Rich/Jewish_Gooner$
i MIGHT stimfap from time2time
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alr I just came back home after spending night at my gfs place and i have to vent
So here's the deal I been on this forum since I was 16 yo
All this shit so useless in the end, I'd get the same results if I never leanmaxxxed, clear skinmaxxed and whatever (skinmaxxxing doesn't exist, being on primal diet= clear skin) and this goes for every subhuman/ ltn cause your face has 0 value either way so it doesnt fucking matter if youre covered in acne or above 12% bf lmao
This is my current gf, we've been in a situationship for 2 months while I was trying to sleep around, but 3 other "landwhales" that I slept with were heavier than her (no shade, i dont spread hate towards fat women, but in context of dating it matters to me)
2 of them were older than my current gf too and she's 32 herself (I'm 21)
Obviously she's objectively not even low mtb, we met on a niche dating app and when we did "it" for the first time together we were both on molly
We have a lot in common tho honestly, yesterday she sat in my lap and played resident evil 1 as I was watching and huggin her and we had fun talking, obviously she couldn't sit in my lap for too long cause im like maybe like 3 times lighter, but still good time
But at the end of the day being with a girl who you have to go 1 week nofap cold turkey to have sex with once brings a weird dynamic into relationship, i didnt try cialis/ viagra, but I'd like to avoid it at my age and I read it doesn't work without arousal anyways, it's hard when my type is skinny women
But again I realize I'm still a in a honeymoon phase since she's my first "official" ltr girlfriend, so I may be tripping but she made me put away my Phillipines plans for now.
For context I was planning to go for a 3 weeks long trip to phillipines in July 2025 and find a gf on a christian dating app to chill with on a beach while using tinder and getting some on the side, but I'm also scared that I may never find a girl that I match personalitywise so well with
To me when it comes to marriage and real LTRs obviously genes that she'd provide for our children are most important
let's analize
Bads:
-bad vision, has to wear glasses (that is not that bad, contact lenses exist after all and it's not a huge aesthetic looksmin)
-sparse eyebrows WITH GOOD LENGTH tho, women have naturally sparser eyebrows than men and mine are alright so that may balance, my eyebrows are narrow af tho and her are quite wide so that;s a good thing to balance genes
-bit wide nose, but my nose is best part of my face even though it's crooked so that may balance and if not nose is easy fix with hardmaxxxing
-a little thin upper lip but not that bad really
-she could have a wider skull
now
Goods:
-5'7 which is tall for a woman, mogger height genetics
-fantastic orbital bones, both supra and infra IDEAL great support without looking "east asian", perfect balance
-FANTASTIC orbital fat, very high eyebrow placement, but almost 0 UEE due to insane fat pads and no dark circles
-VERY thick wrists, way thicker than mine
-wide neck
-fantastic forward growth, barely has a double chin despite being medically obese, low gonial angle and better angularity than me despite her weight
-fantastic bite and great 10 teeth smile
-great eye color
-optimal ratios
-beautfiul wavy brown hair
Overall she's pretty much everything I need in the mother of my children, she's willing and we could financially afford it, she says we can get married AFTER she's pregnant, but before the child is born.
We both would prefer a smaller party and invite only closest friends so organization is not that important, but tbh i dont even wanna get married, then again it's not that easy to have kids without marriage in my country
I'd have to straight up betray and lie to her for that to happen
idk im just venting ig I have to wait it out for now, relationship is still too fresh, id like for us to live together for a while before children too IF that's the direction we'll go moving forward
Another thing is that you can choose child's gender via IVF nowadays and with a left leaning government rn in my country there's a chance that'll get legalized here and since my gf is liberal she'd be down to choose a boy i think
Also my observation since I seen a lot of people confused about it
IMO "landhwales" don't have high standards, but they are specific:
either a high psl guy who's covered in acne and completely unkept, or a stylemaxed/ low inhib subhuman like me, both 5'10 or taller
idk why but manlets got better shot at dating skinny girls than fat for some reason imo, has to be old money maxxed tho and clean instagram
Obviously had to stop stimfapping too, I stopped stims all around// Only weed and "ketamine" for now or whatever is in the powder jfl
Im going to sleep im so fucking tired my brain about to explode on god