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VERY LONG POST AHEAD WITH PHOTOS AND ONLY THE MOST IMPORTANT SHIT AT THE BOTTOM FOR LAZY PPL ALSO PLS ASK ANYTHING U WANT OR TELL ME ADVICE/WHAT OTHER PROCEDURES I NEED TY LOVE <3
hello looksmaxin community, its been 2 years or sumn like dat since my first post, talking about wanting bimax and it happened finally so here i am to write a stim fueled
essay and showing some before and after. the pictures are badly taken, lens distortion fucking everything and the after pic is like 2 weeks post op so im still swollen like a mofo. my surgery was on the 9th last month u feel. my surgeon was doc. dr. sc. Emil Dediol at Klinička bolnica Dubrava. My orthodontist i wont say but pm if u are croatian and need advice. SURGERY WAS FREE TY GOVEMENT WE HAVE HIGHEST TAXES IN EU AND 90% OF THE MONEY IS EMBEZZLED BY POLITITIANS BUT I GOT SURGERY SO ITS OK.
as for recovery i woke up around 2pm from
anesthesia after surg, felt like sleeping but shit was lowkey hurting so i told my moms to ask the nurse to give me painkillers nd shi and i slept most of the day, in 20 min increments with ice packs on my face. found my phone at 10pm and watched some shithouse premier league game. on first night all night im spitting every time i wake up every 10 mins blood. Morning after i get woken up and painkillerless they take me to some room wit like a vaccum cleaner that they used to get all the dried up blood out my nose and mouth and put on elastics which hurt like hell cuz the fucker missed a few times and stabbed my mouth with the pliers. After that whole day i had energy everything felt normal no pain only had to spit blood here and there, could drink Čokolino and i walked 6 flights of stairs to get some multivitamin juice. The second night was torture also because only then did i really start expanding like a baloon and i fell asleep with one ice pack still packapunched to my left cheek and when i woke up i felt like i had the worst fever and i couldnt sleep the mf next to me was snoring and shit. OTHER THEN THOSE TWO DAYS, EVERYTHING WAS FINE EXCEPT I HAVE A PHOBIA OF THINGS IN MY VEIN AND WHEN MY LEFT ARM GOT FULLY USED UP LIKE HEROIN ADDICT THEY SWAPPED THE SHIT AND THE FUCKER MISSED THE VEIN LIKE 4 TIMES EVEN THO ITS THE RIGHT HAND THAT I BEAT MY DICK WITH THAT HAS A HUGE FUCKING VEIN ALL THE WAY DOWN. i dont mind needles, i used to take cjc with dac and shit, just veins blehh. MY surgery was on wednesday, they offered to let me go home on friday but i opted to stay until monday next week since i was still weak and they gave me benzos for free at night, had a tv too in my room, netflix was nice for a bit but modern tv shows suck dick, also on saturday i noticed the third unoccupied bed was getting prepared for a new patient too turn around and see my mate that ive known for 10 years ina wheelchair so that was cool too, he wasnt recessed or sumn he got suckerpunched outfront some nightclub when he turned his back and it broke his lower jaw in half.
ANYWAY
the first day home felt like heaven, simply shooting a few bots in aim_botz on 600hz after staring at 60hz tv gave me euphoria. I spent the first week mostly either abusing (RC) stimulants and ritalin or benzos and some fuckin benzofurans and shit idk some RC dutch bullshit. 10 days post op i went out to the club wit some of my friends and took like 650mg 3-fa so i was havin the time of my life and i stayed up till the next day where i had to go get new rubber bands put in, took some 2-mmc before i went that shit is so weak holy. had a complete crash the day after, said friends thought i was going to rope since i've been dealing with anhedonia for years now and i didn't want drugs to be the only way i feel happiness or love or friendship. but then i started working out again at home, taking supplements that arent cope, deleted all permascroll media, only played cs when i was focused and spent most time practicing instead of spamming faceit, took a break from the drugs, nicotine i have only had from second hand smoke and a when someone lit a spliff id take one hit tru my nose out of principle. ALSO FOOD, i eat the same slop everyday which also helps the dopamine shit but food is easy, i do giga protein shake in the morning and my mom makes giga soup in the evening and i pray there is enough fibre so that i can shit, but not too much because ive been hitting ghost wipes like crazy and its sick. Now with this clean lifestyle for the past week i have felt more energized, social, emotionaly available, empathetic then i have in the past year. except today as i am writing this post at 8am and havent slept was grinding faceit and testing how different stimulants effect my reaxtion time aka retard ghetto science all thst to be hardstuck 2.6k elo. anyway surgery changed my life for free, but i had to pay for the braces and titanium plates.
TLDR.
Croatia, Zagreb, KBC Dubrava, doc. dr. sc. Emil Dediol did surgery, after picture is 2 weeks post op. I never saw any soft tissue models and my bsso advancment was i think 8mm only? i really had no information about what would get done to me. im more then happy tho since i got genio for free which technically shouldnt be covered by insurance since its not really functional. Initial recovery was hard but not much worse then being really really ill for a few days. Food is still liquid but i manage, essentials in the hospital was sea salt nose spray, to unclog the blooddriedmucusshit and a bunch of kitchen rolls for after washing ur hands and for the blood that will exit your nose and mouth for a few days. If anyone has any questions feel free to write here or pm and also if anyone has any things in need to know please write. im being told now to jut my lower jaw forward to get muscle used to new position but i think i will get bite adjusted at some point in the future and will wear braces for quite another while
hello looksmaxin community, its been 2 years or sumn like dat since my first post, talking about wanting bimax and it happened finally so here i am to write a stim fueled
essay and showing some before and after. the pictures are badly taken, lens distortion fucking everything and the after pic is like 2 weeks post op so im still swollen like a mofo. my surgery was on the 9th last month u feel. my surgeon was doc. dr. sc. Emil Dediol at Klinička bolnica Dubrava. My orthodontist i wont say but pm if u are croatian and need advice. SURGERY WAS FREE TY GOVEMENT WE HAVE HIGHEST TAXES IN EU AND 90% OF THE MONEY IS EMBEZZLED BY POLITITIANS BUT I GOT SURGERY SO ITS OK.
as for recovery i woke up around 2pm from
anesthesia after surg, felt like sleeping but shit was lowkey hurting so i told my moms to ask the nurse to give me painkillers nd shi and i slept most of the day, in 20 min increments with ice packs on my face. found my phone at 10pm and watched some shithouse premier league game. on first night all night im spitting every time i wake up every 10 mins blood. Morning after i get woken up and painkillerless they take me to some room wit like a vaccum cleaner that they used to get all the dried up blood out my nose and mouth and put on elastics which hurt like hell cuz the fucker missed a few times and stabbed my mouth with the pliers. After that whole day i had energy everything felt normal no pain only had to spit blood here and there, could drink Čokolino and i walked 6 flights of stairs to get some multivitamin juice. The second night was torture also because only then did i really start expanding like a baloon and i fell asleep with one ice pack still packapunched to my left cheek and when i woke up i felt like i had the worst fever and i couldnt sleep the mf next to me was snoring and shit. OTHER THEN THOSE TWO DAYS, EVERYTHING WAS FINE EXCEPT I HAVE A PHOBIA OF THINGS IN MY VEIN AND WHEN MY LEFT ARM GOT FULLY USED UP LIKE HEROIN ADDICT THEY SWAPPED THE SHIT AND THE FUCKER MISSED THE VEIN LIKE 4 TIMES EVEN THO ITS THE RIGHT HAND THAT I BEAT MY DICK WITH THAT HAS A HUGE FUCKING VEIN ALL THE WAY DOWN. i dont mind needles, i used to take cjc with dac and shit, just veins blehh. MY surgery was on wednesday, they offered to let me go home on friday but i opted to stay until monday next week since i was still weak and they gave me benzos for free at night, had a tv too in my room, netflix was nice for a bit but modern tv shows suck dick, also on saturday i noticed the third unoccupied bed was getting prepared for a new patient too turn around and see my mate that ive known for 10 years ina wheelchair so that was cool too, he wasnt recessed or sumn he got suckerpunched outfront some nightclub when he turned his back and it broke his lower jaw in half.
ANYWAY
the first day home felt like heaven, simply shooting a few bots in aim_botz on 600hz after staring at 60hz tv gave me euphoria. I spent the first week mostly either abusing (RC) stimulants and ritalin or benzos and some fuckin benzofurans and shit idk some RC dutch bullshit. 10 days post op i went out to the club wit some of my friends and took like 650mg 3-fa so i was havin the time of my life and i stayed up till the next day where i had to go get new rubber bands put in, took some 2-mmc before i went that shit is so weak holy. had a complete crash the day after, said friends thought i was going to rope since i've been dealing with anhedonia for years now and i didn't want drugs to be the only way i feel happiness or love or friendship. but then i started working out again at home, taking supplements that arent cope, deleted all permascroll media, only played cs when i was focused and spent most time practicing instead of spamming faceit, took a break from the drugs, nicotine i have only had from second hand smoke and a when someone lit a spliff id take one hit tru my nose out of principle. ALSO FOOD, i eat the same slop everyday which also helps the dopamine shit but food is easy, i do giga protein shake in the morning and my mom makes giga soup in the evening and i pray there is enough fibre so that i can shit, but not too much because ive been hitting ghost wipes like crazy and its sick. Now with this clean lifestyle for the past week i have felt more energized, social, emotionaly available, empathetic then i have in the past year. except today as i am writing this post at 8am and havent slept was grinding faceit and testing how different stimulants effect my reaxtion time aka retard ghetto science all thst to be hardstuck 2.6k elo. anyway surgery changed my life for free, but i had to pay for the braces and titanium plates.
TLDR.
Croatia, Zagreb, KBC Dubrava, doc. dr. sc. Emil Dediol did surgery, after picture is 2 weeks post op. I never saw any soft tissue models and my bsso advancment was i think 8mm only? i really had no information about what would get done to me. im more then happy tho since i got genio for free which technically shouldnt be covered by insurance since its not really functional. Initial recovery was hard but not much worse then being really really ill for a few days. Food is still liquid but i manage, essentials in the hospital was sea salt nose spray, to unclog the blooddriedmucusshit and a bunch of kitchen rolls for after washing ur hands and for the blood that will exit your nose and mouth for a few days. If anyone has any questions feel free to write here or pm and also if anyone has any things in need to know please write. im being told now to jut my lower jaw forward to get muscle used to new position but i think i will get bite adjusted at some point in the future and will wear braces for quite another while
