Rant

[Starboy219]

made this a lot small bc u mfs cant read:

My whole life, I’ve felt out of touch with social situations and have often been the punching bag in friend groups. In middle school, I tried to fit in with the popular kids by being funny and doing whatever they told me, thinking it would earn acceptance. Instead, it got me bullied. When a new student arrived taller and better looking he did the same things I did but was accepted and even dated my crush. Looking back, I realize I was seen as the weird kid because I was slightly neurodivergent and lacked the halo effect. By high school, I accepted that no matter what I did, I wouldn’t be taken seriously.


Now I’m in college, and despite looksmaxxing since 2022, spending over 1,000 hours on the gym, skincare, and self-improvement, I keep running into the same reality. Yesterday, I opened a dorm door and saw a 6'5 Chad with NOT TWO, NOT THREE, BUT FOUR OF MY CAMPUS CRUSHES. Another time, I watched a 6'3 HTN walk my crush into the room across from mine, AND I COULD HEAR HIM FUCKING MY CRUSH. NO MATTER WHAT I DO, I WILL NEVER COMPETE. Some people are fine not being the best looking guy in the room, but every time I get mogged, it feels physically painful and ruins my entire week.

 

[1blameclavicular]

dnr nigger

 

[slimester]

too many words dnr

 

[balls_deep]

 

[MeG4Han_16]

i Relate man, i dont really get bullied, but im not respected aswell, and i understand why, i jestermax in school and i am skinny and ltn, i get called short (5'7) even though the avg height in my country is 5'8 and in school 5'9, im tired of always needing to feel like i have to be funny, to be liked. i dont want to people please anymore but i dont know how to stop

i started taking action, like going to gym, eating a lot more protein, etc. but still i feel depressed and chronically anxious day by day, cause i have this need to please people, and if they arent happy with me i get anxious, i dont want to live like this anymore

 

[Starboy219]

i Relate man, i dont really get bullied, but im not respected aswell, and i understand why, i jestermax in school and i am skinny and ltn, i get called short (5'7) even though the avg height in my country is 5'8 and in school 5'9, im tired of always needing to feel like i have to be funny, to be liked. i dont want to people please anymore but i dont know how to stop

i started taking action, like going to gym, eating a lot more protein, etc. but still i feel depressed and chronically anxious day by day, cause i have this need to please people, and if they arent happy with me i get anxious, i dont want to live like this anymore

At least we are disabled or sub human

 

[UnknownNormie]

tales from mumbai

 

[Ted Bundy]

oh yeah that's good bro I'm glad you are feeling better

 

[Starboy219]

At least we are disabled or sub humanView attachment 4698464

arn't

 

[674161]

made this a lot small bc u mfs cant read:

My whole life, I’ve felt out of touch with social situations and have often been the punching bag in friend groups. In middle school, I tried to fit in with the popular kids by being funny and doing whatever they told me, thinking it would earn acceptance. Instead, it got me bullied. When a new student arrived taller and better looking he did the same things I did but was accepted and even dated my crush. Looking back, I realize I was seen as the weird kid because I was slightly neurodivergent and lacked the halo effect. By high school, I accepted that no matter what I did, I wouldn’t be taken seriously.


Now I’m in college, and despite looksmaxxing since 2022, spending over 1,000 hours on the gym, skincare, and self-improvement, I keep running into the same reality. Yesterday, I opened a dorm door and saw a 6'5 Chad with NOT TWO, NOT THREE, BUT FOUR OF MY CAMPUS CRUSHES. Another time, I watched a 6'3 HTN walk my crush into the room across from mine, AND I COULD HEAR HIM FUCKING MY CRUSH. NO MATTER WHAT I DO, I WILL NEVER COMPETE. Some people are fine not being the best looking guy in the room, but every time I get mogged, it feels physically painful and ruins my entire week.

Hearing your crushing getting fucked m I would kill myself

 

[Starboy219]

Hearing your crushing getting fucked m I would kill myself

Lmao its so brutal.