Why am I like this

[Joaquin]

I thought adolescence was going to be the best stage of my life. Now, at 17, I can say that my life is miserable because of how ugly, short, neurodivergent, and weird I am. Not a single kiss from any girl in my life, I barely go out with friends, let alone with women. I hate looking at myself in the mirror, I hate people seeing me. Meanwhile, 95% of my classmates are having a good social life without stressing so much about their appearance, while the only thing I think about all day is getting surgery on my face.
Nothing will give me back the time I lost in my adolescence. It's over.
Not trying to be corny I just need to let this out of me somehow because irl I wont tell anyone lol

 

[Petsmart]

Lol once I read 17 i was like this nigga is fucking stupid

Then i saw short and said its over

We’ll pray for you lil nigga

 

[FiendFiend]

I thought adolescence was going to be the best stage of my life. Now, at 17, I can say that my life is miserable because of how ugly, short, neurodivergent, and weird I am. Not a single kiss from any girl in my life, I barely go out with friends, let alone with women. I hate looking at myself in the mirror, I hate people seeing me. Meanwhile, 95% of my classmates are having a good social life without stressing so much about their appearance, while the only thing I think about all day is getting surgery on my face.
Nothing will give me back the time I lost in my adolescence. It's over.
Not trying to be corny I just need to let this out of me somehow because irl I wont tell anyone lol

were u good looking as a jitt? if not yeah tbf never began

 

[Joaquin]

Lol once I read 17 i was like this nigga is fucking stupid

Then i saw short and said its over

We’ll pray for you lil nigga

So funny bro tbh

 

[Joaquin]

were u good looking as a jitt? if not yeah tbf never began

Never began

 

[Oxastro]

I thought adolescence was going to be the best stage of my life. Now, at 17, I can say that my life is miserable because of how ugly, short, neurodivergent, and weird I am. Not a single kiss from any girl in my life, I barely go out with friends, let alone with women. I hate looking at myself in the mirror, I hate people seeing me. Meanwhile, 95% of my classmates are having a good social life without stressing so much about their appearance, while the only thing I think about all day is getting surgery on my face.
Nothing will give me back the time I lost in my adolescence. It's over.
Not trying to be corny I just need to let this out of me somehow because irl I wont tell anyone lol

Stop thinking about surgery, in the long run you will ruin your brain and critize even the tiny things that no one sees. Stay strong bro and get out of the org pls

 

[Joaquin]

Stop thinking about surgery, in the long run you will ruin your brain and critize even the tiny things that no one sees. Stay strong bro and get out of the org pls

My brain is already ruined and I only want to like what I see in the mirror someday