soulless_npc
ángeles y demonios
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When I look back I've only ever shared the private company of 3 females in my entire life and they all had some type of problem whether it was major depression or bipolar or schizo
I lost my v to one and the other 2 we hung out and smoked but didn't go further than making out but this was when I was real young
It's weird how this shit happened and you would think it would have given me hope, and yet I'm in the position I'm in today and feeling like no female has ever given me attention, which is not true so I cant say I am KHHV, it's just been so long since its happened that I've felt I've become completely invisible and I am deprived of a womans touch, and I hate myself for that
I also hate myself for the fact that I could have had a lot more fun by now and my pathetic ass "experience" with women is trivial and barely means anything
Anyways it makes me like to believe there's hope even if you do have some kind of problem, but I think ND-ND relationships have gotta be toxic and damaging in the long run unless somehow you get something out of it
I lost my v to one and the other 2 we hung out and smoked but didn't go further than making out but this was when I was real young
It's weird how this shit happened and you would think it would have given me hope, and yet I'm in the position I'm in today and feeling like no female has ever given me attention, which is not true so I cant say I am KHHV, it's just been so long since its happened that I've felt I've become completely invisible and I am deprived of a womans touch, and I hate myself for that
I also hate myself for the fact that I could have had a lot more fun by now and my pathetic ass "experience" with women is trivial and barely means anything
Anyways it makes me like to believe there's hope even if you do have some kind of problem, but I think ND-ND relationships have gotta be toxic and damaging in the long run unless somehow you get something out of it