Still unhappy after getting my internship

[Jason Voorhees]

I got a call from my friend today and he told me he got internship in Google. Fucking Google. He got the the creme de la creme of all internships the Google SDE internship (Gand Jal Gayi). Every motherfucker in my uni is an overachiever. I got a super dream internship at amex but that happiness didn't even last for a few days

I secured the super dream summer internship at american express

Follow up to this thread https://looksmax.org/threads/i-got-shortlisted-for-nvidias-and-american-expresss-summer-internship.1133576/ I'm in. Still haven't accepted the offer. As I have a few more companies in the pipeline @TechnoBoss @Chadeep @ascension

looksmax.org

No matter what I do my peers never fail to make me feel like a useless piece of shit. I study for hours but still end with a A- or B. Got placed in a top company but I see guys getting internship offers from FAANG companies. I think I have an impressive project that I spent weeks on that I can put in my resume but just hours after completing it I see my friends resume and get sick to the stomach knowing his is way better than mine. Nothing I ever do seems to be enough. I never seem to be able to shake off the feeling of being inadequate, uncomplished and useless. Comparison truly is a thief of joy tbh.

Its very hard to keep up with my peers

As a STEM major in a top 10 uni in my country. I find very hard to keep up with guys in my class everyone here is an overachiever. I study for weeks but still only end up getting a B or A- which is barely better than the regular C that I manage without putting as much effort. Passing the courses...

looksmax.org

@moredatesmorerapes @Chadeep @mayo mogger @boss8055 @MrBossMan @Nick.Harte @ReadBooksEveryday @N1666

 

[meropeu]

Recommend me after few years

 

[Deleted member 69862]

Cmon man you are 6’2 Dravidian bull, while all those are dehati ltns, they might jobmog you, but you lifemog them.

 

[Jason Voorhees]

Cmon man you are 6’2 Dravidian bull, while all those are dehati ltns, they might jobmog you, but you lifemog them.

I will looksmaxx hard and honestly cope with that tbh.

 

[Jason Voorhees]

@ChadL1te @EdgyFashionist

 

[Deleted member 91529]

how old are u

 

[MrBossMan]

bhai you can't have everything at times, i started coding in my high school as a passion but here i am without a SINGLE offer. for me even your AMEX internship would be the best bet i can get.
over time i got burntout and never recovered from it


same thing, ppl around me are getting placed every day in good companies but i could never.

but i always felt that wageslaving wasn't for me. hopefully i can start new biz in the digital space soon, easier said than done.

 

[Jason Voorhees]

how old are u

20

 

[Nowiff.Belgrade]

Comparison is the thief of joy

Learn to be able to accept your own success/choices without heavily depending on the approval or comparison of others

Easier said than done though

 

[DMVsheboon]

its just IQ, u had different genetic code

ull always be subpar to magnus carlsen even if u had him play on alcohol and drugs. it is what it is.

 

[EdgyFashionist]

@ChadL1te @EdgyFashionist

you are honestly already in top tier bro. You are aiming at something unnecessary right now imo. It's like scoring S+ and wanting S++ while many people around you are barely getting into B point.

 

[flippasav]

We are never satisfied

 

[moredatesmorerapes]

You will never be happy. I'm the same way. Even if I'm 95th, 99th percentile, I'll compare myself to the 99.9th. I'll compare myself to the one or two guys who did best in the whole school. I'm not sure if it's competitiveness, arrogance, insecurity, or just natural human thought process. Maybe a combination.
When I do feel good about my success I compare myself to some chad. Who wants to be some studycel loser? Who cares about my achievements if I'm some subhuman.
I dunno what the solution is. Give up, be happy, accept your limits? Won't this just restrict and hinder you?
No idea. For now I say I'm just going to strive for my goals. If at 25, 30, I'm thinking the same way? I guess then I'll know

 

[gigell]

Tell them to unban @Bliisk

 

[Jason Voorhees]

@SecularIslamist @ascension

 

[laaltin]

It’s over for you bro, your dream is to work for corporations like this doing boring ass mundane jobs

 

[ey88]

Stop comparing yourself to other people dude, you are probably still doing better than 90% of the population

 

[SecularIslamist]

Comparison is the thief of joy, fren. You're already mogging IQ / education / career mogging 99.9% of Indians.

 

[SecularIslamist]

Stop comparing yourself to other people dude, you are probably still doing better than 90% of the population

It's hard not to. I said the same above. But I went to the USA and saw my FOB cousins getting paid 3x I did for less work. It's brutal. But I remember in the UK I'm doing better than 90% my age...

 

[russwestbrook]

hedonic treadmill, even as you get more and more successful you will never be satisfied

 

[ElTruecel]

If you were to work at jewgle u should do a few favors for us. Oh man Jewgle fucking sucks and the amount of data they hold from us is insane

 

[Akhi]

comparison is the thief of joy

problem is youre competing with the top 1%, compared to the avg person youre doing way better

 

[ascension]

Doesn't matter bruh. I got into a top finance company despite not going to the top 10 Universities for my course. I was always told I wouldn't make it into one of the big firms because of that, but I still managed it. You need to work on your soft skills more - communication, problem solving, confidence, leadership. That's how you differentiate yourself from academic nerds who outdid you grades-wise.

 

[p0lishsubhuman]

Doesn't matter bruh. I got into a top finance company despite not going to the top 10 Universities for my course. I was always told I wouldn't make it into one of the big firms because of that, but I still managed it. You need to work on your soft skills more - communication, problem solving, confidence, leadership. That's how you differentiate yourself from academic nerds who outdid you grades-wise.

how do u recommend improving your soft skills

 

[ascension]

how do u recommend improving your soft skills

You can get training for interviews, companies will help you with that (it costs money though)

 

[StrangerDanger]

What did you expect? How can you have lasting happiness when your happiness is derived from conditions

 

[Flowerpot]

JFL at retarded curries worshipping wageslaving. It's over.

 

[StrangerDanger]

JFL at retarded curries worshipping wageslaving. It's over.

Says the top 99.9% IQ STEMcel brahmin who got a FAANG internship

 

[Flowerpot]

Says the top 99.9% IQ STEMcel brahmin who got a FAANG internship

I being a slave for kikes

 

[StrangerDanger]

I being a slave for kikes

Yeah you love capitalism 200k$ base salary, nice house in the outskirts of San Fran, sportcar, watches, bitches and champgne who care if it 9-5. You ballin

 

[Jason Voorhees]

What did you expect? How can you have lasting happiness when your happiness is derived from conditions

I want to be the best. The richest, the smartest in the room.

 

[Deleted member 69862]

You will never be happy. I'm the same way. Even if I'm 95th, 99th percentile, I'll compare myself to the 99.9th. I'll compare myself to the one or two guys who did best in the whole school. I'm not sure if it's competitiveness, arrogance, insecurity, or just natural human thought process. Maybe a combination.
When I do feel good about my success I compare myself to some chad. Who wants to be some studycel loser? Who cares about my achievements if I'm some subhuman.
I dunno what the solution is. Give up, be happy, accept your limits? Won't this just restrict and hinder you?
No idea. For now I say I'm just going to strive for my goals. If at 25, 30, I'm thinking the same way? I guess then I'll know

This.

 

[normie_joe]

I got a call from my friend today and he told me he got internship in Google. Fucking Google. He got the the creme de la creme of all internships the Google SDE internship (Gand Jal Gayi). Every motherfucker in my uni is an overachiever. I got a super dream internship at amex but that happiness didn't even last for a few days

I secured the super dream summer internship at american express

Follow up to this thread https://looksmax.org/threads/i-got-shortlisted-for-nvidias-and-american-expresss-summer-internship.1133576/ I'm in. Still haven't accepted the offer. As I have a few more companies in the pipeline @TechnoBoss @Chadeep @ascension

looksmax.org

No matter what I do my peers never fail to make me feel like a useless piece of shit. I study for hours but still end with a A- or B. Got placed in a top company but I see guys getting internship offers from FAANG companies. I think I have an impressive project that I spent weeks on that I can put in my resume but just hours after completing it I see my friends resume and get sick to the stomach knowing his is way better than mine. Nothing I ever do seems to be enough. I never seem to be able to shake off the feeling of being inadequate, uncomplished and useless. Comparison truly is a thief of joy tbh.

Its very hard to keep up with my peers

As a STEM major in a top 10 uni in my country. I find very hard to keep up with guys in my class everyone here is an overachiever. I study for weeks but still only end up getting a B or A- which is barely better than the regular C that I manage without putting as much effort. Passing the courses...

looksmax.org

@moredatesmorerapes @Chadeep @mayo mogger @boss8055 @MrBossMan @Nick.Harte @ReadBooksEveryday @N1666

I'm more interested in the work life balance and if that internship will translate to a full time opportunity.

 

[distance decay]

Couple questions

Are your parents well off?

So this is what the actual big companies do? Go to india, pick the best students and give them jobs?

And is going overseas to study more of a middle class option

 

[Deleted member 95452]

dont compare yourself with others

what you've already achieved is extraordinary in and of itself, and you should be motivated to achieve even more because it feels so good to achieve, not because shame or feelings of inferiority when comparing yourself to others forces you to do it

being motivated by negative feelings is bad, in order to be motivated to achieve out of positive feelings you need to feel positive about what you've already achieved. so take a step back and realize how far you've come already, and that there is even more you can do - others achieving more doesn't affect you, that's their business

 

[Jason Voorhees]

Couple questions

Are your parents well off?

Not really. My parents have assets I wouldn't call them rich.

So this is what the actual big companies do? Go to india, pick the best students and give them jobs?

Yes they go to thr top unis. Give out placements

And is going overseas to study more of a middle class option

Generally yes but even many upper classes go overseas for higher studies.

 

[PARISIEN]

Working in FAANG is cope create looksmax . India

And you be the next goat

 

[StarvedEpi]

Nigger your doing fine stop hating on your self

 

[PARISIEN]

CV is pure cope I’ve had so many lies on it to be just taken, lies more on it honesty bring death in the corporate world.

I’m sure your friends CV are full of bullshit

 

[ngannou]

You will never be happy. I'm the same way. Even if I'm 95th, 99th percentile, I'll compare myself to the 99.9th. I'll compare myself to the one or two guys who did best in the whole school. I'm not sure if it's competitiveness, arrogance, insecurity, or just natural human thought process. Maybe a combination.
When I do feel good about my success I compare myself to some chad. Who wants to be some studycel loser? Who cares about my achievements if I'm some subhuman.
I dunno what the solution is. Give up, be happy, accept your limits? Won't this just restrict and hinder you?
No idea. For now I say I'm just going to strive for my goals. If at 25, 30, I'm thinking the same way? I guess then I'll know

Accep Jesus Christt as your lord buddy boyos no longer thrive for the happiness in this world but wait for the new kingdom of God

 

[fluoride1337]

Curries have better job opportunities than americans at this point jfl

 

[romanstock]

You're indians you're all useless, once AI comes 'tis over for ye.

 

[Jason Voorhees]

Curries have better job opportunities than americans at this point jfl

Why's that?

 

[Jason Voorhees]

You're indians you're all useless, once AI comes 'tis over for ye.

34 yr old virgin