm not institutionalized, the cut wasn't shallow. I have nothing to look forward to and if I do it's something that would take years and I won't last that long. I barely sleep, I'm starting to struggle to form sentences again, it's like my brain is actively eating itself, my thought process is getting worse. I don't know, at least I can get fame off of suicide, at least my friend did. I want to become one of those shock value gifs. Or a meme. I don't really care as long as I'm famous. I want people to miss me and get traumatized from watching me kill myself. I wish I could do it in front of my parents so they can finally give a fuck instead of ignoring everything I do and brushing it off. I'm their child and they don't care about my health. It's fucked up. That doesn't matter I don't know why I'm even venting just tell me if yuo want to be in the call :Kirby::Kirby:
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My brother our lives are not so diffrent . Dont kill yourself your parents will never find peace and always think its theyr fault please dont do this to them. I had the same shit that I looked up to nothing and it was the botom of my life because I also lost everything all my money and my future I build for the last 1,5 years I also wanted to end it because there was nothing left that I looked forward to but it got better and now I give looksmaxxing my all and when I ascended to at least htn/cl in some years I will look for a women who will truly love me and I want to build a family and have kids and I can give them the live I wish I had and be happythats what im looking up for. Yes it takes years of consistensy but it will last forever a beautifulI wife and children would fullfill my live. hope I can inspire you and please dont kill yourself it will get better there is so much to do in live I believe we all just seek to be loved and be happy and its never over remember that
 
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whitecelcoper said:
My life is absolute shit. I went back to school because my dad said I skip too much and holy shit I've never been this suicidal. We don't even study things that are actually worth my time. I didn't want to go today and my dad took my drawing tablet away at my 16 years of age. I thought the grounding was over, but I guess not. I find it pointless to do anything, drawing distracts me a bit. I attempted not more than a week ago on call with a bunch of people and I did go to the hospital for a day and talked to cps. I don't know how I'm not institutionalized, the cut wasn't shallow. I have nothing to look forward to and if I do it's something that would take years and I won't last that long. I barely sleep, I'm starting to struggle to form sentences again, it's like my brain is actively eating itself, my thought process is getting worse. I don't know, at least I can get fame off of suicide, at least my friend did. I want to become one of those shock value gifs. Or a meme. I don't really care as long as I'm famous. I want people to miss me and get traumatized from watching me kill myself. I wish I could do it in front of my parents so they can finally give a fuck instead of ignoring everything I do and brushing it off. I'm their child and they don't care about my health. It's fucked up. That doesn't matter I don't know why I'm even venting just tell me if yuo want to be in the call :Kirby::Kirby:
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bro please don't do anything stupid I'm begging you, I used to be so deeply convinced I'm going to commit suicide, even though my life still isn't perfect I'm happy I didn't commit, I'm absolutely not trying to make this about me I'm just trying to say even if shit looks bad rn fight through it and stay strong, I genuenly like u a lot as a user and it'd be a shame if I didn't see u around here anymore even though if this shit is just online trust me you mean a lot to ppl, ur symptoms of ur brain eating itself and not being able to form sentences is so fucking relatable I know exactly where ur standing at right now since I used to be the same, still am not in a perfect state but pls pls pls don't do stupid shit better days do come, if u want to deep talk w someone I'm here so yk, also share me ur drawings in ur free time I also like drawing, stay strong soldier :peepoWine:
 
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TheOneTrveCel said:
If it makes you feel better, no one would really care, they would only make fun of you and BRAP on your grave, if you aren't just dumped in a river
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hello king long time no see :peepoWine:❤️
 
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satangoy said:
bro please don't do anything stupid I'm begging you, I used to be so deeply convinced I'm going to commit suicide, even though my life still isn't perfect I'm happy I didn't commit, I'm absolutely not trying to make this about me I'm just trying to say even if shit looks bad rn fight through it and stay strong, I genuenly like u a lot as a user and it'd be a shame if I didn't see u around here anymore even though if this shit is just online trust me you mean a lot to ppl, ur symptoms of ur brain eating itself and not being able to form sentences is so fucking relatable I know exactly where ur standing at right now since I used to be the same, still am not in a perfect state but pls pls pls don't do stupid shit better days do come, if u want to deep talk w someone I'm here so yk, also share me ur drawings in ur free time I also like drawing, stay strong soldier :peepoWine:
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I decided to delay it until I reach my full potential by looksmaxxing and if I still look like shit I will do it, so there's a chance I won't :owo:
 
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if you wanna kys go to Ukraine and fight there. Either you die or you come back as a different person trust me win win
 
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whitecelcoper said:
Yeah I can send yuo the previous attempt for proof ig :owo:
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bro you clearly have extreme mental health problems get a therapist and they will get you out of that shitty school environment.
 
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bro you clearly have extreme mental health problems get a therapist and they will get you out of that shitty school environment.
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I have a therapist but her voice irritates me so much I can’t stand her :feelswah: I only go there because my mom forces me
 
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whitecelcoper said:
My life is absolute shit. I went back to school because my dad said I skip too much and holy shit I've never been this suicidal. We don't even study things that are actually worth my time. I didn't want to go today and my dad took my drawing tablet away at my 16 years of age. I thought the grounding was over, but I guess not. I find it pointless to do anything, drawing distracts me a bit. I attempted not more than a week ago on call with a bunch of people and I did go to the hospital for a day and talked to cps. I don't know how I'm not institutionalized, the cut wasn't shallow. I have nothing to look forward to and if I do it's something that would take years and I won't last that long. I barely sleep, I'm starting to struggle to form sentences again, it's like my brain is actively eating itself, my thought process is getting worse. I don't know, at least I can get fame off of suicide, at least my friend did. I want to become one of those shock value gifs. Or a meme. I don't really care as long as I'm famous. I want people to miss me and get traumatized from watching me kill myself. I wish I could do it in front of my parents so they can finally give a fuck instead of ignoring everything I do and brushing it off. I'm their child and they don't care about my health. It's fucked up. That doesn't matter I don't know why I'm even venting just tell me if yuo want to be in the call :Kirby::Kirby:
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whitecelcoper said:
My life is absolute shit. I went back to school because my dad said I skip too much and holy shit I've never been this suicidal. We don't even study things that are actually worth my time. I didn't want to go today and my dad took my drawing tablet away at my 16 years of age. I thought the grounding was over, but I guess not. I find it pointless to do anything, drawing distracts me a bit. I attempted not more than a week ago on call with a bunch of people and I did go to the hospital for a day and talked to cps. I don't know how I'm not institutionalized, the cut wasn't shallow. I have nothing to look forward to and if I do it's something that would take years and I won't last that long. I barely sleep, I'm starting to struggle to form sentences again, it's like my brain is actively eating itself, my thought process is getting worse. I don't know, at least I can get fame off of suicide, at least my friend did. I want to become one of those shock value gifs. Or a meme. I don't really care as long as I'm famous. I want people to miss me and get traumatized from watching me kill myself. I wish I could do it in front of my parents so they can finally give a fuck instead of ignoring everything I do and brushing it off. I'm their child and they don't care about my health. It's fucked up. That doesn't matter I don't know why I'm even venting just tell me if yuo want to be in the call :Kirby::Kirby:
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Sorry to hear that brah. If you open to DMs im available
 
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whitecelcoper said:
I have a therapist but her voice irritates me so much I can’t stand her :feelswah: I only go there because my mom forces me
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tell her everything besides suicidal shit and they will get u out of the school environment
 
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whitecelcoper said:
I have a therapist but her voice irritates me so much I can’t stand her :feelswah: I only go there because my mom forces me
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At least you have a foid therapist. Mine is an Asian manlet in his 40's
 
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whitecelcoper said:
My life is absolute shit. I went back to school because my dad said I skip too much and holy shit I've never been this suicidal. We don't even study things that are actually worth my time. I didn't want to go today and my dad took my drawing tablet away at my 16 years of age. I thought the grounding was over, but I guess not. I find it pointless to do anything, drawing distracts me a bit. I attempted not more than a week ago on call with a bunch of people and I did go to the hospital for a day and talked to cps. I don't know how I'm not institutionalized, the cut wasn't shallow. I have nothing to look forward to and if I do it's something that would take years and I won't last that long. I barely sleep, I'm starting to struggle to form sentences again, it's like my brain is actively eating itself, my thought process is getting worse. I don't know, at least I can get fame off of suicide, at least my friend did. I want to become one of those shock value gifs. Or a meme. I don't really care as long as I'm famous. I want people to miss me and get traumatized from watching me kill myself. I wish I could do it in front of my parents so they can finally give a fuck instead of ignoring everything I do and brushing it off. I'm their child and they don't care about my health. It's fucked up. That doesn't matter I don't know why I'm even venting just tell me if yuo want to be in the call :Kirby::Kirby:
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well sheeeet
 
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clock said:
tell her everything besides suicidal shit and they will get u out of the school environment
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I get stronger urges now idk if I can last
 
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grbbsc said:
Yes, but I don't take therapy seriously so I would rather talk to a hot white foid than a norwooding asian.
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I would rather talk to a manlet subhuman than a foid
 
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It's not easy to comfort someone when they're in so much pain. Just know that life will not get better by you not being here. You can persist, survive, and overcome any obstacle.

If you ever want someone to vent to or have a conversation with, you can DM me.
 
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TechnoBoss said:
It's not easy to comfort someone when they're in so much pain. Just know that life will not get better by you not being here. You can persist, survive, and overcome any obstacle.

If you ever want someone to vent to or have a conversation with, you can DM me.
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I’m trying man my foid dumped me and I just don’t see a point in living I tried to overdose on call with her to make her feel guilty and I was going to hang myself but I got scared
 
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whitecelcoper said:
I’m trying man my foid dumped me and I just don’t see a point in living I tried to overdose on call with her to make her feel guilty and I was going to hang myself but I got scared
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You will ascend and get a different girl. Years from now you will look back and be so grateful that you didn’t do anything permanent. Trust the process and focus on yourself. You’ve got this dude.
 
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TechnoBoss said:
You will ascend and get a different girl. Years from now you will look back and be so grateful that you didn’t do anything permanent. Trust the process and focus on yourself. You’ve got this dude.
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I only needed her I’m so upset she said she’ll love me forever and left me because I “scare her”. Such a bullshit excuse
 
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whitecelcoper said:
I only needed her I’m so upset she said she’ll love me forever and left me because I “scare her”. Such a bullshit excuse
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I know it seems like that but your life will seem like this until you meet the right one for you in the future. You will ascend and find better.

 
whitecelcoper said:
I have a therapist but her voice irritates me so much I can’t stand her :feelswah: I only go there because my mom forces me
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relatable, id advise asking for a male therapist. for example, explaining guy problems with women to a woman is about as productive as explaining why you should decentralize banking to a jew, women like to say personality matters but that only matters after you've got your foot through the door through initial attraction and presentation.

i wish you nothing but the best, it's easy for people to say that shit gets better especially when they themselves don't have the lows you do. however the only true form of over is death. never forget that. peace and love
 
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whitecelcoper said:
Best phrase I’ve seen in this forum
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it isn't wrong though, women therapists know your problems personally and assume they project so they'd say something like "work on your personality" or "shower more", a woman therapist isn't going to tell you it's your genetic looks. no therapist would most likely as that would kill your self esteem even if it was the truth, but a guy would probably give you better advice to work with. ask your mother if you can.

ideally try to look on their presentation and find someone farther right leaning so you don't feel like you'd be out of line to say something a bit more extreme. good luck
 
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