The overuse of this forum is poison to the mind. I'm scheduled to leave it on June 14th.

[Madridista]

I often get depressed when browsing this forum.

The information I have gathered here is of immeasurable value, and I can never thank you enough for it, but it has become clear that most people who have spent years on this forum are neither successful nor happy. I don't want to go that way.

Everything must come to an end. I will get out before my soul is entirely consumed by the blackpill. June 14th.

 

[nathan]

you will come back. they always come back

 

[lilith]

wow ive been waiting for this thread. i too plan on leaving. its suffocating. however i will miss my legendary account. for a life so hollow as mine the validation you get here is ineffable. its why many rot.

 

[MoggerGaston]

gambling in online casinos on alcohol+drugs mogs this forum to oblivion

 

[wsada]

Not even 500 posts

 

[Madridista]

Not even 500 posts

I know, right? Less than 500 posts and I already feel like crap for being here. I will probably hit 500 posts before leaving the forum, though.

 

[Deleted member 51576]

The same OP who just made a thread saying that he got a girlfriend and is crazy about her and became the beta male that he once read about on blackpill forums.

Hilarious.

 

[Bartenderofnashv]

Im always depressed while browsing this forum

 

[Madridista]

The same OP who just made a thread saying that he got a girlfriend and is crazy about her and became the beta male that he once read about on blackpill forums.

Hilarious.

Yes. I'm losing her and this has been messing with my head. This forum doesn't help much.

 

[MoggerGaston]

Im always depressed while browsing this forum

try mephedrone+alcohol, this forum is funny asf on that shit

i cant stop laughing

 

[turkproducer]

PSL has valuable information, but it can really do a number on your mental if you don’t intake the information properly.

I know it made me more bitter and cynical and I’ve never been a completely positive person, but I was always susceptible to that effect,

many people’s here’s issues are largely fixable with fixing their brain and social skills over their looks

 

[Bartenderofnashv]

try mephedrone+alcohol, this forum is funny asf on that shit

i cant stop laughing

I’m Muslim I can’t drink alcohol + I’m 16, I can browse while sipping on some coffee pretending it’s beer and I’m a middle aged man going through divorce and facing heavy financial dutys

 

[MoggerGaston]

many people’s here’s issues are largely fixable with fixing their brain and social skills over their looks

PTSD/personality disorders are insanely hard to fix.

surgery-maxxing is peanuts in comparison.

 

[turkproducer]

PTSD/personality disorders are insanely hard to fix.

surgery-maxxing is peanuts in comparison.

You’re completely right, you can never even fix most personality disorders anyway.

Pills give shit side effects, and ultimately what they try to “fix mostly arise from experiences in your formative years.

But the lovely thing is you can never “fix” those events. They literally shape your worldview, resilience to stress, social skills etc. every facet of your life gets FUCKED

 

[New Poster]

lol at scheduling your departure like it's a fucking flight to incelcon

 

[MoggerGaston]

You’re completely right, you can never even fix most personality disorders anyway.

going to the ward for 20hours/week for the next 2 years to fix my PTSD. That's my last shot at it.
Else I will never IRL-socialize ever again and just cope with my life some way or rope.

Pills give shit side effects, and ultimately what they try to “fix mostly arise from experiences in your formative years.

pills are just a coping mechanism no better than alcohol/drugs honestly. They don't tackle the underlying mental disorders.

But the lovely thing is you can never “fix” those events. They literally shape your worldview, resilience to stress, social skills etc. every facet of your life gets FUCKED

yeah it's completely fucked honestly. Absolutely brutal.


Extremely triggering when some normie retard starts talking about how: 'everyone has trauma bro, everyone got bullied bro, you are not alone.'

meanwhile these fucking retards have absolutely no clue.

 

[Ultimate SUbhuman]

500 posts? Havent even been here long

 

[turkproducer]

going to the ward for 20hours/week for the next 2 years to fix my PTSD. That's my last shot at it.
Else I will never IRL-socialize ever again and just cope with my life some way or rope.

pills are just a coping mechanism no better than alcohol/drugs honestly. They don't tackle the underlying mental disorders.


yeah it's completely fucked honestly. Absolutely brutal.


Extremely triggering when some normie retard starts talking about how: 'everyone has trauma bro, everyone got bullied bro, you are not alone.'

meanwhile these fucking retards have absolutely no clue.

Good luck, let me know how it goes. Idk about PTSD specifically but I’m sure you’ve already consulted many professionals, some can be helpful

pills did nothing 4 me

and I relate hard on the last point, seeing people who grew up with a normal life and loving parents, the way they react to stressors and life in general is like a permanent slap in the face.

meanwhile the rest of the abused dogs have to figure it out on our own

 

[MoggerGaston]

Good luck, let me know how it goes. Idk about PTSD specifically but I’m sure you’ve already consulted many professionals, some can be helpful

pills did nothing 4 me

and I relate hard on the last point, seeing people who grew up with a normal life and loving parents, the way they react to stressors and life in general is like a permanent slap in the face.

meanwhile the rest of the abused dogs have to figure it out on our own

these people have no idea how easy they have it.

talking to a normie about life issues is like talking to a woman about dating issues; the woman thinks you can just install an app and get 100 matches as a man. That's how delusional they are.

 

[turkproducer]

these people have no idea how easy they have it.

talking to a normie about life issues is like talking to a woman about dating issues; the woman thinks you can just install an app and get 100 matches as a man. That's how delusional they are.

I don’t talk to them/anyone about it anymore.

I made the mistake of telling some people the details, and since most people can’t relate they will ostracise you. Even if you’re all on X, and everyone’s feeling empathetic, when it wears off they’ll think you’re a goof for even mentioning it.

Only a very few people who will truly sympathise or emphasise with you, and not judge you for it

 

[MoggerGaston]

I don’t talk to them/anyone about it anymore.

I made the mistake of telling some people the details, and since most people can’t relate they will ostracise you. Even if you’re all on X, and everyone’s feeling empathetic, when it wears off they’ll think you’re a goof for even mentioning it.

Only a very few people who will truly sympathise or emphasise with you, and not judge you for it

I used to get very social on X (or mephedrone for that matter, it gives you that same social high-energy).
Nowadays I prefer using ketamine together with x/mephedrone and not socializing as much with people anymore tbh.

I can only enjoy socializing when I don't take it seriously anymore, like when drunk and not giving a fuck. Or just being in that general 'clownworld' vibe and just laughing at it all.

 

[turkproducer]

I used to get very social on X (or mephedrone for that matter, it gives you that same social high-energy).
Nowadays I prefer using ketamine together with x/mephedrone and not socializing as much with people anymore tbh.

I can only enjoy socializing when I don't take it seriously anymore, like when drunk and not giving a fuck. Or just being in that general 'clownworld' vibe and just laughing at it all.

That’s how it should be though bro, it’s all a stupid game. You think NPCs are truly thinking that much about what they say?

People from our backgrounds are hyper-vigilant which is a struggle, but in the context of socialising this is where it especially cucks you. People can smell the anxiety, and the overthinking going on in your head.

I don’t do other things really anymore but now i have issues with drink, which fucks me

 

[turkproducer]

I used to get very social on X (or mephedrone for that matter, it gives you that same social high-energy).
Nowadays I prefer using ketamine together with x/mephedrone and not socializing as much with people anymore tbh.

I can only enjoy socializing when I don't take it seriously anymore, like when drunk and not giving a fuck. Or just being in that general 'clownworld' vibe and just laughing at it all.

And I’ve realised that I don’t enjoy socialising much. All these years I was lying to myself, i was thinking I was NT in the sense that I’m a bit extroverted but I actually pretty much only enjoy getting fucked up.

The other people there are just supplementary to the situation lol

 

[iam good boy]

I often get depressed when browsing this forum.

The information I have gathered here is of immeasurable value, and I can never thank you enough for it, but it has become clear that most people who have spent years on this forum are neither successful nor happy. I don't want to go that way.

Everything must come to an end. I will get out before my soul is entirely consumed by the blackpill. June 14th.

No escape from .org bHaii

You can run but you cannot hide

I was cursed with the giga dalit @BrahminBoss
I can't escape take diemethylecadmium and you fall sleep for days

 

[halloweed]

I often get depressed when browsing this forum.

The information I have gathered here is of immeasurable value, and I can never thank you enough for it, but it has become clear that most people who have spent years on this forum are neither successful nor happy. I don't want to go that way.

Everything must come to an end. I will get out before my soul is entirely consumed by the blackpill. June 14th.

I love this forum I will never leave if you leave it you might miss something that will change your life

 

[rhinoplasty]

I often get depressed when browsing this forum.

The information I have gathered here is of immeasurable value, and I can never thank you enough for it, but it has become clear that most people who have spent years on this forum are neither successful nor happy. I don't want to go that way.

Everything must come to an end. I will get out before my soul is entirely consumed by the blackpill. June 14th.

I don’t get retards who treat looksmax.org as some kind of forbidden fruit/bible

 

[k99]

what here is valuable its all water shit u can find on tiktok or bro science none of it is valuable no one even discusses surgeries

 

[Deleted member 52345]

leave rn

 

[MoggerGaston]

No escape from .org bHaii

You can run but you cannot hide

I was cursed with the giga dalit @BrahminBoss
I can't escape take diemethylecadmium and you fall sleep for days

i go on mephedrone binges where I am awake for 48-60 hours without feeling the slightest amount of tiredness/sleepiness.
as long as you keep doing a new line of mephedrone every 1-2 hours, you will keep feeling amazing. There is no end.

yes when you stop or run out of drugs, you start feeling tired and shit, but then you just go asleep lol. And next day is okay.

you just using the wrong drugs bro

 

[goobermaxxing17]

I often get depressed when browsing this forum.

The information I have gathered here is of immeasurable value, and I can never thank you enough for it, but it has become clear that most people who have spent years on this forum are neither successful nor happy. I don't want to go that way.

Everything must come to an end. I will get out before my soul is entirely consumed by the blackpill. June 14th.

real i honestly just browse here 2-4 x per week

 

[MoggerGaston]

That’s how it should be though bro, it’s all a stupid game. You think NPCs are truly thinking that much about what they say?

normies dont have any serious trauma and they are hardly self-conscious cuz of lowIQ anyways.

If I never experienced any trauma, the social vibes that I normally fake (being care-free, acting aloof and relaxed) would be natural to me instead.

People from our backgrounds are hyper-vigilant which is a struggle, but in the context of socialising this is where it especially cucks you. People can smell the anxiety, and the overthinking going on in your head.

yes of course. This is why I use alcohol/drugs to help me get out of a serious vibe.

But realistically I know that I can adapt a clown-attitude towards life and live this more normally without the need of alcohol/drugs.

I don’t do other things really anymore but now i have issues with drink, which fucks me

cant help you cuz im alcoholic+drug addict+gambling addict so idk.

 

[MoggerGaston]

And I’ve realised that I don’t enjoy socialising much. All these years I was lying to myself, i was thinking I was NT in the sense that I’m a bit extroverted but I actually pretty much only enjoy getting fucked up.

The other people there are just supplementary to the situation lol

It's extremely mixed for me, because I can get really good uplifting social interactions with improve my vibe a lot, yet these are very rare.

just because you are on alcohol/drugs and enjoy interaction, doesnt mean you dont enjoy social interaction.
Imagine using drugs alone in your room instead etc. its probably gonna make you feel less good.

so social interaction still has a function/purpose, even when they are supplementary to you being fucked up.

 

[turkproducer]

It's extremely mixed for me, because I can get really good uplifting social interactions with improve my vibe a lot, yet these are very rare.

just because you are on alcohol/drugs and enjoy interaction, doesnt mean you dont enjoy social interaction.
Imagine using drugs alone in your room instead etc. its probably gonna make you feel less good.

so social interaction still has a function/purpose, even when they are supplementary to you being fucked up.

I already get fucked up alone tbh lol.

I’m not saying I never enjoy interaction, but often I don’t care for it. Probably because I hate how everything is a low-key pissing contest, everyone’s trying to mog each other but smile in each other’s faces.

I do cherish the few real friends I have though, but even they aren’t perfect and are subject to doing ugly things.

I mostly only socialise because I need it for the future, to be invited to places etc

 

[MoggerGaston]

I already get fucked up alone tbh lol.

I’m not saying I never enjoy interaction, but often I don’t care for it. Probably because I hate how everything is a low-key pissing contest, everyone’s trying to mog each other but smile in each other’s faces.

I do cherish the few real friends I have though, but even they aren’t perfect and are subject to doing ugly things.

I mostly only socialise because I need it for the future, to be invited to places etc

People are worthless bugs to me at this point because I have realized once you stop providing some sort of benefit to them, you will be ditched.

There is no emotional connection.
There is no social connection.
There is no love.
There is no true friendship.

All of it doesn't exist. Once someone stops being of use to you, your relationship perishes. This is what everyone has done to me and likely what I would've done to them.

It's all just one big joke.

 

[noodlelover]

Yes. I'm losing her and this has been messing with my head. This forum doesn't help much.

Did you loose her??

 

[Madridista]

Did you loose her??

No, we worked it out. Also, I'm not leaving this forum in June. I'm staying here for longer.

 

[noodlelover]

No, we worked it out. Also, I'm not leaving this forum in June. I'm staying here for longer.

Congratulations Dude! I am happy for you.

 

[CreepyJewel1]

I often get depressed when browsing this forum.

The information I have gathered here is of immeasurable value, and I can never thank you enough for it, but it has become clear that most people who have spent years on this forum are neither successful nor happy. I don't want to go that way.

Everything must come to an end. I will get out before my soul is entirely consumed by the blackpill. June 14th.

I get where you coming from but real life only would make you more bluepilled and fill your brain stupid non-sense shit more than ever, trust me you will need us to feed your missing part.