My life is over

[goontang]

Take Jew pills your appetite will come back

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

That’s good, we worthless subhumans that our retarded parents reproduced should just fucking rope. I will rope soon as well as I made a post about it, Worthless subhumans like us who have no reason to live in this world should have never been born. I didn’t ask to be born in this pathetic planet I hate living in.

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

That’s good, we worthless subhumans that our retarded parents reproduced should just fucking rope. I will rope soon as well as I made a post about it, Worthless subhumans like us who have no reason to live in this world should have never been born. I didn’t ask to be born in this pathetic planet I hate living in.

we should all do a group suicide on call or sum shit so we dont have to die alone

 

[erikgaus]

After a long time of deep thinking, I’ve realized there isn’t a single way I can get out of this hole I’ve been in for two years.

I’ve just been coping and coping and coping the past two years and I think today I’m finally accepting it’s ovER. I’ve tried literally everything to improve my mental health and nothing has worked

I can’t believe I’ve barely ate past few days when it was my favorite thing to do, think I’ve literally lost all my appetite. And I’m actually a fucking nasty subhuman bro I remember I used to make fun of those suicidal niggers back then because they posted on the internet about being happy they brushed their teeth or sum shit, but I literally don’t have the motivation to do any of that shit anymore. Feels like idgaf because why does it matter when I’m going to die in a few months anyways?


That being said, I’m just gonna start selling everything I own to give it to my family after I CTB. Don’t even know why I still bother with getting good grades with school, but ig it’s a way to pass time till by time comes.

I got my credit card taken away, but I have a few pieces of cryptocurrency laying around in my wallet. Should be enough to buy this highly lethal drug and other meds to ctb.

Idk why I keep rambling about my schizo ass on this forum ngl I just feel like doing it ngl cuz I got no one else to talk too without them thinking I’m a psychopath.

But anyways in around a few months, most likely around June or hopefully earlier, I’ll make my final goodbye post. Currently I don’t see anyway that will save me from roping, but maybe therapy might change my mind. Still doubt it tho

instead of roping just hop on steroids and get fillers and shit. You might get some hoes for 10 years or something and then you die or you can rope after that. better than killing yourself now

 

[erikgaus]

if you already gave up on your life it will make you giga low inhib and you can just do roids and get hoes and not care about your health

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

if you already gave up on your life it will make you giga low inhib and you can just do roids and get hoes and not care about your health

I already did that brah

 

[erikgaus]

I already did that brah

what did you do, take roids? did you build a massive frame?

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

what did you do, take roids? did you build a massive frame?

nah i took it for pubertymaxxing i dont workout because doctors told me it can stunt my growth and whe i used to work out i got insecure i was getting big because it made me look shorter and nuked my appeal even more

 

[erikgaus]

nah i took it for pubertymaxxing i dont workout because doctors told me it can stunt my growth and whe i used to work out i got insecure i was getting big because it made me look shorter and nuked my appeal even more

idk man but i don't think it's really over for you. I for example looked like shit 6 months ago and now after softmaxxing my face a lot I'm getting IOIs all the time and have an above average face. my blackpilled friend rates my face 7/10 and I was so ugly 6 months ago. I know if I build up my frame now with roids I'll mog. So I suggest you also just say fuck it and try everything you can like roiding and softmaxxing your face . But I don't know you and how you look like so of course I can't judge your situation but you might aswell say fuck it and just get a loan or something and spend it on looksmaxxing before roping idk

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

idk man but i don't think it's really over for you. I for example looked like shit 6 months ago and now after softmaxxing my face a lot I'm getting IOIs all the time and have an above average face. my blackpilled friend rates my face 7/10 and I was so ugly 6 months ago. I know if I build up my frame now with roids I'll mog. So I suggest you also just say fuck it and try everything you can like roiding and softmaxxing your face . But I don't know you and how you look like so of course I can't judge your situation but you might aswell say fuck it and just get a loan or something and spend it on looksmaxxing before roping idk

i tried

i injected fat dissolvers and shit but my parents found out and took away my credit card so now i cant even looksmax properly

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

idk man but i don't think it's really over for you. I for example looked like shit 6 months ago and now after softmaxxing my face a lot I'm getting IOIs all the time and have an above average face. my blackpilled friend rates my face 7/10 and I was so ugly 6 months ago. I know if I build up my frame now with roids I'll mog. So I suggest you also just say fuck it and try everything you can like roiding and softmaxxing your face . But I don't know you and how you look like so of course I can't judge your situation but you might aswell say fuck it and just get a loan or something and spend it on looksmaxxing before roping idk

also im mtn facially but i only care about height brah cuz i just want to be respected i dot even care that much about girls i just want to be viewed for something other than my height

 

[moreplatesmoreweigh]

Change ur title then

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Change ur title then

im getting therapy saar

 

[moreplatesmoreweigh]

im getting therapy saar

This blackpill can’t be that bad jfl get a life, smoke a zoot with your bros and enjoy life faggot

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

This blackpill can’t be that bad jfl get a life, smoke a zoot with your bros and enjoy life faggot

i dont have any friends

i moved schools because i wasnt growing taller and i didnt want to get bullied for being the only that didnt grow

 

[erikgaus]

also im mtn facially but i only care about height brah cuz i just want to be respected i dot even care that much about girls i just want to be viewed for something other than my height

i feel you I'm also only 178 cm tall i don't know how tall you are and I'd love to heightmog to be seen as a real man cuz I feel like I'm not even a real man because my mom and dad are kinda short and narrow and I'm getting mogged here in germany quite frequently when it comes to height and frame. but i just fraud to 183cm with shoes and lifts and will roid to at least framemog most people. i have above average face so with a good frame and a little heightfrauding i'll still be ok. if you max out face and frame you'll be ok but your situation is difficult i get that. just do what you feel is right

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

This blackpill can’t be that bad jfl get a life, smoke a zoot with your bros and enjoy life faggot

nothing to enjoy i my life anyways i lost happiness in 99.9 percent if not 100 percet of the things i do anyway

 

[moreplatesmoreweigh]

i dont have any friends

i moved schools because i wasnt growing taller and i didnt want to get bullied for being the only that didnt grow

Holy fuck u must be subhooman asf then smoke weed alone then

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

i feel you I'm also only 178 cm tall i don't know how tall you are and I'd love to heightmog to be seen as a real man cuz I feel like I'm not even a real man because my mom and dad are kinda short and narrow and I'm getting mogged here in germany quite frequently when it comes to height and frame. but i just fraud to 183cm with shoes and lifts and will roid to at least framemog most people. i have above average face so with a good frame and a little heightfrauding i'll still be ok. if you max out face and frame you'll be ok but your situation is difficult i get that. just do what you feel is right

nigga you are 178 cm i would kill to be 5'9 bro

its not about mogging other men its about jsust being normal. i tried everything man. i traveled to a whole another contient to get my hgh and it still didnt work.

im 5'6 btw

 

[erikgaus]

nigga you are 178 cm i would kill to be 5'9 bro

its not about mogging other men its about jsust being normal. i tried everything man. i traveled to a whole another contient to get my hgh and it still didnt work.

im 5'6 btw

oh that explains it i thought you were a similar height to me cuz of your name idk yea i feel you now

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Holy fuck u must be subhooman asf then smoke weed alone then

facially im mtn. im just a mentalcel. this site kind of fucked me up ngl

ill smoke weed on my day of suicide

 

[erikgaus]

nigga you are 178 cm i would kill to be 5'9 bro

its not about mogging other men its about jsust being normal. i tried everything man. i traveled to a whole another contient to get my hgh and it still didnt work.

im 5'6 btw

where do you live

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

where do you live

US

 

[erikgaus]

nigga you are 178 cm i would kill to be 5'9 bro

its not about mogging other men its about jsust being normal. i tried everything man. i traveled to a whole another contient to get my hgh and it still didnt work.

im 5'6 btw

holy shit you traveled to another country that's some dedication man. more dedication than most looksmaxxers for real

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

holy shit you traveled to another country that's some dedication man. more dedication than most looksmaxxers for real

yeah man i did fucking everything i can man. i even tried faking being an organization so i can order experimental scientifc heightmaxxing drugs to inject in myself

 

[moreplatesmoreweigh]

facially im mtn. im just a mentalcel. this site kind of fucked me up ngl

ill smoke weed on my day of suicide

It’ll be so good you’ll keep living just to smoke more.

Maybe ur just playing victim, plenty of retards in my school with subhuman looks and height yet they got Atleast some friends to do drugs with lol. Ur probably some sad shut in and ur like “muh I try getting friends so hard” no nigga is making fun of you for being shortish so badly that you wanna kys

 

[erikgaus]

US

yea i feel you being 5'6 sucks im 5'10 so 4 inch diff. I understand why you feel the way you feel. you could still height fraud and framemax maybe

 

[erikgaus]

yeah man i did fucking everything i can man. i even tried faking being an organization so i can order experimental scientifc heightmaxxing drugs to inject in myself

holy shit most dedicated looksmaxxer

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

holy shit you traveled to another country that's some dedication man. more dedication than most looksmaxxers for real

im just starting to accept its all over its so brutal trying so hard just for it to all fail in the end. this has happend to me so many times but this time it was my last straw and now i just want to end my shit

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

yea i feel you being 5'6 sucks im 5'10 so 4 inch diff. I understand why you feel the way you feel. you could still height fraud and framemax maybe

nah height frauding isnt permanent though. i bought some 2 inch shoe lifts, but they compress to like 1-1.3 inches. also i cant even go to peoples houses or do basic activites like swimming and shit

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

It’ll be so good you’ll keep living just to smoke more.

Maybe ur just playing victim, plenty of retards in my school with subhuman looks and height yet they got Atleast some friends to do drugs with lol. Ur probably some sad shut in and ur like “muh I try getting friends so hard” no nigga is making fun of you for being shortish so badly that you wanna kys

nah i agree tbh theres a bunch of short niggas in my school that are shorter and uglier then me yet are extremely popular and have mad bitches on their dick. i just didnt have the confidence to ask out any girls or be social again after what happend my 7th rgade year

but dude they are im gonna be honest. not directly, but during middle school these two really tall upperclasmen used to pick on me and sometimes would force me to fight them or tell them there gona beat me up if i dont give them shit. i didnt have the confidence to fight them back because of the sheer height difference. i think thats when i wanted to start becoming taller so bad so i cad efend myself

 

[erikgaus]

im just starting to accept its all over its so brutal trying so hard just for it to all fail in the end. this has happend to me so many times but this time it was my last straw and now i just want to end my shit

only last option when it comes to looksmaxxing would be to 1) become completely low inhib (you can use drugs like pregabalin for this and just change your mindset and start smoking cigarettes and not give a fuck and just not care about your life) 2) roid and framemax so you framemog everyone 3) max your face with softmaxes and fillers and makeup that's not noticeable and hairmax and stuff like that 4) height fraud by 3 inches or max 4 inches (a famous org user here uses 4 inch elevator shoes jfl but you can also just fraud 2-3 inches with lifts and shit 5) become a low inhib bad boy on roids. That's what i would do if i wanted to slay and get some respect but if you don't care about slaying then i don't know. I for example know i can slay with my looksmaxxing but I don't know if i can make kids with a woman cuz she'll have to figure out eventually that my looks are fake. but that's my advice to you. you can also just find copes like video games and drugs or shit i don't know your situation if you don't have friends it's difficult to enjoy life

 

[moreplatesmoreweigh]

nah i agree tbh theres a bunch of short niggas in my school that are shorter and uglier then me yet are extremely popular and have mad bitches on their dick. i just didnt have the confidence to ask out any girls or be social again after what happend my 7th rgade year

but dude they are im gonna be honest. not directly, but during middle school these two really tall upperclasmen used to pick on me and sometimes would force me to fight them or tell them there gona beat me up if i dont give them shit. i didnt have the confidence to fight them back because of the sheer height difference. i think thats when i wanted to start becoming taller so bad so i cad efend myself

Forget about them you bitch ass nigga. Submitting to chad cock like every blackpiller jfl u guys are obsessed with men and beat yourself because some had better atgc pairs jfl u guys love cucking yourselves.

Become roided and go gym

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

only last option when it comes to looksmaxxing would be to 1) become completely low inhib (you can use drugs like pregabalin for this and just change your mindset and start smoking cigarettes and not give a fuck and just not care about your life) 2) roid and framemax so you framemog everyone 3) max your face with softmaxes and fillers and makeup that's not noticeable and hairmax and stuff like that 4) height fraud by 3 inches or max 4 inches (a famous org user here uses 4 inch elevator shoes jfl but you can also just fraud 2-3 inches with lifts and shit 5) become a low inhib bad boy on roids. That's what i would do if i wanted to slay and get some respect but if you don't care about slaying then i don't know. I for example know i can slay with my looksmaxxing but I don't know if i can make kids with a woman cuz she'll have to figure out eventually that my looks are fake. but that's my advice to you. you can also just find copes like video games and drugs or shit i don't know your situation if you don't have friends it's difficult to enjoy life

thats some solid advice. i have a solid base so i can probably ascend my face and shit even with just softmaxxing, probably even high htn with some fillers and botox.

but honestly i jsut wat to be respected. or just viewed as normal. i tried using shoe lifts, and they just arent a viable option permanently.

i thik all i can do for now is just use whatever cope method i can and pray for a miracle i get a growth spurt

 

[erikgaus]

only last option when it comes to looksmaxxing would be to 1) become completely low inhib (you can use drugs like pregabalin for this and just change your mindset and start smoking cigarettes and not give a fuck and just not care about your life) 2) roid and framemax so you framemog everyone 3) max your face with softmaxes and fillers and makeup that's not noticeable and hairmax and stuff like that 4) height fraud by 3 inches or max 4 inches (a famous org user here uses 4 inch elevator shoes jfl but you can also just fraud 2-3 inches with lifts and shit 5) become a low inhib bad boy on roids. That's what i would do if i wanted to slay and get some respect but if you don't care about slaying then i don't know. I for example know i can slay with my looksmaxxing but I don't know if i can make kids with a woman cuz she'll have to figure out eventually that my looks are fake. but that's my advice to you. you can also just find copes like video games and drugs or shit i don't know your situation if you don't have friends it's difficult to enjoy life

i used to think face and genetics is 100% law and you need it to slay but so I understand that a lot of ltn's and mtn's slay by being thugmaxxed low inhib bad boys with framemog

only last option when it comes to looksmaxxing would be to 1) become completely low inhib (you can use drugs like pregabalin for this and just change your mindset and start smoking cigarettes and not give a fuck and just not care about your life) 2) roid and framemax so you framemog everyone 3) max your face with softmaxes and fillers and makeup that's not noticeable and hairmax and stuff like that 4) height fraud by 3 inches or max 4 inches (a famous org user here uses 4 inch elevator shoes jfl but you can also just fraud 2-3 inches with lifts and shit 5) become a low inhib bad boy on roids. That's what i would do if i wanted to slay and get some respect but if you don't care about slaying then i don't know. I for example know i can slay with my looksmaxxing but I don't know if i can make kids with a woman cuz she'll have to figure out eventually that my looks are fake. but that's my advice to you. you can also just find copes like video games and drugs or shit i don't know your situation if you don't have friends it's difficult to enjoy l

 

[erikgaus]

thats some solid advice. i have a solid base so i can probably ascend my face and shit even with just softmaxxing, probably even high htn with some fillers and botox.

but honestly i jsut wat to be respected. or just viewed as normal. i tried using shoe lifts, and they just arent a viable option permanently.

i thik all i can do for now is just use whatever cope method i can and pray for a miracle i get a growth spurt

you could also either save money or take a loan to get leg lengthening surgery in couple of years or somehting. there are different types of ll surgeries now that aren't as dangerous and you'll be able to walk you can look into it

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

Forget about them you bitch ass nigga. Submitting to chad cock like every blackpiller jfl u guys are obsessed with men and beat yourself because some had better atgc pairs jfl u guys love cucking yourselves.

Become roided and go gym

i used to gymcell but it makes me stocky and shorter and shit which nukes my appeal.

and tbh i hated being popular im gona be honest. thats the reason why i moved frm my old school. i used to have a few close friends, but we all got popular and shit as we got older and now its not the same anymore cuz they changed. i didnt like being popular tbh cuz i didnt like beig known by that much people

i just wanted a few close friends, one loyal pretty girlfriend my entire life, and jsut live a quiet life

 

[erikgaus]

you could also either save money or take a loan to get leg lengthening surgery in couple of years or somehting. there are different types of ll surgeries now that aren't as dangerous and you'll be able to walk you can look into it

you can get leg lengthening surgery relatively cheap in russia for i think like 12k or something it's not that bad

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

i used to think face and genetics is 100% law and you need it to slay but so I understand that a lot of ltn's and mtn's slay by being thugmaxxed low inhib bad boys with framemog

yeah ngl some ugly niggers with 0 inhib do be getting hella play, but i just cant seem to get their confidence at all.

curse of being non-nt. i guess i can just blast drugs to become low inhib, but man idk ive never been that typa person and feels like im fucking myself up forcing myself to be someone im not

 

[erikgaus]

you can get leg lengthening surgery relatively cheap in russia for i think like 12k or something it's not that bad

but don't quote me on the price it might be more expensive idk but it's quite affordable in russia

 

[moreplatesmoreweigh]

i used to gymcell but it makes me stocky and shorter and shit which nukes my appeal.

and tbh i hated being popular im gona be honest. thats the reason why i moved frm my old school. i used to have a few close friends, but we all got popular and shit as we got older and now its not the same anymore cuz they changed. i didnt like being popular tbh cuz i didnt like beig known by that much people

i just wanted a few close friends, one loyal pretty girlfriend my entire life, and jsut live a quiet life

How old are you? Below 18? Ok then, Shut up u cuck

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

you could also either save money or take a loan to get leg lengthening surgery in couple of years or somehting. there are different types of ll surgeries now that aren't as dangerous and you'll be able to walk you can look into it

idk how i will be able to get leg lengthening surgery, not even cost wise, but like physical therapy wise you need to stay there for atleast 6 months to up to a year. i dont know how i will fit that into my college schedule and shit

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

but don't quote me on the price it might be more expensive idk but it's quite affordable in russia

12k is a horrible price for LL this is a surhgery you dont want to cheap otu o

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

How old are you? Below 18? Ok then, Shut up u cuck

15

 

[erikgaus]

yeah ngl some ugly niggers with 0 inhib do be getting hella play, but i just cant seem to get their confidence at all.

curse of being non-nt. i guess i can just blast drugs to become low inhib, but man idk ive never been that typa person and feels like im fucking myself up forcing myself to be someone im not

true i feel you i woud also force myself to be someone. i used to be very high inhib and very very non nt pretty much my whole teenage years almost. but im becoming more low inhib now because im treated better after ascending with looksmaxxing and being more NT. The better treatment has given me confidence even though i used to be a loser because i know people don't see me as a loser anymore even though I am one. it's all about frauding your way out of your loser genetics.

you'll probably become more low inhib after framemaxxing with roids and maxing your face even more and then you can occasionally take low inhib drugs like pregabalin once a week to socialize and also start smoking and shit to look more low inhib you feel me

 

[erikgaus]

12k is a horrible price for LL this is a surhgery you dont want to cheap otu o

it's so cheap because it's in russia, i have once watched a video from Faceandlms and one dude there said he got ll surgery in russia for something around that price

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

true i feel you i woud also force myself to be someone. i used to be very high inhib and very very non nt pretty much my whole teenage years almost. but im becoming more low inhib now because im treated better after ascending with looksmaxxing and being more NT. The better treatment has given me confidence even though i used to be a loser because i know people don't see me as a loser anymore even though I am one. it's all about frauding your way out of your loser genetics.

you'll probably become more low inhib after framemaxxing with roids and maxing your face even more and then you can occasionally take low inhib drugs like pregabalin once a week to socialize and also start smoking and shit to look more low inhib you feel me

yeah ur right.

idk if frame maxxing will help though cause liftig with roids will make me look stockier and shorter. i used to lift but it just made me more insecure cuz i looked stockier

 

[MyDreamIsToBe183CM]

it's so cheap because it's in russia, i have once watched a video from Faceandlms and one dude there said he got ll surgery in russia for something around that price

idk but its worth a shot if im gonna kill myself anyways. worst case scenario they kill me, or they turn me into a crippled vegetable and i kill myself anyways

 

[jimmymogs]

After a long time of deep thinking, I’ve realized there isn’t a single way I can get out of this hole I’ve been in for two years.

I’ve just been coping and coping and coping the past two years and I think today I’m finally accepting it’s ovER. I’ve tried literally everything to improve my mental health and nothing has worked

I can’t believe I’ve barely ate past few days when it was my favorite thing to do, think I’ve literally lost all my appetite. And I’m actually a fucking nasty subhuman bro I remember I used to make fun of those suicidal niggers back then because they posted on the internet about being happy they brushed their teeth or sum shit, but I literally don’t have the motivation to do any of that shit anymore. Feels like idgaf because why does it matter when I’m going to die in a few months anyways?


That being said, I’m just gonna start selling everything I own to give it to my family after I CTB. Don’t even know why I still bother with getting good grades with school, but ig it’s a way to pass time till by time comes.

I got my credit card taken away, but I have a few pieces of cryptocurrency laying around in my wallet. Should be enough to buy this highly lethal drug and other meds to ctb.

Idk why I keep rambling about my schizo ass on this forum ngl I just feel like doing it ngl cuz I got no one else to talk too without them thinking I’m a psychopath.

But anyways in around a few months, most likely around June or hopefully earlier, I’ll make my final goodbye post. Currently I don’t see anyway that will save me from roping, but maybe therapy might change my mind. Still doubt it tho

Bro stop coping and fix urself. Don’t do some stupid shit. Ur not eggy with that ER shit. We can all make it bro

 

[erikgaus]

yeah ur right.

idk if frame maxxing will help though cause liftig with roids will make me look stockier and shorter. i used to lift but it just made me more insecure cuz i looked stockier

interesting haven'T looked at it that way. i don't know you should know better what to do