Thus.
yes i know, there are people who think i'm crazy because i want to kill myself despite my decent looks. anyway i won't kill myself just because of my looks. and no, girls don't take me into consideration. i know it may sound weird but it's true, to all the girls i meet i'm a gorgeous and amazing guy, but no girl really wants me. a few days ago i met a girl with whom i had a strong connection right away, as the days passed the better things got. she called me nicknames like "love", she said the sweetest things to me and i swear to god i felt loved for the first time in my entire life by a girl. all this to then hear me tell her shortly after that she wasn't looking for a relationship and that the problem wasn't me but her lol. shortly before killing myself ill send her a message telling her that it was also her fault, that bitch has to suffer like she did with me. after what happened with her i'm definitely dead inside. I've never felt so fooled in my life, she gave me false hopes, I felt so stupid. and no fuck it wasn't just a rejection, I know it may seem like I'm exaggerating but I really loved her and most of all I felt loved by her. that shit broke me even more
That does sound extremely brutal, to feel like you finally found hope and then feel like it was snatched away by her whims. But I guess that's life, it all comes down to their whims. Have you considered trying to geomax? I feel like being white and your prettyboy looks, you would be worshiped over in asia. Although after that brutal rejection it probably seems really daunting and hopeless.
geomaxx is not that easy unfortunately, i need money first and im too fucking depressed to do anything. and still see no reason to live even after finding an asian girl
i already did, i hate myself even more now lol
ye ik lol
Believe in reincarnation
Do not rope bro.
im tired bro, i cant do this anymore
But people love you and I love you brotha. I know it's hard but it will get better.
I'm 22 and a virgin bro, find a way to cope like me
Put it away
thank you man, i really appreciate ur help
its not that easy lol
Hey, of course brotha. If you ever need to talk private message me. I'm not sure my private messages are working, but if I get anything I'll respond and I'm glad to talk. Love you man.
i probably mog the shit out of you man, but aight
fuck foids, im not doing it only for them
listen, if you really want to kys dont do it the boring way, dont do it with sodium nitrite broooo thas is just so friging boring, kys epically
Im writing this at 4:35 in the morning, after doing nothing all day, literally nothing. I havent talked to a girl in a very long time, a year and a couple months, no gc, rarely theres someone who is interested in talking to me or even hanging out. No drive to do anything atp, i js lay and think about it all all day, realizing how miserable ive got in the last years. Yet here I am still trying and even if i dont get where i want to be, ill be at peace knowing i tried and gave it all. Just be patient brother, and try not to talk about yourself and your life, theres no shining without polishing, rough patches are a stamp for our development, not everybodys got it easy. I KNOW in the end, it is going to pay off.
once you fuck that pussy you'd like to fuck more pussy thus you're not gonna commit suicide
