should i lose my virginity with an escort before i kill myself?

DownwardGrowth said:
Dang that's crazy. Mental illness really is something. You look really good. I feel like life with your looks would be really good. But I guess I kind of understand, there's probably some 5 3 subhuman who would probably say the same about me and my life is fucked. Do you get looks, attention, approaches from chicks? Just too mentally fucked to do anything about it? I feel like at your level you must.
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yes i know, there are people who think i'm crazy because i want to kill myself despite my decent looks. anyway i won't kill myself just because of my looks. and no, girls don't take me into consideration. i know it may sound weird but it's true, to all the girls i meet i'm a gorgeous and amazing guy, but no girl really wants me. a few days ago i met a girl with whom i had a strong connection right away, as the days passed the better things got. she called me nicknames like "love", she said the sweetest things to me and i swear to god i felt loved for the first time in my entire life by a girl. all this to then hear me tell her shortly after that she wasn't looking for a relationship and that the problem wasn't me but her lol. shortly before killing myself ill send her a message telling her that it was also her fault, that bitch has to suffer like she did with me. after what happened with her i'm definitely dead inside. I've never felt so fooled in my life, she gave me false hopes, I felt so stupid. and no fuck it wasn't just a rejection, I know it may seem like I'm exaggerating but I really loved her and most of all I felt loved by her. that shit broke me even more
 
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Kiwi'sSub5 said:
yes i know, there are people who think i'm crazy because i want to kill myself despite my decent looks. anyway i won't kill myself just because of my looks. and no, girls don't take me into consideration. i know it may sound weird but it's true, to all the girls i meet i'm a gorgeous and amazing guy, but no girl really wants me. a few days ago i met a girl with whom i had a strong connection right away, as the days passed the better things got. she called me nicknames like "love", she said the sweetest things to me and i swear to god i felt loved for the first time in my entire life by a girl. all this to then hear me tell her shortly after that she wasn't looking for a relationship and that the problem wasn't me but her lol. shortly before killing myself ill send her a message telling her that it was also her fault, that bitch has to suffer like she did with me. after what happened with her i'm definitely dead inside. I've never felt so fooled in my life, she gave me false hopes, I felt so stupid. and no fuck it wasn't just a rejection, I know it may seem like I'm exaggerating but I really loved her and most of all I felt loved by her. that shit broke me even more
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That does sound extremely brutal, to feel like you finally found hope and then feel like it was snatched away by her whims. But I guess that's life, it all comes down to their whims. Have you considered trying to geomax? I feel like being white and your prettyboy looks, you would be worshiped over in asia. Although after that brutal rejection it probably seems really daunting and hopeless.
 
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Kiwi'sSub5 said:
i mean im not even THAT ugly, its just that i hate everything about me, both looks and personality, my mind is so twisted and deviated in so many ways, i can't take it anymore, i feel so different
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thats me btw (i know a lot of ppl say im decent looking but i cant stand myself istg)
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Gain weight. SRS...
 
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DownwardGrowth said:
That does sound extremely brutal, to feel like you finally found hope and then feel like it was snatched away by her whims. But I guess that's life, it all comes down to their whims. Have you considered trying to geomax? I feel like being white and your prettyboy looks, you would be worshiped over in asia. Although after that brutal rejection it probably seems really daunting and hopeless.
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geomaxx is not that easy unfortunately, i need money first and im too fucking depressed to do anything. and still see no reason to live even after finding an asian girl
 
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6 flipping pages.
 
Kiwi'sSub5 said:
I'm preparing my suicide, unfortunately it will take a little while, but I'm working on it. I have a doubt though, I'm 19 and I'm a virgin, I've never even kissed a girl, before killing myself should I call an escort and lose my virginity with her? I mean I realize it's not the best, especially as a first fuck, but I don't want to die like a loser, or rather I am and always will be but at least at the point of death I would like not to feel like one
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Do not rope bro.
 
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Obviously if you can you should

If you kill yourself you will never ever be able to experience it

Nor will you be able to drink a cold beer on a sunny winter day again
 
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Kiwi'sSub5 said:
I'm preparing my suicide, unfortunately it will take a little while, but I'm working on it. I have a doubt though, I'm 19 and I'm a virgin, I've never even kissed a girl, before killing myself should I call an escort and lose my virginity with her? I mean I realize it's not the best, especially as a first fuck, but I don't want to die like a loser, or rather I am and always will be but at least at the point of death I would like not to feel like one
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I'm 22 and a virgin bro, find a way to cope like me
 
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Bgm
 
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don't suicide bro, i understand it must be hard for you. but i don't think it's the option, I'm just telling you tho.👍
 
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Kiwi'sSub5 said:
thank you man, i really appreciate ur help
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Hey, of course brotha. If you ever need to talk private message me. I'm not sure my private messages are working, but if I get anything I'll respond and I'm glad to talk. Love you man.
 
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imagine talking to these cheap bitches loose on the street and still being rejected cause of how ugly you are, i mean, even the conversation would be uncomfortable hahaha, painful
 
hey i read the whole thread. honestly, dont do it. trust me, there will be a girl for you. there's always a genuine nice girl out of 10 foids. and you look good. just hang on
Kiwi'sSub5 said:
i mean im not even THAT ugly, its just that i hate everything about me, both looks and personality, my mind is so twisted and deviated in so many ways, i can't take it anymore, i feel so different
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thats me btw (i know a lot of ppl say im decent looking but i cant stand myself istg)
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pwek said:
imagine talking to these cheap bitches loose on the street and still being rejected cause of how ugly you are, i mean, even the conversation would be uncomfortable hahaha, painful
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i probably mog the shit out of you man, but aight
 
Joisu said:
hey i read the whole thread. honestly, dont do it. trust me, there will be a girl for you. there's always a genuine nice girl out of 10 foids. and you look good. just hang on
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fuck foids, im not doing it only for them
 
Kiwi'sSub5 said:
i probably mog the shit out of you man, but aight
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listen, if you really want to kys dont do it the boring way, dont do it with sodium nitrite broooo thas is just so friging boring, kys epically
something that makes history idk maybe you have better skills to hack a TV channel and have thousands of kids watch your death, or just make an ARG and have the video of you dying at the end, that would be fun, for everyone. or do nothing and let that escort bite your balls
 
Kiwi'sSub5 said:
it's not even about girls and being an incel anymore, or rather it is partially related. the point is that I'm a fucking loser, I won't do anything good in my life and thinking about my future only gives me anxiety because I know that only misery awaits me. then yeah being a virgin and hating myself certainly doesn't help but I'm certainly not killing myself just for this
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Im writing this at 4:35 in the morning, after doing nothing all day, literally nothing. I havent talked to a girl in a very long time, a year and a couple months, no gc, rarely theres someone who is interested in talking to me or even hanging out. No drive to do anything atp, i js lay and think about it all all day, realizing how miserable ive got in the last years. Yet here I am still trying and even if i dont get where i want to be, ill be at peace knowing i tried and gave it all. Just be patient brother, and try not to talk about yourself and your life, theres no shining without polishing, rough patches are a stamp for our development, not everybodys got it easy. I KNOW in the end, it is going to pay off.
 
Kiwi'sSub5 said:
I'm preparing my suicide, unfortunately it will take a little while, but I'm working on it. I have a doubt though, I'm 19 and I'm a virgin, I've never even kissed a girl, before killing myself should I call an escort and lose my virginity with her? I mean I realize it's not the best, especially as a first fuck, but I don't want to die like a loser, or rather I am and always will be but at least at the point of death I would like not to feel like one
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once you fuck that pussy you'd like to fuck more pussy thus you're not gonna commit suicide
 
Beanermaxxer said:
Also if you are like actually considering killing yourself, why not try psychedelics first?

Maybe you need a different perspective about yourself, don’t be scared of having a bad trip.

If you actually consider it you can send me a message and I can guide you through, so you can have a pleasurable experience.
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can i send you a message
 
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Kiwi'sSub5 said:
I'm preparing my suicide, unfortunately it will take a little while, but I'm working on it. I have a doubt though, I'm 19 and I'm a virgin, I've never even kissed a girl, before killing myself should I call an escort and lose my virginity with her? I mean I realize it's not the best, especially as a first fuck, but I don't want to die like a loser, or rather I am and always will be but at least at the point of death I would like not to feel like one
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im kinda in the same situation so how are you planning to end it tho? can we talk i think we have a lot in common
 
akiontp said:
im kinda in the same situation so how are you planning to end it tho? can we talk i think we have a lot in common
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ye sure, text me
 
Kiwi'sSub5 said:
I'm preparing my suicide, unfortunately it will take a little while, but I'm working on it. I have a doubt though, I'm 19 and I'm a virgin, I've never even kissed a girl, before killing myself should I call an escort and lose my virginity with her? I mean I realize it's not the best, especially as a first fuck, but I don't want to die like a loser, or rather I am and always will be but at least at the point of death I would like not to feel like one
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Fuck the escort
 
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