Social anxiety

[Deleted member 22190]

Doesn't matter how tall I am, doesn't matter how muscular I get, don't matter how much I mew. Everytime I see someone in the distance, I get a sharp, recognizable feeling of, "oh fuck, here we go, how am I going to socialize?" I can feign neurotypicality as much as I want, but I still get at least a little nervous from seeing new or different people. To be honest, I don't even really want to fucking talk to them, I'm just trying to find good things to say when I walk by random people to be more social. But everytime I do, there's not enough time to really talk, my voice gets squeaky, I talk too fast, and I appear way too soft (smiling, clear effort to socialize and be interesting, etc). So, 60% of the time nothing really comes out of it except me coming off as an autist although most of the reactions are neutral to okayish. And when I don't speak, I wonder if I still come off as just an intimidating asshole that's just got a superiority complex... Which would be fine assuming I was rolling with a few pals and we didn't give a fuck + having numbers incase anybody tried anything, but alas, I don't.

Now, I know what you're thinking, "Well just become a lone wolf bro." Nigga I don't know how to without making people envious and wanting to beat my ass because I mog them in too many categories thus probably cucking me in the long run.

Tldr; can't find a good balance between neurotypicality and the silent type the same way I can on the internet, don't know what to say, and even when I attempt to strike a balance, I fuck it up somehow (e.g double waving). Over for my social life.

 

[Winnetou]

I can understand paranoia but literally being afraid of a simple conversation is a mystery to me. They're just retarded normies.

 

[Deleted member 22190]

I can understand paranoia but literally being afraid of a simple conversation is a mystery to me. They're just retarded normies.

Too many adults out there nigga, hard to establish superiority without the risk of getting stabbed.

 

[Winnetou]

Too many adults out there nigga, hard to establish superiority without the risk of getting stabbed.

I do it with charm not arrogance. People usually respect me because I act in a charming way. I don't pick up fights. People love young charming people. Ofc if you're a trucel it would be harder.

 

[SchizoAutism]

It's over.

 

[Deleted member 19576]

It suck ass i literally wasted my youth because of it. Now that I BECAME much older. the social anxiety has been vanished. I dont give crap anymore.

 

[Deleted member 20652]

I used to starve for long hours at work cause too much social anxiety to eat breakfast or lunch around other people

It's much easier now on Testosterone though

 

[Deleted member 19576]

I can understand paranoia but literally being afraid of a simple conversation is a mystery to me. They're just retarded normies.

I usually had problem talking with girls but not with boys when I was younger. I hate fucking men sometimes. They always wanted compete with me when I dont really give shit.

 

[Winnetou]

I usually had problem talking with girls but not with boys when I was younger.

If it's not sexual I see no problem talking to women. But I understand that removing the sexual tension in your head is hard for some people.

 

[Adonis]

Doesn't matter how tall I am, doesn't matter how muscular I get, don't matter how much I mew. Everytime I see someone in the distance, I get a sharp, recognizable feeling of, "oh fuck, here we go, how am I going to socialize?" I can feign neurotypicality as much as I want, but I still get at least a little nervous from seeing new or different people. To be honest, I don't even really want to fucking talk to them, I'm just trying to find good things to say when I walk by random people to be more social. But everytime I do, there's not enough time to really talk, my voice gets squeaky, I talk too fast, and I appear way too soft (smiling, clear effort to socialize and be interesting, etc). So, 60% of the time nothing really comes out of it except me coming off as an autist although most of the reactions are neutral to okayish. And when I don't speak, I wonder if I still come off as just an intimidating asshole that's just got a superiority complex... Which would be fine assuming I was rolling with a few pals and we didn't give a fuck + having numbers incase anybody tried anything, but alas, I don't.

Now, I know what you're thinking, "Well just become a lone wolf bro." Nigga I don't know how to without making people envious and wanting to beat my ass because I mog them in too many categories thus probably cucking me in the long run.

Tldr; can't find a good balance between neurotypicality and the silent type the same way I can on the internet, don't know what to say, and even when I attempt to strike a balance, I fuck it up somehow (e.g double waving). Over for my social life.

Feel you bruh, the SAD pill destroyed me.

 

[Deleted member 22804]

Low IQ max,
I did 1.5 years of sniffing cocaine and bare knuckle boxing, and my social anexiety was noticably lower.

 

[Deleted member 19576]

If it's not sexual I see no problem talking to women. But I understand that removing the sexual tension in your head is hard for some people.

I was too shy to talk with them. I had no idea why. I always hanged with boys. Girls has never done anything bad for me.

 

[Winnetou]

I was too shy to talk with them. I had no idea why. I always hanged with boys. Girls has never done anything bad for me.

Sexual tension.

 

[Deleted member 22190]

I do it with charm not arrogance. People usually respect me because I act in a charming way. I don't pick up fights. People love young charming people. Ofc if you're a trucel it would be harder.

Fu cK it bro