(STORY) Lost friendship due to my friends thinking im gay

[madma]

This happened back in 2022, me and 2 of my friends were going to hangout and take acid together, we grouped up in my friend Michaels basement, it was around 9 PM at night and we were planning on tripping the entire night. I took the tabs (I think 300 ug of acid which is a lot considering ive only done acid once in my life atp and it was only a tab) and about 40 minutes later I was starting to have a very bad trip where I was panicking and trying to run out of the house. He held me down so I would stop pannicking and I started hugging him because it was the only way I felt sane, I was clinging onto him for probably 2-3 hours while he was scrolling through tiktok on his phone to try to get me to calm down.

I really liked it and felt safe but when I wasnt being held by him id start to panic again. FYI I am not gay at all, I had no choice in this because I needed to feel safe and sane in any way possible. When I got home, I cried for a bit then went to sleep. My friend stopped talking to me and my other friends also stopped talking to me, they kind of treat me with pity now. I still feel very embarrased by this to this day, and I lost some friends but its fine though

TLDR; had a bad acid trip and hugged/held onto my other male friend for 2 hours and he thinks im gay

 

[shia.jihadist]

I really liked it and felt safe

bro you are gay

 

[Sonneillon]

This happened back in 2022, me and 2 of my friends were going to hangout and take acid together, we grouped up in my friend Michaels basement, it was around 9 PM at night and we were planning on tripping the entire night. I took the tabs (I think 300 ug) and about 40 minutes later I was starting to have a very bad trip where I was panicking and trying to run out of the house. He held me down so I would stop pannicking and I started hugging him because it was the only way I felt sane, I was clinging onto him for probably 2-3 hours while he was scrolling through tiktok on his phone to try to get me to calm down. I really liked it and felt safe but when I wasnt being held by him id start to panic again. FYI I am not gay at all, I had no choice in this because I needed to feel safe and sane in any way possible. When I got home, I cried for a bit then went to sleep. My friend stopped talking to me and my other friends also stopped talking to me, they kind of treat me with pity now. I still feel very embarrased by this to this day, and I lost some friends but its fine though

"why not me"

 

[madma]

bro you are gay

if you were in my shoes you would do the same bro

 

[Aven]

FYI I am not gay at all,

"not at all" thats pretty gay nigga

 

[madma]

"not at all" thats pretty gay nigga

i am not gay braaaaa. fuck. this all sounds gay as fuck. i swear though I am not. it made sense in the moment

 

[madma]

I doubt I can come back from this though idk

 

[Sceptical]

FYI I am not gay at all

Hi welcome to faggots.org

 

[madma]

The worst part is, we had a semi gay experience before this, im not gonna go in detail unless yall want me to. Im just gonna chalk that one up to teenage hormones

 

[madma]

bump

 

[madma]

bump

 

[tuberculosisinmybal]

that's gay as fuck

 

[madma]

that's gay as fuck

The situation itself had nothing to do with any form of attraction though. I dont find my friend attractive nor do I have gay thoughts about men. It was just an unlucky platonic situation

 

[Shrek2OnDvD]

You’re not gay and they sound like bad friends

If I was with you I would let you hug me all night for safety and protect you

 

[bourgeoizyzz]

This is why you always say "no homo"

 

[Orc]

I make constant jokes about being gay to people I know irl and no one's ever suspected anything.

 

[madma]

I make constant jokes about being gay to people I know irl and no one's ever suspected anything.

thats the straightest NT thing you could possibly do