Risk-free looksmaxxing is coming to an end for me. Serious Hardmaxxing is required (emotional realization)

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Came on this forum 16 months ago and was subhuman

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Worked pretty hard on myself to look low tier normie
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Problem now is I'm just small. 5'8 and twink maxxed. I have horrible bodybuilding genetics. Have lifted on and off for years yet I look like I haven't touched a weight.

I was in the barbershop with some high T Arabs yesterday and got so badly Muscle and T mogged. Felt like crying.

I'm 32 and have been a weak, emotional bitch my whole life. Subtly disrespected by everyone (mainly men).

It's not even about women anymore. I just want to be bigger. I can't get where I want naturally.

Problem is, my hair is starting to thin


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I was scared of finastride for a long time but now I have virtually no choice. I want a good head of hair in my 30s.

I will get bloodwork done soon and go on low dose topical fin.

In the meantime I will learn all I can about steroids and TRT.

I have some mild liver damage from my past alcoholism, so I'm taking a risk.

In a few months after seeing how fin has worked, I'll inject T or some other steroid.

I have to gain 6-10kg lean muscle.

Long term (next year probably), I will get Brow ridge + Inframalar Implant by Eppley.

Will cost 30k+
Tired of refilling my eye fillers every 4-5 months.

I have been cursed with shit genetics so risks must me taken.

May God protect me.
 
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in all seriousness, i wish you well OP, hopefully you become chad
 
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You're fucking 32 just live your life
 
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Calling the highest IQ ethnic on the forum @Blackgymmax
I have been reading your posts from a distance and am impressed

What's your opinion of what I need to do boyo?
 
You're fucking 32 just live your life

I have no life. I feel emasculated and weak whenever I'm around more muscular men

I am low T and feel very little motivation some days
 
Not much to say. Youre on the right track but for roid maxxing you cant just be on and off w your routine and your diet has to change forever
 
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You look really young for 32 so that's good, sadly your eye area is terrible, one of the worsts I have ever seen, it's blackops2cel tier
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Idk about the browridge implant from eppley tho. Never seen that actually go right but if you got the money to try it out, go for it
 
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You look really young for 32 so that's good, sadly your eye area is terrible, one of the worsts I have ever seen, it's blackops2cel tier
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I will spend all I have to on eyes.

My eye area after fillers looks good for 2 weeks
Idk about the browridge implant from eppley tho. Never seen that actually go right but if you got the money to try it out, go for it

Swelling after my upper eyelid fillers looks good for 2 weeks, I'm hoping browridge implant gives me that look permanantly.

Not much to say. Youre on the right track but for roid maxxing you cant just be on and off w your routine and your diet has to change forever

I don't think I want to blast. Just cruise on low dose T for the rest of my life.

I have to be conservative as I dont want hair loss or organ problems

I will probably feel like a man by gaining/maintaining 6-8kg of lean muscle, and 800 T levels. That's all I want
 
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I will spend all I have to on eyes.

My eye area after fillers looks good for 2 weeks


Swelling after my upper eyelid fillers looks good for 2 weeks, I'm hoping browridge implant gives me that look permanantly.



I don't think I want to blast. Just cruise on low dose T for the rest of my life.

I have to be conservative as I dont want hair loss or organ problems

I will probably feel like a man by gaining/maintaining 6-8kg of lean muscle, and 800 T levels. That's all I want
TRT is good enough for anyone to actually look like they lift and seriously you need to be consistent w training and diet. Without diet youll look almost exactly the same on gear.
Is the browridge implant placed in a position thats closer to the eye to fraud lower browridge or does it add only extra protrusion over the eyes? Would you need to add extra eyebrow hairs as well? I seriously have no idea how they work.
 
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TRT is good enough for anyone to actually look like they lift and seriously you need to be consistent w training and diet. Without diet youll look almost exactly the same on gear.
Is the browridge implant placed in a position thats closer to the eye to fraud lower browridge or does it add only extra protrusion over the eyes? Would you need to add extra eyebrow hairs as well? I seriously have no idea how they work.

My diet is pretty good, I only binge when I am demoralized that I'm making no gains at the gym.

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I think browridge implant makes your brows lower and your browridge more forward grown.

Volume is the issue in my entire eye area, not eye shape.

I don't see how my eyes won't look better with browridge and infraorbital rim implants.

I can always get fat grafting after that.
 
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Lol, you seriously looked way better before 2
Wtf
 
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Came on this forum 16 months ago and was subhuman

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Worked pretty hard on myself to look low tier normie
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Problem now is I'm just small. 5'8 and twink maxxed. I have horrible bodybuilding genetics. Have lifted on and off for years yet I look like I haven't touched a weight.

I was in the barbershop with some high T Arabs yesterday and got so badly Muscle and T mogged. Felt like crying.

I'm 32 and have been a weak, emotional bitch my whole life. Subtly disrespected by everyone (mainly men).

It's not even about women anymore. I just want to be bigger. I can't get where I want naturally.

Problem is, my hair is starting to thin


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I was scared of finastride for a long time but now I have virtually no choice. I want a good head of hair in my 30s.

I will get bloodwork done soon and go on low dose topical fin.

In the meantime I will learn all I can about steroids and TRT.

I have some mild liver damage from my past alcoholism, so I'm taking a risk.

In a few months after seeing how fin has worked, I'll inject T or some other steroid.

I have to gain 6-10kg lean muscle.

Long term (next year probably), I will get Brow ridge + Inframalar Implant by Eppley.

Will cost 30k+
Tired of refilling my eye fillers every 4-5 months.

I have been cursed with shit genetics so risks must me taken.

May God protect me.

Take baby steps into roids try some anavar and primobolan it will give you 2kg muscle without side effects. Then jump on trt when you are confident. Also look into liposuction to remove fat cells. Do it abroad with a surgeon that specialises in it.

Stay away from finasteride, use keratin fiberes untill it gets too much then either get a hair transplant or if its gets unsalvagable get a hair system. Your hair looks good for your age currently.

Only eye area work is needed, see Dr Taban. If you have a low budget there are other occuplastic surgeons.

Eppley is a meme.


Gym + diet + steroids + liposuction will give practically anyone a good body.
 
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Good thread. Mirin the determination.

The fillers actually did a very good job of reducing the UEE.
Have you considered fat grafts which are theoretically permanent (but more risky)?
 
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Take baby steps into roids try some anavar and primobolan it will give you 2kg muscle without side effects. Then jump on trt when you are confident.

I did some research on anavar today, it's the only thing I would consider instead of TRT.

Do you keep the gains though after the cycle, or do you lose them easily?

6kg lean muscle would give me so much confidence, I badly need it.
 
You look so alien in the after pics wtf did you do? You were normie-ish before imo.
 
Good thread. Mirin the determination.

The fillers actually did a very good job of reducing the UEE.
Have you considered fat grafts which are theoretically permanent (but more risky)?

Thanks man.

I have definately thought about fat grafting, but I want the swollen look that the fillers give in the first two weeks. I think only an implant would give that.

If that is not viable I will eventually go with fat grafting.
 
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You look so alien in the after pics wtf did you do? You were normie-ish before imo.

I was treated like a disgusting subhuman before, women were repulsed by me. Now a decent amount of women smile, look deep in my eye and touch their hair.
 
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I did some research on anavar today, it's the only thing I would consider instead of TRT.

Do you keep the gains though after the cycle, or do you lose them easily?

6kg lean muscle would give me so much confidence, I badly need it.

You don't keep any gains.

Look into primobolan its just as safe. You will get 2-3kg and will recomp your body.
 
Only eye area work is needed, see Dr Taban. If you have a low budget there are other occuplastic surgeons.

Eppley is a meme.

I actually think now that Eppley's brow ridge implant won't do much

Looking at the shape of my brow ridge in the first 2 pics above, it will do nothing to lower it.

I think I will go for upper eyelid fat grafting, plus infraorb impants + lower eyelid retraction with Taban.

Cheaper and more realistic that I would actually get it done.
 
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I actually think now that Eppley's brow ridge implant won't do much

Looking at the shape of my brow ridge in the first 2 pics above, it will do nothing to lower it.

I think I will go for upper eyelid fat grafting, plus infraorb impants + lower eyelid retraction with Taban.

Cheaper and more realistic that I would actually get it done.

Also orbtial decompression actually @Gaia262
 
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How did you improve your eye region so much @DaRealSixpence
 
How did you improve your eye region so much @DaRealSixpence
Just upper eyelid fillers and botox to lower eyebrow

My eyes weren't like that till 28-29. I just lost all the fat at that age and they looked fucked up
 
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In the OP (the 4 after pics) I'm very lean. How does my bone structure and look compare to that Moses guy?

Do I look too lean?
 
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In the OP (the 4 after pics) I'm very lean. How does my bone structure and look compare to that Moses guy?

Do I look too lean?
not as lean as him, he is legit 10-12%bf. You are 18-20% bf even in that
 
Bone structure is similar in jaw but he has the hollowed out cheeks
 
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Came on this forum 16 months ago and was subhuman

View attachment 1051422View attachment 1051423

Worked pretty hard on myself to look low tier normie
View attachment 1051426View attachment 1051427View attachment 1051428View attachment 1051429


Problem now is I'm just small. 5'8 and twink maxxed. I have horrible bodybuilding genetics. Have lifted on and off for years yet I look like I haven't touched a weight.

I was in the barbershop with some high T Arabs yesterday and got so badly Muscle and T mogged. Felt like crying.

I'm 32 and have been a weak, emotional bitch my whole life. Subtly disrespected by everyone (mainly men).

It's not even about women anymore. I just want to be bigger. I can't get where I want naturally.

Problem is, my hair is starting to thin


View attachment 1051432

I was scared of finastride for a long time but now I have virtually no choice. I want a good head of hair in my 30s.

I will get bloodwork done soon and go on low dose topical fin.

In the meantime I will learn all I can about steroids and TRT.

I have some mild liver damage from my past alcoholism, so I'm taking a risk.

In a few months after seeing how fin has worked, I'll inject T or some other steroid.

I have to gain 6-10kg lean muscle.

Long term (next year probably), I will get Brow ridge + Inframalar Implant by Eppley.

Will cost 30k+
Tired of refilling my eye fillers every 4-5 months.

I have been cursed with shit genetics so risks must me taken.

May God protect me.
ur pupils r huge
 
Just upper eyelid fillers and botox to lower eyebrow

My eyes weren't like that till 28-29. I just lost all the fat at that age and they looked fucked up
Hey. How well did Botox to lower your eyebrows work and how often do you have to get them redone m8? Thanks
 
Hey. How well did Botox to lower your eyebrows work and how often do you have to get them redone m8? Thanks
Just ask them to do it to lower eyebrow
they put it a certain way on forehead


every 3 months
 
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Came on this forum 16 months ago and was subhuman

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Worked pretty hard on myself to look low tier normie
View attachment 1051426View attachment 1051427View attachment 1051428View attachment 1051429


Problem now is I'm just small. 5'8 and twink maxxed. I have horrible bodybuilding genetics. Have lifted on and off for years yet I look like I haven't touched a weight.

I was in the barbershop with some high T Arabs yesterday and got so badly Muscle and T mogged. Felt like crying.

I'm 32 and have been a weak, emotional bitch my whole life. Subtly disrespected by everyone (mainly men).

It's not even about women anymore. I just want to be bigger. I can't get where I want naturally.

Problem is, my hair is starting to thin


View attachment 1051432

I was scared of finastride for a long time but now I have virtually no choice. I want a good head of hair in my 30s.

I will get bloodwork done soon and go on low dose topical fin.

In the meantime I will learn all I can about steroids and TRT.

I have some mild liver damage from my past alcoholism, so I'm taking a risk.

In a few months after seeing how fin has worked, I'll inject T or some other steroid.

I have to gain 6-10kg lean muscle.

Long term (next year probably), I will get Brow ridge + Inframalar Implant by Eppley.

Will cost 30k+
Tired of refilling my eye fillers every 4-5 months.

I have been cursed with shit genetics so risks must me taken.

May God protect me.
live ur life not everyone can be psl god
 
Just upper eyelid fillers and botox to lower eyebrow

My eyes weren't like that till 28-29. I just lost all the fat at that age and they looked fucked up
dnr + cope
 

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