
Deleted member 4044
Apricot
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Came on this forum 16 months ago and was subhuman
Worked pretty hard on myself to look low tier normie
Problem now is I'm just small. 5'8 and twink maxxed. I have horrible bodybuilding genetics. Have lifted on and off for years yet I look like I haven't touched a weight.
I was in the barbershop with some high T Arabs yesterday and got so badly Muscle and T mogged. Felt like crying.
I'm 32 and have been a weak, emotional bitch my whole life. Subtly disrespected by everyone (mainly men).
It's not even about women anymore. I just want to be bigger. I can't get where I want naturally.
Problem is, my hair is starting to thin
I was scared of finastride for a long time but now I have virtually no choice. I want a good head of hair in my 30s.
I will get bloodwork done soon and go on low dose topical fin.
In the meantime I will learn all I can about steroids and TRT.
I have some mild liver damage from my past alcoholism, so I'm taking a risk.
In a few months after seeing how fin has worked, I'll inject T or some other steroid.
I have to gain 6-10kg lean muscle.
Long term (next year probably), I will get Brow ridge + Inframalar Implant by Eppley.
Will cost 30k+
Tired of refilling my eye fillers every 4-5 months.
I have been cursed with shit genetics so risks must me taken.
May God protect me.


Worked pretty hard on myself to look low tier normie




Problem now is I'm just small. 5'8 and twink maxxed. I have horrible bodybuilding genetics. Have lifted on and off for years yet I look like I haven't touched a weight.
I was in the barbershop with some high T Arabs yesterday and got so badly Muscle and T mogged. Felt like crying.
I'm 32 and have been a weak, emotional bitch my whole life. Subtly disrespected by everyone (mainly men).
It's not even about women anymore. I just want to be bigger. I can't get where I want naturally.
Problem is, my hair is starting to thin

I was scared of finastride for a long time but now I have virtually no choice. I want a good head of hair in my 30s.
I will get bloodwork done soon and go on low dose topical fin.
In the meantime I will learn all I can about steroids and TRT.
I have some mild liver damage from my past alcoholism, so I'm taking a risk.
In a few months after seeing how fin has worked, I'll inject T or some other steroid.
I have to gain 6-10kg lean muscle.
Long term (next year probably), I will get Brow ridge + Inframalar Implant by Eppley.
Will cost 30k+
Tired of refilling my eye fillers every 4-5 months.
I have been cursed with shit genetics so risks must me taken.
May God protect me.
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