Virgin at 24 ... is it over ?

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Going to a same-sex school probably didn't help ended up being bullied and being a complete loser, since I never got rejected for being ugly by girls and was oblivious to my appearance. Moved to a different school for college ( 16-18 ), hoping I could go to a place where no one knew me with 0 experience talking to any women and coming from another school with 0 social value it was pretty much over and within 3 months.

I ended up at the library table alone every break because the lunch hall is a painful experience when you're a loser, everyone is talking in groups and you feel like they stare at you for being alone, even when you sit with random people. Maybe due to my appearance and social skills, I felt like they just wanted me to fuck off, most of the time, they just ignore what I say or speak over me.

Finally, 18 - time to go to uni... but then covid hits that year, the college exams are cancelled and we just get given random grades ( B, C, D* :lul:), I luck out getting an unconditional Master's offer at the local Uni for Civil Engineering so despite the grades get in anyway.

New year, New me!, Once again, no one knows me. College made me realise not only do I have poor social skills, but poor looks as well as IQ so it goes about as well as you would expect, coming off covid, first 2 years are over zoom, 3rd year irl classes, but how tf am I ever even going to speak to the 3 girls in my engineering course when I would only scare them with my face anyway? :incel:

Decide to try dating apps, age range 18- 30, and change it to 1km radius and increase it every time I swipe through everyone in that radius. I am broke with no car, and my 'income' is from uni loans. I still have no idea how to pay back ( -£80k debt fml ) , ( living at home with Mum ofc ) , I know it's over but I try anyway.

I speed-swipe every single girl for a 5km radius, edit my pictures to look better.... say I am already an engineer on my profile, try all the dating apps, Hinge, Bumble, Tinder and even more obscure ones and kept this up as a daily activity, I tried new pics, looked at what was popular online and even through all this I didn't get a single date, so many times I got accidental matches where they just unmatch after seeing me when I message them.

Drop out 3rd year of uni and take a Bachelor's instead of the Masters , 1 year of being a Complete loser was enough, still haven't ever spoke to a girl, BUT now I have an engineering degree and can get a decent job and pay for dates and my own place and surgery right?...:feelsrope::no:WRONG!:no: I end up as a part-time school cleaner...

Over the 2 years since uni ended, I have achieved basically nothing. The only real graduation I experienced was that of going from School cleaner to Hotel Cleaner :incel: , working the same jobs I worked when I was 16:feelspepo: . I spent all my free time as Mercy or D.Va in Overwatch or Jinx or Ahri in League, switching from mouse to joystick after :aheago:. Tried gym but pathetic as I am never ended up going more than once a month because exercise is hard..:Comfy: so never saw any results ( currently started anewgym like 5 months ago, still paying but only ever went maybe 3x so this is ironically a new low :feelscry:).

Decided if it's over, might as well make some money for my family, surely the army wouldn't turn down a free meatshield, stupid ugly people are literally the best option for this and army engineering degree is maybe kinda useful, end up passing the physical test but fail the interview part. have to wait a while to reapply... apply to police but rejected because I can't drive.... try Navy engineer but the final assessement is a group zoom activity where you solve a maths question in a group of 4 and are assessed based on your social skills/ ability to lead and contribute, fail,, try again like 6 months later. banned from reapplying for a year..:feelsree::feelsree::feelsree:

Turn 24, work part-time minimum wage job, mum wants me gone no matter how by next year , just get a real job and get out. Honestly, girls are the least of my problems, and even if I looked like some model instead of a monster, I think my life would still suck due to my IQ and mindset. Idk why I'm even making this post only to get clowned and feel worse. I deserve everything I get and more.

My life sucks, I write this surrounded by all the anime figures I spent my wages on that I couldn't afford as a kid, forced to face my own hypocrisy daily, I dull it with familiar comforts, I say forced because how can this be my choice? to live like this?? my life sucked as a kid, at school, at college, at uni, after and even now, there has never been a good part I can look back on and it feels like it will only get worse, I spent a ton on skincare, hair products etc and maybe I look a little better but subhuman is still subhuman, not even minox, finas and all these expensive products can help me. I still get nightmares about my time at school, even though it will have been like a decade ago soon and wonder how much longer I can keep going
 
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Dnr sorry
 
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Going to a same-sex school probably didn't help ended up being bullied and being a complete loser, since I never got rejected for being ugly by girls and was oblivious to my appearance. Moved to a different school for college ( 16-18 ), hoping I could go to a place where no one knew me with 0 experience talking to any women and coming from another school with 0 social value it was pretty much over and within 3 months.

I ended up at the library table alone every break because the lunch hall is a painful experience when you're a loser, everyone is talking in groups and you feel like they stare at you for being alone, even when you sit with random people. Maybe due to my appearance and social skills, I felt like they just wanted me to fuck off, most of the time, they just ignore what I say or speak over me.

Finally, 18 - time to go to uni... but then covid hits that year, the college exams are cancelled and we just get given random grades ( B, C, D* :lul:), I luck out getting an unconditional Master's offer at the local Uni for Civil Engineering so despite the grades get in anyway.

New year, New me!, Once again, no one knows me. College made me realise not only do I have poor social skills, but poor looks as well as IQ so it goes about as well as you would expect, coming off covid, first 2 years are over zoom, 3rd year irl classes, but how tf am I ever even going to speak to the 3 girls in my engineering course when I would only scare them with my face anyway? :incel:

Decide to try dating apps, age range 18- 30, and change it to 1km radius and increase it every time I swipe through everyone in that radius. I am broke with no car, and my 'income' is from uni loans. I still have no idea how to pay back ( -£80k debt fml ) , ( living at home with Mum ofc ) , I know it's over but I try anyway.

I speed-swipe every single girl for a 5km radius, edit my pictures to look better.... say I am already an engineer on my profile, try all the dating apps, Hinge, Bumble, Tinder and even more obscure ones and kept this up as a daily activity, I tried new pics, looked at what was popular online and even through all this I didn't get a single date, so many times I got accidental matches where they just unmatch after seeing me when I message them.

Drop out 3rd year of uni and take a Bachelor's instead of the Masters , 1 year of being a Complete loser was enough, still haven't ever spoke to a girl, BUT now I have an engineering degree and can get a decent job and pay for dates and my own place and surgery right?...:feelsrope::no:WRONG!:no: I end up as a part-time school cleaner...

Over the 2 years since uni ended, I have achieved basically nothing. The only real graduation I experienced was that of going from School cleaner to Hotel Cleaner :incel: , working the same jobs I worked when I was 16:feelspepo: . I spent all my free time as Mercy or D.Va in Overwatch or Jinx or Ahri in League, switching from mouse to joystick after :aheago:. Tried gym but pathetic as I am never ended up going more than once a month because exercise is hard..:Comfy: so never saw any results ( currently started anewgym like 5 months ago, still paying but only ever went maybe 3x so this is ironically a new low :feelscry:).

Decided if it's over, might as well make some money for my family, surely the army wouldn't turn down a free meatshield, stupid ugly people are literally the best option for this and army engineering degree is maybe kinda useful, end up passing the physical test but fail the interview part. have to wait a while to reapply... apply to police but rejected because I can't drive.... try Navy engineer but the final assessement is a group zoom activity where you solve a maths question in a group of 4 and are assessed based on your social skills/ ability to lead and contribute, fail,, try again like 6 months later. banned from reapplying for a year..:feelsree::feelsree::feelsree:

Turn 24, work part-time minimum wage job, mum wants me gone no matter how by next year , just get a real job and get out. Honestly, girls are the least of my problems, and even if I looked like some model instead of a monster, I think my life would still suck due to my IQ and mindset. Idk why I'm even making this post only to get clowned and feel worse. I deserve everything I get and more.

My life sucks, I write this surrounded by all the anime figures I spent my wages on that I couldn't afford as a kid, forced to face my own hypocrisy daily, I dull it with familiar comforts, I say forced because how can this be my choice? to live like this?? my life sucked as a kid, at school, at college, at uni, after and even now, there has never been a good part I can look back on and it feels like it will only get worse, I spent a ton on skincare, hair products etc and maybe I look a little better but subhuman is still subhuman, not even minox, finas and all these expensive products can help me. I still get nightmares about my time at school, even though it will have been like a decade ago soon and wonder how much longer I can keep going
Sucks dude
 
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DNR but ask the resident forum vomit-dweller retard @_MVP_ and he will tell you "I don't know how you're so NEGGAAAATTTTIIIIIIVEEEE I was way more optimistic at 24" or whatever. This is what he told me when I became a 24 year old mirgin this year.
 
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Just escortmaxx at this point get it out of your system .
 
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Going to a same-sex school probably didn't help ended up being bullied and being a complete loser, since I never got rejected for being ugly by girls and was oblivious to my appearance. Moved to a different school for college ( 16-18 ), hoping I could go to a place where no one knew me with 0 experience talking to any women and coming from another school with 0 social value it was pretty much over and within 3 months.

I ended up at the library table alone every break because the lunch hall is a painful experience when you're a loser, everyone is talking in groups and you feel like they stare at you for being alone, even when you sit with random people. Maybe due to my appearance and social skills, I felt like they just wanted me to fuck off, most of the time, they just ignore what I say or speak over me.

Finally, 18 - time to go to uni... but then covid hits that year, the college exams are cancelled and we just get given random grades ( B, C, D* :lul:), I luck out getting an unconditional Master's offer at the local Uni for Civil Engineering so despite the grades get in anyway.

New year, New me!, Once again, no one knows me. College made me realise not only do I have poor social skills, but poor looks as well as IQ so it goes about as well as you would expect, coming off covid, first 2 years are over zoom, 3rd year irl classes, but how tf am I ever even going to speak to the 3 girls in my engineering course when I would only scare them with my face anyway? :incel:

Decide to try dating apps, age range 18- 30, and change it to 1km radius and increase it every time I swipe through everyone in that radius. I am broke with no car, and my 'income' is from uni loans. I still have no idea how to pay back ( -£80k debt fml ) , ( living at home with Mum ofc ) , I know it's over but I try anyway.

I speed-swipe every single girl for a 5km radius, edit my pictures to look better.... say I am already an engineer on my profile, try all the dating apps, Hinge, Bumble, Tinder and even more obscure ones and kept this up as a daily activity, I tried new pics, looked at what was popular online and even through all this I didn't get a single date, so many times I got accidental matches where they just unmatch after seeing me when I message them.

Drop out 3rd year of uni and take a Bachelor's instead of the Masters , 1 year of being a Complete loser was enough, still haven't ever spoke to a girl, BUT now I have an engineering degree and can get a decent job and pay for dates and my own place and surgery right?...:feelsrope::no:WRONG!:no: I end up as a part-time school cleaner...

Over the 2 years since uni ended, I have achieved basically nothing. The only real graduation I experienced was that of going from School cleaner to Hotel Cleaner :incel: , working the same jobs I worked when I was 16:feelspepo: . I spent all my free time as Mercy or D.Va in Overwatch or Jinx or Ahri in League, switching from mouse to joystick after :aheago:. Tried gym but pathetic as I am never ended up going more than once a month because exercise is hard..:Comfy: so never saw any results ( currently started anewgym like 5 months ago, still paying but only ever went maybe 3x so this is ironically a new low :feelscry:).

Decided if it's over, might as well make some money for my family, surely the army wouldn't turn down a free meatshield, stupid ugly people are literally the best option for this and army engineering degree is maybe kinda useful, end up passing the physical test but fail the interview part. have to wait a while to reapply... apply to police but rejected because I can't drive.... try Navy engineer but the final assessement is a group zoom activity where you solve a maths question in a group of 4 and are assessed based on your social skills/ ability to lead and contribute, fail,, try again like 6 months later. banned from reapplying for a year..:feelsree::feelsree::feelsree:

Turn 24, work part-time minimum wage job, mum wants me gone no matter how by next year , just get a real job and get out. Honestly, girls are the least of my problems, and even if I looked like some model instead of a monster, I think my life would still suck due to my IQ and mindset. Idk why I'm even making this post only to get clowned and feel worse. I deserve everything I get and more.

My life sucks, I write this surrounded by all the anime figures I spent my wages on that I couldn't afford as a kid, forced to face my own hypocrisy daily, I dull it with familiar comforts, I say forced because how can this be my choice? to live like this?? my life sucked as a kid, at school, at college, at uni, after and even now, there has never been a good part I can look back on and it feels like it will only get worse, I spent a ton on skincare, hair products etc and maybe I look a little better but subhuman is still subhuman, not even minox, finas and all these expensive products can help me. I still get nightmares about my time at school, even though it will have been like a decade ago soon and wonder how much longer I can keep going
Almost the same story, COVID fucked me.
 
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Going to a same-sex school probably didn't help ended up being bullied and being a complete loser, since I never got rejected for being ugly by girls and was oblivious to my appearance. Moved to a different school for college ( 16-18 ), hoping I could go to a place where no one knew me with 0 experience talking to any women and coming from another school with 0 social value it was pretty much over and within 3 months.

I ended up at the library table alone every break because the lunch hall is a painful experience when you're a loser, everyone is talking in groups and you feel like they stare at you for being alone, even when you sit with random people. Maybe due to my appearance and social skills, I felt like they just wanted me to fuck off, most of the time, they just ignore what I say or speak over me.

Finally, 18 - time to go to uni... but then covid hits that year, the college exams are cancelled and we just get given random grades ( B, C, D* :lul:), I luck out getting an unconditional Master's offer at the local Uni for Civil Engineering so despite the grades get in anyway.

New year, New me!, Once again, no one knows me. College made me realise not only do I have poor social skills, but poor looks as well as IQ so it goes about as well as you would expect, coming off covid, first 2 years are over zoom, 3rd year irl classes, but how tf am I ever even going to speak to the 3 girls in my engineering course when I would only scare them with my face anyway? :incel:

Decide to try dating apps, age range 18- 30, and change it to 1km radius and increase it every time I swipe through everyone in that radius. I am broke with no car, and my 'income' is from uni loans. I still have no idea how to pay back ( -£80k debt fml ) , ( living at home with Mum ofc ) , I know it's over but I try anyway.

I speed-swipe every single girl for a 5km radius, edit my pictures to look better.... say I am already an engineer on my profile, try all the dating apps, Hinge, Bumble, Tinder and even more obscure ones and kept this up as a daily activity, I tried new pics, looked at what was popular online and even through all this I didn't get a single date, so many times I got accidental matches where they just unmatch after seeing me when I message them.

Drop out 3rd year of uni and take a Bachelor's instead of the Masters , 1 year of being a Complete loser was enough, still haven't ever spoke to a girl, BUT now I have an engineering degree and can get a decent job and pay for dates and my own place and surgery right?...:feelsrope::no:WRONG!:no: I end up as a part-time school cleaner...

Over the 2 years since uni ended, I have achieved basically nothing. The only real graduation I experienced was that of going from School cleaner to Hotel Cleaner :incel: , working the same jobs I worked when I was 16:feelspepo: . I spent all my free time as Mercy or D.Va in Overwatch or Jinx or Ahri in League, switching from mouse to joystick after :aheago:. Tried gym but pathetic as I am never ended up going more than once a month because exercise is hard..:Comfy: so never saw any results ( currently started anewgym like 5 months ago, still paying but only ever went maybe 3x so this is ironically a new low :feelscry:).

Decided if it's over, might as well make some money for my family, surely the army wouldn't turn down a free meatshield, stupid ugly people are literally the best option for this and army engineering degree is maybe kinda useful, end up passing the physical test but fail the interview part. have to wait a while to reapply... apply to police but rejected because I can't drive.... try Navy engineer but the final assessement is a group zoom activity where you solve a maths question in a group of 4 and are assessed based on your social skills/ ability to lead and contribute, fail,, try again like 6 months later. banned from reapplying for a year..:feelsree::feelsree::feelsree:

Turn 24, work part-time minimum wage job, mum wants me gone no matter how by next year , just get a real job and get out. Honestly, girls are the least of my problems, and even if I looked like some model instead of a monster, I think my life would still suck due to my IQ and mindset. Idk why I'm even making this post only to get clowned and feel worse. I deserve everything I get and more.

My life sucks, I write this surrounded by all the anime figures I spent my wages on that I couldn't afford as a kid, forced to face my own hypocrisy daily, I dull it with familiar comforts, I say forced because how can this be my choice? to live like this?? my life sucked as a kid, at school, at college, at uni, after and even now, there has never been a good part I can look back on and it feels like it will only get worse, I spent a ton on skincare, hair products etc and maybe I look a little better but subhuman is still subhuman, not even minox, finas and all these expensive products can help me. I still get nightmares about my time at school, even though it will have been like a decade ago soon and wonder how much longer I can keep going
ropefuel bro
truly hope it gets better
just moneymaxx till you can afford surgery pop 4 pregabs get black out drunk and fuck a bitch you met at a bar
 
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oh yeah
 
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if you cant even be bothered to go to the gym and are 'surrounded by anime figures', its genuinely over
 
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Going to a same-sex school probably didn't help ended up being bullied and being a complete loser, since I never got rejected for being ugly by girls and was oblivious to my appearance. Moved to a different school for college ( 16-18 ), hoping I could go to a place where no one knew me with 0 experience talking to any women and coming from another school with 0 social value it was pretty much over and within 3 months.

I ended up at the library table alone every break because the lunch hall is a painful experience when you're a loser, everyone is talking in groups and you feel like they stare at you for being alone, even when you sit with random people. Maybe due to my appearance and social skills, I felt like they just wanted me to fuck off, most of the time, they just ignore what I say or speak over me.

Finally, 18 - time to go to uni... but then covid hits that year, the college exams are cancelled and we just get given random grades ( B, C, D* :lul:), I luck out getting an unconditional Master's offer at the local Uni for Civil Engineering so despite the grades get in anyway.

New year, New me!, Once again, no one knows me. College made me realise not only do I have poor social skills, but poor looks as well as IQ so it goes about as well as you would expect, coming off covid, first 2 years are over zoom, 3rd year irl classes, but how tf am I ever even going to speak to the 3 girls in my engineering course when I would only scare them with my face anyway? :incel:

Decide to try dating apps, age range 18- 30, and change it to 1km radius and increase it every time I swipe through everyone in that radius. I am broke with no car, and my 'income' is from uni loans. I still have no idea how to pay back ( -£80k debt fml ) , ( living at home with Mum ofc ) , I know it's over but I try anyway.

I speed-swipe every single girl for a 5km radius, edit my pictures to look better.... say I am already an engineer on my profile, try all the dating apps, Hinge, Bumble, Tinder and even more obscure ones and kept this up as a daily activity, I tried new pics, looked at what was popular online and even through all this I didn't get a single date, so many times I got accidental matches where they just unmatch after seeing me when I message them.

Drop out 3rd year of uni and take a Bachelor's instead of the Masters , 1 year of being a Complete loser was enough, still haven't ever spoke to a girl, BUT now I have an engineering degree and can get a decent job and pay for dates and my own place and surgery right?...:feelsrope::no:WRONG!:no: I end up as a part-time school cleaner...

Over the 2 years since uni ended, I have achieved basically nothing. The only real graduation I experienced was that of going from School cleaner to Hotel Cleaner :incel: , working the same jobs I worked when I was 16:feelspepo: . I spent all my free time as Mercy or D.Va in Overwatch or Jinx or Ahri in League, switching from mouse to joystick after :aheago:. Tried gym but pathetic as I am never ended up going more than once a month because exercise is hard..:Comfy: so never saw any results ( currently started anewgym like 5 months ago, still paying but only ever went maybe 3x so this is ironically a new low :feelscry:).

Decided if it's over, might as well make some money for my family, surely the army wouldn't turn down a free meatshield, stupid ugly people are literally the best option for this and army engineering degree is maybe kinda useful, end up passing the physical test but fail the interview part. have to wait a while to reapply... apply to police but rejected because I can't drive.... try Navy engineer but the final assessement is a group zoom activity where you solve a maths question in a group of 4 and are assessed based on your social skills/ ability to lead and contribute, fail,, try again like 6 months later. banned from reapplying for a year..:feelsree::feelsree::feelsree:

Turn 24, work part-time minimum wage job, mum wants me gone no matter how by next year , just get a real job and get out. Honestly, girls are the least of my problems, and even if I looked like some model instead of a monster, I think my life would still suck due to my IQ and mindset. Idk why I'm even making this post only to get clowned and feel worse. I deserve everything I get and more.

My life sucks, I write this surrounded by all the anime figures I spent my wages on that I couldn't afford as a kid, forced to face my own hypocrisy daily, I dull it with familiar comforts, I say forced because how can this be my choice? to live like this?? my life sucked as a kid, at school, at college, at uni, after and even now, there has never been a good part I can look back on and it feels like it will only get worse, I spent a ton on skincare, hair products etc and maybe I look a little better but subhuman is still subhuman, not even minox, finas and all these expensive products can help me. I still get nightmares about my time at school, even though it will have been like a decade ago soon and wonder how much longer I can keep going
This may sound basic but you need to take action instead of just doing nothing all day. Your only 24 and life still has a lot to offer. This life this is on you and only YOU, take action even if it sounds very :bluepill:. You don't seem like your in a bad spot just turn it around bhai.
 
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go hookermax or fuck your cousin or something like that lol
 
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Going to a same-sex school probably didn't help ended up being bullied and being a complete loser, since I never got rejected for being ugly by girls and was oblivious to my appearance. Moved to a different school for college ( 16-18 ), hoping I could go to a place where no one knew me with 0 experience talking to any women and coming from another school with 0 social value it was pretty much over and within 3 months.

I ended up at the library table alone every break because the lunch hall is a painful experience when you're a loser, everyone is talking in groups and you feel like they stare at you for being alone, even when you sit with random people. Maybe due to my appearance and social skills, I felt like they just wanted me to fuck off, most of the time, they just ignore what I say or speak over me.

Finally, 18 - time to go to uni... but then covid hits that year, the college exams are cancelled and we just get given random grades ( B, C, D* :lul:), I luck out getting an unconditional Master's offer at the local Uni for Civil Engineering so despite the grades get in anyway.

New year, New me!, Once again, no one knows me. College made me realise not only do I have poor social skills, but poor looks as well as IQ so it goes about as well as you would expect, coming off covid, first 2 years are over zoom, 3rd year irl classes, but how tf am I ever even going to speak to the 3 girls in my engineering course when I would only scare them with my face anyway? :incel:

Decide to try dating apps, age range 18- 30, and change it to 1km radius and increase it every time I swipe through everyone in that radius. I am broke with no car, and my 'income' is from uni loans. I still have no idea how to pay back ( -£80k debt fml ) , ( living at home with Mum ofc ) , I know it's over but I try anyway.

I speed-swipe every single girl for a 5km radius, edit my pictures to look better.... say I am already an engineer on my profile, try all the dating apps, Hinge, Bumble, Tinder and even more obscure ones and kept this up as a daily activity, I tried new pics, looked at what was popular online and even through all this I didn't get a single date, so many times I got accidental matches where they just unmatch after seeing me when I message them.

Drop out 3rd year of uni and take a Bachelor's instead of the Masters , 1 year of being a Complete loser was enough, still haven't ever spoke to a girl, BUT now I have an engineering degree and can get a decent job and pay for dates and my own place and surgery right?...:feelsrope::no:WRONG!:no: I end up as a part-time school cleaner...

Over the 2 years since uni ended, I have achieved basically nothing. The only real graduation I experienced was that of going from School cleaner to Hotel Cleaner :incel: , working the same jobs I worked when I was 16:feelspepo: . I spent all my free time as Mercy or D.Va in Overwatch or Jinx or Ahri in League, switching from mouse to joystick after :aheago:. Tried gym but pathetic as I am never ended up going more than once a month because exercise is hard..:Comfy: so never saw any results ( currently started anewgym like 5 months ago, still paying but only ever went maybe 3x so this is ironically a new low :feelscry:).

Decided if it's over, might as well make some money for my family, surely the army wouldn't turn down a free meatshield, stupid ugly people are literally the best option for this and army engineering degree is maybe kinda useful, end up passing the physical test but fail the interview part. have to wait a while to reapply... apply to police but rejected because I can't drive.... try Navy engineer but the final assessement is a group zoom activity where you solve a maths question in a group of 4 and are assessed based on your social skills/ ability to lead and contribute, fail,, try again like 6 months later. banned from reapplying for a year..:feelsree::feelsree::feelsree:

Turn 24, work part-time minimum wage job, mum wants me gone no matter how by next year , just get a real job and get out. Honestly, girls are the least of my problems, and even if I looked like some model instead of a monster, I think my life would still suck due to my IQ and mindset. Idk why I'm even making this post only to get clowned and feel worse. I deserve everything I get and more.

My life sucks, I write this surrounded by all the anime figures I spent my wages on that I couldn't afford as a kid, forced to face my own hypocrisy daily, I dull it with familiar comforts, I say forced because how can this be my choice? to live like this?? my life sucked as a kid, at school, at college, at uni, after and even now, there has never been a good part I can look back on and it feels like it will only get worse, I spent a ton on skincare, hair products etc and maybe I look a little better but subhuman is still subhuman, not even minox, finas and all these expensive products can help me. I still get nightmares about my time at school, even though it will have been like a decade ago soon and wonder how much longer I can keep going
dnr yes its over if youre still virgin at 24. im 16 and 3 body count nigger:lul:
 
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Going to a same-sex school probably didn't help ended up being bullied and being a complete loser, since I never got rejected for being ugly by girls and was oblivious to my appearance. Moved to a different school for college ( 16-18 ), hoping I could go to a place where no one knew me with 0 experience talking to any women and coming from another school with 0 social value it was pretty much over and within 3 months.

I ended up at the library table alone every break because the lunch hall is a painful experience when you're a loser, everyone is talking in groups and you feel like they stare at you for being alone, even when you sit with random people. Maybe due to my appearance and social skills, I felt like they just wanted me to fuck off, most of the time, they just ignore what I say or speak over me.

Finally, 18 - time to go to uni... but then covid hits that year, the college exams are cancelled and we just get given random grades ( B, C, D* :lul:), I luck out getting an unconditional Master's offer at the local Uni for Civil Engineering so despite the grades get in anyway.

New year, New me!, Once again, no one knows me. College made me realise not only do I have poor social skills, but poor looks as well as IQ so it goes about as well as you would expect, coming off covid, first 2 years are over zoom, 3rd year irl classes, but how tf am I ever even going to speak to the 3 girls in my engineering course when I would only scare them with my face anyway? :incel:

Decide to try dating apps, age range 18- 30, and change it to 1km radius and increase it every time I swipe through everyone in that radius. I am broke with no car, and my 'income' is from uni loans. I still have no idea how to pay back ( -£80k debt fml ) , ( living at home with Mum ofc ) , I know it's over but I try anyway.

I speed-swipe every single girl for a 5km radius, edit my pictures to look better.... say I am already an engineer on my profile, try all the dating apps, Hinge, Bumble, Tinder and even more obscure ones and kept this up as a daily activity, I tried new pics, looked at what was popular online and even through all this I didn't get a single date, so many times I got accidental matches where they just unmatch after seeing me when I message them.

Drop out 3rd year of uni and take a Bachelor's instead of the Masters , 1 year of being a Complete loser was enough, still haven't ever spoke to a girl, BUT now I have an engineering degree and can get a decent job and pay for dates and my own place and surgery right?...:feelsrope::no:WRONG!:no: I end up as a part-time school cleaner...

Over the 2 years since uni ended, I have achieved basically nothing. The only real graduation I experienced was that of going from School cleaner to Hotel Cleaner :incel: , working the same jobs I worked when I was 16:feelspepo: . I spent all my free time as Mercy or D.Va in Overwatch or Jinx or Ahri in League, switching from mouse to joystick after :aheago:. Tried gym but pathetic as I am never ended up going more than once a month because exercise is hard..:Comfy: so never saw any results ( currently started anewgym like 5 months ago, still paying but only ever went maybe 3x so this is ironically a new low :feelscry:).

Decided if it's over, might as well make some money for my family, surely the army wouldn't turn down a free meatshield, stupid ugly people are literally the best option for this and army engineering degree is maybe kinda useful, end up passing the physical test but fail the interview part. have to wait a while to reapply... apply to police but rejected because I can't drive.... try Navy engineer but the final assessement is a group zoom activity where you solve a maths question in a group of 4 and are assessed based on your social skills/ ability to lead and contribute, fail,, try again like 6 months later. banned from reapplying for a year..:feelsree::feelsree::feelsree:

Turn 24, work part-time minimum wage job, mum wants me gone no matter how by next year , just get a real job and get out. Honestly, girls are the least of my problems, and even if I looked like some model instead of a monster, I think my life would still suck due to my IQ and mindset. Idk why I'm even making this post only to get clowned and feel worse. I deserve everything I get and more.

My life sucks, I write this surrounded by all the anime figures I spent my wages on that I couldn't afford as a kid, forced to face my own hypocrisy daily, I dull it with familiar comforts, I say forced because how can this be my choice? to live like this?? my life sucked as a kid, at school, at college, at uni, after and even now, there has never been a good part I can look back on and it feels like it will only get worse, I spent a ton on skincare, hair products etc and maybe I look a little better but subhuman is still subhuman, not even minox, finas and all these expensive products can help me. I still get nightmares about my time at school, even though it will have been like a decade ago soon and wonder how much longer I can keep going
It’s brutal out there. Sometimes in life you just gotta ldar and there’s nothing you can do
 
The tragic thing about the incel life is complete stagnation of behaviour, no progress, no maturity. Ur young and u want to change but u can't and u wake and ur in ur 30s. This can easily become the norm until your death. Those hoping that something will suddenly change or they'll have an epiphany, turning their life around after, are VERY delusional.

You know the effort and difficulty that's needed for change, you offset it and you accept the comfortable life. But your heart still yearns and screams for a better life. This can easily become the norm until your death. You have got to realize that why you're here now isn't your fault, but it's your RESPONSIBILITY because no one else is going to help you, but you. Accept that this situation is your responsibility, even if it isn't your fault.I'm not saying all of things that lead you to this point in life are fake but it's still your RESPONSIBILITY.

Even I've had the victim mindset for years but you can't let these things bring you down. Even I have been made fun of, called names, felt depressed. Overbearing parents, shitty childhood but I wouldn't be in the position that I am now if I gave up years ago and still had the victim mindset and just accepted my situation and rotted and didn't change myself. Remember it is your RESPONSIBILITY to your future self. It is a burden that you and only you carry . No one is going to help you but yourself whether you do carry that act accordingly or not it entirely depends on

@SplashJuice
 
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Going to a same-sex school probably didn't help ended up being bullied and being a complete loser, since I never got rejected for being ugly by girls and was oblivious to my appearance. Moved to a different school for college ( 16-18 ), hoping I could go to a place where no one knew me with 0 experience talking to any women and coming from another school with 0 social value it was pretty much over and within 3 months.

I ended up at the library table alone every break because the lunch hall is a painful experience when you're a loser, everyone is talking in groups and you feel like they stare at you for being alone, even when you sit with random people. Maybe due to my appearance and social skills, I felt like they just wanted me to fuck off, most of the time, they just ignore what I say or speak over me.

Finally, 18 - time to go to uni... but then covid hits that year, the college exams are cancelled and we just get given random grades ( B, C, D* :lul:), I luck out getting an unconditional Master's offer at the local Uni for Civil Engineering so despite the grades get in anyway.

New year, New me!, Once again, no one knows me. College made me realise not only do I have poor social skills, but poor looks as well as IQ so it goes about as well as you would expect, coming off covid, first 2 years are over zoom, 3rd year irl classes, but how tf am I ever even going to speak to the 3 girls in my engineering course when I would only scare them with my face anyway? :incel:

Decide to try dating apps, age range 18- 30, and change it to 1km radius and increase it every time I swipe through everyone in that radius. I am broke with no car, and my 'income' is from uni loans. I still have no idea how to pay back ( -£80k debt fml ) , ( living at home with Mum ofc ) , I know it's over but I try anyway.

I speed-swipe every single girl for a 5km radius, edit my pictures to look better.... say I am already an engineer on my profile, try all the dating apps, Hinge, Bumble, Tinder and even more obscure ones and kept this up as a daily activity, I tried new pics, looked at what was popular online and even through all this I didn't get a single date, so many times I got accidental matches where they just unmatch after seeing me when I message them.

Drop out 3rd year of uni and take a Bachelor's instead of the Masters , 1 year of being a Complete loser was enough, still haven't ever spoke to a girl, BUT now I have an engineering degree and can get a decent job and pay for dates and my own place and surgery right?...:feelsrope::no:WRONG!:no: I end up as a part-time school cleaner...

Over the 2 years since uni ended, I have achieved basically nothing. The only real graduation I experienced was that of going from School cleaner to Hotel Cleaner :incel: , working the same jobs I worked when I was 16:feelspepo: . I spent all my free time as Mercy or D.Va in Overwatch or Jinx or Ahri in League, switching from mouse to joystick after :aheago:. Tried gym but pathetic as I am never ended up going more than once a month because exercise is hard..:Comfy: so never saw any results ( currently started anewgym like 5 months ago, still paying but only ever went maybe 3x so this is ironically a new low :feelscry:).

Decided if it's over, might as well make some money for my family, surely the army wouldn't turn down a free meatshield, stupid ugly people are literally the best option for this and army engineering degree is maybe kinda useful, end up passing the physical test but fail the interview part. have to wait a while to reapply... apply to police but rejected because I can't drive.... try Navy engineer but the final assessement is a group zoom activity where you solve a maths question in a group of 4 and are assessed based on your social skills/ ability to lead and contribute, fail,, try again like 6 months later. banned from reapplying for a year..:feelsree::feelsree::feelsree:

Turn 24, work part-time minimum wage job, mum wants me gone no matter how by next year , just get a real job and get out. Honestly, girls are the least of my problems, and even if I looked like some model instead of a monster, I think my life would still suck due to my IQ and mindset. Idk why I'm even making this post only to get clowned and feel worse. I deserve everything I get and more.

My life sucks, I write this surrounded by all the anime figures I spent my wages on that I couldn't afford as a kid, forced to face my own hypocrisy daily, I dull it with familiar comforts, I say forced because how can this be my choice? to live like this?? my life sucked as a kid, at school, at college, at uni, after and even now, there has never been a good part I can look back on and it feels like it will only get worse, I spent a ton on skincare, hair products etc and maybe I look a little better but subhuman is still subhuman, not even minox, finas and all these expensive products can help me. I still get nightmares about my time at school, even though it will have been like a decade ago soon and wonder how much longer I can keep going
can I hear what you personally would have done different in your life if you could go back in time? What would you change to make the current outcome different and better?
 
we ain’t reading your wall of text.

But nonetheless it’s over for sure i am 20 and virgin and i know it’s pretty much wraps for me
 
nigga how tf am i supposed to show proof and why the fuck will i be recording it
3 body count as 16 year with this pfp, yeah I’m not buying it, keep larping buddy boyo
 
I am ur age and also KV

My personal plan? Get all my surgeries done before 30, then escortmaxx to get over the mental block, then hopefully I have enough looks and “experience” to get the real thing at least once with a LTB+

But otherwise yea it’s over brother. We may still have some years of prime left but the best parts of it are already in the rear view mirror
 
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3 body count as 16 year with this pfp, yeah I’m not buying it, keep larping buddy boyo
i dont need your approval for something happened or not. i went over it and ik so idc what you think buddy:lul:
 
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If Jesus ain't real there is no reason for those satanic worshipping jews hate on Jesus so hard and trys to destroy chirstianity and infiltrate it
nigga speak proper english, holy iqlet:feelswhy:
 
nigga speak proper english, holy iqlet:feelswhy:
If Jesus ain't real there is no reason for those satanic worshipping jews hating on Jesus so hard and trys to destroy chirstianity and infiltrate it.

Try watching these two videos

 
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Try watching these two videos


nigga doesn’t even give an argument, just sllurs his words and chucks 2 yt videos lmfao rope yourself asap iqlet:lul::lul::lul::feelsuhh:
 
Going to a same-sex school probably didn't help ended up being bullied and being a complete loser, since I never got rejected for being ugly by girls and was oblivious to my appearance. Moved to a different school for college ( 16-18 ), hoping I could go to a place where no one knew me with 0 experience talking to any women and coming from another school with 0 social value it was pretty much over and within 3 months.

I ended up at the library table alone every break because the lunch hall is a painful experience when you're a loser, everyone is talking in groups and you feel like they stare at you for being alone, even when you sit with random people. Maybe due to my appearance and social skills, I felt like they just wanted me to fuck off, most of the time, they just ignore what I say or speak over me.

Finally, 18 - time to go to uni... but then covid hits that year, the college exams are cancelled and we just get given random grades ( B, C, D* :lul:), I luck out getting an unconditional Master's offer at the local Uni for Civil Engineering so despite the grades get in anyway.

New year, New me!, Once again, no one knows me. College made me realise not only do I have poor social skills, but poor looks as well as IQ so it goes about as well as you would expect, coming off covid, first 2 years are over zoom, 3rd year irl classes, but how tf am I ever even going to speak to the 3 girls in my engineering course when I would only scare them with my face anyway? :incel:

Decide to try dating apps, age range 18- 30, and change it to 1km radius and increase it every time I swipe through everyone in that radius. I am broke with no car, and my 'income' is from uni loans. I still have no idea how to pay back ( -£80k debt fml ) , ( living at home with Mum ofc ) , I know it's over but I try anyway.

I speed-swipe every single girl for a 5km radius, edit my pictures to look better.... say I am already an engineer on my profile, try all the dating apps, Hinge, Bumble, Tinder and even more obscure ones and kept this up as a daily activity, I tried new pics, looked at what was popular online and even through all this I didn't get a single date, so many times I got accidental matches where they just unmatch after seeing me when I message them.

Drop out 3rd year of uni and take a Bachelor's instead of the Masters , 1 year of being a Complete loser was enough, still haven't ever spoke to a girl, BUT now I have an engineering degree and can get a decent job and pay for dates and my own place and surgery right?...:feelsrope::no:WRONG!:no: I end up as a part-time school cleaner...

Over the 2 years since uni ended, I have achieved basically nothing. The only real graduation I experienced was that of going from School cleaner to Hotel Cleaner :incel: , working the same jobs I worked when I was 16:feelspepo: . I spent all my free time as Mercy or D.Va in Overwatch or Jinx or Ahri in League, switching from mouse to joystick after :aheago:. Tried gym but pathetic as I am never ended up going more than once a month because exercise is hard..:Comfy: so never saw any results ( currently started anewgym like 5 months ago, still paying but only ever went maybe 3x so this is ironically a new low :feelscry:).

Decided if it's over, might as well make some money for my family, surely the army wouldn't turn down a free meatshield, stupid ugly people are literally the best option for this and army engineering degree is maybe kinda useful, end up passing the physical test but fail the interview part. have to wait a while to reapply... apply to police but rejected because I can't drive.... try Navy engineer but the final assessement is a group zoom activity where you solve a maths question in a group of 4 and are assessed based on your social skills/ ability to lead and contribute, fail,, try again like 6 months later. banned from reapplying for a year..:feelsree::feelsree::feelsree:

Turn 24, work part-time minimum wage job, mum wants me gone no matter how by next year , just get a real job and get out. Honestly, girls are the least of my problems, and even if I looked like some model instead of a monster, I think my life would still suck due to my IQ and mindset. Idk why I'm even making this post only to get clowned and feel worse. I deserve everything I get and more.

My life sucks, I write this surrounded by all the anime figures I spent my wages on that I couldn't afford as a kid, forced to face my own hypocrisy daily, I dull it with familiar comforts, I say forced because how can this be my choice? to live like this?? my life sucked as a kid, at school, at college, at uni, after and even now, there has never been a good part I can look back on and it feels like it will only get worse, I spent a ton on skincare, hair products etc and maybe I look a little better but subhuman is still subhuman, not even minox, finas and all these expensive products can help me. I still get nightmares about my time at school, even though it will have been like a decade ago soon and wonder how much longer I can keep going
dnr but it’s not so hard to get pussy nigga cmon
 
holy shit nigga 6 hours of watch time together I’m never watching this propaganda slop either make your argument or fuck off
Just watch the first 30 minutes and find out if it makes sense yourself.

He was a x -factor winner so he has credibility more than other exposure videos
 
Going to a same-sex school probably didn't help ended up being bullied and being a complete loser, since I never got rejected for being ugly by girls and was oblivious to my appearance. Moved to a different school for college ( 16-18 ), hoping I could go to a place where no one knew me with 0 experience talking to any women and coming from another school with 0 social value it was pretty much over and within 3 months.

I ended up at the library table alone every break because the lunch hall is a painful experience when you're a loser, everyone is talking in groups and you feel like they stare at you for being alone, even when you sit with random people. Maybe due to my appearance and social skills, I felt like they just wanted me to fuck off, most of the time, they just ignore what I say or speak over me.

Finally, 18 - time to go to uni... but then covid hits that year, the college exams are cancelled and we just get given random grades ( B, C, D* :lul:), I luck out getting an unconditional Master's offer at the local Uni for Civil Engineering so despite the grades get in anyway.

New year, New me!, Once again, no one knows me. College made me realise not only do I have poor social skills, but poor looks as well as IQ so it goes about as well as you would expect, coming off covid, first 2 years are over zoom, 3rd year irl classes, but how tf am I ever even going to speak to the 3 girls in my engineering course when I would only scare them with my face anyway? :incel:

Decide to try dating apps, age range 18- 30, and change it to 1km radius and increase it every time I swipe through everyone in that radius. I am broke with no car, and my 'income' is from uni loans. I still have no idea how to pay back ( -£80k debt fml ) , ( living at home with Mum ofc ) , I know it's over but I try anyway.

I speed-swipe every single girl for a 5km radius, edit my pictures to look better.... say I am already an engineer on my profile, try all the dating apps, Hinge, Bumble, Tinder and even more obscure ones and kept this up as a daily activity, I tried new pics, looked at what was popular online and even through all this I didn't get a single date, so many times I got accidental matches where they just unmatch after seeing me when I message them.

Drop out 3rd year of uni and take a Bachelor's instead of the Masters , 1 year of being a Complete loser was enough, still haven't ever spoke to a girl, BUT now I have an engineering degree and can get a decent job and pay for dates and my own place and surgery right?...:feelsrope::no:WRONG!:no: I end up as a part-time school cleaner...

Over the 2 years since uni ended, I have achieved basically nothing. The only real graduation I experienced was that of going from School cleaner to Hotel Cleaner :incel: , working the same jobs I worked when I was 16:feelspepo: . I spent all my free time as Mercy or D.Va in Overwatch or Jinx or Ahri in League, switching from mouse to joystick after :aheago:. Tried gym but pathetic as I am never ended up going more than once a month because exercise is hard..:Comfy: so never saw any results ( currently started anewgym like 5 months ago, still paying but only ever went maybe 3x so this is ironically a new low :feelscry:).

Decided if it's over, might as well make some money for my family, surely the army wouldn't turn down a free meatshield, stupid ugly people are literally the best option for this and army engineering degree is maybe kinda useful, end up passing the physical test but fail the interview part. have to wait a while to reapply... apply to police but rejected because I can't drive.... try Navy engineer but the final assessement is a group zoom activity where you solve a maths question in a group of 4 and are assessed based on your social skills/ ability to lead and contribute, fail,, try again like 6 months later. banned from reapplying for a year..:feelsree::feelsree::feelsree:

Turn 24, work part-time minimum wage job, mum wants me gone no matter how by next year , just get a real job and get out. Honestly, girls are the least of my problems, and even if I looked like some model instead of a monster, I think my life would still suck due to my IQ and mindset. Idk why I'm even making this post only to get clowned and feel worse. I deserve everything I get and more.

My life sucks, I write this surrounded by all the anime figures I spent my wages on that I couldn't afford as a kid, forced to face my own hypocrisy daily, I dull it with familiar comforts, I say forced because how can this be my choice? to live like this?? my life sucked as a kid, at school, at college, at uni, after and even now, there has never been a good part I can look back on and it feels like it will only get worse, I spent a ton on skincare, hair products etc and maybe I look a little better but subhuman is still subhuman, not even minox, finas and all these expensive products can help me. I still get nightmares about my time at school, even though it will have been like a decade ago soon and wonder how much longer I can keep going
No
 
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If Jesus ain't real there is no reason for those satanic worshipping jews hate on Jesus so hard and trys to destroy chirstianity and infiltrate it
Jesus "was" real, he's dead now
 
Going to a same-sex school probably didn't help ended up being bullied and being a complete loser, since I never got rejected for being ugly by girls and was oblivious to my appearance. Moved to a different school for college ( 16-18 ), hoping I could go to a place where no one knew me with 0 experience talking to any women and coming from another school with 0 social value it was pretty much over and within 3 months.

I ended up at the library table alone every break because the lunch hall is a painful experience when you're a loser, everyone is talking in groups and you feel like they stare at you for being alone, even when you sit with random people. Maybe due to my appearance and social skills, I felt like they just wanted me to fuck off, most of the time, they just ignore what I say or speak over me.

Finally, 18 - time to go to uni... but then covid hits that year, the college exams are cancelled and we just get given random grades ( B, C, D* :lul:), I luck out getting an unconditional Master's offer at the local Uni for Civil Engineering so despite the grades get in anyway.

New year, New me!, Once again, no one knows me. College made me realise not only do I have poor social skills, but poor looks as well as IQ so it goes about as well as you would expect, coming off covid, first 2 years are over zoom, 3rd year irl classes, but how tf am I ever even going to speak to the 3 girls in my engineering course when I would only scare them with my face anyway? :incel:

Decide to try dating apps, age range 18- 30, and change it to 1km radius and increase it every time I swipe through everyone in that radius. I am broke with no car, and my 'income' is from uni loans. I still have no idea how to pay back ( -£80k debt fml ) , ( living at home with Mum ofc ) , I know it's over but I try anyway.

I speed-swipe every single girl for a 5km radius, edit my pictures to look better.... say I am already an engineer on my profile, try all the dating apps, Hinge, Bumble, Tinder and even more obscure ones and kept this up as a daily activity, I tried new pics, looked at what was popular online and even through all this I didn't get a single date, so many times I got accidental matches where they just unmatch after seeing me when I message them.

Drop out 3rd year of uni and take a Bachelor's instead of the Masters , 1 year of being a Complete loser was enough, still haven't ever spoke to a girl, BUT now I have an engineering degree and can get a decent job and pay for dates and my own place and surgery right?...:feelsrope::no:WRONG!:no: I end up as a part-time school cleaner...

Over the 2 years since uni ended, I have achieved basically nothing. The only real graduation I experienced was that of going from School cleaner to Hotel Cleaner :incel: , working the same jobs I worked when I was 16:feelspepo: . I spent all my free time as Mercy or D.Va in Overwatch or Jinx or Ahri in League, switching from mouse to joystick after :aheago:. Tried gym but pathetic as I am never ended up going more than once a month because exercise is hard..:Comfy: so never saw any results ( currently started anewgym like 5 months ago, still paying but only ever went maybe 3x so this is ironically a new low :feelscry:).

Decided if it's over, might as well make some money for my family, surely the army wouldn't turn down a free meatshield, stupid ugly people are literally the best option for this and army engineering degree is maybe kinda useful, end up passing the physical test but fail the interview part. have to wait a while to reapply... apply to police but rejected because I can't drive.... try Navy engineer but the final assessement is a group zoom activity where you solve a maths question in a group of 4 and are assessed based on your social skills/ ability to lead and contribute, fail,, try again like 6 months later. banned from reapplying for a year..:feelsree::feelsree::feelsree:

Turn 24, work part-time minimum wage job, mum wants me gone no matter how by next year , just get a real job and get out. Honestly, girls are the least of my problems, and even if I looked like some model instead of a monster, I think my life would still suck due to my IQ and mindset. Idk why I'm even making this post only to get clowned and feel worse. I deserve everything I get and more.

My life sucks, I write this surrounded by all the anime figures I spent my wages on that I couldn't afford as a kid, forced to face my own hypocrisy daily, I dull it with familiar comforts, I say forced because how can this be my choice? to live like this?? my life sucked as a kid, at school, at college, at uni, after and even now, there has never been a good part I can look back on and it feels like it will only get worse, I spent a ton on skincare, hair products etc and maybe I look a little better but subhuman is still subhuman, not even minox, finas and all these expensive products can help me. I still get nightmares about my time at school, even though it will have been like a decade ago soon and wonder how much longer I can keep going
You still have time
 
The tragic thing about the incel life is complete stagnation of behaviour, no progress, no maturity. Ur young and u want to change but u can't and u wake and ur in ur 30s. This can easily become the norm until your death. Those hoping that something will suddenly change or they'll have an epiphany, turning their life around after, are VERY delusional.

You know the effort and difficulty that's needed for change, you offset it and you accept the comfortable life. But your heart still yearns and screams for a better life. This can easily become the norm until your death. You have got to realize that why you're here now isn't your fault, but it's your RESPONSIBILITY because no one else is going to help you, but you. Accept that this situation is your responsibility, even if it isn't your fault.I'm not saying all of things that lead you to this point in life are fake but it's still your RESPONSIBILITY.

Even I've had the victim mindset for years but you can't let these things bring you down. Even I have been made fun of, called names, felt depressed. Overbearing parents, shitty childhood but I wouldn't be in the position that I am now if I gave up years ago and still had the victim mindset and just accepted my situation and rotted and didn't change myself. Remember it is your RESPONSIBILITY to your future self. It is a burden that you and only you carry . No one is going to help you but yourself whether you do carry that act accordingly or not it entirely depends on

@SplashJuice
I had a similar life to OP. Insular all boys school, that was great but no foids, then sausage fest degree, plus having no family (lack of connections) then being sub5 and short on top of all that. Worked as a garbage cleaner during university to pay for things because I didn't have a car to get other jobs.

I'm not going to say just trying more bro will solve Inceldom but you can at least have more money. In certain locations grinding and upskilling works even if you're ugly, that's better than nothing. I'll be careful though, because even grinding doesn't guarantee anything...even money. Maybe OP lives in a shit city, idk what opportunities he has. Sometimes you have to accept things won't go your way and that's life.

This is what I'd do if I was in any position, wealthy or not:


Still a grind, you're not decaying, still a purpose and you're understanding the terrain around you. Better trade than rotting and complaining
 
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Going to a same-sex school probably didn't help ended up being bullied and being a complete loser, since I never got rejected for being ugly by girls and was oblivious to my appearance. Moved to a different school for college ( 16-18 ), hoping I could go to a place where no one knew me with 0 experience talking to any women and coming from another school with 0 social value it was pretty much over and within 3 months.

I ended up at the library table alone every break because the lunch hall is a painful experience when you're a loser, everyone is talking in groups and you feel like they stare at you for being alone, even when you sit with random people. Maybe due to my appearance and social skills, I felt like they just wanted me to fuck off, most of the time, they just ignore what I say or speak over me.

Finally, 18 - time to go to uni... but then covid hits that year, the college exams are cancelled and we just get given random grades ( B, C, D* :lul:), I luck out getting an unconditional Master's offer at the local Uni for Civil Engineering so despite the grades get in anyway.

New year, New me!, Once again, no one knows me. College made me realise not only do I have poor social skills, but poor looks as well as IQ so it goes about as well as you would expect, coming off covid, first 2 years are over zoom, 3rd year irl classes, but how tf am I ever even going to speak to the 3 girls in my engineering course when I would only scare them with my face anyway? :incel:

Decide to try dating apps, age range 18- 30, and change it to 1km radius and increase it every time I swipe through everyone in that radius. I am broke with no car, and my 'income' is from uni loans. I still have no idea how to pay back ( -£80k debt fml ) , ( living at home with Mum ofc ) , I know it's over but I try anyway.

I speed-swipe every single girl for a 5km radius, edit my pictures to look better.... say I am already an engineer on my profile, try all the dating apps, Hinge, Bumble, Tinder and even more obscure ones and kept this up as a daily activity, I tried new pics, looked at what was popular online and even through all this I didn't get a single date, so many times I got accidental matches where they just unmatch after seeing me when I message them.

Drop out 3rd year of uni and take a Bachelor's instead of the Masters , 1 year of being a Complete loser was enough, still haven't ever spoke to a girl, BUT now I have an engineering degree and can get a decent job and pay for dates and my own place and surgery right?...:feelsrope::no:WRONG!:no: I end up as a part-time school cleaner...

Over the 2 years since uni ended, I have achieved basically nothing. The only real graduation I experienced was that of going from School cleaner to Hotel Cleaner :incel: , working the same jobs I worked when I was 16:feelspepo: . I spent all my free time as Mercy or D.Va in Overwatch or Jinx or Ahri in League, switching from mouse to joystick after :aheago:. Tried gym but pathetic as I am never ended up going more than once a month because exercise is hard..:Comfy: so never saw any results ( currently started anewgym like 5 months ago, still paying but only ever went maybe 3x so this is ironically a new low :feelscry:).

Decided if it's over, might as well make some money for my family, surely the army wouldn't turn down a free meatshield, stupid ugly people are literally the best option for this and army engineering degree is maybe kinda useful, end up passing the physical test but fail the interview part. have to wait a while to reapply... apply to police but rejected because I can't drive.... try Navy engineer but the final assessement is a group zoom activity where you solve a maths question in a group of 4 and are assessed based on your social skills/ ability to lead and contribute, fail,, try again like 6 months later. banned from reapplying for a year..:feelsree::feelsree::feelsree:

Turn 24, work part-time minimum wage job, mum wants me gone no matter how by next year , just get a real job and get out. Honestly, girls are the least of my problems, and even if I looked like some model instead of a monster, I think my life would still suck due to my IQ and mindset. Idk why I'm even making this post only to get clowned and feel worse. I deserve everything I get and more.

My life sucks, I write this surrounded by all the anime figures I spent my wages on that I couldn't afford as a kid, forced to face my own hypocrisy daily, I dull it with familiar comforts, I say forced because how can this be my choice? to live like this?? my life sucked as a kid, at school, at college, at uni, after and even now, there has never been a good part I can look back on and it feels like it will only get worse, I spent a ton on skincare, hair products etc and maybe I look a little better but subhuman is still subhuman, not even minox, finas and all these expensive products can help me. I still get nightmares about my time at school, even though it will have been like a decade ago soon and wonder how much longer I can keep going
i couldnt read this all, but whats your looks status? mtn?
 
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No it's not.

Virgin at 104 = over.
 
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Going to a same-sex school probably didn't help ended up being bullied and being a complete loser, since I never got rejected for being ugly by girls and was oblivious to my appearance. Moved to a different school for college ( 16-18 ), hoping I could go to a place where no one knew me with 0 experience talking to any women and coming from another school with 0 social value it was pretty much over and within 3 months.

I ended up at the library table alone every break because the lunch hall is a painful experience when you're a loser, everyone is talking in groups and you feel like they stare at you for being alone, even when you sit with random people. Maybe due to my appearance and social skills, I felt like they just wanted me to fuck off, most of the time, they just ignore what I say or speak over me.

Finally, 18 - time to go to uni... but then covid hits that year, the college exams are cancelled and we just get given random grades ( B, C, D* :lul:), I luck out getting an unconditional Master's offer at the local Uni for Civil Engineering so despite the grades get in anyway.

New year, New me!, Once again, no one knows me. College made me realise not only do I have poor social skills, but poor looks as well as IQ so it goes about as well as you would expect, coming off covid, first 2 years are over zoom, 3rd year irl classes, but how tf am I ever even going to speak to the 3 girls in my engineering course when I would only scare them with my face anyway? :incel:

Decide to try dating apps, age range 18- 30, and change it to 1km radius and increase it every time I swipe through everyone in that radius. I am broke with no car, and my 'income' is from uni loans. I still have no idea how to pay back ( -£80k debt fml ) , ( living at home with Mum ofc ) , I know it's over but I try anyway.

I speed-swipe every single girl for a 5km radius, edit my pictures to look better.... say I am already an engineer on my profile, try all the dating apps, Hinge, Bumble, Tinder and even more obscure ones and kept this up as a daily activity, I tried new pics, looked at what was popular online and even through all this I didn't get a single date, so many times I got accidental matches where they just unmatch after seeing me when I message them.

Drop out 3rd year of uni and take a Bachelor's instead of the Masters , 1 year of being a Complete loser was enough, still haven't ever spoke to a girl, BUT now I have an engineering degree and can get a decent job and pay for dates and my own place and surgery right?...:feelsrope::no:WRONG!:no: I end up as a part-time school cleaner...

Over the 2 years since uni ended, I have achieved basically nothing. The only real graduation I experienced was that of going from School cleaner to Hotel Cleaner :incel: , working the same jobs I worked when I was 16:feelspepo: . I spent all my free time as Mercy or D.Va in Overwatch or Jinx or Ahri in League, switching from mouse to joystick after :aheago:. Tried gym but pathetic as I am never ended up going more than once a month because exercise is hard..:Comfy: so never saw any results ( currently started anewgym like 5 months ago, still paying but only ever went maybe 3x so this is ironically a new low :feelscry:).

Decided if it's over, might as well make some money for my family, surely the army wouldn't turn down a free meatshield, stupid ugly people are literally the best option for this and army engineering degree is maybe kinda useful, end up passing the physical test but fail the interview part. have to wait a while to reapply... apply to police but rejected because I can't drive.... try Navy engineer but the final assessement is a group zoom activity where you solve a maths question in a group of 4 and are assessed based on your social skills/ ability to lead and contribute, fail,, try again like 6 months later. banned from reapplying for a year..:feelsree::feelsree::feelsree:

Turn 24, work part-time minimum wage job, mum wants me gone no matter how by next year , just get a real job and get out. Honestly, girls are the least of my problems, and even if I looked like some model instead of a monster, I think my life would still suck due to my IQ and mindset. Idk why I'm even making this post only to get clowned and feel worse. I deserve everything I get and more.

My life sucks, I write this surrounded by all the anime figures I spent my wages on that I couldn't afford as a kid, forced to face my own hypocrisy daily, I dull it with familiar comforts, I say forced because how can this be my choice? to live like this?? my life sucked as a kid, at school, at college, at uni, after and even now, there has never been a good part I can look back on and it feels like it will only get worse, I spent a ton on skincare, hair products etc and maybe I look a little better but subhuman is still subhuman, not even minox, finas and all these expensive products can help me. I still get nightmares about my time at school, even though it will have been like a decade ago soon and wonder how much longer I can keep going
Tbh DNR at all. But 24, if your not extremely autistic then yea I would say its over. No point in having sec at your age every one is a ran through dried out whore now.
 

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