some1h0peless
hanging by a thread
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I feel unmotivated as fuck to do anything. I'm supposed to be looksmaxxing but I just can't be bothered. Social media is so brutal I can't take it no more. I'm trying to increase my status through Snapchat but it's not working because I don't look good enough for these foid's expectations. For a teen like me living in this era, it's so crucial for us to be socialising and getting dopamine. As days go on my T levels decreases. The more I rot, the more I feel like i'm wasting potential. I'm in a trap and I can't break out. There's no solution for my stupid sub-humanity that prevents me from looksmaxxing. It requires so much willpower and I don't have it. Every time I look in the mirror, I see a face lacking the most crucial good looking features that would've taken me to Chadlite/Chad. I fucking hate how i'm not good enough genetically. The worst thing is that I accept me from who I am, a degenerate normie that can't get validation. Getting validation these days seems like an impossible task for people like me. It's so funny and pathetic how every time a girl snaps me or texts me I feel that i've finally gotten that validation. Only to know that the next hour she ghosts you for days. I've gotten so many girls on my snap I feel like it's a good thing. This gives me a small dopamine rush only to realise that they are literally useless. They are just there for streaks. What's even worse is that Chad wouldn't be in this situation. He would have plenty of girls trying to meet him and sending him nudes. Literally non-stop validation. This is so brutal to realise because my genetics are not even that bad. And because of that I try to cope with thinking "I'm good looking, I can get validation. You're not that ugly bro." and so on. But it's all fake. In times like this I can't stop coping. It's a defense mechanism at this point.
I'm tagging @Hightwolf who's been such a helpful user. He actually helped me in ways I didn't know I could be helped. He gave me hope and for that he deserves so much credit.
I'm tagging @Hightwolf who's been such a helpful user. He actually helped me in ways I didn't know I could be helped. He gave me hope and for that he deserves so much credit.
