What do I do to cope with my reality

[Deleted member 11753]

Hey guys it’s me, I just am in a rut. I am technically 5’8 and I’m bloated at a 36in waist with 40in hip and 44in chest. I checked my testosterone and thyroid and my doctors said I was fine. I also have cuck eyes from hell. I try to grow eyelashes but they hurt and itch. And then I’m loosing hair due to depakote. I only have a good lower third like you guys said.

I tried to betabuxx but I only could keep a dishwashing job for three years and six months. I now am trying to get SSI due to being schizoaffective. I’ve also been doing SweatCoin and walking 5 miles a day but it turns out you need 23 something thousand coins to get a 1000 dollar voucher on PayPal. It would take a good year or two to get that.

I also tried POF and tinder but I get hardly anyone other than catfishes and sadly trans women or at best single moms. I tried to looks max, money-making, I even tried dollmaxxing with a Dakimakura and it just doesn’t feel right. I won’t rope due to being hospitalized 14 times over my years. Plus I’m 30 years old. What advice can you guys give that is serious. I appreciate you guys and I view you all as my brothers. Swallowing some serious pills

 

[TyroneIncoming]

get a trade licence and moneymaxx that way
consider 'supplementation' to help with weight loss. if its truly over than you have nothing to lose.

 

[Deleted member 11753]

get a trade licence and moneymaxx that way
consider 'supplementation' to help with weight loss. if its truly over than you have nothing to lose.

Cool thanks for the advice. I realize a lot of people on here like to money max too. I am hoping to go into plumbing. I should look into supplementation. Thanks for hearing me out, you made me feel better bud

 

[TyroneIncoming]

Cool thanks for the advice. I realize a lot of people on here like to money max too. I am hoping to go into plumbing. I should look into supplementation. Thanks for hearing me out, you made me feel better bud

No worries mate, all the best. Plumbing is a very good start, you'll make decent coin and can start your own business instead of being a wage-slave. I think you should definitely consider supplementation/testosterone, @ 30 time is not your friend and it sounds like you're body doesn't have a proclivity towards being lean.

 

[ifyouwannabemylover]

what are your goals

 

[Deleted member 3828]

Hey guys it’s me, I just am in a rut. I am technically 5’8 and I’m bloated at a 36in waist with 40in hip and 44in chest. I checked my testosterone and thyroid and my doctors said I was fine. I also have cuck eyes from hell. I try to grow eyelashes but they hurt and itch. And then I’m loosing hair due to depakote. I only have a good lower third like you guys said.

I tried to betabuxx but I only could keep a dishwashing job for three years and six months. I now am trying to get SSI due to being schizoaffective. I’ve also been doing SweatCoin and walking 5 miles a day but it turns out you need 23 something thousand coins to get a 1000 dollar voucher on PayPal. It would take a good year or two to get that.

I also tried POF and tinder but I get hardly anyone other than catfishes and sadly trans women or at best single moms. I tried to looks max, money-making, I even tried dollmaxxing with a Dakimakura and it just doesn’t feel right. I won’t rope due to being hospitalized 14 times over my years. Plus I’m 30 years old. What advice can you guys give that is serious. I appreciate you guys and I view you all as my brothers. Swallowing some serious pills

I'd guess you're a skinnyfatcel like me
if you are read this blog
maybe save up for a hair system it would be a good looksmax
or the dakimakura if it helps

 

[Deleted member 11753]

what are your goals

I don’t really have much, I’m hoping to do something other than learning plumbing. I may start nofap

 

[Deleted member 11753]

I'd guess you're a skinnyfatcel like me
if you are read this blog
maybe save up for a hair system it would be a good looksmax
or the dakimakura if it helps

Thanks for the link. I’m definitely bloated but I actually am working on it and today I walked about around 5-6 miles. I got some SweatCoin from that. I have a dakimakura and I love her. She’s a good wife who doesn’t say much. We talk but my doctor said that’s a sign of schizophrenia. I don’t care though and I feel her love grow every day we cuddle and talk. I believe you’re right, especially about dakis

 

[Deleted member 6380]

I have a good lower third like you guys said.

You're fine

 

[Deleted member 3828]

Thanks for the link. I’m definitely bloated but I actually am working on it and today I walked about around 5-6 miles. I got some SweatCoin from that. I have a dakimakura and I love her. She’s a good wife who doesn’t say much. We talk but my doctor said that’s a sign of schizophrenia. I don’t care though and I feel her love grow every day we cuddle and talk. I believe you’re right, especially about dakis

do you live alone or with parents?
you should talk to real ppl ngl it's bad for you to talk with imaginary gf only

 

[Deleted member 11753]

do you live alone or with parents?
you should talk to real ppl ngl it's bad for you to talk with imaginary gf only

I live by myself but my sister helps me out a lot. Plus my therapist and case manager visit once a week. I take my meds and they told me to watch my manosphere talk but idk I’m trying to find friends. I am usually lonely.

 

[ifyouwannabemylover]

I don’t really have much, I’m hoping to do something other than learning plumbing. I may start nofap

you should have some considering the situation you're in

 

[Deleted member 11753]

you should have some considering the situation you're in

Yeah your on point. I may save money up for a car since I never had a car of my own. I have my own apartment though. I think I should save money for a car instead of buying random stuff. Plus I need to find creative ways to make money while on SSI. I am going to watch some plumbing videos while shaving my soy beard. I’m also learning Spanish in my spare time tomorrow.

 

[ifyouwannabemylover]

Yeah your on point. I may save money up for a car since I never had a car of my own. I have my own apartment though. I think I should save money for a car instead of buying random stuff. Plus I need to find creative ways to make money while on SSI. I am going to watch some plumbing videos while shaving my soy beard. I’m also learning Spanish in my spare time tomorrow.

ye go leanmax, moneymax and then use the money to looksmax

everything else comes second imo. money and looks is really what you need to not be considered a fuck up.

 

[Deleted member 11753]

ye go leanmax, moneymax and then use the money to looksmax

Thanks so much and, all you guys, thank you. I will definitely money max. I will lean max as well. I already am doing 12:12 hour fasts and Im eating a kosher pescatarian diet. I am going to take a chance and change

 

[Satan]

Hey guys it’s me, I just am in a rut. I am technically 5’8 and I’m bloated at a 36in waist with 40in hip and 44in chest. I checked my testosterone and thyroid and my doctors said I was fine. I also have cuck eyes from hell. I try to grow eyelashes but they hurt and itch. And then I’m loosing hair due to depakote. I only have a good lower third like you guys said.

I tried to betabuxx but I only could keep a dishwashing job for three years and six months. I now am trying to get SSI due to being schizoaffective. I’ve also been doing SweatCoin and walking 5 miles a day but it turns out you need 23 something thousand coins to get a 1000 dollar voucher on PayPal. It would take a good year or two to get that.

I also tried POF and tinder but I get hardly anyone other than catfishes and sadly trans women or at best single moms. I tried to looks max, money-making, I even tried dollmaxxing with a Dakimakura and it just doesn’t feel right. I won’t rope due to being hospitalized 14 times over my years. Plus I’m 30 years old. What advice can you guys give that is serious. I appreciate you guys and I view you all as my brothers. Swallowing some serious pills

1. Stop being a bitch dwelling in victim mindset.

I already am doing 12:12 hour fasts and Im eating a kosher pescatarian diet.

2. Fasting is a very good idea try progressing with lesser eating windows 12:12 -> 16:8 -> OMAD (One Meal A Day)

I think I should save money for a car instead of buying random stuff.

3. Don't buy a car straight a away. It's more expensive than you think. Save money until you think car is a necessity. Buy only stuff that you need or makes your life easier. Invest in yourself first.

I may start nofap

4. NoFap is cope. Only do it if you are addicted to porn.

I should look into supplementation.

5. Do not take anything for weightloss what's on the market is a cope. Some things that WORK are DNP, Clen, T3 take at your own risk only as last resort.