
Sodoku
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In order to truly ascend, I do nedd to have surgery. The problem is I'm too afraid to.
It isn't because of how it may fuck up, or that it'll ruin my life.
It's about looking in the mirror after that surgery is done, and not being able to recognise myself. It sounds stupid, yes, but I truly believe I won't see myself.
Even if it's a simple procedure, I still have that thought in my head.
Despite thinking of the success it'll bring me, that holds me back.
It isn't because of how it may fuck up, or that it'll ruin my life.
It's about looking in the mirror after that surgery is done, and not being able to recognise myself. It sounds stupid, yes, but I truly believe I won't see myself.
Even if it's a simple procedure, I still have that thought in my head.
Despite thinking of the success it'll bring me, that holds me back.