PsychoDsk
in narcy pirates prison cuz I'm built diff rrrr 🏴
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For me it were several things.
I looked quite good in highschool and had a reputation for being a fuckboy. I got treated pretty good by other ppl, then in my last year I started going to the gym and I became obsessed with bodybuilding. I dirty bulked and nuked my liver which made me break out BADDDD (some of you may have seen it) I was fat, too big, pizza faced and I got treated horribly by other people, especially foids.
There's one instance where I was talking with my buddys in the hallway and a group of foids passed by and I could hear them saying to eachother 'ewww he's the ugliest dude I have ever seen'. My confidence was bombed, nuked, raped and spit on.
I realised that being big is a death sentence so I started my 'looksmaxxing journey', in total it took me around 10 months to bounce back to my previous place.
It was then that I realised looks are everything.
Everyday I looked better
Everyday my skin got clearer
Everyday I would get leaner
Everyday I was treated different. Teachers would actually start listening to me, foids would approach me again.
My confidence is still shit, I became aspie when it comes to talking w/ women so fuck me
atleast I'm not subhuman anymore
I looked quite good in highschool and had a reputation for being a fuckboy. I got treated pretty good by other ppl, then in my last year I started going to the gym and I became obsessed with bodybuilding. I dirty bulked and nuked my liver which made me break out BADDDD (some of you may have seen it) I was fat, too big, pizza faced and I got treated horribly by other people, especially foids.
There's one instance where I was talking with my buddys in the hallway and a group of foids passed by and I could hear them saying to eachother 'ewww he's the ugliest dude I have ever seen'. My confidence was bombed, nuked, raped and spit on.
I realised that being big is a death sentence so I started my 'looksmaxxing journey', in total it took me around 10 months to bounce back to my previous place.
It was then that I realised looks are everything.
Everyday I looked better
Everyday my skin got clearer
Everyday I would get leaner
Everyday I was treated different. Teachers would actually start listening to me, foids would approach me again.
My confidence is still shit, I became aspie when it comes to talking w/ women so fuck me
atleast I'm not subhuman anymore