
ugly nebula
I'm into that musky dick smell.
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things I can’t ask anyone irl because I have no friends, people don’t give a shit, aren’t honest, knowledgeable etc
I wrote paragraphs my bad
First off, am I terribly asymmetric? I don’t know what it is, I look really asymmetric in photos but normal in the mirror. Especially my nose. May be familiarity bias, but cameras definitely make me more so. I generally really dislike my face in cameras. My skin looks better in the mirror, face wider and somehow longer simultaneously, less asymmetry, more glowy eyes (could be lighting) and less autistic face generally
Does my hair look faggy? I hate my hair. It’s reslly fucking thick which may seem like a good thing but when it gets longer it becomes almost impossible to manage. I can’t style it because everything looks shit and I have a big forehead so I end up opting to not do anything to it, not even comb it and just let it naturally hang down which looks messy as fuck and high volume. And when it gets too long I don’t bother go to the hair stylist because they’re overpriced and I don’t like the way they style my hair and I end up frustrated and just buzzing it all off and starting fresh which is another cycle of regret. Also my mom said I look like a hobo but she’s probably butthurt bc her hair is dog shit
What surgery should I save up for? My left jaw is wider and more developed because I only chew there, also the left side of my face looks leaner and more chiseled. I started chewing but only on my right side to balance it out, but it made my jaw look rounder which I didn’t like. Now I’m 6’1 if stand like there’s something in my ass and about 89 kg with a full stomach so I’m not lean at all. I can give myself a flat stomach if I suck it in but I can’t see any abs even if I flex so I’m assuming I’m definitely above 15%. I will start starving myself soon but I’m afraid my face will stay fat and bloated and I will end up like those guys that are super shredded but still have moonface. Food might be the only thing keeping me from killing myself, and I have awful discipline and work ethic from being an entitled indulged instant gratification dependent teenager. My cheekbones are really small but very high. Unless I suck in cheeks or debloat myself my face looks really flat with no definition, so I’m really hoping I can get some zygo arches going without having to get surgery because I’m broke and I don’t really want to get implants. Especially cheekbone implants. I might be fine with jaw implants tho. The camera makes my mandibular condyle look a lot shorter than it does in the mirror, so my jaw doesn’t look as bad irl. I can see my entire jawline including ramus flexure and highlights but my buccal fat is still high so I’m not sure what that means, I eat healthy
I would prefer to save up for eye color change surgery through laser but if some form of jaw implants is better then I’ll save up for that
Also do I look really ethnic
I wrote paragraphs my bad
First off, am I terribly asymmetric? I don’t know what it is, I look really asymmetric in photos but normal in the mirror. Especially my nose. May be familiarity bias, but cameras definitely make me more so. I generally really dislike my face in cameras. My skin looks better in the mirror, face wider and somehow longer simultaneously, less asymmetry, more glowy eyes (could be lighting) and less autistic face generally
Does my hair look faggy? I hate my hair. It’s reslly fucking thick which may seem like a good thing but when it gets longer it becomes almost impossible to manage. I can’t style it because everything looks shit and I have a big forehead so I end up opting to not do anything to it, not even comb it and just let it naturally hang down which looks messy as fuck and high volume. And when it gets too long I don’t bother go to the hair stylist because they’re overpriced and I don’t like the way they style my hair and I end up frustrated and just buzzing it all off and starting fresh which is another cycle of regret. Also my mom said I look like a hobo but she’s probably butthurt bc her hair is dog shit
What surgery should I save up for? My left jaw is wider and more developed because I only chew there, also the left side of my face looks leaner and more chiseled. I started chewing but only on my right side to balance it out, but it made my jaw look rounder which I didn’t like. Now I’m 6’1 if stand like there’s something in my ass and about 89 kg with a full stomach so I’m not lean at all. I can give myself a flat stomach if I suck it in but I can’t see any abs even if I flex so I’m assuming I’m definitely above 15%. I will start starving myself soon but I’m afraid my face will stay fat and bloated and I will end up like those guys that are super shredded but still have moonface. Food might be the only thing keeping me from killing myself, and I have awful discipline and work ethic from being an entitled indulged instant gratification dependent teenager. My cheekbones are really small but very high. Unless I suck in cheeks or debloat myself my face looks really flat with no definition, so I’m really hoping I can get some zygo arches going without having to get surgery because I’m broke and I don’t really want to get implants. Especially cheekbone implants. I might be fine with jaw implants tho. The camera makes my mandibular condyle look a lot shorter than it does in the mirror, so my jaw doesn’t look as bad irl. I can see my entire jawline including ramus flexure and highlights but my buccal fat is still high so I’m not sure what that means, I eat healthy
I would prefer to save up for eye color change surgery through laser but if some form of jaw implants is better then I’ll save up for that
Also do I look really ethnic