frendly
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I don’t know why I hate being alive, everyday I wake up and I just wish I didn’t exist. Why did my parents make me? I hate them for making me. I hate everything about myself and no matter what I do I will always be subhuman. It gets harder and harder to cope with how subhuman I am. Everyone makes fun of me. I remember telling my friend that I was going to blow my brains out and he just laughed. I will wait until I get rhino and fillers but I feel like even after these surgeries I still won’t be satisfied. I will still hate myself and these insecurities that have built up with still continue to take over me. I have no one to talk to, I have no one that truly cares for me. I will forever be alone, women pretend to like me and then ghost me, I get mogged by everyone I meet. I just don’t know if I can take it anymore. Gonna go for a long walk tomorrow. Need to cry for a while and let it all out.