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Heya friends, greycel here
The main purpose of this thread is to ask for help. I want you to gauge my potential and what to focus on short term and long term to ASCEND AND SLAY!
WHO AM I?
To make a long story short, I've had a botched LDAR lifestyle up until 4 years ago when I joined the military, got into shape a decent amount and almost ascended but then gained all the weight back plus depressions during COVID up until basically a month ago.
In general I used to be a subhuman chubby autist all my life before joining the service, maxing out at 115 KG, 179 CM. Then while getting fit and ready to serve I went down to about 85 Kilos, which was my lowest ever (and definitely changed my life). Learned to be very NT and fixed a lot of my social problem, even got laid multiple times (but never had a relationship)
For the most part I managed to hold about 90KG ( I have limited pictures of that time, no body pictures tho)
Heres a picture of me right before starting my service 4 years ago:
Heres a 2 year old selfie :
CURRENT LOOKSMAXING SITUATION:
Anyway so about 3 weeks ago I decided to break out of my LDAR cycle again and to atleast lose some weight.
Started out at 111 KG in early october so far and spent the first week getting off sugar and dealing with the sugar withdrawal after eating and drinking almost only sugarry shit for months on end and learning to control the hunger.
Was eating about 1500kcal a day at that point, mostly fresh foods I bought every couple of days from my local butcher and grocery store.
Then I slowly reduced that to a constant 1k kcal a day up until yesterday when I started waterfasting.
Weighed myself at 104,3 today and feeling good, no hunger at all.
So a couple of days ago something happened in my brain and I had the desire to not just get thin again but ascend, to reach my maximum and to be the best person I can, and ofcourse to get a longterm partner to have lots of sex and life experiences with (preferably one that I mog)
I may be 27 years old but it's never too late and I am in a perfect position in life right now (Free time, good amount of money to NEET for a couple years)
I want to get some feedback from you guys on what areas to improve on, how best to do it and everything else follows from there I guess.
The main purpose of this thread is to ask for help. I want you to gauge my potential and what to focus on short term and long term to ASCEND AND SLAY!
WHO AM I?
To make a long story short, I've had a botched LDAR lifestyle up until 4 years ago when I joined the military, got into shape a decent amount and almost ascended but then gained all the weight back plus depressions during COVID up until basically a month ago.
In general I used to be a subhuman chubby autist all my life before joining the service, maxing out at 115 KG, 179 CM. Then while getting fit and ready to serve I went down to about 85 Kilos, which was my lowest ever (and definitely changed my life). Learned to be very NT and fixed a lot of my social problem, even got laid multiple times (but never had a relationship)
For the most part I managed to hold about 90KG ( I have limited pictures of that time, no body pictures tho)
Heres a picture of me right before starting my service 4 years ago:

Heres a 2 year old selfie :

CURRENT LOOKSMAXING SITUATION:
Anyway so about 3 weeks ago I decided to break out of my LDAR cycle again and to atleast lose some weight.
Started out at 111 KG in early october so far and spent the first week getting off sugar and dealing with the sugar withdrawal after eating and drinking almost only sugarry shit for months on end and learning to control the hunger.
Was eating about 1500kcal a day at that point, mostly fresh foods I bought every couple of days from my local butcher and grocery store.
Then I slowly reduced that to a constant 1k kcal a day up until yesterday when I started waterfasting.
Weighed myself at 104,3 today and feeling good, no hunger at all.
So a couple of days ago something happened in my brain and I had the desire to not just get thin again but ascend, to reach my maximum and to be the best person I can, and ofcourse to get a longterm partner to have lots of sex and life experiences with (preferably one that I mog)
I may be 27 years old but it's never too late and I am in a perfect position in life right now (Free time, good amount of money to NEET for a couple years)
I want to get some feedback from you guys on what areas to improve on, how best to do it and everything else follows from there I guess.