Self torture and suicide

[Deleted member 10413]

I have realized pretty recently that I'm trapped in this cycle. I had a bad childhood (abandoned by biological parents, raped ect) and developed binge eating problems to cope and eventually I became very anti social. I see getting a girlfriend as a solution to my problems because maybe she could be a substitute for my mom.

The problem is that because I see getting a girlfriend as a solution some deep part of me can't let go of living because maybe I could be happy one day but because of years of social alienation and binge eating my odds of getting a girlfriend are very low. This has left me trapped because I can either:

1. Lose weight and get a girlfriend (Which is very hard for me because of how emotionally dependent I am on food)
2. Kill myself (Which is also very hard to do because I am emotionally numb)

I am unable to move forward because I can't choose either of these options and so I'm just floating in limbo.

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The reason I am making this thread is because I think my problem is very common. Plenty of people would be much better off if they didn't exist but because it's so hard to kill yourself they are unable to go through with it and end up torturing themselves for decades. Now if you are in this position then I'm sorry. I don't pretend to know the solution. The best advice I can give you is to try to get a fire arm because it is very easy to kill yourself with a gun and so that will offer you a much easier path to escape then drowning or cutting your wrists.

 

[Adriana Lima]

hahaha you got raped no wonder your gay

 

[Deleted member 6380]

@Be_ConfidentBro @MyAssStinksLikeShit do it, kill yourselves

 

[Deleted member 6380]

hahaha you got raped no wonder your gay

Hahahaahahahahaha this fucking abomination

 

[Deleted member 11758]

@Be_ConfidentBro @MyAssStinksLikeShit do it, kill yourselves

only thing i’m killing is that sweet sweet @Toodlydood mom pussy

 

[Adriana Lima]

Hahahaahahahahaha this fucking abomination

lol stop reading at raped

 

[Deleted member 6380]

only thing i’m killing is that sweet sweet @Toodlydood mom pussy

Only thing im killing and killing like the white man did is that sweet @MyAssStinksLikeShit pussy

and i am blacking @Be_ConfidentBro

My mom wouldn't even look in your direction kys

 

[aklifaal]

Why would you torture yourself? Just inhale helium

 

[Deleted member 6380]

I have realized pretty recently that I'm trapped in this cycle. I had a bad childhood (abandoned by biological parents, raped ect) and developed binge eating problems to cope and eventually I became very anti social. I see getting a girlfriend as a solution to my problems because maybe she could be a substitute for my mom.

The problem is that because I see getting a girlfriend as a solution some deep part of me can't let go of living because maybe I could be happy one day but because of years of social alienation and binge eating my odds of getting a girlfriend are very low. This has left me trapped because I can either:

1. Lose weight and get a girlfriend (Which is very hard for me because of how emotionally dependent I am on food)
2. Kill myself (Which is also very hard to do because I am emotionally numb)

I am unable to move forward because I can't choose either of these options and so I'm just floating in limbo.

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The reason I am making this thread is because I think my problem is very common. Plenty of people would be much better off if they didn't exist but because it's so hard to kill yourself they are unable to go through with it and end up torturing themselves for decades. Now if you are in this position then I'm sorry. I don't pretend to know the solution. The best advice I can give you is to try to get a fire arm because it is very easy to kill yourself with a gun and so that will offer you a much easier path to escape then drowning or cutting your wrists.

Haha you got raped, haha very funny

same thing i did to @Be_ConfidentBro 's mom, sorry bro

 

[pizza]

hahaha you got raped no wonder your gay

I had the same thought, my dick was erect I will not lie

 

[Deleted member 11292]

I see getting a girlfriend as a solution to my problems because maybe she could be a substitute for my mom.

 

[Yliaster]

Is this a copy pasta?

 

[Deleted member 12344]

This is why you gay ? I mean rape.

 

[pizza]

Dont kill yourself op,i hope my words dont be useless

 

[Deleted member 11758]

I like how this nigga grimba opens up about his mental health issues, and .org niggas still clown him about being gay XD

 

[Adriana Lima]

I had the same thought, my dick was erect I will not lie

not even surprised tbh its common with these "anime types"

 

[Deleted member 12344]

Dn rd a single word after rape btw

 

[Deleted member 11414]

raped

that explains the prostate stimulation threads

 

[pizza]

not even surprised tbh its common with these "anime types"

interesting that you have the same line of reasoning as me
the truth is that the fact of op being raped make me horny

 

[Deleted member 8576]

that explains the prostate stimulation threads

 

[pizza]

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Holy fuck

 

[Deleted member 1560]

Haha just unrape yourself

 

[Deleted member 8576]

don’t do it OP life is pecious

 

[Deleted member 3828]

don’t do it OP life is pecious

shitty argument
can be precious if you gl maybe

and there is no value in existing in a state this low when normies will be infinitely happier than you

OP sad to read all this
you're right, many have simillar problems and contemplate a final solution
will count on you to lose weight cause no girlfriend for your fat ass ngl

 

[one job away]

I have realized pretty recently that I'm trapped in this cycle. I had a bad childhood (abandoned by biological parents, raped ect) and developed binge eating problems to cope and eventually I became very anti social. I see getting a girlfriend as a solution to my problems because maybe she could be a substitute for my mom.

The problem is that because I see getting a girlfriend as a solution some deep part of me can't let go of living because maybe I could be happy one day but because of years of social alienation and binge eating my odds of getting a girlfriend are very low. This has left me trapped because I can either:

1. Lose weight and get a girlfriend (Which is very hard for me because of how emotionally dependent I am on food)
2. Kill myself (Which is also very hard to do because I am emotionally numb)

I am unable to move forward because I can't choose either of these options and so I'm just floating in limbo.

---

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The reason I am making this thread is because I think my problem is very common. Plenty of people would be much better off if they didn't exist but because it's so hard to kill yourself they are unable to go through with it and end up torturing themselves for decades. Now if you are in this position then I'm sorry. I don't pretend to know the solution. The best advice I can give you is to try to get a fire arm because it is very easy to kill yourself with a gun and so that will offer you a much easier path to escape then drowning or cutting your wrists.

No kitten avi? you okay bud?

 

[AlexAP]

Just darkpastmax bro, that's the solution.

 

[Ocelot]

dnr much but I've began to realise this thread is right

Morbidly obese people are genetic dog shit and it's completely over for them

Morbidly obese people like @LondonVillie it never began for. His life was fucked the minute he was spawned in. Traits/symptoms of obesecels like LondonVillie: 1. Elevated levels of dopamine from eating. He gets hopelessly addicted to eating the same way most people get addicted to fapping and...

looksmax.org

obesecels never change

 

[Be_ConfidentBro]

don’t do it OP life is pecious

 

[SadLivwr]

Yo, Grimba might've killed himself holy shit, this might be his last thread oh god

 

[Deleted member 6892]

raped ect

explains the twink pfp now get off of the site fakecel

 

[W0KESTMOTHF]

explains the twink pfp now get off of the site fakecel

If it's true no wonder he fingers his ass nigga probably liked the feeling of being fucked in the ass

 

[Deleted member 8244]

Bruh makes Shinjis life look good

 

[Clark69]

Bruh makes Shinjis life look good

find it hard to believe girls liked him over jock chad toji tbh

 

[gamma]

Poor Grimba, you've been very unlucky in your life
I wish you the best for real

 

[Zias]

Im so sorry brother. Really hope you stay here with us. Anyways I don't have concrete advice but I do suggest reading bestseller "Can't hurt me" by David Goggins to give you some perspective over your current life situation and perhaps motivate you. It is a life-changing book for many.

 

[one job away]

I have realized pretty recently that I'm trapped in this cycle. I had a bad childhood (abandoned by biological parents, raped ect) and developed binge eating problems to cope and eventually I became very anti social. I see getting a girlfriend as a solution to my problems because maybe she could be a substitute for my mom.

The problem is that because I see getting a girlfriend as a solution some deep part of me can't let go of living because maybe I could be happy one day but because of years of social alienation and binge eating my odds of getting a girlfriend are very low. This has left me trapped because I can either:

1. Lose weight and get a girlfriend (Which is very hard for me because of how emotionally dependent I am on food)
2. Kill myself (Which is also very hard to do because I am emotionally numb)

I am unable to move forward because I can't choose either of these options and so I'm just floating in limbo.

---

---

The reason I am making this thread is because I think my problem is very common. Plenty of people would be much better off if they didn't exist but because it's so hard to kill yourself they are unable to go through with it and end up torturing themselves for decades. Now if you are in this position then I'm sorry. I don't pretend to know the solution. The best advice I can give you is to try to get a fire arm because it is very easy to kill yourself with a gun and so that will offer you a much easier path to escape then drowning or cutting your wrists.

You still here ? I hope you took route #1 and left this site fuelled with ambition to find your mummy

 

[Growth Plate]

roped lol

 

[blueeyeswhitedrgon]

Wtf u guys clowned him too hard

 

[Deleted member 11167]

Well it's been some time he wasn't online there are only two explanations its either he is playing some attention game to see if his absence is felt or he really did killed himself.

 

[Growth Plate]

Wtf u guys clowned him too hard

fuck that faggot

 

[blueeyeswhitedrgon]

fuck that faggot

Bruh he actually roped

 

[Growth Plate]

Bruh he actually roped

lmao

 

[blueeyeswhitedrgon]

lmao

 

[cube]

I have realized pretty recently that I'm trapped in this cycle. I had a bad childhood (abandoned by biological parents, raped ect) and developed binge eating problems to cope and eventually I became very anti social. I see getting a girlfriend as a solution to my problems because maybe she could be a substitute for my mom.

The problem is that because I see getting a girlfriend as a solution some deep part of me can't let go of living because maybe I could be happy one day but because of years of social alienation and binge eating my odds of getting a girlfriend are very low. This has left me trapped because I can either:

1. Lose weight and get a girlfriend (Which is very hard for me because of how emotionally dependent I am on food)
2. Kill myself (Which is also very hard to do because I am emotionally numb)

I am unable to move forward because I can't choose either of these options and so I'm just floating in limbo.

---

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The reason I am making this thread is because I think my problem is very common. Plenty of people would be much better off if they didn't exist but because it's so hard to kill yourself they are unable to go through with it and end up torturing themselves for decades. Now if you are in this position then I'm sorry. I don't pretend to know the solution. The best advice I can give you is to try to get a fire arm because it is very easy to kill yourself with a gun and so that will offer you a much easier path to escape then drowning or cutting your wrists.

Reminder boys

Grima
1. Got raped as a kid and now likes sticking his thumb up his ass and having sex with other men (but he is still 100% straight)
2. Is a fatty that cant put his fork down because of "muh emoootionzz"

Get rid of this degen from our forum please mods.

 

[Growth Plate]

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legit

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

only thing i’m killing is that sweet sweet @Toodlydood mom pussy

I'll get the mouth! You take the pussy. And my brother, Big Bubba's gonna take her asshole. We'll train that bitch into a proper whore.

 

[Growth Plate]

Reminder boys

Grima
1. Got raped as a kid and now likes sticking his thumb up his ass and having sex with other men (but he is still 100% straight)
2. Is a fatty that cant put his fork down because of "muh emoootionzz"

Get rid of this degen from our forum please mods.

he already killed himself good riddance

 

[BigJimsWornOutTires]

Ugh. Most fat guys try getting sympathy from others so they dont have to lose weight. "Feel sorry for me as I eat these 4 pizzas!"

 

[Deleted member 12669]

This fag hasn't posted since this thread

 

[Deleted member 11758]

rest in pepperoni grimba