glumfruitcake
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life is pretty frustrating. I’m 19 and above average in looks, I’m NT so what’s the problem. I have had girlfriends in high school and a decent social circle. But I’m still a fucking virgin. My junior year I was trying to fuck this chick but my dick didn’t wanna work probably because of stress/performance anxiety. But ever since that experience it’s just been a negative feedback loop where I don’t want to talk to girls because I’m scared to have sex now. I feel the years slipping away from me and if I don’t overcome this soon I have a real chance at becoming a permavirgin for life. I have good looking girls that ask me to hang out but I’m just too much of a bitch now because of a couple bad experiences. Genuinely one of my biggest fears is just being alone for the rest of my life without the chances to reproduce. Like what’s the point of life if you can’t have sex it’s literally hardwired in our brains for survival. And I know a lot of people have it worse and are incels for reasons that rly can’t change like being subhuman or just socially retarded. It’s just frustrating to be since I’m not in either of those boats. No one probably reading this just wanted to put it into words.
