Warning - narcy thread

[Danish_Retard]

not everyone has a purpose in life that keep them going, they simply exist for instant gratification, they’re all sheep following the crowds.

I was alone once again.

And yes, I do feel like I’m better than most people, not because of my looks nor because of my money or status. Simply because most people seem to care about what others think of them and instant gratification. Their lack of values truly amazed me.


They didn’t have to grow up early and become the father figure of their household, they didn’t have to deal with being a social outcast most of their lives and they didn’t have to work for the good of their family, they had an easy childhood which made them weak.


every day I see people in their little bubbles of meaningless lives, not knowing what they’ll be doing in a year or two, simply wandering through the streets without a proper purpose, without a desire to better themselves or make the world a better place, I sometimes get a feeling of disgust towards them for being lazy, even though I know it’s not their fault.


I still feel bad for people that don’t realize how much they can achieve with a little work and I have been trying to help them, but I guess most people prefer to just live their meaningless lives than to reach their full potential to make a difference. I guess it’s okay but I do look at them as beneath and in need of help.

lol @ this, you ever thought that what you think is meaningful they find meaningless and the reverse?

You're judging others by your own value system, and from that you then infer meaningfulness from that...

As you say, you grew up alone and poor. Normals didn't. They grew up with friends that appreciated them, family that loves them, you needed to cope, so you decide that socialising isn't meaningful (because you theren't successful at it)

Meanwhile normals are enjoying their life every day of the week. They don't have any insecurity from being dirt poor or friendless so they are content with their life.

While you're grinding every day to one day equal past suffering with future pleasure normals are going through every day in pleasure. They've never suffered, you say this makes them weak because they don't have any motivation to change their present, but why would they? They are content with their lives, they're happy. You're the one that is/was not.

When will you be content? Normals are currently content. When will you catch up to them? Every day you are grinding for a better life and normies are happy content with theirs you are losing. From many perspectives it could be said you're the one living a meaningless life, chasing advancement because you're never content, running endlessly in a loop.

Also, you say

Simply because most people seem to care about what others think of them and instant gratification.

Yet it seems like your meaning to life is what others think of you

I don't believe in afterlife so the memory people will have of me is the only way I can live on after my passing

And while I find the rest admirable you're also guilty of (at least desiring) to chase instant gratification by wanting to only support those close to you where you can get gratification from seeing them improve, instead of helping more poor people elsewhere, where arguably the total happiness increase would be larger.

Sorry, tried to make a text-2-speech but the jews wanted me to pay to download the file

Mac and Windows has one included by default

Note: Don't take any offense if you are so inclined, this as more a way to challenge my own perspective than it is a response. In honesty I share part of your perspective.

 

[Niklaus Mikaelson]

Damn I've had thoughts the exact same as this tbh
I missed out on many opportunities to socialize when I was 19 and still had a social circle because I was so focused on fitting in all my meals on my bulk and not being weak for a single gymcel session
Many times when my friends have asked me about my youtube channels I've offered to set up a channel for them and help them with ideas and do the editing for them but they never had the slightest bit of interest. Nobody I've ever met wants to go their own route or create content of their own, they literally just want to consume other people's.

tangent paragraph

Spoiler

My best mate who is the least NPC in terms of topics I can talk with him about complains that he's still working minimum wage at 27 yet he wont do anything to change it and spends all his free time consuming entertainment content (rather than stuff he can learn from) he never does any exercise and he spend a huge portion of his money on consumable, materialistic products.
I've wanted him to do some form of "self improvement" for years and would live with him to make him gymcel and force him to eat a better diet but the desire to change on his part simply isn't there. He doesn't see an issue with being overweight and never having sex again so long as he can watch netflix and have his pizza and coke.
It pains me to think about this because he is the only person that I can discuss my goals with who will actually listen and give some suggestions and encouragement. Yet he has no fire inside him to be the best or at least improve which has been innate in me as long as I remember

I have felt the same pain about not being able to help people because they simply don't care or don't have the motivation, I've been trying most if my adult life to help my sister and mom (sister and mom are both overweight and financially struggling) but the progress is a slow, the best thing to do in my opinion is to never stop caring and be hopeful when its someone you genuinely care about

The fact is, even in places like this forum full of people with sentience levels above the average NPC, it is still very rare to find people with your mindset
The fact you were trying to help people as soon as you joined the forum actually shocked me having seen the threads made about the 20k tinder match thread on reddit
9/10 times people in your position are self centered fucks who wont attempt to help anyone

All throughout PSL, I've been so baffled by why most attempts to provide status/moneymaxxing knowledge is shot down by crabs in a bucket with responses like
"shit idea, will never work"
"Some other guy makes 10x what you made in that field with half the effort"
"Jfl at thinking you'll ever gain internet status or slay from it as sub Chad"
"Your follower count is nothing, you need 200k+ followers to even be deemed as noteworthy now"

How can these fucks be so certain in their beliefs that other peoples attempts to M+S ascend is destined to fail?

For me, being arrogant is basically the delusion of people who think they are superior to others while not being exceptional in a single category.
Are these people actually this deluded or is it all an act because deep down they know they have fuck all about them that is of any value
In school I was mind blown by people who acted cocky and arrogant while not having a single achievement to their name and were barely average physically

These guys typically get girlfriends in secondary school because they are basically behaving in a manner that makes young low IQ girls think they have substance/achievements hence that must be why they act cocky but it's all just an act

Spoiler

The guy who knows where stands in terms of not having achieved much yet and acts accordingly in a humble manner with plans to self improve will never be able to compete with the guys who display false cockiness in high school environments

These cocky fucks will never improve because they either think they are amazing while in their natural state of mediocrity or they know they are unremarkable and don't have the self belief to ever TRY to make something of themselves, but they will shit on you for trying if they think that you are on the same level as them, yet they will kiss the ass of those who make it to the top

Very based experience

Your upbringing humbled you and I would say that your way of thinking is partially innate (your father showed entreprenurship to set up businesses) but maybe your life experiences have helped to push you even more down the path of wanting to become a success

My biological father didn't help the entrepreneurship mindset, he did things but in an unethical way and it ended badly for him as he still lived “paycheck to paycheck” being slausy with everything he did and the lack of care was clear, he now lives of an early pension. The guy that truly helped me is the mentor I briefly spoke of, I feel like I experiences the “rich dad, poor dad” book first hand and he been an inspiration for me ever since

You are more humble than many people who don't have a fraction of what you have in terms of natural gifts (IQ/Face/Determination) so on the basis of that alone I don't think you can be classified as narcy or arrogant

You feel a sense of superiority because you have a desire to improve that doesn't exist in the vast majority of people
If we consider that the goal of our existence is to evolve/ascend/become better than we were (naturally happens through foids choice in reproduction but also happens through new discoveries and innovations) then you are by definition, objectively better than those who are content with simply remaining stagnant and never becoming better/ never attempting to ascend

And yeah, I just find it hard to not feel superior to the average normies when I spend most of my waking hours trying to improve every part of my life to get better, working 13hours a day, hitting the gym, looksmaxing, trying to help others, taking care if my family and making sure my values are the right place while a normie can't even be bothered to just put down a fork and complain about life being miserable without doing anything to change it

Just remain humble and there is no reason to concern yourself with your feelings that other people are inferior

And thank you, very based post

 

[Deleted member 22354]

I read all and can very much identify with you. I'm very happy to hear that you've come so far in life now and have become a successful entrepreneur in the meantime. Especially when you look at where you started. That's one thing I definitely want to do in the near future. Was nice to read

I also had a very similar life story growing up in poverty. I also went exclusively to private schools, with only middle to upper class people, I was always ashamed of my poverty and i have always felt out of place. I used to have acne all over my body, which made me even more insecure and I hardly participated in any social events, especially where you are topless.
This time has shaped me a lot, but I am also very grateful for it. Have been able to focus all my energy on school, gym, nutrition, finance and reading. So now I have clear skin again, am gymmaxxed and am a top earner in my Nation, which would never have happened otherwise. Prevention of suffering is, after all, the greatest motivator.

I am also firmly convinced by now that most people are like you said NPC, very rarely I find people with whom I can relate. Not necessarily because they have no purpose, but their lives are predetermined. They hardly question anything, talk about the same topics, have the same opinions, eat the same food, do not work out, dont improve at all, it's almost as if they are all completely the same. It is like a MMO, where there are online players, but most of the ones you interact with are NPCs doing their pre-programmed tasks. In my opinion, most of them can't help it and I'm not mad at them. Everyone who wants to better himself, will find the way, everyone who doesn't want to, you can't convince either way.

 

[MoggerGaston]

And I do believe most people are somewhat broken (nobody is truly flawless) but I feel like the majority use it as an excuse or don't do anything about it and lets it effect their future

Agree with the rest of your post but not this part.
Most people, atleast in the netherlands, live extremely privileged lifes. Especially women. Prob no different in Denmark/Sweden where ur from.

And it's the main reason why I don't connect with people in the netherlands. They never struggled. Life was always too easy for them.

People think that losing a parent in your 20s/30s is a major hardship here. (Rare) Meanwhile I never even had real parents. Just fucking lol.

And it's the main reason why I hate women. With (some) men I can atleast connect on social/romantic struggles.
Women? They NEVER struggle socially/romantically. They have issues sure, but never struggles. (whole different ballpark)

Life would be better if life would be made much tougher on women, more rape, violence, etc. So that men and women would be able to connect better and share these similar hardships in life that now only men face. It would make the world a better place for men, and they need it.

 

[Deleted member 22328]

All I learned from this post is that your mom has had a lot of boyfriends

 

[Ken]

Good story. I cant wait for the moneymaxxing guide. I dont know why but I thought you came from a rich family.

I also have that feeling of superiority sometimes then I remember im a kissless virgin.

 

[6ft4]

I have felt the same pain about not being able to help people because they simply don't care or don't have the motivation, I've been trying most if my adult life to help my sister and mom (sister and mom are both overweight and financially struggling) but the progress is a slow, the best thing to do in my opinion is to never stop caring and be hopeful when its someone you genuinely care about

Very based experience

My biological father didn't help the entrepreneurship mindset, he did things but in an unethical way and it ended badly for him as he still lived “paycheck to paycheck” being slausy with everything he did and the lack of care was clear, he now lives of an early pension. The guy that truly helped me is the mentor I briefly spoke of, I feel like I experiences the “rich dad, poor dad” book first hand and he been an inspiration for me ever since

Why did your father get your mother to co sign the business papers, did it have some significant financial benefit for him or did he just want to drag her down?
How did you get to go to private schools, did your mother's boyfriend pay for it?
I sometimes think I would only have kids if I could send them to a private school, the worst thing about going from primary school to secondary school for me was that all of the chavs ruined secondary school because they formed their own gangs and abused everyone whereas in primary school there weren't enough of them to cause any problems for the normal kids who wanted minimal disruption in class so we were given more time to play games

And yeah, I just find it hard to not feel superior to the average normies when I spend most of my waking hours trying to improve every part of my life to get better, working 13hours a day, hitting the gym, looksmaxing, trying to help others, taking care if my family and making sure my values are the right place while a normie can't even be bothered to just put down a fork and complain about life being miserable without doing anything to change it

And thank you, very based post

Taking action is so important, mirin 13hrs per day of work, what does your work schedule consist of outside of gymcelling?

 

[Deleted member 16944]

I honestly can't believe people can write fucking novels about themselves like Niko above.
How self centred do you have to be to think people actually care or will read any of that shit. JFL

 

[Deleted member 22389]

I honestly can't believe people can write fucking novels about themselves like Niko above.
How self centred do you have to be to think people actually care or will read any of that shit. JFL

you could just click off thread bro. He did have a narcy warning in title.

 

[Niklaus Mikaelson]

lol @ this, you ever thought that what you think is meaningful they find meaningless and the reverse?

You're judging others by your own value system, and from that you then infer meaningfulness from that...

As you say, you grew up alone and poor. Normals didn't. They grew up with friends that appreciated them, family that loves them, you needed to cope, so you decide that socialising isn't meaningful (because you theren't successful at it)

Meanwhile normals are enjoying their life every day of the week. They don't have any insecurity from being dirt poor or friendless so they are content with their life.

While you're grinding every day to one day equal past suffering with future pleasure normals are going through every day in pleasure. They've never suffered, you say this makes them weak because they don't have any motivation to change their present, but why would they? They are content with their lives, they're happy. You're the one that is/was not.

When will you be content? Normals are currently content. When will you catch up to them? Every day you are grinding for a better life and normies are happy content with theirs you are losing. From many perspectives it could be said you're the one living a meaningless life, chasing advancement because you're never content, running endlessly in a loop.

Also, you say

Yet it seems like your meaning to life is what others think of you

And while I find the rest admirable you're also guilty of (at least desiring) to chase instant gratification by wanting to only support those close to you where you can get gratification from seeing them improve, instead of helping more poor people elsewhere, where arguably the total happiness increase would be larger.


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Note: Don't take any offense if you are so inclined, this as more a way to challenge my own perspective than it is a response. In honesty I share part of your perspective.

I do get your perspective and I wouldn't think all this without any logic involved ofc. What I experiences is that most normies aren't satisfied with their life and lack a purpose. I've experienced it firsthand as I've worked myself through the different social classes, the lower middle are suffering from being poor, the middle-class lack a true purpose in life and end up wageslabing till they're 60 yr old (if you ask me working till you're 60+ is something most people don't want) if true in the upper class you get dragged into the materialistic point of view where you get life inflation and you become a alave to the materalistic world. if you take a minute and talk with a complete stranger their lives are far from perfect and they're unwilling to change.

I see why you could somewhat interpret what I wrote as being contradicting, I may have not been clear enough, I don't value myself specifically by what others think of me but I value myself by thinking if id lay at my deathbed and regret any of the things I've done in my life which will be a no longer if I have felt u lived up to my potential and made the world a nicer place to be.

And about the instant gratification: I mentioned my ideal work would be primarily helping people individually, I didn't mean people close to me, but when I have enough money where I don't have to think about income i’d like to help people personally, as I think that's the way you can affect others life more while seeing a real time change. (I'm planning on helping with personal finance to the people struggling with it the most one-on-one as well as doing it online to help as many as possible for free, as the people needing that kind of professional help often don't have the resources to get it)

 

[Niklaus Mikaelson]

Agree with the rest of your post but not this part.
Most people, atleast in the netherlands, live extremely privileged lifes. Especially women. Prob no different in Denmark/Sweden where ur from.

And it's the main reason why I don't connect with people in the netherlands. They never struggled. Life was always too easy for them.

People think that losing a parent in your 20s/30s is a major hardship here. (Rare) Meanwhile I never even had real parents. Just fucking lol.

And it's the main reason why I hate women. With (some) men I can atleast connect on social/romantic struggles.
Women? They NEVER struggle socially/romantically. They have issues sure, but never struggles. (whole different ballpark)

Life would be better if life would be made much tougher on women, more rape, violence, etc. So that men and women would be able to connect better and share these similar hardships in life that now only men face. It would make the world a better place for men, and they need it.

I should probably explain what I meant by broken, bare with me as I haven't had much sleep and my elaboration might be hard to understand. there's very many ways you can be broken, for example a trust fund kid can also have a shitty life and issues, they have the money sure, but it's often harder for them to make something of themselves, no matter what they will have to chase a purpose or try to fill their fathers shoes which can result in other forms for issues

 

[MoggerGaston]

All I learned from this post is that your mom has had a lot of boyfriends

Fucking badboy chad with shit personality atleast gave niko good facial genetics lmao.

I guess it's the right strategy to place looks above everything. I'd rather have kids with abusive crackwhore stacy so my kids end up looking good, than getting a decent family-oriented woman. (as if they even exist in 2022)

 

[Niklaus Mikaelson]

I read all and can very much identify with you. I'm very happy to hear that you've come so far in life now and have become a successful entrepreneur in the meantime. Especially when you look at where you started. That's one thing I definitely want to do in the near future. Was nice to read

I also had a very similar life story growing up in poverty. I also went exclusively to private schools, with only middle to upper class people, I was always ashamed of my poverty and i have always felt out of place. I used to have acne all over my body, which made me even more insecure and I hardly participated in any social events, especially where you are topless.
This time has shaped me a lot, but I am also very grateful for it. Have been able to focus all my energy on school, gym, nutrition, finance and reading. So now I have clear skin again, am gymmaxxed and am a top earner in my Nation, which would never have happened otherwise. Prevention of suffering is, after all, the greatest motivator.

I am also firmly convinced by now that most people are like you said NPC, very rarely I find people with whom I can relate. Not necessarily because they have no purpose, but their lives are predetermined. They hardly question anything, talk about the same topics, have the same opinions, eat the same food, do not work out, dont improve at all, it's almost as if they are all completely the same. It is like a MMO, where there are online players, but most of the ones you interact with are NPCs doing their pre-programmed tasks. In my opinion, most of them can't help it and I'm not mad at them. Everyone who wants to better himself, will find the way, everyone who doesn't want to, you can't convince either way.

It's nice to hear that other people have experienced the same - very based

 

[Cigarette]

thank you, op. you have truly opened my eyed

 

[Johnnybegood]

Fucking badboy chad with shit personality atleast gave niko good facial genetics lmao.

I guess it's the right strategy to place looks above everything. I'd rather have kids with abusive crackwhore stacy so my kids end up looking good, than getting a decent family-oriented woman. (as if they even exist in 2022)

Holy shit we literally have the same opinions 9 times out of 10.

I'd rather have kids with a good looking low class welfare Trash woman than a high iq decent woman. It is what it is bro

 

[Deleted member 18301]

Holy shit we literally have the same opinions 9 times out of 10.

I'd rather have kids with a good looking low class welfare Trash woman than a high iq decent woman. It is what it is bro

You forgot the important part bruh, does she want to have kids with you?
Nice read tho op, keep grinding

 

[Johnnybegood]

You forgot the important part bruh, does she want to have kids with you?
Nice read tho op, keep grinding

If i have money sure why not. Lmfao

I'm talking about reproduction here, not living happily ever after. The moment she has my baby i'd dump her in a heartbeat boyo

 

[Deleted member 7725]

mans acting like a suburb in Denmark is a hood. come to the o block and i'll show u what the hood is privileged ass white boy.

 

[Niklaus Mikaelson]

Why did your father get your mother to co sign the business papers, did it have some significant financial benefit for him or did he just want to drag her down?
How did you get to go to private schools, did your mother's boyfriend pay for it?
I sometimes think I would only have kids if I could send them to a private school, the worst thing about going from primary school to secondary school for me was that all of the chavs ruined secondary school because they formed their own gangs and abused everyone whereas in primary school there weren't enough of them to cause any problems for the normal kids who wanted minimal disruption in class so we were given more time to play games

My mom was from Poland and I'm not sure about intentions at the time, but now it seems like he just didn't want to be responsible and my mom was too gullible to know at the time as she didn't think I my dad would do something like that and since she was polish she didn't understand what was written

My mom got help from the government to help her find my education

Taking action is so important, mirin 13hrs per day of work, what does your work schedule consist of outside of gymcelling?

That's without the gymcelling, but anything from updating websites, meetings, paperwork, doing orders, marketing, sometimes I go to meetings and just follow my mentors work at his business and so forth. It's two companies so double up on everything but the thing is, there's always stuff to do if you want to improve which is both a curse and a blessing, I timebox most if my days using an ai calendar and throw every project in to it for me. I can make a thread about everything needed to be done at some point if there's interest for it

 

[SchizoAutism]

I like you, because you have depth. That feeling when I'm not on your tag list tho

 

[Niklaus Mikaelson]

I like you, because you have depth. That feeling when I'm not on your tag list tho

I'm sorry, didn't know if you'd find it interesting as I didn't take you for being narcissistic also I didn't want to tag too many people with the thread hehe

 

[Deleted member 4231]

this added so much depth to your character props to you for overcoming your childhood @Xangsane

 

[Deleted member 15468]

i thought you were gonna brag about slaying like our lord and saviour crisick

this is not narcy but moreso impressive IMO

I wish I had an ounce of your discipline, my parents always provided me with everything and are pretty wealthy

are you still gaming?

 

[Niklaus Mikaelson]

i thought you were gonna brag about slaying like our lord and saviour crisick

this is not narcy but moreso impressive IMO

I wish I had an ounce of your discipline, my parents always provided me with everything and are pretty wealthy

are you still gaming?

Depends on what you mean by gaming haha, I kind of treat life like a game grinding through different stats, but no, I don't really have had time to game sadly, I stopped when I was ~17. And thank you

 

[Deleted member 16960]

wtf is good-complex

 

[Deleted member 16960]

plus youre a literal cumskin
imagine if an ethnic has the same problems as you, he wont make it no matter how hard he tries in life

 

[Niklaus Mikaelson]

wtf is good-complex

Autocorrect sorry, I meant god-complex

 

[Deleted member 4231]

if you care about being less narcy, I think it's important to recognize your success or mentality as a blessing.

people who are "self-made" tend to get obsessed with their come-up. I understand you have some level of empathy but as you described, you are empathetic towards their circumstances, not their mentality. However, even this mentality or drive you have can still be lost.

It is not just materialistic things that are fleeting,

just be grateful and count your blessings I think it's the best way to overcome self-centeredness.

 

[Deleted member 16960]

but still, mirin the underdog tale

 

[ascension]

5 lectures with him and I was already moving into my third mansion with my 18th model gf. Can’t thank him enough

Lol @ 5 lectures. I merely shook his hand and I instantly improved by 2 PSL, going from LTN to Chadlite. I handed Crisick my phone, and 200 likes popped up on my Tinder within seconds. That night me and him took turns fucking a Nordic stacy who I matched with, and while it was my turn he was racking up multiple-figure kills on CSGO.

 

[Niklaus Mikaelson]

if you care about being less narcy, I think it's important to recognize your success or mentality as a blessing.

people who are "self-made" tend to get obsessed with their come-up. I understand you have some level of empathy but as you described, you are empathetic towards their circumstances, not their mentality. However, even this mentality or drive you have it can still be lost.

It is not just materialistic things that are fleeting,

just be grateful and count your blessings I think it's the best way to overcome self-centeredness.

Thank you, I've never actually been called narcissistic or self centered irl actually the opposite, but it's still something I feel. I'll give it a go
Though

 

[Deleted member 15067]

Lol @ 5 lectures. I merely shook his hand and I instantly improved by 2 PSL, going from LTN to Chadlite. I handed Crisick my phone, and 200 likes popped up on my Tinder within seconds. That night me and him took turns fucking a Nordic stacy who I matched with, and while it was my turn he was racking up multiple-figure kills on CSGO.

Can’t compete man. I guess I’m at the bottom of the class. I already failed the recent assignments by only getting 500 tinder likes instead of 1000 @ReadBooksEveryday

 

[ascension]

@Niko69

Good thread, but imagine if after all that tough childhood you turned out being ugly too. That's my life. Abuse at home, ignored at school, ugly and unwanted in my 20's. You're lucky you can enjoy your life now despite the tough start.

 

[Niklaus Mikaelson]

@Niko69

Good thread, but imagine if after all that tough childhood you turned out being ugly too. That's my life. Abuse at home, ignored at school, ugly and unwanted in my 20's. You're lucky you can enjoy your life now despite the tough start.

I know I'm lucky, still doesn't mean there isn't anything to fight for if you aren't lucky

 

[ReadBooksEveryday]

yea

Can’t compete man. I guess I’m at the bottom of the class. I already failed the recent assignments by only getting 500 tinder likes instead of 1000 @ReadBooksEveryday

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[ascension]

I know I'm lucky, still doesn't mean there isn't anything to fight for if you aren't lucky

I am struggling to see what I should fight for tbh. But I'll keep going.

 

[ReadBooksEveryday]

I am struggling to see what I should fight for tbh. But I'll keep going.

Nigga shut the fuck up with your ‘demons’ edgy bullshit

Just do shit. You have a house, a nice AC and shit and your dad didn’t chain smoke you to 5’9 .

Niko is a legit victim. If he was my brother (he is but he wouldn’t let me do this) - I’d travel to The Hague right now and file for crimes against humanity against his POS father . And also tag @dat feel for Jewified propaganda that makes people end up exactly like his father
They could be jail buddies

 

[ascension]

Nigga shut the fuck up with your ‘demons’ edgy bullshit

Just do shit. You have a house, a nice AC and shit and your dad didn’t chain smoke you to 5’9 .

Lol wdym edgy bullshit

I don't have AC ngl

 

[Deleted member 22354]

if you care about being less narcy, I think it's important to recognize your success or mentality as a blessing.

people who are "self-made" tend to get obsessed with their come-up. I understand you have some level of empathy but as you described, you are empathetic towards their circumstances, not their mentality. However, even this mentality or drive you have can still be lost.

It is not just materialistic things that are fleeting,

just be grateful and count your blessings I think it's the best way to overcome self-centeredness.

Thank you, I've never actually been called narcissistic or self centered irl actually the opposite, but it's still something I feel. I'll give it a go
Though

I also find this point very important. Gratitude. I am very grateful for where I am now in life and also for the difficult times in the past. Even if that's a cliché, I wouldn't have gotten this far without it.

I would also make a distinction here with normies, most normal people I interact with are not grateful for what they have, they nag about everything and often when you try to help them they nag about it too. If you behave like this, in my experience you will only attract problems and dont move forward in life

 

[Niklaus Mikaelson]

I also find this point very important. Gratitude. I am very grateful for where I am now in life and also for the difficult times in the past. Even if that's a cliché, I wouldn't have gotten this far without it.

I would also make a distinction here with normies, most normal people I interact with are not grateful for what they have, they nag about everything and often when you try to help them they nag about it too. If you behave like this, in my experience you will only attract problems and dont move forward in life

That is very true, I personally also wouldn't change a
thing about my life as it would affect who I am

 

[mightyravendark]

nigger

 

[Deleted member 19157]

insane. i wish i grew up with struggles and some mentor of a dad

my dad was an emotionless husk who never even taught me any values and to this day lets me do legitqmtely anything i want and its handed to me on a silver platter. ive never really taken life srsly or school or money and ive alwyqs just wanted to have fun. my first LSD trip i wouldnt stop talking about how “life is about satisfaction” “life is entertainment” etc

always thought i wqs a smart guy but ive never had drive to do anything but have fun because i grew up not worrying about anything

i wish i had ur drive, and ingenuity tbh. idek what to eat when i wake up and i qn
indeed drifting through this life with 0 purpose. even though ive spent so many years trying to master production ive never captilized on it and when i started to grow on soundcloud i started randomly lashing out at people who were helping me get followers, and stopped posting. ive always had a super dysfunctional brain and ADHD

 

[Niklaus Mikaelson]

insane. i wish i grew up with struggles and some mentor of a dad

my dad was an emotionless husk who never even taught me any values and to this day lets me do legitqmtely anything i want and its handed to me on a silver platter. ive never really taken life srsly or school or money and ive alwyqs just wanted to have fun. my first LSD trip i wouldnt stop talking about how “life is about satisfaction” “life is entertainment” etc

always thought i wqs a smart guy but ive never had drive to do anything but have fun because i grew up not worrying about anything

i wish i had ur drive, and ingenuity tbh. idek what to eat when i wake up and i qn
indeed drifting through this life with 0 purpose. even though ive spent so many years trying to master production ive never captilized on it and when i started to grow on soundcloud i started randomly lashing out at people who were helping me get followers, and stopped posting. ive always had a super dysfunctional brain and ADHD

Oh well, I think you're referring to my mentor, not my biological dad, my biological dad sent me a letter saying I had to take a DNA (because he didn't want to pay child support) didn't speak a word to him after that. But I get you man, hope you still manage to pull through

 

[Deleted member 19157]

Oh well, I think you're referring to my mentor, not my biological dad, my biological dad sent me a letter saying I had to take a DNA (because he didn't want to pay child support) didn't speak a word to him after that. But I get you man, hope you still manage to pull through

hopefully ill start to do something, i have to bangers of songs rn im gonna put out as wwll as one on spotify gna see if i can make a lil but off it

but yea ive never gotten along with people well. always got into arguments, was never good at taking things on the chest and shrugging them off and not responding. i have too much pride

and regardless of me being a lazy sack of shit i still think im better than most people as well but in differwnt areas. im naturally talented and have always been told im talented in general and gifted with a lot of different things

i just have 0 fucking work drive, 0 motivation when it comes to something i dont truly enjoy. my biggest worry is enjoying life before we enter eternal oblivion

so ye you may have more drive and ambition than most people, but ir doesnt make you better. because there are people so talented and smart they dont even need drive and hardwork theyre just so gifted everything is handed to them like some sort of genius. dont think of it ws better; just different

 

[johncruz12345]

So you think you are superior cuz you work harder, and have a purpose??

 

[Niklaus Mikaelson]

So you think you are superior cuz you work harder, and have a purpose??

Pretty much hombre

 

[Leo69]

So you think you are superior cuz you work harder, and have a purpose??

Pretty much hombre

He's superior to all of us here because he he galaxy elo due to working harder and his purpose is to help others achieve galaxy elo.

 

[Deleted member 19157]

Pretty much hombre

plenty of people who grew up poor are very much like this. but since you came
from the bottom you should be proud of yourself because its 20x more work than when you grow up rich, but if youre not either super rich, or super poor, many people find themselves at a crossroad. and purposeless



i dont enjoy “working” just so i can be a slave to a piece of paper and rely on that being my hapiness i just want to get by being comfortable althought ideally id like to do whatever i want but my need for that is not as strong as my need to fully enjoy entertainment

some people live for the hustle some people live for the ride. youre not better because you have different values of life - think of it like that. some people just dont value what you value and have a different goal in life

 

[Niklaus Mikaelson]

plenty of people who grew up poor are very much like this. but since you came
from the bottom you should be proud of yourself because its 20x more work than when you grow up rich, but if youre not either super rich, or super poor, many people find themselves at a crossroad. and purposeless



i dont enjoy “working” just so i can be a slave to a piece of paper and rely on that being my hapiness i just want to get by being comfortable althought ideally id like to do whatever i want but my need for that is not as strong as my need to fully enjoy entertainment

some people live for the hustle some people live for the ride. youre not better because you have different values of life - think of it like that. some people just dont value what you value and have a different goal in life

I guess, I see it as: suffer the pain of discipline or suffer the pain of regret, people don't realize not doing something is just as risky and often comes with a bigger pricetag. Up to you to decide what you choose, but in my opinion if I do my best everyday I know I won't regret a single day of my life at the end of the day

 

[Deleted member 19157]

I guess, I see it as: suffer the pain of discipline or suffer the pain of regret, people don't realize not doing something is just as risky and often comes with a bigger pricetag. Up to you to decide what you choose, but in my opinion if I do my best everyday I know I won't regret a single day of my life at the end of the day

thats true but its also dependant on your mindset and how you feel

if u live in the moment every single day you could be a homeless monk and still be happy, its about how you value the present moment which arguably i do way too much and its self defeating because i never worry about the past or the future. and i know that most likely ill end up broke, not having a lot of money and living off minimum wage if my ultimate goals arent reached and either way ill probably struggle finaically because i dropped out of highschool and habe no good career path i just occasionally work at amazon. but i dont mind. my favorite activity was alwyas relaxing since i was a little kid. i hate working on things that dont truly spark my interest which running a business i dont think would ever spark my interest. but i see what you mean 100% and its a good point. im just stupid and i think that no matter what my brains, gifts and abilities will carry me at the end of the day when things get sticky.