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my point was that you serve god and god helps you, I said that your getting too caught up in labels because the labels of submissive and fearful dont matter in certain context.
"If you think that "being submissive doesn't matter", it's because you have a low enough level of masculinity that it doesn't bother you to submit."
This is a large oversimplification. I think your referring to testostrone. I am 90% some I believe have some of the highest t levels out of anyone ive met. Im 14, deepest voice ive heard in real life. 8 inch dick; I dont mean to brag, but just to say that I have a good t level, if thats your point. & all the smaller high t signs. If your not referring to t levels, I am a recent christan, I grew up a athiest. I didnt like god, but I found out that god is good for my life. So for that reason it doesnt matter if god is real or fake, if hes benefical, you should believe in him. Sorry for the off topic rant.
Yes, you fear god, god is a positive force, you work toward the goal of aligning with god. I dont mean becoming religous fixes you immediately, im saying its used as a tool. It doesnt matter if you fear or are submissive to god, b/c god matters more than these labels that have no fruit. Im saying that people that dont have god have a harder life, because they dont have the same resource to use. Christanity is encourages you to be a humble man, and to have humility. I have never called not believing in god degenerate, im saying its way easier to be a degenerate as a non believer. The reason the ideas of having having a purpose, and having drive matter is because the graph of someone not having purpose and no drives dopamine and serotonin is a graph that reaches a deep high then a deep low. While someone working torward a purpose is a consistant up.
Yes, I was I degenerate at 11-13. I meant this for a later thread, but ill put it here
ill give some backstory; when i was 11 i got my first laptop, i already was pretty chronically online but now its rose to insane levels. Not to mention i was told how to jerk off from my older brother.
So I was not going outside, not showering, not brushing my teeth, or any other forms of basic care; at all I wouldnt do any of these months at a time. This was during the pandemic. I would jerk off 2-3 times a day, no friends, this would continue through 2 grades when school came back. Now I almost fully reversed the course of my life, but im still a addicted to porn, but not as bad as before.
"If you think that "being submissive doesn't matter", it's because you have a low enough level of masculinity that it doesn't bother you to submit."
This is a large oversimplification. I think your referring to testostrone. I am 90% some I believe have some of the highest t levels out of anyone ive met. Im 14, deepest voice ive heard in real life. 8 inch dick; I dont mean to brag, but just to say that I have a good t level, if thats your point. & all the smaller high t signs. If your not referring to t levels, I am a recent christan, I grew up a athiest. I didnt like god, but I found out that god is good for my life. So for that reason it doesnt matter if god is real or fake, if hes benefical, you should believe in him. Sorry for the off topic rant.
Yes, you fear god, god is a positive force, you work toward the goal of aligning with god. I dont mean becoming religous fixes you immediately, im saying its used as a tool. It doesnt matter if you fear or are submissive to god, b/c god matters more than these labels that have no fruit. Im saying that people that dont have god have a harder life, because they dont have the same resource to use. Christanity is encourages you to be a humble man, and to have humility. I have never called not believing in god degenerate, im saying its way easier to be a degenerate as a non believer. The reason the ideas of having having a purpose, and having drive matter is because the graph of someone not having purpose and no drives dopamine and serotonin is a graph that reaches a deep high then a deep low. While someone working torward a purpose is a consistant up.
Yes, I was I degenerate at 11-13. I meant this for a later thread, but ill put it here
ill give some backstory; when i was 11 i got my first laptop, i already was pretty chronically online but now its rose to insane levels. Not to mention i was told how to jerk off from my older brother.
So I was not going outside, not showering, not brushing my teeth, or any other forms of basic care; at all I wouldnt do any of these months at a time. This was during the pandemic. I would jerk off 2-3 times a day, no friends, this would continue through 2 grades when school came back. Now I almost fully reversed the course of my life, but im still a addicted to porn, but not as bad as before.
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