seeing happiness = pure agony

[Deleted member 17595]

another rant. i had to delete tiktok ig and snapchat and even cut some people off. I saw one girl i know having fun and posting videos of her on prom. I started shaking and hyperventilating. Most vomit inducing feeling i have ever felt. How are you people ever happy? I hate everyone ngl i love gymcelling then rotting in my house i hate seeing anything and anyone

 

[Reformed]

U need to rot so u can eventually ascend and feel that happiness

 

[Dr. Bludy]

I have the same feeling when I go outside just seeing taller people or foids makes me pissed off

 

[Gengar]

Incel moment.

 

[Deleted member 17595]

U need to rot so u can eventually ascend and feel that happiness

I have a hard time but i force myself to do my schoolwork somehow then rot listening to music in my house after coming home from gym. I let out the most horrifying scream when i saw that girl having fun. My only motivation is looking at photos from when i was giga incel and praying that i will continue getting better in face and body. I will ascend to vinnie tier become nt and be happy one day

 

[Whatashame]

imagine now u wake up and u see this

,you and your group are walking to the florests because the animals are going there in this season. You stop in places to eat fruits and grab fishes. After you sleep withthe birds singing while one of the group is awake to avoid predators.Then you swim and do an orgy. That was life for the majority of humanity.

But hey

now you live 20 years more, even with a shittier quality of life. WHat a good trade.

 

[Deleted member 17595]

I have the same feeling when I go outside just seeing taller people or foids makes me pissed off

When i see gl nt people i get urges to self harm it bothers me so much

 

[Dr. Bludy]

When i see gl nt people i get urges to self harm it bothers me so much

Me I want to sh⁰⁰t up the place tbh

 

[Deleted member 17595]

imagine now u wake up and u see this View attachment 2166776,you and your group are walking to the florests because the animals are going there in this season. You stop in places to eat fruits and grab fishes. After you sleep withthe birds singing while one of the group is awake to avoid predators.Then you swim and do an orgy. That was life for the majority of humanity.

But hey View attachment 2166778 now you live 20 years more, even with a shittier quality of life. WHat a good trade.

The city you posted at least is probably developed and has good life quality. Try living in third world east eu shithole. PURE SUICIDE FUEL. But thats a beautiful photo of nature u posted. People in like switzerland and countries like that can still experience that nature

 

[Sprinkles]

The TikToks that spike my cortisol the most are the ones where the whore brags about and sexually fondles her tall bf

and the ones where they have teen couples showing each other affection

 

[Deleted member 24789]

When i see gl nt people i get urges to self harm it bothers me so much

 

[Danish_Retard]

Why do you care what other people do with their life?

 

[Deleted member 17595]

Why do you care what other people do with their life?

IM JEALOUS AS FUCKKK. Ive been treated like an abused dog my whole life being not only ugly asf when young but moving a shit ton not making a lot of friends now i have no social skills i want to die when i see how life is easy for everyone while im so isolated but i like being isolated atp than knowing how life mogged im getting. I used to cry about this i dont anymore thankfully now i just get angry as fuck

 

[Whatashame]

The city you posted at least is probably developed and has good life quality. Try living in third world east eu shithole. PURE SUICIDE FUEL. But thats a beautiful photo of nature u posted. People in like switzerland and countries like that can still experience that nature

switzerland lol that is south america

 

[Deleted member 22627]

another rant. i had to delete tiktok ig and snapchat and even cut some people off. I saw one girl i know having fun and posting videos of her on prom. I started shaking and hyperventilating. Most vomit inducing feeling i have ever felt. How are you people ever happy? I hate everyone ngl i love gymcelling then rotting in my house i hate seeing anything and anyone

I'm enjoying life. Skiing with buddies / family on he winters, traveling, parties and bbq in the spring and summer. Not a bad life.

 

[Whatashame]

but the entire world looked like that man, this was taken from us. And people still defend this system.

 

[Deleted member 17595]

The TikToks that spike my cortisol the most are the ones where the whore brags about and sexually fondles her tall bf

and the ones where they have teen couples showing each other affection

THE TIKTOKS WHERE THE GIRL IS FLEXING SOMETHING MASCARA BULLSHIT ABOUT THEIR BFS BIG DICK MAKES ME WANT TO BRRAK MY PHONE OR GIRLS FLEXING ABOUT BEING SIMPED FOR AND CHEATING MAKES ME WANT TO DIE FUCK I HATE TIKTOK

 

[High Cortisol Chad]

It's facade, she's not as happy as you think

 

[Deleted member 17595]

but the entire world looked like that man, this was taken from us. And people still defend this system.

if i ever have money i wanna live near nature. close to a beach hopefully. i sont like those massive ugly cities

 

[Deleted member 24789]

THE TIKTOKS WHERE THE GIRL IS FLEXING SOMETHING MASCARA BULLSHIT ABOUT THEIR BFS BIG DICK MAKES ME WANT TO BRRAK MY PHONE OR GIRLS FLEXING ABOUT BEING SIMPED FOR AND CHEATING MAKES ME WANT TO DIE FUCK I HATE TIKTOK

Read this post with these gifs.

 

[Deleted member 24789]

It's facade, she's not as happy as you think

Yeah especially couples who seem extremely happy on the outside and feel the need to show it

Biggest cope, my friend used to do this often and ended up cheating on his girlfriend

 

[Deleted member 17595]

Read this post with these gifs.

feel like screaming jfl tbh im so angry today