should i lose my virginity with an escort before i kill myself?

[DownwardGrowth]

Dang that's crazy. Mental illness really is something. You look really good. I feel like life with your looks would be really good. But I guess I kind of understand, there's probably some 5 3 subhuman who would probably say the same about me and my life is fucked. Do you get looks, attention, approaches from chicks? Just too mentally fucked to do anything about it? I feel like at your level you must.

 

[Сигма Бой]

Wtf how is that niigacope?

Thus.

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

Dang that's crazy. Mental illness really is something. You look really good. I feel like life with your looks would be really good. But I guess I kind of understand, there's probably some 5 3 subhuman who would probably say the same about me and my life is fucked. Do you get looks, attention, approaches from chicks? Just too mentally fucked to do anything about it? I feel like at your level you must.

yes i know, there are people who think i'm crazy because i want to kill myself despite my decent looks. anyway i won't kill myself just because of my looks. and no, girls don't take me into consideration. i know it may sound weird but it's true, to all the girls i meet i'm a gorgeous and amazing guy, but no girl really wants me. a few days ago i met a girl with whom i had a strong connection right away, as the days passed the better things got. she called me nicknames like "love", she said the sweetest things to me and i swear to god i felt loved for the first time in my entire life by a girl. all this to then hear me tell her shortly after that she wasn't looking for a relationship and that the problem wasn't me but her lol. shortly before killing myself ill send her a message telling her that it was also her fault, that bitch has to suffer like she did with me. after what happened with her i'm definitely dead inside. I've never felt so fooled in my life, she gave me false hopes, I felt so stupid. and no fuck it wasn't just a rejection, I know it may seem like I'm exaggerating but I really loved her and most of all I felt loved by her. that shit broke me even more

 

[DownwardGrowth]

yes i know, there are people who think i'm crazy because i want to kill myself despite my decent looks. anyway i won't kill myself just because of my looks. and no, girls don't take me into consideration. i know it may sound weird but it's true, to all the girls i meet i'm a gorgeous and amazing guy, but no girl really wants me. a few days ago i met a girl with whom i had a strong connection right away, as the days passed the better things got. she called me nicknames like "love", she said the sweetest things to me and i swear to god i felt loved for the first time in my entire life by a girl. all this to then hear me tell her shortly after that she wasn't looking for a relationship and that the problem wasn't me but her lol. shortly before killing myself ill send her a message telling her that it was also her fault, that bitch has to suffer like she did with me. after what happened with her i'm definitely dead inside. I've never felt so fooled in my life, she gave me false hopes, I felt so stupid. and no fuck it wasn't just a rejection, I know it may seem like I'm exaggerating but I really loved her and most of all I felt loved by her. that shit broke me even more

That does sound extremely brutal, to feel like you finally found hope and then feel like it was snatched away by her whims. But I guess that's life, it all comes down to their whims. Have you considered trying to geomax? I feel like being white and your prettyboy looks, you would be worshiped over in asia. Although after that brutal rejection it probably seems really daunting and hopeless.

 

[ShtThreadKillYourslf]

i mean im not even THAT ugly, its just that i hate everything about me, both looks and personality, my mind is so twisted and deviated in so many ways, i can't take it anymore, i feel so different
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thats me btw (i know a lot of ppl say im decent looking but i cant stand myself istg)

Gain weight. SRS...

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

That does sound extremely brutal, to feel like you finally found hope and then feel like it was snatched away by her whims. But I guess that's life, it all comes down to their whims. Have you considered trying to geomax? I feel like being white and your prettyboy looks, you would be worshiped over in asia. Although after that brutal rejection it probably seems really daunting and hopeless.

geomaxx is not that easy unfortunately, i need money first and im too fucking depressed to do anything. and still see no reason to live even after finding an asian girl

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

Gain weight. SRS...

i already did, i hate myself even more now lol

 

[Epochs]

6 flipping pages.

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

6 flipping pages.

ye ik lol

 

[ropemaxxxx]

Killing yourself isn't worth it man it won't change shit

Believe in reincarnation

 

[Weresobackbased]

I'm preparing my suicide, unfortunately it will take a little while, but I'm working on it. I have a doubt though, I'm 19 and I'm a virgin, I've never even kissed a girl, before killing myself should I call an escort and lose my virginity with her? I mean I realize it's not the best, especially as a first fuck, but I don't want to die like a loser, or rather I am and always will be but at least at the point of death I would like not to feel like one

Do not rope bro.

 

[Tusseleif]

Obviously if you can you should

If you kill yourself you will never ever be able to experience it

Nor will you be able to drink a cold beer on a sunny winter day again

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

Do not rope bro.

im tired bro, i cant do this anymore

 

[Weresobackbased]

im tired bro, i cant do this anymore

But people love you and I love you brotha. I know it's hard but it will get better.

 

[ineonx]

I'm preparing my suicide, unfortunately it will take a little while, but I'm working on it. I have a doubt though, I'm 19 and I'm a virgin, I've never even kissed a girl, before killing myself should I call an escort and lose my virginity with her? I mean I realize it's not the best, especially as a first fuck, but I don't want to die like a loser, or rather I am and always will be but at least at the point of death I would like not to feel like one

I'm 22 and a virgin bro, find a way to cope like me

 

[ineonx]

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actually waiting for reglan rn

Put it away

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

But people love you and I love you brotha. I know it's hard but it will get better.

thank you man, i really appreciate ur help

 

[Epochs]

 

[Kiwi'sSub5]

I'm 22 and a virgin bro, find a way to cope like me

its not that easy lol

 

[elNoire]

don't suicide bro, i understand it must be hard for you. but i don't think it's the option, I'm just telling you tho.

 

[ineonx]

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Bro isn't @Blackgymmax

 

[Weresobackbased]

thank you man, i really appreciate ur help

Hey, of course brotha. If you ever need to talk private message me. I'm not sure my private messages are working, but if I get anything I'll respond and I'm glad to talk. Love you man.