signs you were sexually assaulted as a child 😿 [CW, obviously]

[ranierean]

• Insomnia
• Substance abuse and other high-risk behaviors (e.g., gambling, extreme sports)
• Fear of physical contact
• Suicidal ideation
• Childhood masturbation, early and sustained porn addiction
• Depersonalization/derealization
• OCD or OCD-like characteristics
• "Quiet" demeanor
• Disturbing and distressing sexual thoughts (rape fantasies topping the list), vulgar language--all coupled with juvenile thinking broadly
• Poor self-esteem
• Sustained isolation, solitude, inceldom
• Memory loss (most crucially: massive gaps in time, e.g., you don't remember your childhood as vividly as others do)
• Weight gain starting at early ages, EDs
• Highly reserved OR flamboyant fashion sense
• Unexplainable scars all over your face, body
• Speech and writing related issues (dyslexic traits, speech impediments, bizarre accent)
• Underwhelming academic performance (downward SES mobility broadly)
• Panicking and crying for hours at a time, constantly
• Feeling more in touch with children even in your adult years
• Incessant feeling of danger, random assortment of phobias (e.g., entomophobia)
• Thrashing and/or talking in your sleep
• Body, gender dysphoria
• TMJ
• Intense shame about human bodily functions, hesitance related to hygiene (i.e., infrequent showers, avoidance of public toilets)
• Sleeping next to your mother well into your teenage years
• Sexual appearing, reoccurring dreams
• Random rectal pains
• Intense, uncontrollable feelings of anger/shame/guilt
• Fear of adults, men, women, family

 

[itzyaboyJJ]

You dropped this

Spoiler

dnr

 

[NoHoesinOhio]

havent ticked one except weight gain, although memory loss is more because my time was mostly spent flirting with girls and watching cartoons, pretty immemorable (should have been forced to learn latin at a young age if my parents cared enough)

 

[ranierean]

You dropped this

Spoiler

dnr

im sorry that you were raped as a kid and now feel forced to adopt your incel forum gorilla persona
im here for you man

 

[itzyaboyJJ]

im sorry that you were raped as a kid and now feel forced to adopt your incel forum gorilla persona
im here for you man

shit bait tbh

 

[ranierean]

shit bait tbh

i KNOW it hurts but we can all make the best out of the worst of it, my DMs are always open

havent ticked one except weight gain, although memory loss is more because my time was mostly spent flirting with girls and watching cartoons, pretty immemorable (should have been forced to learn latin at a young age if my parents cared enough)

for me it's every bullet point but some of it is not 'all the way there' (and it's intentionally vague and broad for the most part)
also youre a fat incel curry so its like... your upbringing must have been HELL, a nightmare as is and even worse than mine
im sorry bud

 

[itzyaboyJJ]

i KNOW it hurts but we can all make the best out of the worst situation, my DMs are open

Dude are you ok ? Nothing is wrong with me, stop with the rage bait tales cause I didn’t read ur thread.

 

[NoHoesinOhio]

i KNOW it hurts but we can all make the best out of the worst of it, my DMs are always open

for me it's every bullet point but some of it is not 'all the way there' (and it's intentionally vague and broad for the most part)
also youre a fat incel curry so its like... your upbringing must have been HELL, a nightmare as is and even worse than mine
im sorry bud

no it was good but would have preferred my parents were a bit blackpilled, also no longer fat no longer incel

 

[ranierean]

Dude are you ok ? Nothing is wrong with me, stop with the rage bait tales cause I didn’t read ur thread.

FUUUUUCK
you actually WERE molested... im really sorry man, i didn't mean to pry open your old wounds
as I said DMs are still open

no it was good but would have preferred my parents were a bit blackpilled, also no longer fat no longer incel

every 'ex-fat' person is still a fat person mentally, as they say, also ur clearly fat and larping
like... you can't even brag about weight loss in the age of ozempic so it's kinda lame regardless actually
even a textbook incel like mencius moldbug miraculously has a BMI in mid 20s and can go to NYT podcasts nowadays

 

[NoHoesinOhio]

every 'ex-fat' person is still a fat person mentally, as they say, also ur clearly still fat and larping
like... you can't even brag about weight loss in the age of ozempic so it's kinda lame regardless actually
even a textbook incel like mencius moldbug has a BMI in mid 20s and can go to NYT podcasts nowadays

Just like every incel who ascends is still an incel at heart. Still, it mogs being chad when you're an incel , I want to look good when Im rotting and scared.

 

[itzyaboyJJ]

FUUUUUCK
you actually WERE molested... im really sorry man, i didn't mean to pry open your old wounds
as I said DMs are still open

Lol, this bait is the equivalent of really bad amateur porn, why are you assuming I have been molesting without me mentioning it.

 

[Lefty Rankin]

havent ticked one except weight gain, although memory loss is more because my time was mostly spent flirting with girls and watching cartoons, pretty immemorable (should have been forced to learn latin at a young age if my parents cared enough)

You've never fantasized about raping girls? Low T.

 

[NoHoesinOhio]

You've never fantasized about raping girls? Low T.

Not in the sense of a real urge but more of an "ought to" . Wanking beats engaging in current day self-effacing mating rituals

 

[Lefty Rankin]

Not in the sense of a real urge but more of an "ought to" . Wanking beats engaging in current day self-effacing mating rituals

You've never had sex with your sister? Me and my sister fuck all the time. We grew up together so no rituals are needed.

 

[NoHoesinOhio]

You've never had sex with your sister? Me and my sister fuck all the time. We grew up together so no rituals are needed.