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Ruakh
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i was born a nigger to 2 west african immigrants in the uk. my father was abusive, one day when i was 8 he left and never came back. i have 4 siblings, a mother and i'm living in a 2 bedroom flat. my mother is a poor nigger feminist and i have no money to spend on looksmaxxing at all even though i'm 5'2, skinny and ltn. i'm not even allowed outside to play out with my school friends as she's scared i'm going to get kidnapped. i have no money at all to spend on anything, all i really have is a shitty chromebook and a desk. i don't eat much as i cant afford good food, i go to bed hungry most days, except sunday where i get fed at church. people will say my only hope is to study and go to university, but i dont want to become a wageslaving cuck working a 9-5. i want to start a business from my laptop and start making at least 100 or 200 pounds a month to spend on essentials i should have like a new toothbrush, bed sheets, new clothes things like that and then work my way up from there. i dont know what business to start though. if i shouldn't start a business tell me but i think my laptop is my only way out of this fucking shithole. and no this isn't a larp or a race-bait i need actual advice before i deactivate my account. if you come here to troll fuck off i'll just put you on ignore. and dont give me water bullshit like "eat high protein, exercise, drink water" I KNOW ALL OF THAT BULLSHIT I WOULD DO IT IF I COULD BUT I CANT BUT IM POOR. if its over for me just say so and i cant maybe find good copes or plan to rope.
https://looksmax.org/threads/14m-rate-me-give-softmaxxing-advice-thanks.747289/ my ugly ghetto nigger face if you really want to see it.
If it's possible for me to make it, i'll keep you updated.
https://looksmax.org/threads/14m-rate-me-give-softmaxxing-advice-thanks.747289/ my ugly ghetto nigger face if you really want to see it.
If it's possible for me to make it, i'll keep you updated.