social anxiety/being afraid of judgement

[Deleted member 3055]

i used to cope with all these retarded made up mental illnesses but the answer is actually pretty simple: not being gl enough

jk, the actual reason lays way deeper, the roots go all the way back to your early significant social interactions (elementary school) and how your brain reacts to different emotional hits

unfortunately if you tick both points of these;
- emotional
- got bullied (even just to a small degree)

then it is utterly and horrifyingly over for you son

all your life, you will be terrified from these experiences happening again, and you will be chasing good looks/status/whatever prevents you from being looked down at, only to realize you are missing out on all sweet experiences of life, because you are too busy being scared of actually living

the only turning back of this condition would be to become 8 PSL, but even then, the void inside of you will never be filled

life after the blackpill is all cope, every single human interaction comes down to genetics and happiness is just a chemical reaction

take the ropepill son

shit thread

 

[Lawyer]

shit thread

No, it is actually a good thread.

 

[Ritalincel]

fears me

 

[Deleted member 3055]

No, it is actually a good thread.

Thanks for the dopamine boyo

 

[Deleted member 2661]

Very factual thread, I became more low inhib after 16 when I developed my ferocious thugish hunter eyes and mm tier hollow cheeks + once blackpilled you see how subhuman everyone around you actually is.

 

[Deleted member 3055]

Very factual thread, I became more low inhib after 16 when I developed my ferocious thugish hunter eyes and mm tier hollow cheeks + once blackpilled you see how subhuman everyone around you actually is.

i am in utter sheer fear after reading about your superior facial features. you are indeed a magnificent godlike being who should be treated as such

 

[Patrick Baitman]

Very factual thread, I became more low inhib after 16 when I developed my ferocious thugish hunter eyes and mm tier hollow cheeks + once blackpilled you see how subhuman everyone around you actually is.

Relatable. But I was always a bully

 

[Deleted member 2100]

Legit thread. I realized this after speanding the past year on this site.

We found this site as a way to cope with our loneliness and failings irl and after discovering the blackpill, figured out it was our looks that was causing our misery. But the endless obsession with looks is a cope for our childhood trauma/current failures.

 

[Deleted member 2661]

i am in utter sheer fear after reading about your superior facial features. you are indeed a magnificent godlike being who should be treated as such

This goes both ways brother

 

[Deleted member 3055]

Legit thread. I realized this after speanding the past year on this site.

We found this site as a way to cope with our loneliness and failings irl and after discovering the blackpill, figured out it was our looks that was causing our misery. But the endless obsession with looks is a cope for our childhood trauma/current failures.

exactly
cant outlift traumas

 

[Deleted member 3055]

i guess I can kinda sympathise with being socially anxious because I was like that a year ago

but somewhere along the line I grew a pair and stopped giving a flying fuck

i used to walk around and feel inferior to everyone around me, especially at bars and clubs etc

now I walk around feeling superior, like everyone else are complete subhumans

i still dont get how people can get traumatised by past shit though tbh - I feel almost like the past has no emotional bearing on me whatsoever. maybe that's just because I haven't experienced anything traumatic enough though.

you also became better looking didnt you? i only feel superiority when i am on a huge dose of phenibut/drunk, basically deluding myself of reailty and thinking like i am better than others in every single aspect

crazy how your brain controls everything you do and think, literal .co truecels could get laid if they started doing low inhib drugs

 

[Lawyer]

literal .co truecels could get laid if they started doing low inhib drugs

How so?

 

[Ritalincell]

I was bullied for some period of time bc I had a mushroom haircut, some kids used to call me mushroomhead but I did not change after that, it made me stronger. Also I frequently beat up members of the group when they were alone and not together.

 

[Lawyer]

I was bullied for some period of time bc I had a mushroom haircut, some kids used to call me mushroomhead but I did not change after that, it made me stronger. Also I frequently beat up members of the group when they were alone and not together.

Cool story mushroomhead.

 

[Ritalincell]

Cool story mushroomhead.

This was so predictable

 

[turkproducer]

I used to be quite emotional but I lost it after a while. I learned to be able to handle banter much much better some years back

I feel like it does definitely leave a lasting effect on you, but it’s not like it’s permanent unless you allow it to be IMO.

 

[Deleted member 3055]

How so?

i am obviously not a bluepilled roach, but if its only about getting laid and nothing else, then it is more than possible even for ugly guys

assuming the .co member is not a deformed 3'5 dwarf, getting laid could be achieved in a few days just by being heavily intoxicated by various drugs and going to clubs/parties

drunk/drugged sluts are willing to do A LOT when they are in that state, and i have seen quite a few jestermaxxed ugly indian guys who are able to pull

 

[Deleted member 8165]

the uglier you are, the more likely you are to be bullied for your appearence, therefore developing depression social anxiety and those kind of mental problems

 

[RAITEIII]

i used to cope with all these retarded made up mental illnesses but the answer is actually pretty simple: not being gl enough

jk, the actual reason lays way deeper, the roots go all the way back to your early significant social interactions (elementary school) and how your brain reacts to different emotional hits

unfortunately if you tick both points of these;
- emotional
- got bullied (even just to a small degree)

then it is utterly and horrifyingly over for you son

all your life, you will be terrified from these experiences happening again, and you will be chasing good looks/status/whatever prevents you from being looked down at, only to realize you are missing out on all sweet experiences of life, because you are too busy being scared of actually living

the only turning back of this condition would be to become 8 PSL, but even then, the void inside of you will never be filled

life after the blackpill is all cope, every single human interaction comes down to genetics and happiness is just a chemical reaction

take the ropepill son

shit thread

I wanna be free.

I can tell differences between me and most of people, I'm different than even people on this forum.

It's very debilitating. Some guys take all those opportunities while I'm so fucking stupid and scared of living...

Help me out @karbo tbh

 

[Deleted member 6873]

i used to cope with all these retarded made up mental illnesses but the answer is actually pretty simple: not being gl enough

jk, the actual reason lays way deeper, the roots go all the way back to your early significant social interactions (elementary school) and how your brain reacts to different emotional hits

unfortunately if you tick both points of these;
- emotional
- got bullied (even just to a small degree)

then it is utterly and horrifyingly over for you son

all your life, you will be terrified from these experiences happening again, and you will be chasing good looks/status/whatever prevents you from being looked down at, only to realize you are missing out on all sweet experiences of life, because you are too busy being scared of actually living

the only turning back of this condition would be to become 8 PSL, but even then, the void inside of you will never be filled

life after the blackpill is all cope, every single human interaction comes down to genetics and happiness is just a chemical reaction

take the ropepill son

shit thread

cant relate tbh i've always been treated far better by teachers.
and since the blackpill i realize how deformed everyone around me is it made me 1000x more narcy

 

[Deleted member 3055]

I wanna be free.

I can tell differences between me and most of people, I'm different than even people on this forum.

It's very debilitating. Some guys take all those opportunities while I'm so fucking stupid and scared of living...

Help me out @karbo tbh

i know the fucked up overall feeling

you have to self-improve and serotoninmaxx to the point you are constantly happy with what you have but first you have to find out what that is, what exactly is it that you are craving?
for me it is being seen as high status, which is generally achievable by looking good, so i am working hard towards that goal otherwise i'll just end up being depressed

Some guys take all those opportunities while I'm so fucking stupid and scared of living...

you could drugmaxx (phenibut, slight drinking b4 going out) to ease the process of getting low-inhib but ultimately the long term solution is just to get out of your comfort zone (exposure therapy)

ive forced myself out of my comfort zone so many times in the past few months its unreal
its really tiring mentally, but in the end you'll see improvements and slowly become a normal functioning human jfl

 

[Deleted member 5061]

jk, the actual reason lays way deeper

It doesnt. Someone with Cavill face and body has a 0.000000000000001 % chance of getting social anxiety. It is what it is.

You could take the biggest emotional wreck out there, someone who was bullied his whole life and abused in the past etc. Take his brain out and implant it in cavils body (lets say we had the technology for it), after max. 2 years, this guy would be able to rewire his brain to leave all the bad past behind him, because he is now in a super aesthetic and strong body.

 

[Deleted member 3055]

It doesnt. Someone with Cavill face and body has a 0.000000000000001 % chance of getting social anxiety. It is what it is.

You could take the biggest emotional wreck out there, someone who was bullied his whole life and abused in the past etc. Take his brain out and implant it in cavils body (lets say we had the technology for it), after max. 2 years, this guy would be able to rewire his brain to leave all the bad past behind him, because he is now in a super aesthetic and strong body.

the only turning back of this condition would be to become 8 PSL, but even then, the void inside of you will never be filled

tbh

 

[Deleted member 5061]

tbh

Yeah missed this part my bad, althouth I believe that the void could be closed after enough constant positive experience. Also the reason Chads cant really get bad experiences is becaus even if a Stacy treats them bad or leaves them, they have several layers of foids below her to fall back to any time they want. Its like having 10 professional parachutes when skydiving, whereas an incel has 1 parachute that is made out of used underpants of landwhlaes full of wholes and fatigued, overly stretched materials.

 

[Deleted member 3055]

Yeah missed this part my bad, althouth I believe that the void could be closed after enough constant positive experience.

for sure, but swallowing the blackpill changes your whole worldview, and the way you view society and people as a whole.
despite having the life you always desired, having all this knowledge, knowing what exactly is the psychology behind every interaction you have etc. could still prevent you from achieving full happiness

there is something about being delusional about the world, as they say "ignorance is bliss"

 

[Deleted member 5061]

for sure, but swallowing the blackpill changes your whole worldview, and the way you view society and people as a whole.
despite having the life you always desired, having all this knowledge, knowing what exactly is the psychology behind every interaction you have etc. could still prevent you from achieving full happiness

there is something about being delusional about the world, as they say "ignorance is bliss"

Oh for sure, blackpill changes one for ever without ability to ever go back to pre-blackpill state. This is why I cant take older ppl seriously or respect them, because tha majority of them are looksmined by nature, which is mostly unavoidable. I also dont care to do anything or socialize with the vast majority of ppl above like 30, esp. if theyre looksminned as fuck. I dont care about their oppinion, what they have to say etc.

Just an example- I was waiting in a waiting queue in an electronics store, and it took them a long time to process each purchase, its like only 1 guy was there when there should have been 3-4 doing it. Because it took so long, one of random dudes how was prolly like mid 40 started talking to me out of nowhere, complaining how long it takes them and that shouldve ordered that shit online. I was thinking to myself: "why are you talking to me, I dont need to know this, I dont wanna talk to you... wtf", I mean I was polite but gave very short answers and didnt keep the conversation going.

Tbh if it was a younger dude, not necessarily high psl, could be a normie for all I care, Id talk to him cause due to age I can relate more to them, but with older ppl, I cant help but feel like theyre invisible, even though it means everyone of us will be too one day. At least I will know better than to chat up some randoms without a valid reason.

 

[SubtleLeap]

i used to cope with all these retarded made up mental illnesses but the answer is actually pretty simple: not being gl enough

jk, the actual reason lays way deeper, the roots go all the way back to your early significant social interactions (elementary school) and how your brain reacts to different emotional hits

unfortunately if you tick both points of these;
- emotional
- got bullied (even just to a small degree)

then it is utterly and horrifyingly over for you son

all your life, you will be terrified from these experiences happening again, and you will be chasing good looks/status/whatever prevents you from being looked down at, only to realize you are missing out on all sweet experiences of life, because you are too busy being scared of actually living

the only turning back of this condition would be to become 8 PSL, but even then, the void inside of you will never be filled

life after the blackpill is all cope, every single human interaction comes down to genetics and happiness is just a chemical reaction

take the ropepill son

shit thread

This literally happened today as it was my first time TAing a class of students in a lab. While explaining information to the students I felt anxiety and messed up and forgot to say some important information. Pretty sure this was due to the fact that all I was thinking while speaking was that fear.