
Gengar
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I once again post this to provide sufficient evidence for my utter subhumanity. This is a message that an online female friend sent me a few weeks ago out of nowhere. I have known her since 2011.
See? My personality is not the problem. So if it’s not personality, what else could it be? Status? She didn’t know I was a NEET who dropped out of college (because I knew she was gonna reject me; didn’t tell her because I didn’t wanna make her feel bad). She knew nothing about me.
She only remembered what I look like from some time before and she realized I’m the ugly ass dude so she went from responding everyday to being incredibly coldhearted and ignoring me after I said who I was and quickly blocked me.
She ignored all my messages that I sent after being blocked; 5 over the next few months. I just wanted to talk platonically if she didn’t want me romantically. All ignored.
I had liked her for 5 years and never spoke to her before, that’s why I was so cringey/clingy. I am embarrassed of my behavior. But this is a testament to how much of an abomination I am. There’s nothing else to blame but my looks here.
I don’t think I will ever get over this. I am ruined boys. Can I get a hug, anyone? I really need one. ):

See? My personality is not the problem. So if it’s not personality, what else could it be? Status? She didn’t know I was a NEET who dropped out of college (because I knew she was gonna reject me; didn’t tell her because I didn’t wanna make her feel bad). She knew nothing about me.
She only remembered what I look like from some time before and she realized I’m the ugly ass dude so she went from responding everyday to being incredibly coldhearted and ignoring me after I said who I was and quickly blocked me.
She ignored all my messages that I sent after being blocked; 5 over the next few months. I just wanted to talk platonically if she didn’t want me romantically. All ignored.
I had liked her for 5 years and never spoke to her before, that’s why I was so cringey/clingy. I am embarrassed of my behavior. But this is a testament to how much of an abomination I am. There’s nothing else to blame but my looks here.